MR. BRITLING SEES IT THROUGH

BY

H. G. WELLS

New York

THE MACMILLAN COMPANY

1916


CONTENTS


BOOK I

MATCHING’S EASY AT EASE


CHAPTER THE FIRST

MR. DIRECK VISITS MR. BRITLING

§ 1

It was the sixth day of Mr. Direck’s first visit to England, and
he was at his acutest perception of differences. He found England
in every way gratifying and satisfactory, and more of a contrast
with things American than he had ever dared to hope.

He had promised himself this visit for many years, but being of
a sunny rather than energetic temperament—though he firmly
believed himself to be a reservoir of clear-sighted American
energy—he had allowed all sorts of things, and more
particularly the uncertainties of Miss Mamie Nelson, to keep him
back. But now there were no more uncertainties about Miss Mamie
Nelson, and Mr. Direck had come over to England just to convince
himself and everybody else that there were other interests in life
for him than Mamie….

And also, he wanted to see the old country from which his
maternal grandmother had sprung. Wasn’t there even now in his
bedroom in New York a water-colour of Market Saffron church, where
the dear old lady had been confirmed? And generally he wanted to
see Europe. As an interesting side show to the excursion he hoped,
in his capacity of the rather underworked and
rather over-salaried secretary of the Massachusetts Society for the
Study of Contemporary Thought, to discuss certain agreeable
possibilities with Mr. Britling, who lived at Matching’s Easy.

Mr. Direck was a type of man not uncommon in America. He was
very much after the fashion of that clean and pleasant-looking
person one sees in the advertisements in American magazines, that
agreeable person who smiles and says, “Good, it’s the Fizgig
Brand,” or “Yes, it’s a Wilkins, and that’s the Best,” or “My
shirt-front never rucks; it’s a Chesson.” But now he was saying,
still with the same firm smile, “Good. It’s English.” He was
pleased by every unlikeness to things American, by every item he
could hail as characteristic; in the train to London he had laughed
aloud with pleasure at the chequer-board of little fields upon the
hills of Cheshire, he had chuckled to find himself in a compartment
without a corridor; he had tipped the polite yet kindly guard
magnificently, after doubting for a moment whether he ought to tip
him at all, and he had gone about his hotel in London saying
“Lordy! Lordy! My word!” in a kind of ecstasy, verifying the
delightful absence of telephone, of steam-heat, of any dependent
bathroom. At breakfast the waiter (out of Dickens it seemed) had
refused to know what “cereals” were, and had given him his egg in a
china egg-cup such as you see in the pictures in Punch. The
Thames, when he sallied out to see it, had been too good to be
true, the smallest thing in rivers he had ever seen, and he had had
to restrain himself from affecting a marked accent and accosting
some passer-by with the question, “Say! But is this little wet
ditch here the Historical River Thames?”

In America, it must be explained, Mr. Direck spoke a very good
and careful English indeed, but he now found the utmost difficulty
in controlling his impulse to use a high-pitched nasal drone and
indulge in dry “Americanisms” and poker
metaphors upon all occasions. When people asked him questions he
wanted to say “Yep” or “Sure,” words he would no more have used in
America than he could have used a bowie knife. But he had a sense
of rôle. He wanted to be visibly and audibly America
eye-witnessing. He wanted to be just exactly what he supposed an
Englishman would expect him to be. At any rate, his clothes had
been made by a strongly American New York tailor, and upon the
strength of them a taxi-man had assumed politely but firmly that
the shillings on his taximeter were dollars, an incident that
helped greatly to sustain the effect of Mr. Direck, in Mr. Direck’s
mind, as something standing out with an almost representative
clearness against the English scene…. So much so that the
taxi-man got the dollars….

Because all the time he had been coming over he had dreaded that
it wasn’t true, that England was a legend, that London would turn
out to be just another thundering great New York, and the English
exactly like New Englanders….

§ 2

And now here he was on the branch line of the little old Great
Eastern Railway, on his way to Matching’s Easy in Essex, and he was
suddenly in the heart of Washington Irving’s England.

Washington Irving’s England! Indeed it was. He couldn’t sit
still and just peep at it, he had to stand up in the little
compartment and stick his large, firm-featured, kindly countenance
out of the window as if he greeted it. The country under the June
sunshine was neat and bright as an old-world garden, with little
fields of corn surrounded by dog-rose hedges, and woods and small
rushy pastures of an infinite tidiness. He had seen a real deer
park, it had rather tumbledown iron gates between its
shield-surmounted pillars, and in the distance, beyond all
question, was Bracebridge Hall nestling among
great trees. He had seen thatched and timbered cottages, and
half-a-dozen inns with creaking signs. He had seen a fat vicar
driving himself along a grassy lane in a governess cart drawn by a
fat grey pony. It wasn’t like any reality he had ever known. It was
like travelling in literature.

Mr. Britling’s address was the Dower House, and it was, Mr.
Britling’s note had explained, on the farther edge of the park at
Claverings. Claverings! The very name for some stately home of
England….

And yet this was only forty-two miles from London. Surely it
brought things within the suburban range. If Matching’s Easy were
in America, commuters would live there. But in supposing that, Mr.
Direck displayed his ignorance of a fact of the greatest importance
to all who would understand England. There is a gap in the suburbs
of London. The suburbs of London stretch west and south and even
west by north, but to the north-eastward there are no suburbs;
instead there is Essex. Essex is not a suburban county; it is a
characteristic and individualised county which wins the heart.
Between dear Essex and the centre of things lie two great barriers,
the East End of London and Epping Forest. Before a train could get
to any villadom with a cargo of season-ticket holders it would have
to circle about this rescued woodland and travel for twenty
unprofitable miles, and so once you are away from the main Great
Eastern lines Essex still lives in the peace of the eighteenth
century, and London, the modern Babylon, is, like the stars, just a
light in the nocturnal sky. In Matching’s Easy, as Mr. Britling
presently explained to Mr. Direck, there are half-a-dozen old
people who have never set eyes on London in their lives—and
do not want to.

“Aye-ya!”

“Fussin’ about thea.”

“Mr. Robinson, ‘e went to Lon’, ‘e did. That’s ‘ow ‘e ‘urt ‘is
fut.”

Mr. Direck had learnt at the main-line junction that he had to tell the guard to stop the train for
Matching’s Easy; it only stopped “by request”; the thing was
getting better and better; and when Mr. Direck seized his grip and
got out of the train there was just one little old Essex
station-master and porter and signalman and everything, holding a
red flag in his hand and talking to Mr. Britling about the
cultivation of the sweet peas which glorified the station. And
there was the Mr. Britling who was the only item of business and
the greatest expectation in Mr. Direck’s European journey, and he
was quite unlike the portraits Mr. Direck had seen and quite
unmistakably Mr. Britling all the same, since there was nobody else
upon the platform, and he was advancing with a gesture of
welcome.

“Did you ever see such peas, Mr. Dick?” said Mr. Britling by way
of introduction.

“My word,” said Mr. Direck in a good old Farmer Hayseed
kind of voice.

“Aye-ya!” said the station-master in singularly strident tones.
“It be a rare year for sweet peas,” and then he slammed the door of
the carriage in a leisurely manner and did dismissive things with
his flag, while the two gentlemen took stock, as people say, of one
another.

§ 3

Except in the doubtful instance of Miss Mamie Nelson, Mr.
Direck’s habit was good fortune. Pleasant things came to him. Such
was his position as the salaried secretary of this society of
thoughtful Massachusetts business men to which allusion has been
made. Its purpose was to bring itself expeditiously into touch with
the best thought of the age.

Too busily occupied with practical realities to follow the
thought of the age through all its divagations and into all its
recesses, these Massachusetts business men had had to consider
methods of access more quintessential and
nuclear. And they had decided not to hunt out the best thought in
its merely germinating stages, but to wait until it had emerged and
flowered to some trustworthy recognition, and then, rather than
toil through recondite and possibly already reconsidered books and
writings generally, to offer an impressive fee to the emerged new
thinker, and to invite him to come to them and to lecture to them
and to have a conference with them, and to tell them simply,
competently and completely at first hand just all that he was
about. To come, in fact, and be himself—in a highly
concentrated form. In this way a number of interesting Europeans
had been given very pleasant excursions to America, and the society
had been able to form very definite opinions upon their teaching.
And Mr. Britling was one of the representative thinkers upon which
this society had decided to inform itself. It was to broach this
invitation and to offer him the impressive honorarium by which the
society honoured not only its guests but itself, that Mr. Direck
had now come to Matching’s Easy. He had already sent Mr. Britling a
letter of introduction, not indeed intimating his precise purpose,
but mentioning merely a desire to know him, and the letter had been
so happily phrased and its writer had left such a memory of
pleasant hospitality on Mr. Britling’s mind during Mr. Britling’s
former visit to New York, that it had immediately produced for Mr.
Direck an invitation not merely to come and see him but to come and
stay over the week-end.

And here they were shaking hands.

Mr. Britling did not look at all as Mr. Direck had expected him
to look. He had expected an Englishman in a country costume of
golfing tweeds, like the Englishman in country costume one sees in
American illustrated stories. Drooping out of the country costume
of golfing tweeds he had expected to see the mildly unhappy face,
pensive even to its drooping moustache, with which Mr. Britling’s
publisher had for some faulty and unfortunate reason familiarised the American public. Instead of this,
Mr. Britling was in a miscellaneous costume, and mildness was the
last quality one could attribute to him. His moustache, his hair,
his eyebrows bristled; his flaming freckled face seemed about to
bristle too. His little hazel eyes came out with a “ping” and
looked at Mr. Direck. Mr. Britling was one of a large but still
remarkable class of people who seem at the mere approach of
photography to change their hair, their clothes, their moral
natures. No photographer had ever caught a hint of his essential
Britlingness and bristlingness. Only the camera could ever induce
Mr. Britling to brush his hair, and for the camera alone did he
reserve that expression of submissive martyrdom Mr. Direck knew.
And Mr. Direck was altogether unprepared for a certain casualness
of costume that sometimes overtook Mr. Britling. He was wearing now
a very old blue flannel blazer, no hat, and a pair of
knickerbockers, not tweed breeches but tweed knickerbockers of a
remarkable bagginess, and made of one of those virtuous socialistic
homespun tweeds that drag out into woolly knots and strings
wherever there is attrition. His stockings were worsted and
wrinkled, and on his feet were those extraordinary slippers of
bright-coloured bast-like interwoven material one buys in the north
of France. These were purple with a touch of green. He had, in
fact, thought of the necessity of meeting Mr. Direck at the station
at the very last moment, and had come away from his study in the
clothes that had happened to him when he got up. His face wore the
amiable expression of a wire-haired terrier disposed to be
friendly, and it struck Mr. Direck that for a man of his real
intellectual distinction Mr. Britling was unusually short.

For there can be no denying that Mr. Britling was, in a sense,
distinguished. The hero and subject of this novel was at its very
beginning a distinguished man. He was in the Who’s Who of
two continents. In the last few years he had grown with some
rapidity into a writer recognised and
welcomed by the more cultivated sections of the American public,
and even known to a select circle of British readers. To his
American discoverers he had first appeared as an essayist, a
serious essayist who wrote about aesthetics and Oriental thought
and national character and poets and painting. He had come through
America some years ago as one of those Kahn scholars, those
promising writers and intelligent men endowed by Auguste Kahn of
Paris, who go about the world nowadays in comfort and consideration
as the travelling guests of that original philanthropist—to
acquire the international spirit. Previously he had been a critic
of art and literature and a writer of thoughtful third leaders in
the London Times. He had begun with a Pembroke fellowship
and a prize poem. He had returned from his world tour to his
reflective yet original corner of The Times and to the
production of books about national relationships and social
psychology, that had brought him rapidly into prominence.

His was a naturally irritable mind, which gave him point and
passion; and moreover he had a certain obstinate originality and a
generous disposition. So that he was always lively, sometimes
spacious, and never vile. He loved to write and talk. He talked
about everything, he had ideas about everything; he could no more
help having ideas about everything than a dog can resist smelling
at your heels. He sniffed at the heels of reality. Lots of people
found him interesting and stimulating, a few found him seriously
exasperating. He had ideas in the utmost profusion about races and
empires and social order and political institutions and gardens and
automobiles and the future of India and China and aesthetics and
America and the education of mankind in general…. And all that
sort of thing….

Mr. Direck had read a very great deal of all this expressed
opiniativeness of Mr. Britling: he found it entertaining and
stimulating stuff, and it was with genuine enthusiasm that he had
come over to encounter the man himself. On
his way across the Atlantic and during the intervening days, he had
rehearsed this meeting in varying keys, but always on the
supposition that Mr. Britling was a large, quiet, thoughtful sort
of man, a man who would, as it were, sit in attentive rows like a
public meeting and listen. So Mr. Direck had prepared quite a
number of pleasant and attractive openings, and now he felt was the
moment for some one of these various simple, memorable utterances.
But in none of these forecasts had he reckoned with either the
spontaneous activities of Mr. Britling or with the station-master
of Matching’s Easy. Oblivious of any conversational necessities
between Mr. Direck and Mr. Britling, this official now took charge
of Mr. Direck’s grip-sack, and, falling into line with the two
gentlemen as they walked towards the exit gate, resumed what was
evidently an interrupted discourse upon sweet peas, originally
addressed to Mr. Britling.

He was a small, elderly man with a determined-looking face and a
sea voice, and it was clear he overestimated the distance of his
hearers.

“Mr. Darling what’s head gardener up at Claverings, ‘e
can’t get sweet peas like that, try ‘ow ‘e will. Tried
everything ‘e ‘as. Sand ballast, ‘e’s tried. Seeds same as me. ‘E
came along ‘ere only the other day, ‘e did, and ‘e says to me, ‘e
says, ‘darned ‘f I can see why a station-master should beat a
professional gardener at ‘is own game,’ ‘e says, ‘but you do. And
in your orf time, too, so’s to speak,’ ‘e says. ‘I’ve tried sile,’
‘e says——”

“Your first visit to England?” asked Mr. Britling of his
guest.

“Absolutely,” said Mr. Direck.

“I says to ‘im, ‘there’s one thing you ‘aven’t tried,’ I says,”
the station-master continued, raising his voice by a Herculean feat
still higher.

“I’ve got a little car outside here,” said Mr. Britling. “I’m a
couple of miles from the station.”

“I says to ‘im, I says, ”ave you tried the vibritation
of the trains?’ I says. ‘That’s what you
‘aven’t tried, Mr. Darling. That’s what you can’t try,’ I
says. ‘But you rest assured that that’s the secret of my sweet
peas,’ I says, ‘nothing less and nothing more than the vibritation
of the trains.'”

Mr. Direck’s mind was a little confused by the double nature of
the conversation and by the fact that Mr. Britling spoke of a car
when he meant an automobile. He handed his ticket mechanically to
the station-master, who continued to repeat and endorse his
anecdote at the top of his voice as Mr. Britling disposed himself
and his guest in the automobile.

“You know you ‘aven’t ‘urt that mud-guard, sir, not the
slightest bit that matters,” shouted the station-master. “I’ve been
a looking at it—er. It’s my fence that’s suffered most. And
that’s only strained the post a lil’ bit. Shall I put your bag in
behind, sir?”

Mr. Direck assented, and then, after a momentary hesitation,
rewarded the station-master’s services.

“Ready?” asked Mr. Britling.

“That’s all right sir,” the station-master reverberated.

With a rather wide curve Mr. Britling steered his way out of the
station into the highroad.

§ 4

And now it seemed was the time for Mr. Direck to make his
meditated speeches. But an unexpected complication was to defeat
this intention. Mr. Direck perceived almost at once that Mr.
Britling was probably driving an automobile for the first or second
or at the extremest the third time in his life.

The thing became evident when he struggled to get into the high
gear—an attempt that stopped the engine, and it was even more
startlingly so when Mr. Britling narrowly missed a collision with a
baker’s cart at a corner. “I pressed the accelerator,” he explained
afterwards, “instead of the brake. One does
at first. I missed him by less than a foot.” The estimate was a
generous one. And after that Mr. Direck became too anxious not to
distract his host’s thoughts to persist with his conversational
openings. An attentive silence came upon both gentlemen that was
broken presently by a sudden outcry from Mr. Britling and a great
noise of tormented gears. “Damn!” cried Mr. Britling, and “How the
devil?”

Mr. Direck perceived that his host was trying to turn the car
into a very beautiful gateway, with gate-houses on either side.
Then it was manifest that Mr. Britling had abandoned this idea, and
then they came to a stop a dozen yards or so along the main road.
“Missed it,” said Mr. Britling, and took his hands off the steering
wheel and blew stormily, and then whistled some bars of a fretful
air, and became still.

“Do we go through these ancient gates?” asked Mr. Direck.

Mr. Britling looked over his right shoulder and considered
problems of curvature and distance. “I think,” he said, “I will go
round outside the park. It will take us a little longer, but it
will be simpler than backing and manoeuvring here now…. These
electric starters are remarkably convenient things. Otherwise now I
should have to get down and wind up the engine.”

After that came a corner, the rounding of which seemed to
present few difficulties until suddenly Mr. Britling cried out,
“Eh! eh! EH! Oh, damn!”

Then the two gentlemen were sitting side by side in a rather
sloping car that had ascended the bank and buried its nose in a
hedge of dog-rose and honeysuckle, from which two missel thrushes,
a blackbird and a number of sparrows had made a hurried
escape….

§ 5

“Perhaps,” said Mr. Britling without assurance, and after a
little peaceful pause, “I can reverse out of this.”

He seemed to feel some explanation was due to Mr. Direck. “You
see, at first—it’s perfectly simple—one steers
round a corner and then one doesn’t put the wheels straight
again, and so one keeps on going round—more than one meant
to. It’s the bicycle habit; the bicycle rights itself. One expects
a car to do the same thing. It was my fault. The book explains all
this question clearly, but just at the moment I forgot.”

He reflected and experimented in a way that made the engine
scold and fuss….

“You see, she won’t budge for the reverse….
She’s—embedded…. Do you mind getting out and turning the
wheel back? Then if I reverse, perhaps we’ll get a move on….”

Mr. Direck descended, and there were considerable efforts.

“If you’d just grip the spokes. Yes, so…. One, Two, Three!…
No! Well, let’s just sit here until somebody comes along to help
us. Oh! Somebody will come all right. Won’t you get up again?”

And after a reflective moment Mr. Direck resumed his seat beside
Mr. Britling….

§ 6

The two gentlemen smiled at each other to dispel any suspicion
of discontent.

“My driving leaves something to be desired,” said Mr. Britling
with an air of frank impartiality. “But I have only just got this
car for myself—after some years of hired cars—the sort
of lazy arrangement where people supply car, driver, petrol, tyres,
insurance and everything at so much a month. It bored me
abominably. I can’t imagine now how I stood it for so long. They
sent me down a succession of compact, scornful boys who used to go
fast when I wanted to go slow, and slow when I wanted to go fast,
and who used to take every corner on the wrong side at top speed, and charge dogs and hens for the
sport of it, and all sorts of things like that. They would not even
let me choose my roads. I should have got myself a car long ago,
and driven it, if it wasn’t for that infernal business with a
handle one had to do when the engine stopped. But here, you see, is
a reasonably cheap car with an electric starter—American, I
need scarcely say. And here I am—going at my own pace.”

Mr. Direck glanced for a moment at the pretty disorder of the
hedge in which they were embedded, and smiled and admitted that it
was certainly much more agreeable.

Before he had finished saying as much Mr. Britling was talking
again.

He had a quick and rather jerky way of speaking; he seemed to
fire out a thought directly it came into his mind, and he seemed to
have a loaded magazine of thoughts in his head. He spoke almost
exactly twice as fast as Mr. Direck, clipping his words much more,
using much compacter sentences, and generally cutting his corners,
and this put Mr. Direck off his game.

That rapid attack while the transatlantic interlocutor is
deploying is indeed a not infrequent defect of conversations
between Englishmen and Americans. It is a source of many
misunderstandings. The two conceptions of conversation differ
fundamentally. The English are much less disposed to listen than
the American; they have not quite the same sense of conversational
give and take, and at first they are apt to reduce their visitors
to the rôle of auditors wondering when their turn will begin.
Their turn never does begin. Mr. Direck sat deeply in his slanting
seat with a half face to his celebrated host and said “Yep” and
“Sure” and “That is so,” in the dry grave tones that he
believed an Englishman would naturally expect him to use, realising
this only very gradually.

Mr. Britling, from his praise of the enterprise that had at last
brought a car he could drive within his reach, went on to that
favourite topic of all intelligent Englishmen, the adverse criticism of things British. He pointed
out that the central position of the brake and gear levers in his
automobile made it extremely easy for the American manufacturer to
turn it out either as a left-handed or a right-handed car, and so
adapt it either to the Continental or to the British rule of the
road. No English cars were so adaptable. We British suffered much
from our insular rule of the road, just as we suffered much from
our insular weights and measures. But we took a perverse pride in
such disadvantages. The irruption of American cars into England was
a recent phenomenon, it was another triumph for the tremendous
organising ability of the American mind. They were doing with the
automobile what they had done with clocks and watches and rifles,
they had standardised and machined wholesale, while the British
were still making the things one by one. It was an extraordinary
thing that England, which was the originator of the industrial
system and the original developer of the division of labour, should
have so fallen away from systematic manufacturing. He believed this
was largely due to the influence of Oxford and the Established
Church….

At this point Mr. Direck was moved by an anecdote. “It will help
to illustrate what you are saying, Mr. Britling, about systematic
organisation if I tell you a little incident that happened to a
friend of mine in Toledo, where they are setting up a big plant
with a view to capturing the entire American and European market in
the class of the thousand-dollar car——”

“There’s no end of such little incidents,” said Mr. Britling,
cutting in without apparent effort. “You see, we get it on both
sides. Our manufacturer class was, of course, originally an
insurgent class. It was a class of distended craftsmen. It had the
craftsman’s natural enterprise and natural radicalism. As soon as
it prospered and sent its boys to Oxford it was lost. Our
manufacturing class was assimilated in no time to the
conservative classes, whose education has
always had a mandarin quality—very, very little of it, and
very cold and choice. In America you have so far had no real
conservative class at all. Fortunate continent! You cast out your
Tories, and you were left with nothing but Whigs and Radicals. But
our peculiar bad luck has been to get a sort of revolutionary who
is a Tory mandarin too. Ruskin and Morris, for example, were as
reactionary and anti-scientific as the dukes and the bishops.
Machine haters. Science haters. Rule of Thumbites to the bone. So
are our current Socialists. They’ve filled this country with the
idea that the ideal automobile ought to be made entirely by the
hand labour of traditional craftsmen, quite individually, out of
beaten copper, wrought iron and seasoned oak. All this
electric-starter business and this electric lighting outfit I have
here, is perfectly hateful to the English mind…. It isn’t that we
are simply backward in these things, we are antagonistic. The
British mind has never really tolerated electricity; at least, not
that sort of electricity that runs through wires. Too slippery and
glib for it. Associates it with Italians and fluency generally,
with Volta, Galvani, Marconi and so on. The proper British
electricity is that high-grade useless long-sparking stuff you get
by turning round a glass machine; stuff we used to call frictional
electricity. Keep it in Leyden jars…. At Claverings here they
still refuse to have electric bells. There was a row when the
Solomonsons, who were tenants here for a time, tried to put them
in….”

Mr. Direck had followed this cascade of remarks with a patient
smile and a slowly nodding head. “What you say,” he said, “forms a
very marked contrast indeed with the sort of thing that goes on in
America. This friend of mine I was speaking of, the one who is
connected with an automobile factory in Toledo——”

“Of course,” Mr. Britling burst out again, “even conservatism
isn’t an ultimate thing. After all, we and your enterprising friend at Toledo, are very much the
same blood. The conservatism, I mean, isn’t racial. And our earlier
energy shows it isn’t in the air or in the soil. England has become
unenterprising and sluggish because England has been so prosperous
and comfortable….”

“Exactly,” said Mr. Direck. “My friend of whom I was telling
you, was a man named Robinson, which indicates pretty clearly that
he was of genuine English stock, and, if I may say so, quite of
your build and complexion; racially, I should say, he was,
well—very much what you are….”

§ 7

This rally of Mr. Direck’s mind was suddenly interrupted.

Mr. Britling stood up, and putting both hands to the sides of
his mouth, shouted “Yi-ah! Aye-ya! Thea!” at unseen hearers.

After shouting again, several times, it became manifest that he
had attracted the attention of two willing but deliberate labouring
men. They emerged slowly, first as attentive heads, from the
landscape. With their assistance the car was restored to the road
again. Mr. Direck assisted manfully, and noted the respect that was
given to Mr. Britling and the shillings that fell to the men, with
an intelligent detachment. They touched their hats, they called Mr.
Britling “Sir.” They examined the car distantly but kindly. “Ain’t
‘urt ‘e, not a bit ‘e ain’t, not really,” said one encouragingly.
And indeed except for a slight crumpling of the mud-guard and the
detachment of the wire of one of the headlights the automobile was
uninjured. Mr. Britling resumed his seat; Mr. Direck gravely and in
silence got up beside him. They started with the usual convulsion,
as though something had pricked the vehicle unexpectedly and
shamefully behind. And from this point Mr. Britling, driving with
meticulous care, got home without further mishap, excepting only
that he scraped off some of the metal edge of
his footboard against the gate-post of his very agreeable
garden.

His family welcomed his safe return, visitor and all, with
undisguised relief and admiration. A small boy appeared at the
corner of the house, and then disappeared hastily again. “Daddy’s
got back all right at last,” they heard him shouting to unseen
hearers.

§ 8

Mr. Direck, though he was a little incommoded by the suppression
of his story about Robinson—for when he had begun a thing he
liked to finish it—found Mr. Britling’s household at once
thoroughly British, quite un-American and a little difficult to
follow. It had a quality that at first he could not define at all.
Compared with anything he had ever seen in his life before it
struck him as being—he found the word at last—sketchy.
For instance, he was introduced to nobody except his hostess, and
she was indicated to him by a mere wave of Mr. Britling’s hand.
“That’s Edith,” he said, and returned at once to his car to put it
away. Mrs. Britling was a tall, freckled woman with pretty bright
brown hair and preoccupied brown eyes. She welcomed him with a
handshake, and then a wonderful English parlourmaid—she at
least was according to expectations—took his grip-sack and
guided him to his room. “Lunch, sir,” she said, “is outside,” and
closed the door and left him to that and a towel-covered can of hot
water.

It was a square-looking old red-brick house he had come to, very
handsome in a simple Georgian fashion, with a broad lawn before it
and great blue cedar trees, and a drive that came frankly up to the
front door and then went off with Mr. Britling and the car round to
unknown regions at the back. The centre of the house was a big airy
hall, oak-panelled, warmed in winter only by one large fireplace
and abounding in doors which he knew opened into the square
separate rooms that England favours. Bookshelves and stuffed birds comforted the landing outside his
bedroom. He descended to find the hall occupied by a small bright
bristling boy in white flannel shirt and knickerbockers and bare
legs and feet. He stood before the vacant open fireplace in an
attitude that Mr. Direck knew instantly was also Mr. Britling’s.
“Lunch is in the garden,” the Britling scion proclaimed, “and I’ve
got to fetch you. And, I say! is it true? Are you American?”

“Why surely,” said Mr. Direck.

“Well, I know some American,” said the boy. “I learnt it.”

“Tell me some,” said Mr. Direck, smiling still more amiably.

“Oh! Well—God darn you! Ouch, Gee-whizz! Soak him, Maud!
It’s up to you, Duke….”

“Now where did you learn all that?” asked Mr. Direck
recovering.

“Out of the Sunday Supplement,” said the youthful Britling.

“Why! Then you know all about Buster Brown,” said Mr. Direck.
“He’s Fine—eh?”

The Britling child hated Buster Brown. He regarded Buster Brown
as a totally unnecessary infant. He detested the way he wore his
hair and the peculiar cut of his knickerbockers and—him. He
thought Buster Brown the one drop of paraffin in the otherwise
delicious feast of the Sunday Supplement. But he was a diplomatic
child.

“I think I like Happy Hooligan better,” he said. “And dat ole
Maud.”

He reflected with joyful eyes, Buster clean forgotten. “Every
week,” he said, “she kicks some one.”

It came to Mr. Direck as a very pleasant discovery that a
British infant could find a common ground with the small people at
home in these characteristically American jests. He had never
dreamt that the fine wine of Maud and Buster could travel.

“Maud’s a treat,” said the youthful Britling, relapsing into his
native tongue.

Mr. Britling appeared coming to meet them. He was now in a grey
flannel suit—he must have jumped into it—and altogether
very much tidier….

§ 9

The long narrow table under the big sycamores between the house
and the adapted barn that Mr. Direck learnt was used for “dancing
and all that sort of thing,” was covered with a blue linen diaper
cloth, and that too surprised him. This was his first meal in a
private household in England, and for obscure reasons he had
expected something very stiff and formal with “spotless napery.” He
had also expected a very stiff and capable service by implacable
parlourmaids, and the whole thing indeed highly genteel. But two
cheerful women servants appeared from what was presumably the
kitchen direction, wheeling a curious wicker erection, which his
small guide informed him was called Aunt Clatter—manifestly
deservedly—and which bore on its shelves the substance of the
meal. And while the maids at this migratory sideboard carved and
opened bottles and so forth, the small boy and a slightly larger
brother, assisted a little by two young men of no very defined
position and relationship, served the company. Mrs. Britling sat at
the head of the table, and conversed with Mr. Direck by means of
hostess questions and imperfectly accepted answers while she kept a
watchful eye on the proceedings.

The composition of the company was a matter for some perplexity
to Mr. Direck. Mr. and Mrs. Britling were at either end of the
table, that was plain enough. It was also fairly plain that the two
barefooted boys were little Britlings. But beyond this was a cloud
of uncertainty. There was a youth of perhaps seventeen, much darker
than Britling but with nose and freckles rather like his, who might
be an early son or a stepson; he was shock-headed and with that look about his arms and legs that
suggests overnight growth; and there was an unmistakable young
German, very pink, with close-cropped fair hair, glasses and a
panama hat, who was probably the tutor of the younger boys. (Mr.
Direck also was wearing his hat, his mind had been filled with an
exaggerated idea of the treacheries of the English climate before
he left New York. Every one else was hatless.) Finally, before one
reached the limits of the explicable there was a pleasant young man
with a lot of dark hair and very fine dark blue eyes, whom
everybody called “Teddy.” For him, Mr. Direck hazarded
“secretary.”

But in addition to these normal and understandable presences,
there was an entirely mysterious pretty young woman in blue linen
who sat and smiled next to Mr. Britling, and there was a rather
kindred-looking girl with darker hair on the right of Mr. Direck
who impressed him at the very outset as being still prettier,
and—he didn’t quite place her at first—somehow familiar
to him; there was a large irrelevant middle-aged lady in black with
a gold chain and a large nose, between Teddy and the tutor; there
was a tall middle-aged man with an intelligent face, who might be a
casual guest; there was an Indian young gentleman faultlessly
dressed up to his brown soft linen collar and cuffs, and thereafter
an uncontrolled outbreak of fine bronze modelling and abundant
fuzzy hair; and there was a very erect and attentive baby of a year
or less, sitting up in a perambulator and gesticulating cheerfully
to everybody. This baby it was that most troubled the orderly mind
of Mr. Direck. The research for its paternity made his conversation
with Mrs. Britling almost as disconnected and absent-minded as her
conversation with him. It almost certainly wasn’t Mrs. Britling’s.
The girl next to him or the girl next to Mr. Britling or the lady
in black might any of them be married, but if so where was the
spouse? It seemed improbable that they would wheel out a foundling
to lunch….

Realising at last that the problem of relationship must be left
to solve itself if he did not want to dissipate and consume his
mind entirely, Mr. Direck turned to his hostess, who was enjoying a
brief lull in her administrative duties, and told her what a
memorable thing the meeting of Mr. Britling in his own home would
be in his life, and how very highly America was coming to esteem
Mr. Britling and his essays. He found that with a slight change of
person, one of his premeditated openings was entirely serviceable
here. And he went on to observe that it was novel and entertaining
to find Mr. Britling driving his own automobile and to note that it
was an automobile of American manufacture. In America they had
standardised and systematised the making of such things as
automobiles to an extent that would, he thought, be almost
startling to Europeans. It was certainly startling to the European
manufacturers. In illustration of that he might tell a little story
of a friend of his called Robinson—a man who curiously enough
in general build and appearance was very reminiscent indeed of Mr.
Britling. He had been telling Mr. Britling as much on his way here
from the station. His friend was concerned with several others in
one of the biggest attacks that had ever been made upon what one
might describe in general terms as the thousand-dollar light
automobile market. What they said practically was this: This market
is a jig-saw puzzle waiting to be put together and made one. We are
going to do it. But that was easier to figure out than to do. At
the very outset of this attack he and his associates found
themselves up against an unexpected and very difficult
proposition….

At first Mrs. Britling had listened to Mr. Direck with an almost
undivided attention, but as he had developed his opening the feast
upon the blue linen table had passed on to a fresh phase that
demanded more and more of her directive intelligence. The two
little boys appeared suddenly at her elbows. “Shall we take the
plates and get the strawberries, Mummy?” they
asked simultaneously. Then one of the neat maids in the background
had to be called up and instructed in undertones, and Mr. Direck
saw that for the present Robinson’s illuminating experience was not
for her ears. A little baffled, but quite understanding how things
were, he turned to his neighbour on his left….

The girl really had an extraordinarily pretty smile, and there
was something in her soft bright brown eye—like the movement
of some quick little bird. And—she was like somebody he knew!
Indeed she was. She was quite ready to be spoken to.

“I was telling Mrs. Britling,” said Mr. Direck, “what a very
great privilege I esteem it to meet Mr. Britling in this highly
familiar way.”

“You’ve not met him before?”

“I missed him by twenty-four hours when he came through Boston
on the last occasion. Just twenty-four hours. It was a matter of
very great regret to me.”

“I wish I’d been paid to travel round the world.”

“You must write things like Mr. Britling and then Mr. Kahn will
send you.”

“Don’t you think if I promised well?”

“You’d have to write some promissory notes, I think—just
to convince him it was all right.”

The young lady reflected on Mr. Britling’s good fortune.

“He saw India. He saw Japan. He had weeks in Egypt. And he went
right across America.”

Mr. Direck had already begun on the liner to adapt himself to
the hopping inconsecutiveness of English conversation. He made now
what he felt was quite a good hop, and he dropped his voice to a
confidential undertone. (It was probably Adam in his first
conversation with Eve, who discovered the pleasantness of dropping
into a confidential undertone beside a pretty ear with a pretty
wave of hair above it.)

“It was in India, I presume,” murmured Mr. Direck, “that Mr.
Britling made the acquaintance of the coloured gentleman?”

“Coloured gentleman!” She gave a swift glance down the table as
though she expected to see something purple with yellow spots. “Oh,
that is one of Mr. Lawrence Carmine’s young men!” she explained
even more confidentially and with an air of discussing the silver
bowl of roses before him. “He’s a great authority on Indian
literature, he belongs to a society for making things pleasant for
Indian students in London, and he has them down.”

“And Mr. Lawrence Carmine?” he pursued.

Even more intimately and confidentially she indicated Mr.
Carmine, as it seemed by a motion of her eyelash.

Mr. Direck prepared to be even more sotto-voce and to
plumb a much profounder mystery. His eye rested on the
perambulator; he leant a little nearer to the ear…. But the
strawberries interrupted him.

“Strawberries!” said the young lady, and directed his regard to
his left shoulder by a little movement of her head.

He found one of the boys with a high-piled plate ready to serve
him.

And then Mrs. Britling resumed her conversation with him. She
was so ignorant, she said, of things American, that she did not
even know if they had strawberries there. At any rate, here they
were at the crest of the season, and in a very good year. And in
the rose season too. It was one of the dearest vanities of English
people to think their apples and their roses and their strawberries
the best in the world.

“And their complexions,” said Mr. Direck, over the pyramid of
fruit, quite manifestly intending a compliment. So that was all
right…. But the girl on the left of him was speaking across the
table to the German tutor, and did not hear
what he had said. So that even if it wasn’t very neat it didn’t
matter….

Then he remembered that she was like that old daguerreotype of a
cousin of his grandmother’s that he had fallen in love with when he
was a boy. It was her smile. Of course! Of course!… And he’d sort
of adored that portrait…. He felt a curious disposition to tell
her as much….

“What makes this visit even more interesting if possible to me,”
he said to Mrs. Britling, “than it would otherwise be, is that this
Essex country is the country in which my maternal grandmother was
raised, and also long way back my mother’s father’s people. My
mother’s father’s people were very early New England people
indeed…. Well, no. If I said Mayflower it wouldn’t be
true. But it would approximate. They were Essex Hinkinsons. That’s
what they were. I must be a good third of me at least Essex. My
grandmother was an Essex Corner, I must confess I’ve had some
thought—”

“Corner?” said the young lady at his elbow sharply.

“I was telling Mrs. Britling I had some thought—”

“But about those Essex relatives of yours?”

“Well, of finding if they were still about in these parts….
Say! I haven’t dropped a brick, have I?”

He looked from one face to another.

She’s a Corner,” said Mrs. Britling.

“Well,” said Mr. Direck, and hesitated for a moment. It was so
delightful that one couldn’t go on being just discreet. The
atmosphere was free and friendly. His intonation disarmed offence.
And he gave the young lady the full benefit of a quite expressive
eye. “I’m very pleased to meet you, Cousin Corner. How are the old
folks at home?”

§ 10

The bright interest of this consulship helped Mr. Direck more
than anything to get the better of his Robinson-anecdote crave, and when presently he found his dialogue with
Mr. Britling resumed, he turned at once to this remarkable
discovery of his long lost and indeed hitherto unsuspected
relative. “It’s an American sort of thing to do, I suppose,” he
said apologetically, “but I almost thought of going on, on Monday,
to Market Saffron, which was the locality of the Hinkinsons, and
just looking about at the tombstones in the churchyard for a day or
so.”

“Very probably,” said Mr. Britling, “you’d find something about
them in the parish registers. Lots of our registers go back three
hundred years or more. I’ll drive you over in my lil’ old car.”

“Oh! I wouldn’t put you to that trouble,” said Mr. Direck
hastily.

“It’s no trouble. I like the driving. What I have had of it. And
while we’re at it, we’ll come back by Harborough High Oak and look
up the Corner pedigree. They’re all over that district still. And
the road’s not really difficult; it’s only a bit up and down and
roundabout.”

“I couldn’t think, Mr. Britling, of putting you to that much
trouble.”

“It’s no trouble. I want a day off, and I’m dying to take
Gladys——”

“Gladys?” said Mr. Direck with sudden hope.

“That’s my name for the lil’ car. I’m dying to take her for
something like a decent run. I’ve only had her out four times
altogether, and I’ve not got her up yet to forty miles. Which I’m
told she ought to do easily. We’ll consider that settled.”

For the moment Mr. Direck couldn’t think of any further excuse.
But it was very clear in his mind that something must happen; he
wished he knew of somebody who could send a recall telegram from
London, to prevent him committing himself to the casual destinies
of Mr. Britling’s car again. And then another interest became
uppermost in his mind.

“You’d hardly believe me,” he said, “if I told you that that
Miss Corner of yours has a quite extraordinary resemblance to a
miniature I’ve got away there in America of a cousin of my maternal
grandmother’s. She seems a very pleasant young lady.”

But Mr. Britling supplied no further information about Miss
Corner.

“It must be very interesting,” he said, “to come over here and
pick up these American families of yours on the monuments and
tombstones. You know, of course, that district south of Evesham
where every other church monument bears the stars and stripes, the
arms of departed Washingtons. I doubt though if you’ll still find
the name about there. Nor will you find many Hinkinsons in Market
Saffron. But lots of this country here has five or six
hundred-year-old families still flourishing. That’s why Essex is so
much more genuinely Old England than Surrey, say, or Kent. Round
here you’ll find Corners and Fairlies, and then you get Capels, and
then away down towards Dunmow and Braintree Maynards and Byngs. And
there are oaks and hornbeams in the park about Claverings that have
echoed to the howling of wolves and the clank of men in armour. All
the old farms here are moated—because of the wolves.
Claverings itself is Tudor, and rather fine too. And the cottages
still wear thatch….”

He reflected. “Now if you went south of London instead of
northward it’s all different. You’re in a different period, a
different society. You’re in London suburbs right down to the sea.
You’ll find no genuine estates left, not of our deep-rooted
familiar sort. You’ll find millionaires and that sort of people,
sitting in the old places. Surrey is full of rich stockbrokers,
company-promoters, bookies, judges, newspaper proprietors. Sort of
people who fence the paths across their parks. They do something to
the old places—I don’t know what they do—but instantly
the countryside becomes a villadom. And
little sub-estates and red-brick villas and art cottages spring up.
And a kind of new, hard neatness. And pneumatic tyre and automobile
spirit advertisements, great glaring boards by the roadside. And
all the poor people are inspected and rushed about until they
forget who their grandfathers were. They become villa parasites and
odd-job men, and grow basely rich and buy gramophones. This Essex
and yonder Surrey are as different as Russia and Germany. But for
one American who comes to look at Essex, twenty go to Godalming and
Guildford and Dorking and Lewes and Canterbury. Those Surrey people
are not properly English at all. They are strenuous. You have to
get on or get out. They drill their gardeners, lecture very fast on
agricultural efficiency, and have miniature rifle ranges in every
village. It’s a county of new notice-boards and barbed-wire fences;
there’s always a policeman round the corner. They dress for dinner.
They dress for everything. If a man gets up in the night to look
for a burglar he puts on the correct costume—or doesn’t go.
They’ve got a special scientific system for urging on their tramps.
And they lock up their churches on a week-day. Half their soil is
hard chalk or a rationalistic sand, only suitable for bunkers and
villa foundations. And they play golf in a large, expensive,
thorough way because it’s the thing to do…. Now here in Essex
we’re as lax as the eighteenth century. We hunt in any old clothes.
Our soil is a rich succulent clay; it becomes semi-fluid in
winter—when we go about in waders shooting duck. All our
fingerposts have been twisted round by facetious men years ago. And
we pool our breeds of hens and pigs. Our roses and oaks are
wonderful; that alone shows that this is the real England. If I
wanted to play golf—which I don’t, being a decent Essex
man—I should have to motor ten miles into Hertfordshire. And
for rheumatics and longevity Surrey can’t touch us. I want you to
be clear on these points, because they really will affect
your impressions of this place…. This
country is a part of the real England—England outside London
and outside manufactures. It’s one with Wessex and Mercia or old
Yorkshire—or for the matter of that with Meath or Lothian.
And it’s the essential England still….”

§ 11

It detracted a little from Mr. Direck’s appreciation of this
flow of information that it was taking them away from the rest of
the company. He wanted to see more of his new-found cousin, and
what the baby and the Bengali gentleman—whom manifestly one
mustn’t call “coloured”—and the large-nosed lady and all the
other inexplicables would get up to. Instead of which Mr. Britling
was leading him off alone with an air of showing him round the
premises, and talking too rapidly and variously for a question to
be got in edgeways, much less any broaching of the matter that Mr.
Direck had come over to settle.

There was quite a lot of rose garden, it made the air delicious,
and it was full of great tumbling bushes of roses and of neglected
standards, and it had a long pergola of creepers and trailers and a
great arbour, and underneath over the beds everywhere, contrary to
all the rules, the blossom of a multitude of pansies and stock and
little trailing plants swarmed and crowded and scrimmaged and
drilled and fought great massed attacks. And then Mr. Britling
talked their way round a red-walled vegetable garden with an
abundance of fruit trees, and through a door into a terraced square
that had once been a farmyard, outside the converted barn. The barn
doors had been replaced by a door-pierced window of glass, and in
the middle of the square space a deep tank had been made, full of
rainwater, in which Mr. Britling remarked casually that “everybody”
bathed when the weather was hot. Thyme and rosemary and suchlike
sweet-scented things grew on the terrace
about the tank, and ten trimmed little trees of Arbor vitae
stood sentinel. Mr. Direck was tantalisingly aware that beyond some
lilac bushes were his new-found cousin and the kindred young woman
in blue playing tennis with the Indian and another young man, while
whenever it was necessary the large-nosed lady crossed the stage
and brooded soothingly over the perambulator. And Mr. Britling,
choosing a seat from which Mr. Direck just couldn’t look
comfortably through the green branches at the flying glimpses of
pink and blue and white and brown, continued to talk about England
and America in relation to each other and everything else under the
sun.

Presently through a distant gate the two small boys were
momentarily visible wheeling small but serviceable bicycles,
followed after a little interval by the German tutor. Then an
enormous grey cat came slowly across the garden court, and sat down
to listen respectfully to Mr. Britling. The afternoon sky was an
intense blue, with little puff-balls of cloud lined out across
it.

Occasionally, from chance remarks of Mr. Britling’s, Mr. Direck
was led to infer that his first impressions as an American visitor
were being related to his host, but as a matter of fact he was
permitted to relate nothing; Mr. Britling did all the talking. He
sat beside his guest and spirted and played ideas and reflections
like a happy fountain in the sunshine.

Mr. Direck sat comfortably, and smoked with quiet appreciation
the one after-lunch cigar he allowed himself. At any rate, if he
himself felt rather word-bound, the fountain was nimble and
entertaining. He listened in a general sort of way to the talk, it
was quite impossible to follow it thoughtfully throughout all its
chinks and turnings, while his eyes wandered about the garden and
went ever and again to the flitting tennis-players beyond the
green. It was all very gay and comfortable and complete; it was
various and delightful without being in the least opulent;
that was one of the little secrets America
had to learn. It didn’t look as though it had been made or bought
or cost anything, it looked as though it had happened rather
luckily….

Mr. Britling’s talk became like a wide stream flowing through
Mr. Direck’s mind, bearing along momentary impressions and
observations, drifting memories of all the crowded English sights
and sounds of the last five days, filmy imaginations about
ancestral names and pretty cousins, scraps of those prepared
conversational openings on Mr. Britling’s standing in America, the
explanation about the lecture club, the still incompletely
forgotten purport of the Robinson anecdote….

“Nobody planned the British estate system, nobody planned the
British aristocratic system, nobody planned the confounded
constitution, it came about, it was like layer after layer wrapping
round an agate, but you see it came about so happily in a way, it
so suited the climate and the temperament of our people and our
island, it was on the whole so cosy, that our people settled down
into it, you can’t help settling down into it, they had already
settled down by the days of Queen Anne, and Heaven knows if we
shall ever really get away again. We’re like that little shell the
Lingula, that is found in the oldest rocks and lives to-day:
it fitted its easy conditions, and it has never modified since. Why
should it? It excretes all its disturbing forces. Our younger sons
go away and found colonial empires. Our surplus cottage children
emigrate to Australia and Canada or migrate into the towns. It
doesn’t alter this….”

§ 12

Mr. Direck’s eye had come to rest upon the barn, and its
expression changed slowly from lazy appreciation to a brightening
intelligence. Suddenly he resolved to say something. He resolved to
say it so firmly that he determined to say it even if Mr. Britling
went on talking all the time.

“I suppose, Mr. Britling,” he said, “this barn here dates from
the days of Queen Anne.”

“The walls of the yard here are probably earlier: probably
monastic. That grey patch in the corner, for example. The barn
itself is Georgian.”

“And here it is still. And this farmyard, here it is still.”

Mr. Britling was for flying off again, but Mr. Direck would not
listen; he held on like a man who keeps his grip on a lasso.

“There’s one thing I would like to remark about your barn, Mr.
Britling, and I might, while I am at it, say the same thing about
your farmyard.”

Mr. Britling was held. “What’s that?” he asked.

“Well,” said Mr. Direck, “the point that strikes me most about
all this is that that barn isn’t a barn any longer, and that this
farmyard isn’t a farmyard. There isn’t any wheat or chaff or
anything of that sort in the barn, and there never will be again:
there’s just a pianola and a dancing floor, and if a cow came into
this farmyard everybody in the place would be shooing it out again.
They’d regard it as a most unnatural object.”

He had a pleasant sense of talking at last. He kept right on. He
was moved to a sweeping generalisation.

“You were so good as to ask me, Mr. Britling, a little while
ago, what my first impression of England was. Well, Mr. Britling,
my first impression of England that seems to me to matter in the
least is this: that it looks and feels more like the traditional
Old England than any one could possibly have believed, and that in
reality it is less like the traditional Old England than any one
would ever possibly have imagined.”

He was carried on even further. He made a tremendous literary
epigram. “I thought,” he said, “when I looked out of the train this
morning that I had come to the England of Washington Irving. I find
it is not even the England of Mrs. Humphry Ward.”


CHAPTER THE SECOND

MR. BRITLING CONTINUES HIS EXPOSITION

§ 1

Mr. Direck found little reason to revise his dictum in the
subsequent experiences of the afternoon. Indeed the afternoon and
the next day were steadily consistent in confirming what a very
good dictum it had been. The scenery was the traditional scenery of
England, and all the people seemed quicker, more irresponsible,
more chaotic, than any one could have anticipated, and entirely
inexplicable by any recognised code of English
relationships….

“You think that John Bull is dead and a strange generation is
wearing his clothes,” said Mr. Britling. “I think you’ll find very
soon it’s the old John Bull. Perhaps not Mrs. Humphry Ward’s John
Bull, or Mrs. Henry Wood’s John Bull but true essentially to
Shakespeare, Fielding, Dickens, Meredith….”

“I suppose,” he added, “there are changes. There’s a new
generation grown up….”

He looked at his barn and the swimming pool. “It’s a good point
of yours about the barn,” he said. “What you say reminds me of that
very jolly thing of Kipling’s about the old mill-wheel that began
by grinding corn and ended by driving dynamos….

“Only I admit that barn doesn’t exactly drive a dynamo….

“To be frank, it’s just a pleasure barn….

“The country can afford it….”

§ 2

He left it at that for the time, but throughout the afternoon
Mr. Direck had the gratification of seeing his thought floating
round and round in the back-waters of Mr. Britling’s mental
current. If it didn’t itself get into the stream again its
reflection at any rate appeared and reappeared. He was taken about
with great assiduity throughout the afternoon, and he got no more
than occasional glimpses of the rest of the Dower House circle
until six o’clock in the evening.

Meanwhile the fountains of Mr. Britling’s active and
encyclopædic mind played steadily.

He was inordinately proud of England, and he abused her
incessantly. He wanted to state England to Mr. Direck as the
amiable summation of a grotesque assembly of faults. That was the
view into which the comforts and prosperities of his middle age had
brought him from a radicalism that had in its earlier stages been
angry and bitter. And for Mr. Britling England was “here.” Essex
was the county he knew. He took Mr. Direck out from his walled
garden by a little door into a trim paddock with two white goals.
“We play hockey here on Sundays,” he said in a way that gave Mr.
Direck no hint of the practically compulsory participation of every
visitor to Matching’s Easy in this violent and dangerous exercise,
and thence they passed by a rich deep lane and into a high road
that ran along the edge of the deer park of Claverings. “We will
call in on Claverings later,” said Mr. Britling. “Lady Homartyn has
some people there for the week-end, and you ought to see the sort
of thing it is and the sort of people they are. She wanted us to
lunch there to-morrow, but I didn’t accept that because of our
afternoon hockey.”

Mr. Direck received this reason uncritically.

The village reminded Mr. Direck of Abbey’s pictures. There was
an inn with a sign standing out in the road, a painted sign of the Clavering Arms; it had a water
trough (such as Mr. Weller senior ducked the dissenter in) and a
green painted table outside its inviting door. There were also a
general shop and a number of very pleasant cottages, each marked
with the Mainstay crest. All this was grouped about a green with
real geese drilling thereon. Mr. Britling conducted his visitor
(through a lych gate) into the church-yard, and there they found
mossy, tumble-down tombstones, one with a skull and cross-bones
upon it, that went back to the later seventeenth century. In the
aisle of the church were three huge hatchments, and there was a
side chapel devoted to the Mainstay family and the Barons Homartyn,
with a series of monuments that began with painted Tudor effigies
and came down to a vast stained glass window of the vilest
commercial Victorian. There were also mediæval brasses of
parish priests, and a marble crusader and his lady of some
extinguished family which had ruled Matching’s Easy before the
Mainstays came. And as the two gentlemen emerged from the church
they ran against the perfect vicar, Mr. Dimple, ample and genial,
with an embracing laugh and an enveloping voice. “Come to see the
old country,” he said to Mr. Direck. “So Good of you Americans to
do that! So Good of you….”

There was some amiable sparring between the worthy man and Mr.
Britling about bringing Mr. Direck to church on Sunday morning.
“He’s terribly Lax,” said Mr. Dimple to Mr. Direck, smiling
radiantly. “Terribly Lax. But then nowadays Everybody is so
Lax. And he’s very Good to my Coal Club; I don’t know what we
should do without him. So I just admonish him. And if he doesn’t go
to church, well, anyhow he doesn’t go anywhere else. He may be a
poor churchman, but anyhow he’s not a dissenter….”

“In England, you see,” Mr. Britling remarked, after they had
parted from the reverend gentleman, “we have
domesticated everything. We have even domesticated God.”

For awhile Mr. Britling showed Mr. Direck English lanes, and
then came back along narrow white paths across small fields of
rising wheat, to the village and a little gate that led into the
park.

“Well,” said Mr. Direck, “what you say about domestication does
seem to me to be very true indeed. Why! even those clouds up there
look as though they had a shepherd and were grazing.”

“Ready for shearing almost,” said Mr. Britling.

“Indeed,” said Mr. Direck, raising his voice a little, “I’ve
seen scarcely anything in England that wasn’t domesticated, unless
it was some of your back streets in London.”

Mr. Britling seemed to reflect for a moment. “They’re an
excrescence,” he said….

§ 3

The park had a trim wildness like nature in an old Italian
picture; dappled fallow deer grouped close at hand and looked at
the two men fearlessly; the path dropped through oak trees and some
stunted bracken to a little loitering stream, that paused ever and
again to play at ponds and waterfalls and bear a fleet of
water-lily leaves; and then their way curved round in an indolent
sweep towards the cedars and shrubberies of the great house. The
house looked low and extensive to an American eye, and its
red-brick chimneys rose like infantry in open order along its
extended line. There was a glimpse of flower-bright garden and
terraces to the right as they came round the corner to the front of
the house through a path cut in the laurel bushes.

Mr. Britling had a moment of exposition as they approached the
entrance.

“I expect we shall find Philbert from the Home Office—or
is it the Local Government Board?—and Sir Thomas Loot, the Treasury man. There may be some
other people of that sort, the people we call the Governing Class.
Wives also. And I rather fancy the Countess of Frensham is coming,
she’s strong on the Irish Question, and Lady Venetia Trumpington,
who they say is a beauty—I’ve never seen her. It’s Lady
Homartyn’s way to expect me to come in—not that I’m an
important item at these week-end social feasts—but she likes
to see me on the table—to be nibbled at if any one wants to
do so—like the olives and the salted almonds. And she always
asks me to lunch on Sunday and I always refuse—because of the
hockey. So you see I put in an appearance on the Saturday
afternoon….”

They had reached the big doorway.

It opened into a large cool hall adorned with the heads of
hippopotami and rhinoceroses and a stuffed lion, and furnished
chiefly with a vast table on which hats and sticks and newspapers
were littered. A manservant with a subdued, semi-confidential
manner, conveyed to Mr. Britling that her ladyship was on the
terrace, and took the hats and sticks that were handed to him and
led the way through the house. They emerged upon a broad terrace
looking out under great cedar trees upon flower beds and stone urns
and tennis lawns and yew hedges that dipped to give a view of
distant hills. On the terrace were grouped perhaps a dozen people
for the most part holding teacups, they sat in deck chairs and
folding seats about a little table that bore the tea-things. Lady
Homartyn came forward to welcome the newcomers.

Mr. Direck was introduced as a travelling American gratified to
see a typical English country house, and Lady Homartyn in an
habituated way ran over the points of her Tudor specimen. Mr.
Direck was not accustomed to titled people, and was suddenly in
doubt whether you called a baroness “My Lady” or “Your Ladyship,”
so he wisely avoided any form of address until he had a lead from
Mr. Britling. Mr. Britling presently called her “Lady Homartyn.” She took Mr. Direck and sat him down
beside a lady whose name he didn’t catch, but who had had a lot to
do with the British Embassy at Washington, and then she handed Mr.
Britling over to the Rt. Honble. George Philbert, who was anxious
to discuss certain points in the latest book of essays. The
conversation of the lady from Washington was intelligent but not
exacting, and Mr. Direck was able to give a certain amount of
attention to the general effect of the scene.

He was a little disappointed to find that the servants didn’t
wear livery. In American magazine pictures and in American
cinematograph films of English stories and in the houses of very
rich Americans living in England, they do so. And the Mansion House
is misleading; he had met a compatriot who had recently dined at
the Mansion House, and who had described “flunkeys” in hair-powder
and cloth of gold—like Thackeray’s Jeames Yellowplush. But
here the only servants were two slim, discreet and attentive young
gentlemen in black coats with a gentle piety in their manner
instead of pride. And he was a little disappointed too by a certain
lack of splendour in the company. The ladies affected him as being
ill-dressed; there was none of the hard snap, the “There!
and what do you say to it?” about them of the well-dressed American
woman, and the men too were not so much tailored as unobtrusively
and yet grammatically clothed.

§ 4

He was still only in the fragmentary stage of conversation when
everything was thrown into commotion by the important arrival of
Lady Frensham, and there was a general reshuffling of places. Lady
Frensham had arrived from London by automobile; she appeared in
veils and swathings and a tremendous dust cloak, with a sort of
nephew in her train who had driven the car. She was manifestly a
constitutionally triumphant woman. A certain
afternoon lassitude vanished in the swirl of her arrival. Mr.
Philbert removed wrappings and handed them to the manservant.

“I lunched with Sir Edward Carson to-day, my dear,” she told
Lady Homartyn, and rolled a belligerent eye at Philbert.

“And is he as obdurate as ever?” asked Sir Thomas.

“Obdurate! It’s Redmond who’s obdurate,” cried Lady Frensham.
“What do you say, Mr. Britling?”

“A plague on both your parties,” said Mr. Britling.

“You can’t keep out of things like that,” said Lady Frensham
with the utmost gusto, “when the country’s on the very verge of
civil war…. You people who try to pretend there isn’t a grave
crisis when there is one, will be more accountable than any
one—when the civil war does come. It won’t spare you. Mark my
words!”

The party became a circle.

Mr. Direck found himself the interested auditor of a real
English country-house week-end political conversation. This at any
rate was like the England of which Mrs. Humphry Ward’s novels had
informed him, but yet not exactly like it. Perhaps that was due to
the fact that for the most part these novels dealt with the England
of the ‘nineties, and things had lost a little in dignity since
those days. But at any rate here were political figures and titled
people, and they were talking about the “country.”…

Was it possible that people of this sort did “run” the country,
after all?… When he had read Mrs. Humphry Ward in America he had
always accepted this theory of the story quite easily, but now that
he saw and heard them—!

But all governments and rulers and ruling classes when you look
at them closely are incredible….

“I don’t believe the country is on the verge of civil war,” said
Mr. Britling.

“Facts!” cried Lady Frensham, and seemed to wipe away delusions
with a rapid gesture of her hands.

“You’re interested in Ireland, Mr. Dirks?” asked Lady
Homartyn.

“We see it first when we come over,” said Mr. Direck rather
neatly, and after that he was free to attend to the general
discussion.

Lady Frensham, it was manifest, was one of that energetic body
of aristocratic ladies who were taking up an irreconcilable
attitude against Home Rule “in any shape or form” at that time.
They were rapidly turning British politics into a system of bitter
personal feuds in which all sense of imperial welfare was lost. A
wild ambition to emulate the extremest suffragettes seems to have
seized upon them. They insulted, they denounced, they refused every
invitation lest they should meet that “traitor” the Prime Minister,
they imitated the party hatreds of a fiercer age, and even now the
moderate and politic Philbert found himself treated as an invisible
object. They were supported by the extremer section of the Tory
press, and the most extraordinary writers were set up to froth like
lunatics against the government as “traitors,” as men who “insulted
the King”; the Morning Post and the lighter-witted side of
the Unionist press generally poured out a torrent of partisan
nonsense it is now almost incredible to recall. Lady Frensham,
bridling over Lady Homartyn’s party, and for a time leaving Mr.
Britling, hurried on to tell of the newest developments of the
great feud. She had a wonderful description of Lady Londonderry
sitting opposite “that old rascal, the Prime Minister,” at a
performance of Mozart’s Zauberflöte.

“If looks could kill!” cried Lady Frensham with tremendous
gusto.

“Sir Edward is quite firm that Ulster means to fight. They have
machine-guns—ammunition. And I am sure the army is with
us….”

“Where did they get those machine-guns and ammunition?” asked
Mr. Britling suddenly.

“Ah! that’s a secret,” cried Lady Frensham.

“Um,” said Mr. Britling.

“You see,” said Lady Frensham; “it will be civil war! And
yet you writing people who have influence do nothing to prevent
it!”

“What are we to do, Lady Frensham?”

“Tell people how serious it is.”

“You mean, tell the Irish Nationalists to lie down and be walked
over. They won’t be….”

“We’ll see about that,” cried Lady Frensham, “we’ll see about
that!”

She was a large and dignified person with a kind of figure-head
nobility of carriage, but Mr. Direck was suddenly reminded of a
girl cousin of his who had been expelled from college for some
particularly elaborate and aimless rioting….

“May I say something to you, Lady Frensham,” said Mr. Britling,
“that you have just said to me? Do you realise that this Carsonite
campaign is dragging these islands within a measurable distance of
civil war?”

“It’s the fault of your Lloyd George and his government. It’s
the fault of your Socialists and sentimentalists. You’ve made the
mischief and you have to deal with it.”

“Yes. But do you really figure to yourself what a civil war may
mean for the empire? Surely there are other things in the world
besides this quarrel between the ‘loyalists’ of Ulster and the
Liberal government; there are other interests in this big empire
than party advantages? Yon think you are going to frighten this
Home Rule government into some ridiculous sort of collapse that
will bring in the Tories at the next election. Well, suppose you
don’t manage that. Suppose instead that you really do contrive to
bring about a civil war. Very few people here or in Ireland want
it—I was over there not a month
ago—but when men have loaded guns in their hands they
sometimes go off. And then people see red. Few people realise what
an incurable sore opens when fighting begins. Suppose part of the
army revolts and we get some extraordinary and demoralising
fighting over there. India watches these things. Bengal may imitate
Ireland. At that distance rebellion and treason are rebellion and
treason whether they are coloured orange or green. And then suppose
the Germans see fit to attack us!”

Lady Frensham had a woman’s elusiveness. “Your Redmondites would
welcome them with open arms.”

“It isn’t the Redmondites who invite them now, anyhow,” said Mr.
Britling, springing his mine. “The other day one of your
‘loyalists,’ Andrews, was talking in the Morning Post of
preferring conquest by Germany to Home Rule; Craig has been at the
same game; Major Crawford, the man who ran the German Mausers last
April, boasted that he would transfer his allegiance to the German
Emperor rather than see Redmond in power.”

“Rhetoric!” said Lady Frensham. “Rhetoric!”

“But one of your Ulster papers has openly boasted that
arrangements have been made for a ‘powerful Continental monarch’ to
help an Ulster rebellion.”

“Which paper?” snatched Lady Frensham.

Mr. Britling hesitated.

Mr. Philbert supplied the name. “I saw it. It was the Irish
Churchman
.”

“You two have got your case up very well,” said Lady Frensham.
“I didn’t know Mr. Britling was a party man.”

“The Nationalists have been circulating copies,” said Philbert.
“Naturally.”

“They make it look worse than mere newspaper talk and speeches,”
Mr. Britling pressed. “Carson, it seems, was lunching with the
German Emperor last autumn. A fine fuss you’d make if Redmond did
that. All this gun-running, too, is German gun-running.”

“What does it matter if it is?” said Lady Frensham, allowing a
belligerent eye to rest for the first time on Philbert. “You drove
us to it. One thing we are resolved upon at any cost. Johnny
Redmond may rule England if he likes; he shan’t rule
Ireland….”

Mr. Britling shrugged his shoulders, and his face betrayed
despair.

“My one consolation,” he said, “in this storm is a talk I had
last month with a young Irishwoman in Meath. She was a young person
of twelve, and she took a fancy to me—I think because I went
with her in an alleged dangerous canoe she was forbidden to
navigate alone. All day the eternal Irish Question had banged about
over her observant head. When we were out on the water she suddenly
decided to set me right upon a disregarded essential. ‘You
English,’ she said, ‘are just a bit disposed to take all this
trouble seriously. Don’t you fret yourself about it… Half the
time we’re just laffing at you. You’d best leave us all
alone….'”

And then he went off at a tangent from his own anecdote.

“But look at this miserable spectacle!” he cried. “Here is a
chance of getting something like a reconciliation of the old feud
of English and Irish, and something like a settlement of these
ancient distresses, and there seems no power, no conscience, no
sanity in any of us, sufficient to save it from this cantankerous
bitterness, this sheer wicked mischief of mutual exasperation….
Just when Ireland is getting a gleam of prosperity…. A murrain on
both your parties!”

“I see, Mr. Britling, you’d hand us all over to Jim Larkin!”

“I’d hand you all over to Sir Horace Plunkett—”

“That doctrinaire dairyman!” cried Lady Frensham, with an air of
quite conclusive repartee. “You’re hopeless, Mr. Britling. You’re
hopeless.”

And Lady Homartyn, seeing that the phase of mere personal
verdicts drew near, created a diversion by giving Lady Frensham a second cup of tea, and fluttering
like a cooling fan about the heated brows of the disputants. She
suggested tennis….

§ 5

Mr. Britling was still flushed and ruffled as he and his guest
returned towards the Dower House. He criticised England himself
unmercifully, but he hated to think that in any respect she fell
short of perfection; even her defects he liked to imagine were just
a subtler kind of power and wisdom. And Lady Frensham had stuck her
voice and her gestures through all these amiable illusions. He was
like a lover who calls his lady a foolish rogue, and is startled to
find that facts and strangers do literally agree with him.

But it was so difficult to resolve Lady Frensham and the Irish
squabble generally into anything better than idiotic mischief, that
for a time he was unusually silent—wrestling with the
problem, and Mr. Direck got the conversational initiative.

“To an American mind it’s a little—startling,” said Mr.
Direck, “to hear ladies expressing such vigorous political
opinions.”

“I don’t mind that,” said Mr. Britling. “Women over here go into
politics and into public-houses—I don’t see why they
shouldn’t. If such things are good enough for men they are good
enough for women; we haven’t your sort of chivalry. But it’s the
peculiar malignant silliness of this sort of Toryism that’s so
discreditable. It’s discreditable. There’s no good in denying it.
Those people you have heard and seen are a not unfair sample of our
governing class—of a certain section of our governing
class—as it is to-day. Not at all unfair. And you see how
amazingly they haven’t got hold of anything. There was a time when
they could be politic…. Hidden away they have politic instincts
even now…. But it makes me sick to think of this Irish business.
Because, you know, it’s true—we are drifting towards
civil war there.”

“You are of that opinion?” said Mr. Direck.

“Well, isn’t it so? Here’s all this Ulster gun-running—you
heard how she talked of it? Isn’t it enough to drive the south into
open revolt?…”

“Is there very much, do you think, in the suggestion that some
of this Ulster trouble is a German intrigue? You and Mr. Philbert
were saying things—”

“I don’t know,” said Mr. Britling shortly.

“I don’t know,” he repeated. “But it isn’t because I don’t think
our Unionists and their opponents aren’t foolish enough for
anything of the sort. It’s only because I don’t believe that the
Germans are so stupid as to do such things…. Why should
they?…

“It makes me—expressionless with anger,” said Mr. Britling
after a pause, reverting to his main annoyance. “They won’t
consider any compromise. It’s sheer love of quarrelling…. Those
people there think that nothing can possibly happen. They are like
children in a nursery playing at rebellion. Unscathed and heedless.
Until there is death at their feet they will never realise they are
playing with loaded guns….”

For a time he said no more; and listened perfunctorily while Mr.
Direck tried to indicate the feeling in New England towards the
Irish Question and the many difficult propositions an American
politician has to face in that respect. And when Mr. Britling took
up the thread of speech again it had little or no relation to Mr.
Direck’s observations.

“The psychology of all this recent insubordination and violence
is—curious. Exasperating too…. I don’t quite grasp it….
It’s the same thing whether you look at the suffrage business or
the labour people or at this Irish muddle. People may be too safe.
You see we live at the end of a series of secure generations in
which none of the great things of life have changed materially.
We’ve grown up with no sense of danger—that is to say, with
no sense of responsibility. None of us, none of us—for though
I talk my actions belie me—really
believe that life can change very fundamentally any more forever.
All this”,—Mr. Britling waved his arm
comprehensively—”looks as though it was bound to go on
steadily forever. It seems incredible that the system could be
smashed. It seems incredible that anything we can do will ever
smash the system. Lady Homartyn, for example, is incapable of
believing that she won’t always be able to have week-end parties at
Claverings, and that the letters and the tea won’t come to her
bedside in the morning. Or if her imagination goes to the point of
supposing that some day she won’t be there to receive the
tea, it means merely that she supposes somebody else will be. Her
pleasant butler may fear to lose his ‘situation,’ but nothing on
earth could make him imagine a time when there will not be a
‘situation’ for him to lose. Old Asquith thinks that we always have
got along, and that we always shall get along by being quietly
artful and saying, ‘Wait and see.’ And it’s just because we are all
convinced that we are so safe against a general breakdown that we
are able to be so recklessly violent in our special cases. Why
shouldn’t women have the vote? they argue. What does it matter? And
bang goes a bomb in Westminster Abbey. Why shouldn’t Ulster create
an impossible position? And off trots some demented Carsonite to
Germany to play at treason on some half word of the German
Emperor’s and buy half a million rifles….

“Exactly like children being very, very naughty….

“And,” said Mr. Britling with a gesture to round off his
discourse, “we do go on. We shall go on—until there is a
spark right into the magazine. We have lost any belief we ever had
that fundamental things happen. We are everlasting children in an
everlasting nursery….”

And immediately he broke out again.

“The truth of the matter is that hardly any one has ever yet
mastered the fact that the world is round. The world is
round—like an orange. The thing is told us—like any old scandal—at school. For all practical
purposes we forget it. Practically we all live in a world as flat
as a pancake. Where time never ends and nothing changes. Who really
believes in any world outside the circle of the horizon? Here we
are and visibly nothing is changing. And so we go on
to—nothing will ever change. It just goes on—in space,
in time. If we could realise that round world beyond, then indeed
we should go circumspectly…. If the world were like a whispering
gallery, what whispers might we not hear now—from India, from
Africa, from Germany, warnings from the past, intimations of the
future….

“We shouldn’t heed them….”

§ 6

And indeed at the very moment when Mr. Britling was saying these
words, in Sarajevo in Bosnia, where the hour was somewhat later,
men whispered together, and one held nervously to a black parcel
that had been given him and nodded as they repeated his
instructions, a black parcel with certain unstable chemicals and a
curious arrangement of detonators therein, a black parcel destined
ultimately to shatter nearly every landmark of Mr. Britling’s and
Lady Frensham’s cosmogony….

§ 7

When Mr. Direck and Mr. Britling returned to the Dower House the
guest was handed over to Mrs. Britling and Mr. Britling vanished,
to reappear at supper time, for the Britlings had a supper in the
evening instead of dinner. When Mr. Britling did reappear every
trace of his vexation with the levities of British politics and the
British ruling class had vanished altogether, and he was no longer
thinking of all that might be happening in Germany or India….

While he was out of the way Mr. Direck extended his acquaintance
with the Britling household. He was taken round the garden and
shown the roses by Mrs. Britling, and beyond the rose garden in a
little arbour they came upon Miss Corner reading a book. She looked
very grave and pretty reading a book. Mr. Direck came to a pause in
front of her, and Mrs. Britling stopped beside him. The young lady
looked up and smiled.

“The last new novel?” asked Mr. Direck pleasantly.

“Campanella’s ‘City of the Sun.'”

“My word! but isn’t that stiff reading?”

“You haven’t read it,” said Miss Corner.

“It’s a dry old book anyhow.”

“It’s no good pretending you have,” she said, and there Mr.
Direck felt the conversation had to end.

“That’s a very pleasant young lady to have about,” he said to
Mrs. Britling as they went on towards the barn court.

“She’s all at loose ends,” said Mrs. Britling. “And she reads
like a—Whatever does read? One drinks like a fish. One eats
like a wolf.”

They found the German tutor in a little court playing Badminton
with the two younger boys. He was a plump young man with glasses
and compact gestures; the game progressed chiefly by misses and the
score was counted in German. He won thoughtfully and chiefly
through the ardour of the younger brother, whose enthusiastic
returns invariably went out. Instantly the boys attacked Mrs.
Britling with a concerted enthusiasm. “Mummy! Is it to be
dressing-up supper?”

Mrs. Britling considered, and it was manifest that Mr. Direck
was material to her answer.

“We wrap ourselves up in curtains and bright things instead of
dressing,” she explained. “We have a sort of wardrobe of fancy
dresses. Do you mind?”

Mr. Direck was delighted.

And this being settled, the two small boys went off with their mother upon some special decorative project
they had conceived and Mr. Direck was left for a time to Herr
Heinrich.

Herr Heinrich suggested a stroll in the rose garden, and as Mr.
Direck had not hitherto been shown the rose garden by Herr
Heinrich, he agreed. Sooner or later everybody, it was evident, had
got to show him that rose garden.

“And how do you like living in an English household?” said Mr.
Direck, getting to business at once. “It’s interesting to an
American to see this English establishment, and it must be still
more interesting to a German.”

“I find it very different from Pomerania,” said Herr Heinrich.
“In some respects it is more agreeable, in others less so. It is a
pleasant life but it is not a serious life.

“At any time,” continued Herr Heinrich, “some one may say, ‘Let
us do this thing,’ or ‘Let us do that thing,’ and then everything
is disarranged.

“People walk into the house without ceremony. There is much
kindness but no politeness. Mr. Britling will go away for three or
four days, and when he returns and I come forward to greet him and
bow, he will walk right past me, or he will say just like this,
‘How do, Heinrich?'”

“Are you interested in Mr. Britling’s writings?” Mr. Direck
asked.

“There again I am puzzled. His work is known even in Germany.
His articles are reprinted in German and Austrian reviews. You
would expect him to have a certain authority of manner. You would
expect there to be discussion at the table upon questions of
philosophy and aesthetics…. It is not so. When I ask him
questions it is often that they are not seriously answered.
Sometimes it is as if he did not like the questions I askt of him.
Yesterday I askt of him did he agree or did he not agree with Mr.
Bernard Shaw. He just said—I wrote it down in my
memoranda—he said: ‘Oh! Mixt Pickles.’ What can one
understand of that?—Mixt Pickles!”…

The young man’s sedulous blue eyes looked out of his pink face
through his glasses at Mr. Direck, anxious for any light he could
offer upon the atmospheric vagueness of this England.

He was, he explained, a student of philology preparing for his
doctorate. He had not yet done his year of military service. He was
studying the dialects of East Anglia—

“You go about among the people?” Mr. Direck inquired.

“No, I do not do that. But I ask Mr. Carmine and Mrs. Britling
and the boys many questions. And sometimes I talk to the
gardener.”

He explained how he would prepare his thesis and how it would be
accepted, and the nature of his army service and the various stages
by which he would subsequently ascend in the orderly professorial
life to which he was destined. He confessed a certain lack of
interest in philology, but, he said, “it is what I have to do.” And
so he was going to do it all his life through. For his own part he
was interested in ideas of universal citizenship, in Esperanto and
Ido and universal languages and such-like attacks upon the barriers
between man and man. But the authorities at home did not favour
cosmopolitan ideas, and so he was relinquishing them. “Here, it is
as if there were no authorities,” he said with a touch of envy.

Mr. Direck induced him to expand that idea.

Herr Heinrich made Mr. Britling his instance. If Mr. Britling
were a German he would certainly have some sort of title, a
definite position, responsibility. Here he was not even called Herr
Doktor. He said what he liked. Nobody rewarded him; nobody
reprimanded him. When Herr Heinrich asked him of his position,
whether he was above or below Mr. Bernard Shaw or Mr. Arnold White
or Mr. Garvin or any other publicist, he made jokes. Nobody here
seemed to have a title and nobody seemed to have a definite place.
There was Mr. Lawrence Carmine; he was a
student of Oriental questions; he had to do with some public
institution in London that welcomed Indian students; he was a
Geheimrath—

“Eh?” said Mr. Direck.

“It is—what do they call it? the Essex County Council.”
But nobody took any notice of that. And when Mr. Philbert, who was
a minister in the government, came to lunch he was just like any
one else. It was only after he had gone that Herr Heinrich had
learnt by chance that he was a minister and “Right
Honourable….”

“In Germany everything is definite. Every man knows his place,
has his papers, is instructed what to do….”

“Yet,” said Mr. Direck, with his eyes on the glowing roses, the
neat arbour, the long line of the red wall of the vegetable garden
and a distant gleam of cornfield, “it all looks orderly
enough.”

“It is as if it had been put in order ages ago,” said Herr
Heinrich.

“And was just going on by habit,” said Mr. Direck, taking up the
idea.

Their comparisons were interrupted by the appearance of “Teddy,”
the secretary, and the Indian young gentleman, damp and genial, as
they explained, “from the boats.” It seemed that “down below”
somewhere was a pond with a punt and an island and a toy dinghy.
And while they discussed swimming and boating, Mr. Carmine appeared
from the direction of the park conversing gravely with the elder
son. They had been for a walk and a talk together. There were
proposals for a Badminton foursome. Mr. Direck emerged from the
general interchange with Mr. Lawrence Carmine, and then strolled
through the rose garden to see the sunset from the end. Mr. Direck
took the opportunity to verify his impression that the elder son
was the present Mrs. Britling’s stepson, and he also contrived by a
sudden admiration for a distant row of evening primroses to deflect
their path past the arbour in which the
evening light must now be getting a little too soft for Miss
Corner’s book.

Miss Corner was drawn into the sunset party. She talked to Mr.
Carmine and displayed, Mr. Direck thought, great originality of
mind. She said “The City of the Sun” was like the cities the boys
sometimes made on the playroom floor. She said it was the dearest
little city, and gave some amusing particulars. She described the
painted walls that made the tour of the Civitas Solis a liberal
education. She asked Mr. Carmine, who was an authority on Oriental
literature, why there were no Indian nor Chinese Utopias.

Now it had never occurred to Mr. Direck to ask why there were no
Indian nor Chinese Utopias, and even Mr. Carmine seemed surprised
to discover this deficiency.

“The primitive patriarchal village is Utopia to India and
China,” said Mr. Carmine, when they had a little digested the
inquiry. “Or at any rate it is their social ideal. They want no
Utopias.”

“Utopias came with cities,” he said, considering the question.
“And the first cities, as distinguished from courts and autocratic
capitals, came with ships. India and China belong to an earlier
age. Ships, trade, disorder, strange relationships, unofficial
literature, criticism—and then this idea of some novel
remaking of society….”

§ 8

Then Mr. Direck fell into the hands of Hugh, the eldest son, and
anticipating the inevitable, said that he liked to walk in the rose
garden. So they walked in the rose garden.

“Do you read Utopias?” said Mr. Direck, cutting any preface, in
the English manner.

“Oh, rather!” said Hugh, and became at once friendly and
confidential.

“We all do,” he explained. “In England everybody talks of change
and nothing ever changes.”

“I found Miss Corner reading—what was it? the Sun
People?—some old classical Italian work.”

“Campanella,” said Hugh, without betraying the slightest
interest in Miss Corner. “Nothing changes in England, because the
people who want to change things change their minds before they
change anything else. I’ve been in London talking for the last
half-year. Studying art they call it. Before that I was a science
student, and I want to be one again. Don’t you think, Sir, there’s
something about science—it’s steadier than anything else in
the world?”

Mr. Direck thought that the moral truths of human nature were
steadier than science, and they had one of those little discussions
of real life that begin about a difference inadequately
apprehended, and do not so much end as are abandoned. Hugh struck
him as being more speculative and detached than any American
college youth of his age that he knew—but that might not be a
national difference but only the Britling strain. He seemed to have
read more and more independently, and to be doing less. And he was
rather more restrained and self-possessed.

Before Mr. Direck could begin a proper inquiry into the young
man’s work and outlook, he had got the conversation upon America.
He wanted tremendously to see America. “The dad says in one of his
books that over here we are being and that over there you are
beginning. It must be tremendously stimulating to think that your
country is still being made….”

Mr. Direck thought that an interesting point of view. “Unless
something tumbles down here, we never think of altering it,” the
young man remarked. “And even then we just shore it up.”

His remarks had the effect of floating off from some busy mill
of thought within him. Hitherto Mr. Direck had been inclined to
think this silent observant youth, with his hands in his pockets
and his shoulders a little humped, as
probably shy and adolescently ineffective. But the head was
manifestly quite busy….

“Miss Corner,” he began, taking the first thing that came into
his head, and then he remembered that he had already made the
remark he was going to make not five minutes ago.

“What form of art,” he asked, “are you contemplating in your
studies at the present time in London?”….

Before this question could be dealt with at all adequately, the
two small boys became active in the garden beating in everybody to
“dress-up” before supper. The secretary, Teddy, came in a fatherly
way to look after Mr. Direck and see to his draperies.

§ 9

Mr. Direck gave his very best attention to this business of
draping himself, for he had not the slightest intention of
appearing ridiculous in the eyes of Miss Corner. Teddy came with an
armful of stuff that he thought “might do.”

“What’ll I come as?” asked Mr. Direck.

“We don’t wear costumes,” said Teddy. “We just put on all the
brightest things we fancy. If it’s any costume at all, it’s
Futurist.”

“And surely why shouldn’t one?” asked Mr. Direck, greatly struck
by this idea. “Why should we always be tied by the fashions and
periods of the past?”

He rejected a rather Mephistopheles-like costume of crimson and
a scheme for a brigand-like ensemble based upon what was evidently
an old bolero of Mrs. Britling’s, and after some reflection he
accepted some black silk tights. His legs were not legs to be
ashamed of. Over this he tried various brilliant wrappings from the
Dower House armoire, and chose at last, after some
hesitation in the direction of a piece of gold and purple brocade,
a big square of green silk curtain stuff adorned with
golden pheasants and other large and
dignified ornaments; this he wore toga fashion over his light
silken under-vest—Teddy had insisted on the abandonment of
his shirt “if you want to dance at all”—and fastened with a
large green glass-jewelled brooch. From this his head and neck
projected, he felt, with a tolerable dignity. Teddy suggested a
fillet of green ribbon, and this Mr. Direck tried, but after
prolonged reflection before the glass rejected. He was still
weighing the effect of this fillet upon the mind of Miss Corner
when Teddy left him to make his own modest preparations. Teddy’s
departure gave him a chance for profile studies by means of an
arrangement of the long mirror and the table looking-glass that he
had been too shy to attempt in the presence of the secretary. The
general effect was quite satisfactory.

“Wa-a-a-l,” he said with a quaver of laughter, “now who’d have
thought it?” and smiled a consciously American smile at himself
before going down.

The company was assembling in the panelled hall, and made a
brilliant show in the light of the acetylene candles against the
dark background. Mr. Britling in a black velvet cloak and black
silk tights was a deeper shade among the shadows; the high lights
were Miss Corner and her sister, in glittering garments of peacock
green and silver that gave a snake-like quality to their lithe
bodies. They were talking to the German tutor, who had become a
sort of cotton Cossack, a spectacled Cossack in buff and bright
green. Mrs. Britling was dignified and beautiful in a purple
djibbah, and her stepson had become a handsome still figure of
black and crimson. Teddy had contrived something elaborate and
effective in the Egyptian style, with a fish-basket and a cuirass
of that thin matting one finds behind washstands; the small boys
were brigands, with immensely baggy breeches and cummerbunds in
which they had stuck a selection of paper-knives and toy pistols
and similar weapons. Mr. Carmine and his young man had come
provided with real Indian costumes; the
feeling of the company was that Mr. Carmine was a mullah. The
aunt-like lady with the noble nose stood out amidst these levities
in a black silk costume with a gold chain. She refused, it seemed,
to make herself absurd, though she encouraged the others to
extravagance by nods and enigmatical smiles. Nevertheless she had
put pink ribbons in her cap. A family of father, golden-haired
mother, and two young daughters, sympathetically attired, had just
arrived, and were discarding their outer wrappings with the
assistance of host and hostess.

It was all just exactly what Mr. Direck had never expected in
England, and equally unexpected was the supper on a long candle-lit
table without a cloth. No servants were present, but on a sideboard
stood a cold salmon and cold joints and kalter aufschnitt and
kartoffel salat, and a variety of other comestibles, and many
bottles of beer and wine and whisky. One helped oneself and anybody
else one could, and Mr. Direck did his best to be very attentive to
Mrs. Britling and Miss Corner, and was greatly assisted by the
latter.

Everybody seemed unusually gay and bright-eyed. Mr. Direck found
something exhilarating and oddly exciting in all this unusual
bright costume and in this easy mutual service; it made everybody
seem franker and simpler. Even Mr. Britling had revealed a sturdy
handsomeness that had not been apparent to Mr. Direck before, and
young Britling left no doubts now about his good looks. Mr. Direck
forgot his mission and his position, and indeed things generally,
in an irrational satisfaction that his golden pheasants harmonised
with the glitter of the warm and smiling girl beside him. And he
sat down beside her—”You sit anywhere,” said Mrs.
Britling—with far less compunction than in his ordinary
costume he would have felt for so direct a confession of
preference. And there was something in her eyes, it was quite
indefinable and yet very satisfying, that told him that now he
escaped from the stern square imperatives of his patriotic tailor in New York she had made a
discovery of him.

Everybody chattered gaily, though Mr. Direck would have found it
difficult to recall afterwards what it was they chattered about,
except that somehow he acquired the valuable knowledge that Miss
Corner was called Cecily, and her sister Letty, and then—so
far old Essex custom held—the masculine section was left for
a few minutes for some imaginary drinking, and a lighting of cigars
and cigarettes, after which everybody went through interwoven
moonlight and afterglow to the barn. Mr. Britling sat down to a
pianola in the corner and began the familiar cadences of “Whistling
Rufus.”

“You dance?” said Miss Cecily Corner.

“I’ve never been much of a dancing man,” said Mr. Direck. “What
sort of dance is this?”

“Just anything. A two-step.”

Mr. Direck hesitated and regretted a well-spent youth, and then
Hugh came prancing forward with outstretched hands and swept her
away.

Just for an instant Mr. Direck felt that this young man was a
trifle superfluous….

But it was very amusing dancing.

It wasn’t any sort of taught formal dancing. It was a
spontaneous retort to the leaping American music that Mr. Britling
footed out. You kept time, and for the rest you did as your nature
prompted. If you had a partner you joined hands, you fluttered to
and from one another, you paced down the long floor together, you
involved yourselves in romantic pursuits and repulsions with other
couples. There was no objection to your dancing alone. Teddy, for
example, danced alone in order to develop certain Egyptian gestures
that were germinating in his brain. There was no objection to your
joining hands in a cheerful serpent….

Mr. Direck hung on to Cissie and her partner. They danced very
well together; they seemed to like and
understand each other. It was natural of course for two young
people like that, thrown very much together, to develop an
affection for one another…. Still, she was older by three or four
years.

It seemed unreasonable that the boy anyhow shouldn’t be in love
with her….

It seemed unreasonable that any one shouldn’t be in love with
her….

Then Mr. Direck remarked that Cissie was watching Teddy’s
manoeuvres over her partner’s shoulder with real affection and
admiration….

But then most refreshingly she picked up Mr. Direck’s gaze and
gave him the slightest of smiles. She hadn’t forgotten him.

The music stopped with an effect of shock, and all the bobbing,
whirling figures became walking glories.

“Now that’s not difficult, is it?” said Miss Corner, glowing
happily.

“Not when you do it,” said Mr. Direck.

“I can’t imagine an American not dancing a two-step. You must do
the next with me. Listen! It’s ‘Away Down Indiana’ … ah! I knew
you could.”

Mr. Direck, too, understood now that he could, and they went off
holding hands rather after the fashion of two skaters.

“My word!” said Mr. Direck. “To think I’d be dancing.”

But he said no more because he needed his breath.

He liked it, and he had another attempt with one of the visitor
daughters, who danced rather more formally, and then Teddy took the
pianola and Mr. Direck was astonished by the spectacle of an
eminent British thinker in a whirl of black velvet and extremely
active black legs engaged in a kind of Apache dance in pursuit of
the visitor wife. In which Mr. Lawrence Carmine suddenly
mingled.

“In Germany,” said Herr Heinrich, “we do not dance like this. It could not be considered seemly. But it
is very pleasant.”

And then there was a waltz, and Herr Heinrich bowed to and took
the visitor wife round three times, and returned her very
punctually and exactly to the point whence he had taken her, and
the Indian young gentleman (who must not be called “coloured”)
waltzed very well with Cecily. Mr. Direck tried to take a tolerant
European view of this brown and white combination. But he secured
her as soon as possible from this Asiatic entanglement, and danced
with her again, and then he danced with her again.

“Come and look at the moonlight,” cried Mrs. Britling.

And presently Mr. Direck found himself strolling through the
rose garden with Cecily. She had the sweetest moonlight face, her
white shining robe made her a thing of moonlight altogether. If Mr.
Direck had not been in love with her before he was now altogether
in love. Mamie Nelson, whose freakish unkindness had been rankling
like a poisoned thorn in his heart all the way from Massachusetts,
suddenly became Ancient History.

A tremendous desire for eloquence arose in Mr. Direck’s soul, a
desire so tremendous that no conceivable phrase he could imagine
satisfied it. So he remained tongue-tied. And Cecily was
tongue-tied, too. The scent of the roses just tinted the clear
sweetness of the air they breathed.

Mr. Direck’s mood was an immense solemnity, like a dark ocean
beneath the vast dome of the sky, and something quivered in every
fibre of his being, like moonlit ripples on the sea. He felt at the
same time a portentous stillness and an immense enterprise….

Then suddenly the pianola, pounding a cake walk, burst out into
ribald invitation….

“Come back to dance!” cried Cecily, like one from whom a spell
has just been broken. And Mr. Direck, snatching at a vanishing
scrap of everything he had not said, remarked, “I shall never
forget this evening.”

She did not seem to hear that.

They danced together again. And then Mr. Direck danced with the
visitor lady, whose name he had never heard. And then he danced
with Mrs. Britling, and then he danced with Letty. And then it
seemed time for him to look for Miss Cecily again.

And so the cheerful evening passed until they were within a
quarter of an hour of Sunday morning. Mrs. Britling went to exert a
restraining influence upon the pianola.

“Oh! one dance more!” cried Cissie Corner.

“Oh! one dance more!” cried Letty.

“One dance more,” Mr. Direck supported, and then things really
had to end.

There was a rapid putting out of candles and a stowing away of
things by Teddy and the sons, two chauffeurs appeared from the
region of the kitchen and brought Mr. Lawrence Carmine’s car and
the visitor family’s car to the front door, and everybody drifted
gaily through the moonlight and the big trees to the front of the
house. And Mr. Direck saw the perambulator waiting—the
mysterious perambulator—a little in the dark beyond the front
door.

The visitor family and Mr. Carmine and his young Indian
departed. “Come to hockey!” shouted Mr. Britling to each departing
car-load, and Mr. Carmine receding answered: “I’ll bring
three!”

Then Mr. Direck, in accordance with a habit that had been
growing on him throughout the evening, looked around for Miss
Cissie Corner and failed to find her. And then behold she was
descending the staircase with the mysterious baby in her arms. She
held up a warning finger, and then glanced at her sleeping burthen.
She looked like a silvery Madonna. And Mr. Direck remembered that
he was still in doubt about that baby….

Teddy, who was back in his flannels, seized upon the
perambulator. There was much careful baby stowing on the part of
Cecily; she displayed an infinitely maternal
solicitude. Letty was away changing; she reappeared jauntily taking
leave, disregarding the baby absolutely, and Teddy departed
bigamously, wheeling the perambulator between the two sisters into
the hazes of the moonlight. There was much crying of good nights.
Mr. Direck’s curiosities narrowed down to a point of great
intensity….

Of course, Mr. Britling’s circle must be a very “Advanced”
circle…

§ 10

Mr. Direck found he had taken leave of the rest of the company,
and drifted into a little parlour with Mr. Britling and certain
glasses and siphons and a whisky decanter on a tray….

“It is a very curious thing,” said Mr. Direck, “that in England
I find myself more disposed to take stimulants and that I no longer
have the need for iced water that one feels at home. I ascribe it
to a greater humidity in the air. One is less dried and one is less
braced. One is no longer pursued by a thirst, but one needs
something to buck one up a little. Thank you. That is enough.”

Mr. Direck took his glass of whisky and soda from Mr. Britling’s
hand.

Mr. Britling seated himself in an armchair by the fireplace and
threw one leg carelessly over the arm. In his black velvet cloak
and cap, and his black silk tights, he was very like a minor
character, a court chamberlain for example, in some cloak and
rapier drama. “I find this week-end dancing and kicking about
wonderfully wholesome,” he said. “That and our Sunday hockey. One
starts the new week clear and bright about the mind. Friday is
always my worst working day.”

Mr. Direck leant against the table, wrapped in his golden
pheasants, and appreciated the point.

“Your young people dance very cheerfully,” he said.

“We all dance very cheerfully,” said Mr. Britling.

“Then this Miss Corner,” said Mr. Direck, “she is the sister, I
presume, is she? of that pleasant young lady who is
married—she is married, isn’t she?—to the young man you
call Teddy.”

“I should have explained these young people. They’re the sort of
young people we are producing over here now in quite enormous
quantity. They are the sort of equivalent of the Russian
Intelligentsia, an irresponsible middle class with ideas. Teddy,
you know, is my secretary. He’s the son, I believe, of a Kilburn
solicitor. He was recommended to me by Datcher of The Times.
He came down here and lived in lodgings for a time. Then suddenly
appeared the young lady.”

“Miss Corner’s sister?”

“Exactly. The village was a little startled. The cottager who
had let the rooms came to me privately. Teddy is rather touchy on
the point of his personal independence, he considers any demand for
explanations as an insult, and probably all he had said to the old
lady was, ‘This is Letty—come to share my rooms.’ I put the
matter to him very gently. ‘Oh, yes,’ he said, rather in the manner
of some one who has overlooked a trifle. ‘I got married to her in
the Christmas holidays. May I bring her along to see Mrs.
Britling?’ We induced him to go into a little cottage I rent. The
wife was the daughter of a Colchester journalist and printer. I
don’t know if you talked to her.”

“I’ve talked to the sister rather.”

“Well, they’re both idea’d. They’re highly educated in the sense
that they do really think for themselves. Almost fiercely. So does
Teddy. If he thinks he hasn’t thought anything he thinks for
himself, he goes off and thinks it different. The sister is a
teacher who wants to take the B.A. degree in London University.
Meanwhile she pays the penalty of her sex.”

“Meaning—?” asked Mr. Direck, startled.

“Oh! that she puts in a great deal too much of her time upon
housework and minding her sister’s baby.”

“She’s a very interesting and charming young lady indeed,” said
Mr. Direck. “With a sort of Western college freedom of
mind—and something about her that isn’t American at all.”

Mr. Britling was following the train of his own thoughts.

“My household has some amusing contrasts,” he said. “I don’t
know if you have talked to that German.

“He’s always asking questions. And you tell him any old thing
and he goes and writes it down in his room upstairs, and afterwards
asks you another like it in order to perplex himself by the variety
of your answers. He regards the whole world with a methodical
distrust. He wants to document it and pin it down. He suspects it
only too justly of disorderly impulses, and a capacity for
self-contradiction. He is the most extraordinary contrast to Teddy,
whose confidence in the universe amounts almost to effrontery.
Teddy carries our national laxness to a foolhardy extent. He is
capable of leaving his watch in the middle of Claverings Park and
expecting to find it a month later—being carefully taken care
of by a squirrel, I suppose—when he happens to want it. He’s
rather like a squirrel himself—without the habit of hoarding.
He is incapable of asking a question about anything; he would be
quite sure it was all right anyhow. He would feel that asking
questions betrayed a want of confidence—was a sort of
incivility. But my German, if you notice,—his normal
expression is one of grave solicitude. He is like a conscientious
ticket-collector among his impressions. And did you notice how
beautifully my pianola rolls are all numbered and catalogued? He
did that. He set to work and did it as soon as he got here, just as
a good cat when you bring it into the house sets to work and
catches mice. Previously the pianola music was chaos. You took what
God sent you.

“And he looks like a German,” said Mr. Britling.

“He certainly does that,” said Mr. Direck.

“He has the fair type of complexion, the rather full habit of
body, the temperamental disposition, but in addition that
close-cropped head, it is almost as if it were shaved, the
plumpness, the glasses—those are things that are made. And
the way he carries himself. And the way he thinks. His
meticulousness. When he arrived he was delightful, he was wearing a
student’s corps cap and a rucksack, he carried a violin; he seemed
to have come out of a book. No one would ever dare to invent so
German a German for a book. Now, a young Frenchman or a young
Italian or a young Russian coming here might look like a foreigner,
but he wouldn’t have the distinctive national stamp a German has.
He wouldn’t be plainly French or Italian or Russian. Other peoples
are not made; they are neither made nor created but
proceeding—out of a thousand indefinable causes. The Germans
are a triumph of directive will. I had to remark the other day that
when my boys talked German they shouted. ‘But when one talks German
one must shout,’ said Herr Heinrich. ‘It is taught so in the
schools.’ And it is. They teach them to shout and to throw out
their chests. Just as they teach them to read notice-boards and not
think about politics. Their very ribs are not their own. My Herr
Heinrich is comparatively a liberal thinker. He asked me the other
day, ‘But why should I give myself up to philology? But then,’ he
reflected, ‘it is what I have to do.'”

Mr. Britling seemed to have finished, and then just as Mr.
Direck was planning a way of getting the talk back by way of Teddy
to Miss Corner, he snuggled more deeply into his chair, reflected
and broke out again.

“This contrast between Heinrich’s carefulness and Teddy’s
easy-goingness, come to look at it, is I suppose one of the most
fundamental in the world. It reaches to everything. It mixes up
with education, statecraft, morals. Will you make or will you take?
Those are the two extreme courses in all such
things. I suppose the answer of wisdom to that is, like all wise
answers, a compromise. I suppose one must accept and then make all
one can of it…. Have you talked at all to my eldest son?”

“He’s a very interesting young man indeed,” said Mr. Direck. “I
should venture to say there’s a very great deal in him. I was most
impressed by the few words I had with him.”

“There, for example, is one of my perplexities,” said Mr.
Britling.

Mr. Direck waited for some further light on this sudden
transition.

“Ah! your troubles in life haven’t begun yet. Wait till you’re a
father. That cuts to the bone. You have the most delicate thing in
the world in hand, a young kindred mind. You feel responsible for
it, you know you are responsible for it; and you lose touch with
it. You can’t get at it. Nowadays we’ve lost the old tradition of
fatherhood by divine right—and we haven’t got a new one. I’ve
tried not to be a cramping ruler, a director, a domestic tyrant to
that lad—and in effect it’s meant his going his own way…. I
don’t dominate. I hoped to advise. But you see he loves my respect
and good opinion. Too much. When things go well I know of them.
When the world goes dark for him, then he keeps his trouble from
me. Just when I would so eagerly go into it with him…. There’s
something the matter now, something—it may be grave. I feel
he wants to tell me. And there it is!—it seems I am the last
person to whom he can humiliate himself by a confession of
blundering, or weakness…. Something I should just laugh at and
say, ‘That’s in the blood of all of us, dear Spit of myself. Let’s
see what’s to be done.’…”

He paused and then went on, finding in the unfamiliarity and
transitoriness of his visitor a freedom he might have failed to
find in a close friend.

“I am frightened at times at all I don’t know about in that boy’s mind. I know nothing of his
religiosities. He’s my son and he must have religiosities. I know
nothing of his ideas or of his knowledge about sex and all that
side of life. I do not know of the things he finds beautiful. I can
guess at times; that’s all; when he betrays himself…. You see,
you don’t know really what love is until you have children. One
doesn’t love women. Indeed you don’t! One gives and gets; it’s a
trade. One may have tremendous excitements and expectations and
overwhelming desires. That’s all very well in its way. But the love
of children is an exquisite tenderness: it rends the heart. It’s a
thing of God. And I lie awake at nights and stretch out my hands in
the darkness to this lad—who will never know—until his
sons come in their time….”

He made one of his quick turns again.

“And that’s where our English way makes for distresses. Mr.
Prussian respects and fears his father; respects authorities,
attends, obeys and—his father has a hold upon him. But
I said to myself at the outset, ‘No, whatever happens, I will not
usurp the place of God. I will not be the Priest-Patriarch of my
children. They shall grow and I will grow beside them, helping but
not cramping or overshadowing.’ They grow more. But they blunder
more. Life ceases to be a discipline and becomes an
experiment….”

“That’s very true,” said Mr. Direck, to whom it seemed the time
was ripe to say something. “This is the problem of America perhaps
even more than of England. Though I have not had the parental
experience you have undergone…. I can see very clearly that a son
is a very serious proposition.”

“The old system of life was organisation. That is where Germany
is still the most ancient of European states. It’s a reversion to a
tribal cult. It’s atavistic…. To organise or discipline, or mould
characters or press authority, is to assume that you have reached
finality in your general philosophy. It
implies an assured end. Heinrich has his assured end, his
philological professorship or thereabouts as a part of the Germanic
machine. And that too has its assured end in German national
assertion. Here, we have none of those convictions. We know we
haven’t finality, and so we are open and apologetic and receptive,
rather than wilful…. You see all organisation, with its
implication of finality, is death. We feel that. The Germans don’t.
What you organise you kill. Organised morals or organised religion
or organised thought are dead morals and dead religion and dead
thought. Yet some organisation you must have. Organisation is like
killing cattle. If you do not kill some the herd is just waste. But
you musn’t kill all or you kill the herd. The unkilled cattle are
the herd, the continuation; the unorganised side of life is the
real life. The reality of life is adventure, not performance. What
isn’t adventure isn’t life. What can be ruled about can be
machined. But priests and schoolmasters and bureaucrats get hold of
life and try to make it all rules, all etiquette and
regulation and correctitude…. And parents and the love of parents
make for the same thing. It is all very well to experiment for
oneself, but when one sees these dear things of one’s own, so young
and inexperienced and so capable of every sort of gallant
foolishness, walking along the narrow plank, going down into dark
jungles, ah! then it makes one want to wrap them in laws and
foresight and fence them about with ‘Verboten’ boards in all the
conceivable aspects….”

“In America of course we do set a certain store upon youthful
self-reliance,” said Mr. Direck.

“As we do here. It’s in your blood and our blood. It’s the
instinct of the English and the Irish anyhow to suspect government
and take the risks of the chancy way…. And manifestly the
Russians, if you read their novelists, have the same twist in
them…. When we get this young Prussian here, he’s a marvel to us.
He really believes in Law. He likes to
obey. That seems a sort of joke to us. It’s curious how foreign
these Germans are—to all the rest of the world. Because of
their docility. Scratch the Russian and you get the Tartar. Educate
the Russian or the American or the Englishman or the Irishman or
Frenchman or any real northern European except the German, and you
get the Anarchist, that is to say the man who dreams of order
without organisation—of something beyond organisation….

“It’s one o’clock,” said Mr. Britling abruptly, perceiving a
shade of fatigue upon the face of his hearer and realising that his
thoughts had taken him too far, “and Sunday. Let’s go to bed.”

§ 11

For a time Mr. Direck could not sleep. His mind had been too
excited by this incessant day with all its novelties and all its
provocations to comparison. The whole complicated spectacle grouped
itself, with a naturalness and a complete want of logic that all
who have been young will understand, about Cecily Corner.

She had to be in the picture, and so she came in as though she
were the central figure, as though she were the quintessential
England. There she was, the type, the blood, the likeness, of no
end of Massachusetts families, the very same stuff indeed, and yet
she was different….

For a time his thoughts hovered ineffectively about certain
details of her ear and cheek, and one may doubt if his interest in
these things was entirely international….

Then he found himself under way with an exposition of certain
points to Mr. Britling. In the security of his bed he could imagine
that he was talking very slowly and carefully while Mr. Britling
listened; already he was more than half way to dreamland or he
could not have supposed anything so incredible.

“There’s a curious sort of difference,” he was saying. “It is difficult to define, but on the whole I might
express it by saying that such a gathering as this if it was in
America would be drawn with harder lines, would show its bones more
and have everything more emphatic. And just to take one
illustrative point: in America in such a gathering as this there
would be bound to be several jokes going on as it were, running
jokes and running criticisms, from day to day and from week to
week…. There would be jokes about your writing and your influence
and jokes about Miss Corner’s advanced reading…. You see, in
America we pay much more attention to personal character. Here
people, I notice, are not talked to about their personal characters
at all, and many of them do not seem to be aware and do not seem to
mind what personal characters they have….

“And another thing I find noteworthy is the way in which what I
might call mature people seem to go on having a good time instead
of standing by and applauding the young people having a good
time…. And the young people do not seem to have set out to have a
good time at all…. Now in America, a charming girl like Miss
Corner would be distinctly more aware of herself and her vitality
than she is here, distinctly more. Her peculiarly charming sidelong
look, if I might make so free with her—would have been called
attention to. It’s a perfectly beautiful look, the sort of look
some great artist would have loved to make immortal. It’s a look I
shall find it hard to forget…. But she doesn’t seem to be aware
in the least of it. In America she would be aware of it. She would
be distinctly aware of it. She would have been made aware of
it. She would have been advised of it. It would be looked for and
she would know it was looked for. She would give it as a
singer gives her most popular song. Mamie Nelson, for example, used
to give a peculiar little throw back of the chin and a laugh…. It
was talked about. People came to see it….

“Of course Mamie Nelson was a very brilliant girl indeed. I
suppose in England you would say we spoilt her. I suppose we did
spoil her….”

It came into Mr. Direck’s head that for a whole day he had
scarcely given a thought to Mamie Nelson. And now he was thinking
of her—calmly. Why shouldn’t one think of Mamie Nelson
calmly?

She was a proud imperious thing. There was something Southern in
her. Very dark blue eyes she had, much darker than Miss
Corner’s….

But how tortuous she had been behind that outward pride of hers!
For four years she had let him think he was the only man who really
mattered in the world, and all the time quite clearly and
definitely she had deceived him. She had made a fool of him and she
had made a fool of the others perhaps—just to have her
retinue and play the queen in her world. And at last humiliation,
bitter humiliation, and Mamie with her chin in the air and her
bright triumphant smile looking down on him.

Hadn’t he, she asked, had the privilege of loving her?

She took herself at the value they had set upon her.

Well—somehow—that wasn’t right….

All the way across the Atlantic Mr. Direck had been trying to
forget her downward glance with the chin up, during that last
encounter—and other aspects of the same humiliation. The
years he had spent upon her! The time! Always relying upon her
assurance of a special preference for him. He tried to think he was
suffering from the pangs of unrequited love, and to conceal from
himself just how bitterly his pride and vanity had been rent by her
ultimate rejection. There had been a time when she had given him
reason to laugh in his sleeve at Booth Wilmington.

Perhaps Booth Wilmington had also had reason for laughing in his
sleeve….

Had she even loved Booth Wilmington? Or had she just snatched at
him?…

Wasn’t he, Direck, as good a man as Booth Wilmington
anyhow?…

For some moments the old sting of jealousy rankled again. He
recalled the flaring rivalry that had ended in his defeat, the
competition of gifts and treats…. A thing so open that all
Carrierville knew of it, discussed it, took sides…. And over it
all Mamie with her flashing smile had sailed like a processional
goddess….

Why, they had made jokes about him in the newspapers!

One couldn’t imagine such a contest in Matching’s Easy. Yet
surely even in Matching’s Easy there are lovers.

Is it something in the air, something in the climate that makes
things harder and clearer in America?…

Cissie—why shouldn’t one call her Cissie in one’s private
thoughts anyhow?—would never be as hard and clear as Mamie.
She had English eyes—merciful eyes….

That was the word—merciful!

The English light, the English air, are merciful….

Merciful….

They tolerate old things and slow things and imperfect
apprehensions. They aren’t always getting at you….

They don’t laugh at you…. At least—they laugh
differently….

Was England the tolerant country? With its kind eyes and its
wary sidelong look. Toleration. In which everything mellowed and
nothing was destroyed. A soft country. A country with a passion for
imperfection. A padded country….

England—all stuffed with soft feathers … under one’s
ear. A pillow—with soft, kind Corners … Beautiful rounded
Corners…. Dear, dear Corners. Cissie Corners. Corners. Could
there be a better family?

Massachusetts—but in heaven….

Harps playing two-steps, and kind angels wrapped in
moonlight.

Very softly I and you,

One turn, two turn, three turn, too.

Off we go!….


CHAPTER THE THIRD

THE ENTERTAINMENT OF MR. DIRECK REACHES A CLIMAX

§ 1

Breakfast was in the open air, and a sunny, easy-going feast.
Then the small boys laid hands on Mr. Direck and showed him the
pond and the boats, while Mr. Britling strolled about the lawn with
Hugh, talking rather intently. And when Mr. Direck returned from
the boats in a state of greatly enhanced popularity he found Mr.
Britling conversing over his garden railings to what was altogether
a new type of Britisher in Mr. Direck’s experience. It was a tall,
lean, sun-bitten youngish man of forty perhaps, in brown tweeds,
looking more like the Englishman of the American illustrations than
anything Mr. Direck had met hitherto. Indeed he came very near to a
complete realisation of that ideal except that there was a sort of
intensity about him, and that his clipped moustache had the
restrained stiffness of a wiry-haired terrier. This gentleman Mr.
Direck learnt was Colonel Rendezvous. He spoke in clear short
sentences, they had an effect of being punched out, and he was
refusing to come into the garden and talk.

“Have to do my fourteen miles before lunch,” he said. “You
haven’t seen Manning about, have you?”

“He isn’t here,” said Mr. Britling, and it seemed to Mr. Direck
that there was the faintest ambiguity in this reply.

“Have to go alone, then,” said Colonel Rendezvous. “They told me
that he had started to come here.”

“I shall motor over to Bramley High Oak for your Boy Scout
festival,” said Mr. Britling.

“Going to have three thousand of ’em,” said the Colonel. “Good
show.”

His steely eyes seemed to search the cover of Mr. Britling’s
garden for the missing Manning, and then he decided to give him up.
“I must be going,” he said. “So long. Come up!”

A well-disciplined dog came to heel, and the lean figure had
given Mr. Direck a semi-military salutation and gone upon its way.
It marched with a long elastic stride; it never looked back.

“Manning,” said Mr. Britling, “is probably hiding up in my rose
garden.”

“Curiously enough, I guessed from your manner that that might be
the case,” said Mr. Direck.

“Yes. Manning is a London journalist. He has a little cottage
about a mile over there”—Mr. Britling pointed
vaguely—”and he comes down for the week-ends. And Rendezvous
has found out he isn’t fit. And everybody ought to be fit. That is
the beginning and end of life for Rendezvous. Fitness. An almost
mineral quality, an insatiable activity of body, great mental
simplicity. So he takes possession of poor old Manning and trots
him for that fourteen miles—at four miles an hour. Manning
goes through all the agonies of death and damnation, he half
dissolves, he pants and drags for the first eight or ten miles, and
then I must admit he rather justifies Rendezvous’ theory. He is to
be found in the afternoon in a hammock suffering from blistered
feet, but otherwise unusually well. But if he can escape it, he
does. He hides.”

“But if he doesn’t want to go with Rendezvous, why does he?”
said Mr. Direck.

“Well, Rendezvous is accustomed to the command of men. And
Manning’s only way of refusing things is on printed forms. Which he
doesn’t bring down to Matching’s Easy. Ah! behold!”

Far away across the lawn between two blue cedars there appeared a leisurely form in grey flannels and a
loose tie, advancing with manifest circumspection.

“He’s gone,” cried Britling.

The leisurely form, obviously amiable, obviously a little out of
condition, became more confident, drew nearer.

“I’m sorry to have missed him,” he said cheerfully. “I thought
he might come this way. It’s going to be a very warm day indeed.
Let us sit about somewhere and talk.

“Of course,” he said, turning to Direck, “Rendezvous is the life
and soul of the country.”

They strolled towards a place of seats and hammocks between the
big trees and the rose garden, and the talk turned for a time upon
Rendezvous. “They have the tidiest garden in Essex,” said Manning.
“It’s not Mrs. Rendezvous’ fault that it is so. Mrs. Rendezvous, as
a matter of fact, has a taste for the picturesque. She just puts
the things about in groups in the beds. She wants them, she says,
to grow anyhow. She desires a romantic disorder. But she never gets
it. When he walks down the path all the plants dress
instinctively…. And there’s a tree near their gate; it used to be
a willow. You can ask any old man in the village. But ever since
Rendezvous took the place it’s been trying to present arms. With
the most extraordinary results. I was passing the other day with
old Windershin. ‘You see that there old poplar,’ he said. ‘It’s a
willow,’ said I. ‘No,’ he said, ‘it did used to be a willow before
Colonel Rendezvous he came. But now it’s a poplar.’… And, by
Jove, it is a poplar!”…

The conversation thus opened by Manning centred for a time upon
Colonel Rendezvous. He was presented as a monster of energy and
self-discipline; as the determined foe of every form of looseness,
slackness, and easy-goingness.

“He’s done wonderful work for the local Boy Scout movement,”
said Manning.

“It’s Kitchenerism,” said Britling.

“It’s the army side of the efficiency stunt,” said Manning.

There followed a digression upon the Boy Scout movement, and Mr.
Direck made comparisons with the propaganda of Seton Thompson in
America. “Colonel Teddyism,” said Manning. “It’s a sort of reaction
against everything being too easy and too safe.”

“It’s got its anti-decadent side,” said Mr. Direck.

“If there is such a thing as decadence,” said Mr. Britling.

“If there wasn’t such a thing as decadence,” said Manning, “we
journalists would have had to invent it.”…

“There is something tragical in all this—what shall I call
it?—Kitchenerism,” Mr. Britling reflected “Here you have it
rushing about and keeping itself—screwed up, and trying
desperately to keep the country screwed up. And all because there
may be a war some day somehow with Germany. Provided Germany
is insane. It’s that war, like some sort of bee in
Rendezvous’ brains, that is driving him along the road now to
Market Saffron—he always keeps to the roads because they are
severer—through all the dust and sunshine. When he might be
here gossiping….

“And you know, I don’t see that war coming,” said Mr. Britling.
“I believe Rendezvous sweats in vain. I can’t believe in that war.
It has held off for forty years. It may hold off forever.”

He nodded his head towards the German tutor, who had come into
view across the lawn, talking profoundly with Mr. Britling’s eldest
son.

“Look at that pleasant person. There he is—Echt
Deutsch
—if anything ever was. Look at my son there! Do
you see the two of them engaged in mortal combat? The thing’s too
ridiculous. The world grows sane. They may fight in the Balkans
still; in many ways the Balkan States are in the very rear of
civilisation; but to imagine decent countries like this or Germany
going back to bloodshed! No…. When I see
Rendezvous keeping it up and keeping it up, I begin to see just how
poor Germany must be keeping it up. I begin to realise how sick
Germany must be getting of the high road and the dust and heat and
the everlasting drill and restraint…. My heart goes out to the
South Germans. Old Manning here always reminds me of Austria. Think
of Germany coming like Rendezvous on a Sunday morning, and looking
stiffly over Austria’s fence. ‘Come for a good hard walk, man. Keep
Fit….'”

“But suppose this Balkan trouble becomes acute,” said
Manning.

“It hasn’t; it won’t. Even if it did we should keep out of
it.”

“But suppose Russia grappled Austria and Germany flung herself
suddenly upon France—perhaps taking Belgium on the way.”

“Oh!—we should fight. Of course we should fight. Could any
one but a congenital idiot suppose we shouldn’t fight? They know we
should fight. They aren’t altogether idiots in Germany. But the
thing’s absurd. Why should Germany attack France? It’s as if
Manning here took a hatchet suddenly and assailed Edith…. It’s
just the dream of their military journalists. It’s such schoolboy
nonsense. Isn’t that a beautiful pillar rose? Edith only put it in
last year…. I hate all this talk of wars and rumours of wars….
It’s worried all my life. And it gets worse and it gets emptier
every year….”

§ 2

Now just at that moment there was a loud report….

But neither Mr. Britling nor Mr. Manning nor Mr. Direck was
interrupted or incommoded in the slightest degree by that report.
Because it was too far off over the curve of this round world to be
either heard or seen at Matching’s Easy. Nevertheless it was a very
loud report. It occurred at an open space by
a river that ran through a cramped Oriental city, a city spiked
with white minarets and girt about by bare hills under a blazing
afternoon sky. It came from a black parcel that the Archduke
Francis Ferdinand of Austria, with great presence of mind, had just
flung out from the open hood of his automobile, where, tossed from
the side of the quay, it had descended a few seconds before. It
exploded as it touched the cobbled road just under the front of the
second vehicle in the procession, and it blew to pieces the front
of the automobile and injured the aide-de-camp who was in it and
several of the spectators. Its thrower was immediately gripped by
the bystanders. The procession stopped. There was a tremendous
commotion amongst that brightly-costumed crowd, a hot excitement in
vivid contrast to the Sabbath calm of Matching’s Easy….

Mr. Britling, to whom the explosion was altogether inaudible,
continued his dissertation upon the common-sense of the world and
the practical security of our Western peace.

§ 3

Lunch was an open-air feast again. Three visitors had dropped
in; they had motored down from London piled up on a motor-cycle and
a side-car; a brother and two sisters they seemed to be, and they
had apparently reduced hilariousness to a principle. The rumours of
coming hockey that had been floating on the outskirts of Mr.
Direck’s consciousness ever since his arrival, thickened and
multiplied…. It crept into his mind that he was expected to
play….

He decided he would not play. He took various people into his
confidence. He told Mr. Britling, and Mr. Britling said, “We’ll
make you full back, where you’ll get a hit now and then and not
have very much to do. All you have to remember is to hit with the
flat side of your stick and not raise it above your shoulders.” He
told Teddy, and Teddy said, “I strongly
advise you to dress as thinly as you can consistently with decency,
and put your collar and tie in your pocket before the game begins.
Hockey is properly a winter game.” He told the maiden aunt-like
lady with the prominent nose, and she said almost enviously, “Every
one here is asked to play except me. I assuage the perambulator. I
suppose one mustn’t be envious. I don’t see why I shouldn’t play.
I’m not so old as all that.” He told Hugh, and Hugh warned him to
be careful not to get hold of one of the sprung sticks. He
considered whether it wouldn’t be wiser to go to his own room and
lock himself in, or stroll off for a walk through Claverings Park.
But then he would miss Miss Corner, who was certain, it seemed, to
come up for hockey. On the other hand, if he did not miss her he
might make himself ridiculous in her eyes, and efface the effect of
the green silk stuff with the golden pheasants.

He determined to stay behind until she arrived, and explain to
her that he was not going to play. He didn’t somehow want her to
think he wasn’t perfectly fit to play.

Mr. Carmine arrived in an automobile with two Indians and a
gentleman who had been a prospector in Alaska, the family who had
danced overnight at the Dower House reappeared, and then Mrs.
Teddy, very detached with a special hockey stick, and Miss Corner
wheeling the perambulator. Then came further arrivals. At the
earliest opportunity Mr. Direck secured the attention of Miss
Corner, and lost his interest in any one else.

“I can’t play this hockey,” said Mr. Direck. “I feel strange
about it. It isn’t an American game. Now if it were
baseball—!”

He left her to suppose him uncommonly hot stuff at baseball.

“If you’re on my side,” said Cecily, “mind you pass to me.”

It became evident to Mr. Direck that he was going to play this
hockey after all.

“Well,” he said, “if I’ve got to play hockey, I guess I’ve got
to play hockey. But can’t I just get a bit of practice somewhere
before the game begins?”

So Miss Corner went off to get two sticks and a ball and came
back to instruct Mr. Direck. She said he had a good eye. The two
small boys scenting play in the air got sticks and joined them. The
overnight visitor’s wife appeared from the house in abbreviated
skirts, and wearing formidable shin-guards. With her abundant fair
hair, which was already breaking loose, so to speak, to join the
fray, she looked like a short stout dismounted Valkyr. Her gaze was
clear and firm.

§ 4

Hockey as it was played at the Dower House at Matching’s Easy
before the war, was a game combining danger, physical exercise and
kindliness in a very high degree. Except for the infant in the
perambulator and the outwardly calm but inwardly resentful aunt,
who wheeled the child up and down in a position of maximum danger
just behind the unnetted goal, every one was involved. Quite
able-bodied people acquainted with the game played forward, the
less well-informed played a defensive game behind the forward line,
elderly, infirm, and bulky persons were used chiefly as obstacles
in goal. Several players wore padded leg-guards, and all players
were assumed to have them and expected to behave accordingly.

Proceedings began with an invidious ceremony called picking up.
This was heralded by Mr. Britling, clad in the diaphanous flannels
and bearing a hockey stick, advancing with loud shouts to the
centre of the hockey field. “Pick up! Pick up!” echoed the young
Britlings.

Mr. Direck became aware of a tall, drooping man with long hair
and long digressive legs in still longer white flannel trousers,
and a face that was somehow familiar. He was talking with
affectionate intimacy to Manning, and suddenly Mr. Direck
remembered that it was in Manning’s weekly
paper, The Sectarian, in which a bitter caricaturist
enlivened a biting text, that he had become familiar with the
features of Manning’s companion. It was Raeburn, Raeburn the
insidious, Raeburn the completest product of the party system….
Well, that was the English way. “Come for the pick up!” cried the
youngest Britling, seizing upon Mr. Direck’s elbow. It appeared
that Mr. Britling and the overnight dinner guest—Mr. Direck
never learnt his name—were picking up.

Names were shouted. “I’ll take Cecily!” Mr. Direck heard Mr.
Britling say quite early. The opposing sides as they were picked
fell into two groups. There seemed to be difficulties about some of
the names. Mr. Britling, pointing to the more powerful looking of
the Indian gentlemen, said, “You, Sir.”

“I’m going to speculate on Mr. Dinks,” said Mr. Britling’s
opponent.

Mr. Direck gathered that Mr. Dinks was to be his hockey
name.

“You’re on our side,” said Mrs. Teddy. “I think you’ll
have to play forward, outer right, and keep a sharp eye on
Cissie.”

“I’ll do what I can,” said Mr. Direck.

His captain presently confirmed this appointment.

His stick was really a sort of club and the ball was a firm hard
cricket ball…. He resolved to be very gentle with Cecily, and see
that she didn’t get hurt.

The sides took their places for the game, and a kind of order
became apparent to Mr. Direck. In the centre stood Mr. Britling and
the opposing captain, and the ball lay between them. They were
preparing to “bully off” and start the game. In a line with each of
them were four other forwards. They all looked spirited and intent
young people, and Mr. Direck wished he had had more exercise to
justify his own alert appearance. Behind each centre forward
hovered one of the Britling boys. Then on each side came a vaguer
row of three backs, persons of gentler
disposition or maturer years. They included Mr. Raeburn, who was
considered to have great natural abilities for hockey but little
experience. Mr. Raeburn was behind Mr. Direck. Mrs. Britling was
the centre back. Then in a corner of Mr. Direck’s side was a small
girl of six or seven, and in the half-circle about the goal a lady
in a motoring dust coat and a very short little man whom Mr. Direck
had not previously remarked. Mr. Lawrence Carmine, stripped to the
braces, which were richly ornamented with Oriental embroidery, kept
goal for our team.

The centre forwards went through a rapid little ceremony. They
smote their sticks on the ground, and then hit the sticks together.
“One,” said Mr. Britling. The operation was repeated. “Two,” …
“Three.”

Smack, Mr. Britling had got it and the ball had gone to the
shorter and sturdier of the younger Britlings, who had been
standing behind Mr. Direck’s captain. Crack, and it was away to
Teddy; smack, and it was coming right at Direck.

“Lordy!” he said, and prepared to smite it.

Then something swift and blue had flashed before him,
intercepted the ball and shot it past him. This was Cecily Corner,
and she and Teddy were running abreast like the wind towards Mr.
Raeburn.

“Hey!” cried Mr. Raeburn, “stop!” and advanced, as it seemed to
Mr. Direck, with unseemly and threatening gestures towards
Cissie.

But before Mr. Direck could adjust his mind to this new phase of
affairs, Cecily had passed the right honourable gentleman with the
same mysterious ease with which she had flashed by Mr. Direck, and
was bearing down upon the miscellaneous Landwehr which formed the
“backs” of Mr. Direck’s side.

You rabbit!” cried Mr. Raeburn, and became
extraordinarily active in pursuit, administering great lengths of
arm and leg with a centralised efficiency he had not hitherto
displayed.

Running hard to the help of Mr. Raeburn was the youngest
Britling boy, a beautiful contrast. It was like a puff ball
supporting and assisting a conger eel. In front of Mr. Direck the
little stout man was being alert. Teddy was supporting the attack
near the middle of the field, crying “Centre!” while Mr. Britling,
very round and resolute, was bouncing straight towards the
threatened goal. But Mrs. Teddy, running as swiftly as her sister,
was between Teddy and the ball. Whack! the little short man’s stick
had clashed with Cecily’s. Confused things happened with sticks and
feet, and the little short man appeared to be trying to cut down
Cecily as one cuts down a tree, she tried to pass the ball to her
centre forward—too late, and then Mrs. Teddy had intercepted
it, and was flickering back towards Mr. Britling’s goal in a rush
in which Mr. Direck perceived it was his duty to join.

Yes, he had to follow up Mrs. Teddy and pick up the ball if he
had a chance and send it in to her or the captain or across to the
left forwards, as circumstances might decide. It was perfectly
clear.

Then came his moment. The little formidably padded lady who had
dined at the Dower House overnight, made a gallant attack upon Mrs.
Teddy. Out of the confusion of this clash the ball spun into Mr.
Direck’s radius. Where should he smite and how? A moment of
reflection was natural.

But now the easy-fitting discipline of the Dower House style of
hockey became apparent. Mr. Direck had last observed the tall young
Indian gentleman, full of vitality and anxious for destruction, far
away in the distance on the opposing right wing. But now,
regardless of the more formal methods of the game, this young man
had resolved, without further delay and at any cost, to hit the
ball hard, and he was travelling like some Asiatic typhoon with an
extreme velocity across the remonstrances of Mr. Britling and the
general order of his side. Mr. Direck became
aware of him just before his impact. There was a sort of collision
from which Mr. Direck emerged with a feeling that one side of his
face was permanently flattened, but still gallantly resolved to hit
the comparatively lethargic ball. He and the staggered but resolute
Indian clashed sticks again. And Mr. Direck had the best of it.
Years of experience couldn’t have produced a better pass to the
captain….

“Good pass!”

Apparently from one of the London visitors.

But this was some game!

The ball executed some rapid movements to and fro across the
field. Our side was pressing hard. There was a violent convergence
of miscellaneous backs and suchlike irregulars upon the threatened
goal. Mr. Britling’s dozen was rapidly losing its disciplined
order. One of the sidecar ladies and the gallant Indian had shifted
their activities to the defensive back, and with them was a
spectacled gentleman waving his stick, high above all recognised
rules. Mr. Direck’s captain and both Britling boys hurried to join
the fray. Mr. Britling, who seemed to Mr. Direck to be for a
captain rather too demagogic, also ran back to rally his forces by
loud cries. “Pass outwardly!” was the burthen of his
contribution.

The struggle about the Britling goal ceased to be a game and
became something between a fight and a social gathering. Mr.
Britling’s goal-keeper could be heard shouting, “I can’t see the
ball! Lift your feet!” The crowded conflict lurched towards
the goal posts. “My shin!” cried Mr. Manning. “No, you
don’t!

Whack, but again whack!

Whack! “Ah! would you?” Whack.

“Goal!” cried the side-car gentleman.

“Goal!” cried the Britling boys….

Mr. Manning, as goal-keeper, went to recover the ball, but one
of the Britling boys politely anticipated him.

The crowd became inactive, and then began to drift back to
loosely conceived positions.

“It’s no good swarming into goal like that,” Mr. Britling, with
a faint asperity in his voice, explained to his followers. “We’ve
got to keep open and not crowd each other.”

Then he went confidentially to the energetic young Indian to
make some restrictive explanation of his activities.

Mr. Direck strolled back towards Cecily. He was very warm and a
little blown, but not, he felt, disgraced. He was winning.

“You’ll have to take your coat off,” she said.

It was a good idea.

It had occurred to several people and the boundary line was
already dotted with hastily discarded jackets and wraps and so
forth. But the lady in the motoring dust coat was buttoning it to
the chin.

“One goal love,” said the minor Britling boy.

“We haven’t begun yet, Sunny,” said Cecily.

“Sonny! That’s American,” said Mr. Direck.

“No. We call him Sunny Jim,” said Cecily. “They’re bullying off
again.”

“Sunny Jim’s American too,” said Mr. Direck, returning to his
place….

The struggle was resumed. And soon it became clear that the
first goal was no earnest of the quality of the struggle. Teddy and
Cecily formed a terribly efficient combination. Against their
brilliant rushes, supported in a vehement but effective manner by
the Indian to their right and guided by loud shoutings from Mr.
Britling (centre), Mr. Direck and the side-car lady and Mr. Raeburn
struggled in vain. One swift advance was only checked by the dust
cloak, its folds held the ball until help arrived; another was
countered by a tremendous swipe of Mr. Raeburn’s that sent the ball
within an inch of the youngest Britling’s
head and right across the field; the third resulted in a swift pass
from Cecily to the elder Britling son away on her right, and he
shot the goal neatly and swiftly through the lattice of Mr.
Lawrence Carmine’s defensive movements. And after that very rapidly
came another goal for Mr. Britling’s side and then another.

Then Mr. Britling cried out that it was “Half Time,” and
explained to Mr. Direck that whenever one side got to three goals
they considered it was half time and had five minutes’ rest and
changed sides. Everybody was very hot and happy, except the lady in
the dust cloak who was perfectly cool. In everybody’s eyes shone
the light of battle, and not a shadow disturbed the brightness of
the afternoon for Mr. Direck except a certain unspoken anxiety
about Mr. Raeburn’s trousers.

You see Mr. Direck had never seen Mr. Raeburn before, and knew
nothing about his trousers.

They appeared to be coming down.

To begin with they had been rather loose over the feet and
turned up, and as the game progressed, fold after fold of
concertina-ed flannel gathered about his ankles. Every now and then
Mr. Raeburn would seize the opportunity of some respite from the
game to turn up a fresh six inches or so of this accumulation.
Naturally Mr. Direck expected this policy to end unhappily. He did
not know that the flannel trousers of Mr. Raeburn were like a
river, that they could come down forever and still remain
inexhaustible….

He had visions of this scene of happy innocence being suddenly
blasted by a monstrous disaster….

Apart from this worry Mr. Direck was as happy as any one
there!

Perhaps these apprehensions affected his game. At any rate he
did nothing that pleased him in the second half, Cecily danced all
over him and round and about him, and in the
course of ten minutes her side had won the two remaining goals with
a score of Five-One; and five goals is “game” by the standards of
Matching’s Easy.

And then with the very slightest of delays these insatiable
people picked up again. Mr. Direck slipped away and returned in a
white silk shirt, tennis trousers and a belt. This time he and
Cecily were on the same side, the Cecily-Teddy combination was
broken, and he it seemed was to take the place of the redoubtable
Teddy on the left wing with her.

This time the sides were better chosen and played a long,
obstinate, even game. One-One. One-Two. One-Three. (Half Time.)
Two-Three. Three all. Four-Three. Four all….

By this time Mr. Direck was beginning to master the simple
strategy of the sport. He was also beginning to master the fact
that Cecily was the quickest, nimblest, most indefatigable player
on the field. He scouted for her and passed to her. He developed
tacit understandings with her. Ideas of protecting her had gone to
the four winds of Heaven. Against them Teddy and a sidecar girl
with Raeburn in support made a memorable struggle. Teddy was as
quick as a cat. “Four-Three” looked like winning, but then Teddy
and the tall Indian and Mrs. Teddy pulled square. They almost
repeated this feat and won, but Mr. Manning saved the situation
with an immense oblique hit that sent the ball to Mr. Direck. He
ran with the ball up to Raeburn and then dodged and passed to
Cecily. There was a lively struggle to the left; the ball was hit
out by Mr. Raeburn and thrown in by a young Britling; lost by the
forwards and rescued by the padded lady. Forward again! This time
will do it!

Cecily away to the left had worked round Mr. Raeburn once more.
Teddy, realising that things were serious, was tearing back to
attack her.

Mr. Direck supported with silent intentness. “Centre!” cried Mr.
Britling. “Cen-tre!”

“Mr. Direck!” came her voice, full of confidence. (Of such
moments is the heroic life.) The ball shot behind the hurtling
Teddy. Mr. Direck stopped it with his foot, a trick he had just
learnt from the eldest Britling son. He was neither slow nor hasty.
He was in the half-circle, and the way to the goal was barred only
by the dust-cloak lady and Mr. Lawrence Carmine. He made as if to
shoot to Mr. Carmine’s left and then smacked the ball, with the
swiftness of a serpent’s stroke, to his right.

He’d done it! Mr. Carmine’s stick and feet were a yard away.

Then hard on this wild triumph came a flash of horror. One can’t
see everything. His eye following the ball’s trajectory….

Directly in its line of flight was the perambulator.

The ball missed the legs of the lady with the noble nose by a
kind of miracle, hit and glanced off the wheel of the perambulator,
and went spinning into a border of antirrhinums.

“Good!” cried Cecily. “Splendid shot!”

He’d shot a goal. He’d done it well. The perambulator it seemed
didn’t matter. Though apparently the impact had awakened the baby.
In the margin of his consciousness was the figure of Mr. Britling
remarking: “Aunty. You really mustn’t wheel the
perambulator—just there.”

“I thought,” said the aunt, indicating the goal posts by a
facial movement, “that those two sticks would be a sort of
protection…. Aah! Did they then?”

Never mind that.

“That’s game!” said one of the junior Britlings to Mr.
Direck with a note of high appreciation, and the whole party,
relaxing and crumpling like a lowered flag, moved towards the house
and tea.

§ 5

“We’ll play some more after tea,” said Cecily. “It will be
cooler then.”

“My word, I’m beginning to like it,” said Mr. Direck.

“You’re going to play very well,” she said.

And such is the magic of a game that Mr. Direck was humbly proud
and grateful for her praise, and trotted along by the side of this
creature who had revealed herself so swift and resolute and
decisive, full to overflowing of the mere pleasure of just trotting
along by her side. And after tea, which was a large confused
affair, enlivened by wonderful and entirely untruthful
reminiscences of the afternoon by Mr. Raeburn, they played again,
with fewer inefficients and greater skill and swiftness, and Mr.
Direck did such quick and intelligent things that everybody
declared that he was a hockey player straight from heaven. The
dusk, which at last made the position of the ball too speculative
for play, came all too soon for him. He had played in six games,
and he knew he would be as stiff as a Dutch doll in the morning.
But he was very, very happy.

The rest of the Sunday evening was essentially a sequel to the
hockey.

Mr. Direck changed again, and after using some embrocation that
Mrs. Britling recommended very strongly, came down in a black
jacket and a cheerfully ample black tie. He had a sense of physical
well-being such as he had not experienced since he came aboard the
liner at New York. The curious thing was that it was not quite the
same sense of physical well-being that one had in America. That is
bright and clear and a little dry, this was—humid. His mind
quivered contentedly, like sunset midges over a lake—it had
no hard bright flashes—and his body wanted to sit about. His
sense of intimacy with Cecily increased each time he looked at her.
When she met his eyes she smiled. He’d caught her style now, he
felt; he attempted no more compliments and
was frankly her pupil at hockey and Badminton. After supper Mr.
Britling renewed his suggestion of an automobile excursion on the
Monday.

“There’s nothing to take you back to London,” said Mr. Britling,
“and we could just hunt about the district with the little old car
and see everything you want to see….”

Mr. Direck did not hesitate three seconds. He thought of Gladys;
he thought of Miss Cecily Corner.

“Well, indeed,” he said, “if it isn’t burthening you, if I’m not
being any sort of inconvenience here for another night, I’d be
really very glad indeed of the opportunity of going around and
seeing all these ancient places….”

§ 6

The newspapers came next morning at nine, and were full of the
Sarajevo Murders. Mr. Direck got the Daily Chronicle and
found quite animated headlines for a British paper.

“Who’s this Archduke,” he asked, “anyhow? And where is this
Bosnia? I thought it was a part of Turkey.”

“It’s in Austria,” said Teddy.

“It’s in the middle ages,” said Mr. Britling. “What an odd,
pertinaceous business it seems to have been. First one bomb, then
another; then finally the man with the pistol. While we were
strolling about the rose garden. It’s like something out of ‘The
Prisoner of Zenda.'”

“Please,” said Herr Heinrich.

Mr. Britling assumed an attentive expression.

“Will not this generally affect European politics?”

“I don’t know. Perhaps it will.”

“It says in the paper that Serbia has sent those bombs to
Sarajevo.”

“It’s like another world,” said Mr. Britling, over his paper.
“Assassination as a political method. Can you imagine anything of
the sort happening nowadays west of the
Adriatic? Imagine some one assassinating the American
Vice-President, and the bombs being at once ascribed to the arsenal
at Toronto!… We take our politics more sadly in the West….
Won’t you have another egg, Direck?”

“Please! Might this not lead to a war?”

“I don’t think so. Austria may threaten Serbia, but she doesn’t
want to provoke a conflict with Russia. It would be going too near
the powder magazine. But it’s all an extraordinary business.”

“But if she did?” Herr Heinrich persisted.

“She won’t…. Some years ago I used to believe in the
inevitable European war,” Mr. Britling explained to Mr. Direck,
“but it’s been threatened so long that at last I’ve lost all belief
in it. The Powers wrangle and threaten. They’re far too cautious
and civilised to let the guns go off. If there was going to be a
war it would have happened two years ago when the Balkan League
fell upon Turkey. Or when Bulgaria attacked Serbia….”

Herr Heinrich reflected, and received these conclusions with an
expression of respectful edification.

“I am naturally anxious,” he said, “because I am taking tickets
for my holidays at an Esperanto Conference at Boulogne.”

§ 7

“There is only one way to master such a thing as driving an
automobile,” said Mr. Britling outside his front door, as he took
his place in the driver’s seat, “and that is to resolve that from
the first you will take no risks. Be slow if you like. Stop and
think when you are in doubt. But do nothing rashly, permit no
mistakes.”

It seemed to Mr. Direck as he took his seat beside his host that
this was admirable doctrine.

They started out of the gates with an extreme deliberation.
Indeed twice they stopped dead in the act of turning into the road,
and the engine had to be restarted.

“You will laugh at me,” said Mr. Britling; “but I’m resolved to
have no blunders this time.”

“I don’t laugh at you. It’s excellent,” said Mr. Direck.

“It’s the right way,” said Mr. Britling. “Care—oh damn!
I’ve stopped the engine again.
Ugh!—ah!—so!—Care, I was saying—and
calm.”

“Don’t think I want to hurry you,” said Mr. Direck. “I
don’t….”

They passed through the tillage at a slow, agreeable pace,
tooting loudly at every corner, and whenever a pedestrian was
approached. Mr. Direck was reminded that he had still to broach the
lecture project to Mr. Britling. So much had happened—

The car halted abruptly and the engine stopped.

“I thought that confounded hen was thinking of crossing the
road,” said Mr. Britling. “Instead of which she’s gone through the
hedge. She certainly looked this way…. Perhaps I’m a little fussy
this morning…. I’ll warm up to the work presently.”

“I’m convinced you can’t be too careful,” said Mr. Direck. “And
this sort of thing enables one to see the country better….”

Beyond the village Mr. Britling seemed to gather confidence. The
pace quickened. But whenever other traffic or any indication of a
side way appeared discretion returned. Mr. Britling stalked his
sign posts, crawling towards them on the belly of the lowest gear;
he drove all the morning like a man who is flushing ambuscades. And
yet accident overtook him. For God demands more from us than mere
righteousness.

He cut through the hills to Market Saffron along a lane-road
with which he was unfamiliar. It began to go up hill. He explained
to Mr. Direck how admirably his engine would climb hills on the top
gear.

They took a curve and the hill grew steeper, and Mr. Direck
opened the throttle.

They rounded another corner, and still more steeply the hill
rose before them.

The engine began to make a chinking sound, and the car lost
pace. And then Mr. Britling saw a pleading little white board with
the inscription “Concealed Turning.” For the moment he thought a
turning might be concealed anywhere. He threw out his clutch and
clapped on his brake. Then he repented of what he had done. But the
engine, after three Herculean throbs, ceased to work. Mr. Britling
with a convulsive clutch at his steering wheel set the electric
hooter snarling, while one foot released the clutch again and the
other, on the accelerator, sought in vain for help. Mr. Direck felt
they were going back, back, in spite of all this vocalisation. He
clutched at the emergency brake. But he was too late to avoid
misfortune. With a feeling like sitting gently in butter, the car
sank down sideways and stopped with two wheels in the ditch.

Mr. Britling said they were in the ditch—said it with
quite unnecessary violence….

This time two cart horses and a retinue of five men were
necessary to restore Gladys to her self-respect….

After that they drove on to Market Saffron, and got there in
time for lunch, and after lunch Mr. Direck explored the church and
the churchyard and the parish register….

After lunch Mr. Britling became more cheerful about his driving.
The road from Market Saffron to Blandish, whence one turns off to
Matching’s Easy, is the London and Norwich high road; it is an old
Roman Stane Street and very straightforward and honest in its
stretches. You can see the cross roads half a mile away, and the
low hedges give you no chance of a surprise. Everybody is cheered
by such a road, and everybody drives more confidently and quickly,
and Mr. Britling particularly was heartened by it and gradually let
out Gladys from the almost excessive restriction that had hitherto
marked the day. “On a road like this nothing
can happen,” said Mr. Britling.

“Unless you broke an axle or burst a tyre,” said Mr. Direck.

“My man at Matching’s Easy is most careful in his inspection,”
said Mr. Britling, putting the accelerator well down and watching
the speed indicator creep from forty to forty-five. “He went over
the car not a week ago. And it’s not one month old—in use
that is.”

Yet something did happen.

It was as they swept by the picturesque walls under the big old
trees that encircle Brandismead Park. It was nothing but a slight
miscalculation of distances. Ahead of them and well to the left,
rode a postman on a bicycle; towards them, with that curious effect
of implacable fury peculiar to motor cycles, came a motor cyclist.
First Mr. Britling thought that he would not pass between these
two, then he decided that he would hurry up and do so, then he
reverted to his former decision, and then it seemed to him that he
was going so fast that he must inevitably run down the postman. His
instinct not to do that pulled the car sharply across the path of
the motor cyclist. “Oh, my God!” cried Mr. Britling. “My God!”
twisted his wheel over and distributed his feet among his levers
dementedly.

He had an imperfectly formed idea of getting across right in
front of the motor cyclist, and then they were going down the brief
grassy slope between the road and the wall, straight at the wall,
and still at a good speed. The motor cyclist smacked against
something and vanished from the problem. The wall seemed to rush up
at them and then—collapse. There was a tremendous concussion.
Mr. Direck gripped at his friend the emergency brake, but had only
time to touch it before his head hit against the frame of the glass
wind-screen, and a curtain fell upon everything….

He opened his eyes upon a broken wall, a crumpled motor car, and
an undamaged motor cyclist in the aviator’s
cap and thin oilskin overalls dear to motor cyclists. Mr. Direck
stared and then, still stunned and puzzled, tried to raise himself.
He became aware of acute pain.

“Don’t move for a bit,” said the motor cyclist. “Your arm and
side are rather hurt, I think….”

§ 8

In the course of the next twelve hours Mr. Direck was to make a
discovery that was less common in the days before the war than it
has been since. He discovered that even pain and injury may be
vividly interesting and gratifying.

If any one had told him he was going to be stunned for five or
six minutes, cut about the brow and face and have a bone in his
wrist put out, and that as a consequence he would find himself
pleased and exhilarated, he would have treated the prophecy with
ridicule; but here he was lying stiffly on his back with his wrist
bandaged to his side and smiling into the darkness even more
brightly than he had smiled at the Essex landscape two days before.
The fact is pain hurts or irritates, but in itself it does not make
a healthily constituted man miserable. The expectation of pain, the
certainty of injury may make one hopeless enough, the reality
rouses our resistance. Nobody wants a broken bone or a delicate
wrist, but very few people are very much depressed by getting one.
People can be much more depressed by smoking a hundred cigarettes
in three days or losing one per cent. of their capital.

And everybody had been most delightful to Mr. Direck.

He had had the monopoly of damage. Mr. Britling, holding on to
the steering wheel, had not even been thrown out. “Unless I’m
internally injured,” he said, “I’m not hurt at all. My liver
perhaps—bruised a little….”

Gladys had been abandoned in the ditch, and they had been very
kindly brought home by a passing automobile.
Cecily had been at the Dower House at the moment of the rueful
arrival. She had seen how an American can carry injuries. She had
made sympathy and helpfulness more delightful by expressed
admiration.

“She’s a natural born nurse,” said Mr. Direck, and then rather
in the tone of one who addressed a public meeting: “But this sort
of thing brings out all the good there is in a woman.”

He had been quite explicit to them and more particularly to her,
when they told him he must stay at the Dower House until his arm
was cured. He had looked the application straight into her pretty
eyes.

“If I’m to stay right here just as a consequence of that little
shake up, may be for a couple of weeks, may be three, and if you’re
coming to do a bit of a talk to me ever and again, then I tell you
I don’t call this a misfortune. It isn’t a misfortune. It’s right
down sheer good luck….”

And now he lay as straight as a mummy, with his soul filled with
radiance of complete mental peace. After months of distress and
confusion, he’d got straight again. He was in the middle of a real
good story, bright and clean. He knew just exactly what he
wanted.

“After all,” he said, “it’s true. There’s ideals. She’s
an ideal. Why, I loved her before ever I set eyes on Mamie. I loved
her before I was put into pants. That old portrait, there it was
pointing my destiny…. It’s affinity…. It’s natural
selection….

“Well, I don’t know what she thinks of me yet, but I do know
very well what she’s got to think of me. She’s got to think
all the world of me—if I break every limb of my body making
her do it.

“I’d a sort of feeling it was right to go in that old
automobile.

“Say what you like, there’s a Guidance….”

He smiled confidentially at the darkness as if they shared a
secret.


CHAPTER THE FOURTH

MR. BRITLING IN SOLILOQUY

§ 1

Very different from the painful contentment of the bruised and
broken Mr. Direck was the state of mind of his unwounded host. He
too was sleepless, but sleepless without exaltation. The day had
been too much for him altogether; his head, to borrow an admirable
American expression, was “busy.”

How busy it was, a whole chapter will be needed to
describe….

The impression Mr. Britling had made upon Mr. Direck was one of
indefatigable happiness. But there were times when Mr. Britling was
called upon to pay for his general cheerful activity in lump sums
of bitter sorrow. There were nights—and especially after
seasons of exceptional excitement and nervous activity—when
the reckoning would be presented and Mr. Britling would welter
prostrate and groaning under a stormy sky of
unhappiness—active insatiable unhappiness—a beating
with rods.

The sorrows of the sanguine temperament are brief but furious;
the world knows little of them. The world has no need to reckon
with them. They cause no suicides and few crimes. They hurry past,
smiting at their victim as they go. None the less they are misery.
Mr. Britling in these moods did not perhaps experience the grey and
hopeless desolations of the melancholic nor the red damnation of
the choleric, but he saw a world that bristled with misfortune and
error, with poisonous thorns and traps and swampy places and
incurable blunderings. An almost
insupportable remorse for being Mr. Britling would pursue
him—justifying itself upon a hundred counts….

And for being such a Britling!…

Why—he revived again that bitter question of a thousand
and one unhappy nights—why was he such a fool? Such a hasty
fool? Why couldn’t he look before he leapt? Why did he take risks?
Why was he always so ready to act upon the supposition that all was
bound to go well? (He might as well have asked why he had quick
brown eyes.)

Why, for instance, hadn’t he adhered to the resolution of the
early morning? He had begun with an extremity of caution….

It was a characteristic of these moods of Mr. Britling that they
produced a physical restlessness. He kept on turning over and then
turning over again, and sitting up and lying back, like a martyr on
a gridiron….

This was just the latest instance of a life-long trouble. Will
there ever be a sort of man whose thoughts are quick and his acts
slow? Then indeed we shall have a formidable being. Mr. Britling’s
thoughts were quick and sanguine and his actions even more eager
than his thoughts. Already while he was a young man Mr. Britling
had found his acts elbow their way through the hurry of his ideas
and precipitate humiliations. Long before his reasons were
marshalled, his resolutions were formed. He had attempted a
thousand remonstrances with himself; he had sought to remedy the
defects in his own character by written inscriptions in his bedroom
and memoranda inside his watch case. “Keep steady!” was one of
them. “Keep the End in View.” And, “Go steadfastly, coherently,
continuously; only so can you go where you will.” In distrusting
all impulse, scrutinising all imagination, he was persuaded lay his
one prospect of escape from the surprise of countless miseries.
Otherwise he danced among glass bombs and barbed wire.

There had been a time when he could exhort himself to such fundamental charge and go through phases of
the severest discipline. Always at last to be taken by surprise
from some unexpected quarter. At last he had ceased to hope for any
triumph so radical. He had been content to believe that in recent
years age and a gathering habit of wisdom had somewhat slowed his
leaping purpose. That if he hadn’t overcome he had at least to a
certain extent minimised it. But this last folly was surely the
worst. To charge through this patient world with—how much did
the car weigh? A ton certainly and perhaps more—reckless of
every risk. Not only to himself but others. At this thought, he
clutched the steering wheel again. Once more he saw the bent back
of the endangered cyclist, once more he felt rather than saw the
seething approach of the motor bicycle, and then through a long
instant he drove helplessly at the wall….

Hell perhaps is only one such incident, indefinitely
prolonged….

Anything might have been there in front of him. And indeed now,
out of the dreamland to which he could not escape something had
come, something that screamed sharply….

“Good God!” he cried, “if I had hit a child! I might have hit a
child!” The hypothesis flashed into being with the thought, tried
to escape and was caught. It was characteristic of Mr. Britling’s
nocturnal imagination that he should individualise this child quite
sharply as rather plain and slender, with reddish hair, staring
eyes, and its ribs crushed in a vivid and dreadful manner, pinned
against the wall, mixed up with some bricks, only to be extracted,
oh! horribly.

But this was not fair! He had hurt no child! He had merely
pitched out Mr. Direck and broken his arm….

It wasn’t his merit that the child hadn’t been there!

The child might have been there!

Mere luck.

He lay staring in despair—as an involuntary God might
stare at many a thing in this amazing universe—staring at the
little victim his imagination had called into being only to
destroy….

§ 2

If he had not crushed a child other people had. Such things
happened. Vicariously at any rate he had crushed many
children….

Why are children ever crushed?

And suddenly all the pain and destruction and remorse of all the
accidents in the world descended upon Mr. Britling.

No longer did he ask why am I such a fool, but why are we all
such fools? He became Man on the automobile of civilisation,
crushing his thousands daily in his headlong and yet aimless
career….

That was a trick of Mr. Britling’s mind. It had this tendency to
spread outward from himself to generalised issues. Many minds are
like that nowadays. He was not so completely individualised as
people are supposed to be individualised—in our law, in our
stories, in our moral judgments. He had a vicarious factor. He
could slip from concentrated reproaches to the liveliest remorse
for himself as The Automobilist in General, or for himself as
England, or for himself as Man. From remorse for smashing his guest
and his automobile he could pass by what was for him the most
imperceptible of transitions to remorse for every accident that has
ever happened through the error of an automobilist since
automobiles began. All that long succession of blunderers became
Mr. Britling. Or rather Mr. Britling became all that vast
succession of blunderers.

These fluctuating lapses from individuation made Mr. Britling a
perplexity to many who judged only by the old personal standards.
At times he seemed a monster of cantankerous self-righteousness,
whom nobody could please or satisfy, but
indeed when he was most pitiless about the faults of his race or
nation he was really reproaching himself, and when he seemed more
egotistical and introspective and self-centred he was really
ransacking himself for a clue to that same confusion of purposes
that waste the hope and strength of humanity. And now through the
busy distresses of the night it would have perplexed a watching
angel to have drawn the line and shown when Mr. Britling, was
grieving for his own loss and humiliation and when he was grieving
for these common human weaknesses of which he had so large a
share.

And this double refraction of his mind by which a concentrated
and individualised Britling did but present a larger impersonal
Britling beneath, carried with it a duplication of his conscience
and sense of responsibility. To his personal conscience he was
answerable for his private honour and his debts and the Dower House
he had made and so on, but to his impersonal conscience he was
answerable for the whole world. The world from the latter point of
view was his egg. He had a subconscious delusion that he had laid
it. He had a subconscious suspicion that he had let it cool and
that it was addled. He had an urgency to incubate it. The variety
and interest of his talk was largely due to that persuasion, it was
a perpetual attempt to spread his mental feathers over the task
before him….

§ 3

After this much of explanation it is possible to go on to the
task which originally brought Mr. Direck to Matching’s Easy, the
task that Massachusetts society had sent him upon, the task of
organising the mental unveiling of Mr. Britling. Mr. Direck saw Mr.
Britling only in the daylight, and with an increasing distraction
of the attention towards Miss Cecily Corner. We may see him rather
more clearly in the darkness, without any distraction except
his own.

Now the smashing of Gladys was not only the source of a series
of reproaches and remorses directly arising out of the smash; it
had also a wide system of collateral consequences, which were also
banging and blundering their way through the Britling mind. It was
extraordinarily inconvenient in quite another direction that the
automobile should be destroyed. It upset certain plans of Mr.
Britling’s in a direction growing right out from all the Dower
House world in which Mr. Direck supposed him to be completely set
and rooted. There were certain matters from which Mr. Britling had
been averting his mind most strenuously throughout the week-end.
Now, there was no averting his mind any more.

Mr. Britling was entangled in a love affair. It was, to be
exact, and disregarding minor affinities, his eighth love affair.
And the new automobile, so soon as he could drive it efficiently,
was to have played quite a solvent and conclusive part in certain
entangled complications of this relationship.

A man of lively imagination and quick impulses naturally has
love affairs as he drives himself through life, just as he
naturally has accidents if he drives an automobile.

And the peculiar relations that existed between Mr. Britling and
Mrs. Britling tended inevitably to make these love affairs
troublesome, undignified and futile. Especially when they were
viewed from the point of view of insomnia.

Mr. Britling’s first marriage had been a passionately happy one.
His second was by comparison a marriage in neutral tint. There is
much to be said for that extreme Catholic theory which would make
marriage not merely lifelong but eternal. Certainly Mr. Britling
would have been a finer if not a happier creature if his
sentimental existence could have died with his first wife or
continued only in his love for their son. He had married in the
glow of youth, he had had two years of clean and simple loving,
helping, quarrelling and the happy ending of
quarrels. Something went out of him into all that, which could not
be renewed again. In his first extremity of grief he knew that
perfectly well—and then afterwards he forgot it. While there
is life there is imagination, which makes and forgets and goes
on.

He met Edith under circumstances that did not in any way recall
his lost Mary. He met her, as people say, “socially”; Mary, on the
other hand, had been a girl at Newnham while he was a fellow of
Pembroke, and there had been something of accident and something of
furtiveness in their lucky discovery of each other. There had been
a flush in it; there was dash in it. But Edith he saw and chose and
had to woo. There was no rushing together; there was solicitation
and assent. Edith was a Bachelor of Science of London University
and several things like that, and she looked upon the universe
under her broad forehead and broad-waving brown hair with quiet
watchful eyes that had nothing whatever to hide, a thing so
incredible to Mr. Britling that he had loved and married her very
largely for the serenity of her mystery. And for a time after their
marriage he sailed over those brown depths plumbing furiously.

Of course he did not make his former passion for Mary at all
clear to her. Indeed, while he was winning Edith it was by no means
clear to himself. He was making a new emotional drama, and
consciously and subconsciously he dismissed a hundred reminiscences
that sought to invade the new experience, and which would have been
out of key with it. And without any deliberate intention to that
effect he created an atmosphere between himself and Edith in which
any discussion of Mary was reduced to a minimum, and in which Hugh
was accepted rather than explained. He contrived to believe that
she understood all sorts of unsayable things; he invented miracles
of quite uncongenial mute mutuality….

It was over the chess-board that they first began to discover
their extensive difficulties of sympathy. Mr. Britling’s play was characterised by a superficial brilliance,
much generosity and extreme unsoundness; he always moved directly
his opponent had done so—and then reflected on the situation.
His reflection was commonly much wiser than his moves. Mrs.
Britling was, as it were, a natural antagonist to her husband; she
was as calm as he was irritable. She was never in a hurry to move,
and never disposed to make a concession. Quietly, steadfastly, by
caution and deliberation, without splendour, without error, she had
beaten him at chess until it led to such dreadful fits of anger
that he had to renounce the game altogether. After every such
occasion he would be at great pains to explain that he had merely
been angry with himself. Nevertheless he felt, and would not let
himself think (while she concluded from incidental heated phrases),
that that was not the complete truth about the outbreak.

Slowly they got through the concealments of that specious
explanation. Temperamentally they were incompatible.

They were profoundly incompatible. In all things she was
defensive. She never came out; never once had she surprised him
halfway upon the road to her. He had to go all the way to her and
knock and ring, and then she answered faithfully. She never
surprised him even by unkindness. If he had a cut finger she would
bind it up very skilfully and healingly, but unless he told her she
never discovered he had a cut finger. He was amazed she did not
know of it before it happened. He piped and she did not dance. That
became the formula of his grievance. For several unhappy years she
thwarted him and disappointed him, while he filled her with dumb
inexplicable distresses. He had been at first so gay an activity,
and then he was shattered; fragments of him were still as gay and
attractive as ever, but between were outbreaks of anger, of
hostility, of something very like malignity. Only very slowly did
they realise the truth of their relationship
and admit to themselves that the fine bud of love between them had
failed to flower, and only after long years were they able to
delimit boundaries where they had imagined union, and to
become—allies. If it had been reasonably possible for them to
part without mutual injury and recrimination they would have done
so, but two children presently held them, and gradually they had to
work out the broad mutual toleration of their later relations. If
there was no love and delight between them there was a real
habitual affection and much mutual help. She was proud of his
steady progress to distinction, proud of each intimation of respect
he won; she admired and respected his work; she recognised that he
had some magic, of liveliness and unexpectedness that was precious
and enviable. So far as she could help him she did. And even when
he knew that there was nothing behind it, that it was indeed little
more than an imaginative inertness, he could still admire and
respect her steady dignity and her consistent honourableness. Her
practical capacity was for him a matter for continual
self-congratulation. He marked the bright order of her household,
her flowering borders, the prosperous high-born roses of her garden
with a wondering appreciation. He had never been able to keep
anything in order. He relied more and more upon her. He showed his
respect for her by a scrupulous attention to her dignity, and his
confidence by a franker and franker emotional neglect. Because she
expressed so little he succeeded in supposing she felt little, and
since nothing had come out of the brown depths of her eyes he saw
fit at last to suppose no plumb-line would ever find anything
there. He pursued his interests; he reached out to this and that;
he travelled; she made it a matter of conscience to let him go
unhampered; she felt, she thought—unrecorded; he did, and he
expressed and re-expressed and over-expressed, and started this and
that with quick irrepressible activity, and so there had
accumulated about them the various items of the life to whose more
ostensible accidents Mr. Direck was now for
an indefinite period joined.

It was in the nature of Mr. Britling to incur things; it was in
the nature of Mrs. Britling to establish them. Mr. Britling had
taken the Dower House on impulse, and she had made it a delightful
home. He had discovered the disorderly delights of mixed Sunday
hockey one weekend at Pontings that had promised to be dull, and
she had made it an institution…. He had come to her with his
orphan boy and a memory of a passionate first loss that sometimes,
and more particularly at first, he seemed to have forgotten
altogether, and at other times was only too evidently lamenting
with every fibre of his being. She had taken the utmost care of the
relics of her duskily pretty predecessor that she found in
unexpected abundance in Mr. Britling’s possession, and she had done
her duty by her sometimes rather incomprehensible stepson. She
never allowed herself to examine the state of her heart towards
this youngster; it is possible that she did not perceive the
necessity for any such examination….

So she went through life, outwardly serene and dignified, one of
a great company of rather fastidious, rather unenterprising women
who have turned for their happiness to secondary things, to those
fair inanimate things of household and garden which do not turn
again and rend one, to aestheticisms and delicacies, to order and
seemliness. Moreover she found great satisfaction in the health and
welfare, the growth and animation of her own two little boys. And
no one knew, and perhaps even she had contrived to forget, the
phases of astonishment and disillusionment, of doubt and bitterness
and secret tears, that spread out through the years in which she
had slowly realised that this strange, fitful, animated man who had
come to her, vowing himself hers, asking for her so urgently and
persuasively, was ceasing, had ceased, to love her, that his heart
had escaped her, that she had missed it; she never dreamt that she
had hurt it, and that after its first
urgent, tumultuous, incomprehensible search for her it had hidden
itself bitterly away….

§ 4

The mysterious processes of nature that had produced Mr.
Britling had implanted in him an obstinate persuasion that
somewhere in the world, from some human being, it was still
possible to find the utmost satisfaction for every need and
craving. He could imagine as existing, as waiting for him, he knew
not where, a completeness of understanding, a perfection of
response, that would reach all the gamut of his feelings and
sensations from the most poetical to the most entirely physical, a
beauty of relationship so transfiguring that not only would
she—it went without saying that this completion was a
woman—be perfectly beautiful in its light but, what was
manifestly more incredible, that he too would be perfectly
beautiful and quite at his ease…. In her presence there could be
no self-reproaches, no lapses, no limitations, nothing but
happiness and the happiest activities…. To such a persuasion half
the imaginative people in the world succumb as readily and
naturally as ducklings take to water. They do not doubt its truth
any more than a thirsty camel doubts that presently it will come to
a spring.

This persuasion is as foolish as though a camel hoped that some
day it would drink from such a spring that it would never thirst
again. For the most part Mr. Britling ignored its presence in his
mind, and resisted the impulses it started. But at odd times, and
more particularly in the afternoon and while travelling and in
between books, Mr. Britling so far succumbed to this strange
expectation of a wonder round the corner that he slipped the
anchors of his humour and self-contempt and joined the great
cruising brotherhood of the Pilgrims of Love….

In fact—though he himself had never made a
reckoning of it—he had been upon eight
separate cruises. He was now upon the eighth….

Between these various excursions—they took him round and
about the world, so to speak, they cast him away on tropical
beaches, they left him dismasted on desolate seas, they involved
the most startling interventions and the most inconvenient
consequences—there were interludes of penetrating philosophy.
For some years the suspicion had been growing up in Mr. Britling’s
mind that in planting this persuasion in his being, the mysterious
processes of Nature had been, perhaps for some purely biological
purpose, pulling, as people say, his leg, that there were not these
perfect responses, that loving a woman is a thing one does
thoroughly once for all—or so—and afterwards recalls
regrettably in a series of vain repetitions, and that the career of
the Pilgrim of Love, so soon as you strip off its credulous
glamour, is either the most pitiful or the most vulgar and vile of
perversions from the proper conduct of life. But this suspicion had
not as yet grown to prohibitive dimensions with him, it was not
sufficient to resist the seasons of high tide, the sudden promise
of the salt-edged breeze, the invitation of the hovering sea-bird;
and he was now concealing beneath the lively surface of activities
with which Mr. Direck was now familiar, a very extensive system of
distresses arising out of the latest, the eighth of these
digressional adventures….

Mr. Britling had got into it very much as he had got into the
ditch on the morning before his smash. He hadn’t thought the affair
out and he hadn’t looked carefully enough. And it kept on
developing in just the ways he would rather that it didn’t.

The seventh affair had been very disconcerting. He had made a
fool of himself with quite a young girl; he blushed to think how
young; it hadn’t gone very far, but it had made his nocturnal
reflections so disagreeable that he had—by no means for the
first time—definitely and forever
given up these foolish dreams of love. And when Mrs. Harrowdean
swam into his circle, she seemed just exactly what was wanted to
keep his imagination out of mischief. She came bearing flattery to
the pitch of adoration. She was the brightest and cleverest of
young widows. She wrote quite admirably criticism in the
Scrutator and the Sectarian, and occasionally poetry
in the Right Review—when she felt disposed to do so.
She had an intermittent vein of high spirits that was almost better
than humour and made her quickly popular with most of the people
she met, and she was only twenty miles away in her pretty house and
her absurd little jolly park.

There was something, she said, in his thought and work that was
like walking in mountains. She came to him because she wanted to
clamber about the peaks and glens of his mind.

It was natural to reply that he wasn’t by any means the serene
mountain elevation she thought him, except perhaps for a kind of
loneliness….

She was a great reader of eighteenth century memoirs, and some
she conveyed to him. Her mental quality was all in the vein of the
friendships of Rousseau and Voltaire, and pleasantly and trippingly
she led him along the primrose path of an intellectual liaison. She
came first to Matching’s Easy, where she was sweet and bright and
vividly interested and a great contrast to Mrs. Britling, and then
he and she met in London, and went off together with a fine sense
of adventure for a day at Richmond, and then he took some work with
him to her house and stayed there….

Then she went away into Scotland for a time and he wanted her
again tremendously and clamoured for her eloquently, and then it
was apparent and admitted between them that they were admirably in
love, oh! immensely in love.

The transitions from emotional mountaineering to ardent
intimacies were so rapid and impulsive that each phase obliterated its predecessor, and it was only
with a vague perplexity that Mr. Britling found himself transferred
from the rôle of a mountainous objective for pretty little
pilgrims to that of a sedulous lover in pursuit of the happiness of
one of the most uncertain, intricate, and entrancing of feminine
personalities. This was not at all his idea of the proper relations
between men and women, but Mrs. Harrowdean had a way of challenging
his gallantry. She made him run about for her; she did not demand
but she commanded presents and treats and surprises; she even
developed a certain jealousy in him. His work began to suffer from
interruptions. Yet they had glowing and entertaining moments
together that could temper his rebellious thoughts with the threat
of irreparable loss. “One must love, and all things in life are
imperfect,” was how Mr. Britling expressed his reasons for
submission. And she had a hold upon him too in a certain facile
pitifulness. She was little; she could be stung sometimes by the
slightest touch and then her blue eyes would be bright with
tears.

Those possible tears could weigh at times even more than those
possible lost embraces.

And there was Oliver.

Oliver was a person Mr. Britling had never seen. He grew into
the scheme of things by insensible gradations. He was a government
official in London; he was, she said, extraordinarily dull, he was
lacking altogether in Mr. Britling’s charm and interest, but he was
faithful and tender and true. And considerably younger than Mr.
Britling. He asked nothing but to love. He offered honourable
marriage. And when one’s heart was swelling unendurably one could
weep in safety on his patient shoulder. This patient shoulder of
Oliver’s ultimately became Mr. Britling’s most exasperating
rival.

She liked to vex him with Oliver. She liked to vex him
generally. Indeed in this by no means abnormal love affair, there
was a very strong antagonism. She seemed to
resent the attraction Mr. Britling had for her and the emotions and
pleasure she had with him. She seemed under the sway of an
instinctive desire to make him play heavily for her, in time, in
emotion, in self-respect. It was intolerable to her that he could
take her easily and happily. That would be taking her cheaply. She
valued his gifts by the bother they cost him, and was determined
that the path of true love should not, if she could help it, run
smooth. Mr. Britling on the other hand was of the school of polite
and happy lovers. He thought it outrageous to dispute and
contradict, and he thought that making love was a cheerful,
comfortable thing to be done in a state of high good humour and
intense mutual appreciation. This levity offended the lady’s pride.
She drew unfavourable contrasts with Oliver. If Oliver lacked charm
he certainly did not lack emotion. He desired sacrifice, it seemed,
almost more than satisfactions. Oliver was a person of the most
exemplary miserableness; he would weep copiously and frequently.
She could always make him weep when she wanted to do so. By holding
out hopes and then dashing them if by no other expedient. Why did
Mr. Britling never weep? She wept.

Some base streak of competitiveness in Mr. Britling’s nature
made it seem impossible that he should relinquish the lady to
Oliver. Besides, then, what would he do with his dull days, his
afternoons, his need for a properly demonstrated affection?

So Mr. Britling trod the path of his eighth digression, rather
overworked in the matter of flowers and the selection of small
jewellery, stalked by the invisible and indefatigable Oliver,
haunted into an unwilling industry of attentions—attentions
on the model of the professional lover of the French
novels—by the memory and expectation of tearful scenes. “Then
you don’t love me! And it’s all spoilt. I’ve risked talk and my
reputation…. I was a fool ever to dream of making love
beautifully….”

Exactly like running your car into a soft wet ditch when you
cannot get out and you cannot get on. And your work and your
interests waiting and waiting for you!…

The car itself was an outcome of the affair. It was Mrs.
Harrowdean’s idea, she thought chiefly of pleasant expeditions to
friendly inns in remote parts of the country, inns with a flavour
of tacit complicity, but it fell in very pleasantly with Mr.
Britling’s private resentment at the extraordinary inconvenience of
the railway communications between Matching’s Easy and her station
at Pyecrafts, which involved a journey to Liverpool Street and a
long wait at a junction. And now the car was smashed up—just
when he had acquired skill enough to take it over to Pyecrafts
without shame, and on Tuesday or Wednesday at latest he would have
to depart in the old way by the London train….

Only the most superficial mind would assert nowadays that man is
a reasonable creature. Man is an unreasonable creature, and it was
entirely unreasonable and human for Mr. Britling during his
nocturnal self-reproaches to mix up his secret resentment at his
infatuation for Mrs. Harrowdean with his ill-advised attack upon
the wall of Brandismead Park. He ought never to have bought that
car; he ought never to have been so ready to meet Mrs. Harrowdean
more than half-way.

What exacerbated his feeling about Mrs. Harrowdean was a new
line she had recently taken with regard to Mrs. Britling. From her
first rash assumption that Mr. Britling was indifferent to his
wife, she had come to realise that on the contrary he was in some
ways extremely tender about his wife. This struck her as an
outrageous disloyalty. Instead of appreciating a paradox she
resented an infidelity. She smouldered with perplexed resentment
for some days, and then astonished her lover by a series of
dissertations of a hostile and devastating nature upon the lady of
the Dower House.

He tried to imagine he hadn’t heard all that he had heard, but
Mrs. Harrowdean had a nimble pen and nimbler afterthoughts, and
once her mind had got to work upon the topic she developed her
offensive in half-a-dozen brilliant letters…. On the other hand
she professed a steadily increasing passion for Mr. Britling. And
to profess passion for Mr. Britling was to put him under a sense of
profound obligation—because indeed he was a modest man. He
found himself in an emotional quandary.

You see, if Mrs. Harrowdean had left Mrs. Britling alone
everything would have been quite tolerable. He considered Mrs.
Harrowdean a charming human being, and altogether better than he
deserved. Ever so much better. She was all initiative and response
and that sort of thing. And she was so discreet. She had her own
reputation to think about, and one or two of her
predecessors—God rest the ashes of those fires!—had not
been so discreet. Yet one could not have this sort of thing going
on behind Edith’s back. All sorts of things one might have going on
behind Edith’s back, but not this writing and saying of perfectly
beastly things about Edith. Nothing could alter the fact that Edith
was his honour….

§ 5

Throughout the week-end Mr. Britling had kept this trouble well
battened down. He had written to Mrs. Harrowdean a brief ambiguous
note saying, “I am thinking over all that you have said,” and after
that he had scarcely thought about her at all. Or at least he had
always contrived to be much more vividly thinking about something
else. But now in these night silences the suppressed trouble burst
hatches and rose about him.

What a mess he had made of the whole scheme of his emotional
life! There had been a time when he had started out as gaily with
his passions and his honour as he had started out with Gladys to go
to Market Saffron. He had as little taste
for complications as he had for ditches. And now his passions and
his honour were in a worse case even than poor muddy smashed up
Gladys as the cart-horses towed her off, for she at any rate might
be repaired. But he—he was a terribly patched fabric of
explanations now. Not indeed that he had ever stooped to
explanations. But there he was! Far away, like a star seen down the
length of a tunnel, was that first sad story of a love as clean as
starlight. It had been all over by eight-and-twenty and he could
find it in his heart to grieve that he had ever given a thought to
love again. He should have lived a decent widower…. Then Edith
had come into his life, Edith that honest and unconscious
defaulter. And there again he should have stuck to his
disappointment. He had stuck to it—nine days out of every
ten. It’s the tenth day, it’s the odd seductive moment, it’s the
instant of confident pride—and there is your sanguine
temperament in the ditch.

He began to recapitulate items in the catalogue of his
escapades, and the details of his automobile misadventures mixed
themselves up with the story of his heart steering. For example
there was that tremendous Siddons affair. He had been taking the
corner of a girlish friendship and he had taken it altogether too
far. What a frightful mess that had been! When once one is off the
road anything may happen, from a crumpled mud-guard to the car on
the top of you. And there was his forty miles an hour spurt with
the great and gifted Delphine Marquise—for whom he was to
have written a play and been a perfect Annunzio. Until Willersley
appeared—very like the motor-cyclist—buzzing in the
opposite direction. And then had ensued angers,
humiliations….

Had every man this sort of crowded catalogue? Was every
forty-five-year-old memory a dark tunnel receding from the star of
youth? It is surely a pity that life cannot end at thirty. It comes
to one clean and in perfect order….

Is experience worth having?

What a clean, straight thing the spirit of youth is. It is like
a bright new spear. It is like a finely tempered sword. The figure
of his boy took possession of his mind, his boy who looked out on
the world with his mother’s dark eyes, the slender son of that
whole-hearted first love. He was a being at once fine and simple,
an intimate mystery. Must he in his turn get dented and wrinkled
and tarnished?

The boy was in trouble. What was the trouble?

Was it some form of the same trouble that had so tangled and
tainted and scarred the private pride of his father? And how was it
possible for Mr. Britling, disfigured by heedless misadventures,
embarrassed by complications and concealments, to help this honest
youngster out of his perplexities? He imagined possible forms of
these perplexities. Graceless forms. Ugly forms. Such forms as only
the nocturnal imagination would have dared present….

Oh, why had he been such a Britling? Why was he still such a
Britling?

Mr. Britling sat up in his bed and beat at the bedclothes with
his fists. He uttered uncompleted vows, “From this hour forth …
from this hour forth….”

He must do something, he felt. At any rate he had his
experiences. He could warn. He could explain away. Perhaps he might
help to extricate, if things had got to that pitch.

Should he write to his son? For a time he revolved a long,
tactful letter in his mind. But that was impossible. Suppose the
trouble was something quite different? It would have to be a letter
in the most general terms….

§ 6

It was in the doubly refracting nature of Mr. Britling’s mind
that while he was deploring his inefficiency in regard to his son, he was also deploring the
ineffectiveness of all his generation of parents. Quite insensibly
his mind passed over to the generalised point of view.

In his talks with Mr. Direck, Mr. Britling could present England
as a great and amiable spectacle of carelessness and relaxation,
but was it indeed an amiable spectacle? The point that Mr. Direck
had made about the barn rankled in his thoughts. His barn was a
barn no longer, his farmyard held no cattle; he was just living
laxly in the buildings that ancient needs had made, he was living
on the accumulated prosperity of former times, the spendthrift heir
of toiling generations. Not only was he a pampered, undisciplined
sort of human being; he was living in a pampered, undisciplined
sort of community. The two things went together…. This confounded
Irish business, one could laugh at it in the daylight, but was it
indeed a thing to laugh at? We were drifting lazily towards a real
disaster. We had a government that seemed guided by the principles
of Mr. Micawber, and adopted for its watchword “Wait and see.” For
months now this trouble had grown more threatening. Suppose
presently that civil war broke out in Ireland! Suppose presently
that these irritated, mishandled suffragettes did some desperate
irreconcilable thing, assassinated for example! The bomb in
Westminster Abbey the other day might have killed a dozen
people…. Suppose the smouldering criticism of British rule in
India and Egypt were fanned by administrative indiscretions into a
flame….

And then suppose Germany had made trouble….

Usually Mr. Britling kept his mind off Germany. In the daytime
he pretended Germany meant nothing to England. He hated alarmists.
He hated disagreeable possibilities. He declared the idea of a
whole vast nation waiting to strike at us incredible. Why should
they? You cannot have seventy million lunatics…. But in the
darkness of the night one cannot dismiss things in this way. Suppose, after all, their army was more than a
parade, their navy more than a protest?

We might be caught—It was only in the vast melancholia of
such occasions that Mr. Britling would admit such possibilities,
but we might be caught by some sudden declaration of war…. And
how should we face it?

He recalled the afternoon’s talk at Claverings and such samples
of our governmental machinery as he chanced to number among his
personal acquaintance. Suppose suddenly the enemy struck! With
Raeburn and his friends to defend us! Or if the shock tumbled them
out of power, then with these vituperative Tories, these spiteful
advocates of weak tyrannies and privileged pretences in the place
of them. There was no leadership in England. In the lucid darkness
he knew that with a terrible certitude. He had a horrible vision of
things disastrously muffled; of Lady Frensham and her Morning
Post
friends first garrulously and maliciously “patriotic,”
screaming her way with incalculable mischiefs through the storm,
and finally discovering that the Germans were the real aristocrats
and organising our national capitulation on that understanding. He
knew from talk he had heard that the navy was weak in mines and
torpedoes, unprovided with the great monitors needed for a war with
Germany; torn by doctrinaire feuds; nevertheless the sea power was
our only defence. In the whole country we might muster a military
miscellany of perhaps three hundred thousand men. And he had no
faith in their equipment, in their direction. General French, the
one man who had his entire confidence, had been forced to resign
through some lawyer’s misunderstanding about the Irish difficulty.
He did not believe any plans existed for such a war as Germany
might force upon us, any calculation, any foresight of the thing at
all.

Why had we no foresight? Why had we this wilful blindness to
disagreeable possibilities? Why did we lie
so open to the unexpected crisis? Just what he said of himself he
said also of his country. It was curious to remember that. To
realise how closely Dower House could play the microcosm to the
whole Empire….

It became relevant to the trend of his thoughts that his son had
through his mother a strong strain of the dark Irish in his
composition.

How we had wasted Ireland! The rich values that lay in Ireland,
the gallantry and gifts, the possible friendliness, all these
things were being left to the Ulster politicians and the Tory women
to poison and spoil, just as we left India to the traditions of the
chattering army women and the repressive instincts of our
mandarins. We were too lazy, we were too negligent. We passed our
indolent days leaving everything to somebody else. Was this the
incurable British, just as it was the incurable Britling,
quality?

Was the whole prosperity of the British, the far-flung empire,
the securities, the busy order, just their good luck? It was a
question he had asked a hundred times of his national as of his
personal self. No doubt luck had favoured him. He was prosperous,
and he was still only at the livelier end of middle age. But was
there not also a personal factor, a meritorious factor? Luck had
favoured the British with a well-placed island, a hardening
climate, accessible minerals, but then too was there not also a
national virtue? Once he had believed in that, in a certain
gallantry, a noble levity, an underlying sound sense. The last ten
years of politics had made him doubt that profoundly. He clung to
it still, but without confidence. In the night that dear persuasion
left him altogether…. As for himself he had a certain brightness
and liveliness of mind, but the year of his fellowship had been a
soft year, he had got on to The Times through something very
like a misapprehension, and it was the chances of a dinner and a
duchess that had given him the opportunity of the Kahn show. He’d
dropped into good things that suited him.
That at any rate was the essence of it. And these lucky chances had
been no incentive to further effort. Because things had gone easily
and rapidly with him he had developed indolence into a philosophy.
Here he was just over forty, and explaining to the world,
explaining all through the week-end to this American—until
even God could endure it no longer and the smash stopped
him—how excellent was the backwardness of Essex and English
go-as-you-please, and how through good temper it made in some
mysterious way for all that was desirable. A fat English doctrine.
Punch has preached it for forty years.

But this wasn’t what he had always been. He thought of the
strenuous intentions of his youth, before he had got into this
turmoil of amorous experiences, while he was still out there with
the clean star of youth. As Hugh was….

In those days he had had no amiable doctrine of compromise. He
had truckled to no “domesticated God,” but talked of the “pitiless
truth”; he had tolerated no easygoing pseudo-aristocratic social
system, but dreamt of such a democracy “mewing its mighty youth” as
the world had never seen. He had thought that his brains were to do
their share in building up this great national imago,
winged, divine, out of the clumsy, crawling, snobbish,
comfort-loving caterpillar of Victorian England. With such dreams
his life had started, and the light of them, perhaps, had helped
him to his rapid success. And then his wife had died, and he had
married again and become somehow more interested in his income, and
then the rather expensive first of the eight experiences had
drained off so much of his imaginative energy, and the second had
drained off so much, and there had been quarrels and feuds, and the
way had been lost, and the days had passed. He hadn’t failed.
Indeed he counted as a success among his generation. He alone, in
the night watches, could gauge the quality of that success. He was
widely known, reputably known; he prospered.
Much had come, oh! by a mysterious luck, but everything was doomed
by his invincible defects. Beneath that hollow, enviable show there
ached waste. Waste, waste, waste—his heart, his imagination,
his wife, his son, his country—his automobile….

Then there flashed into his mind a last straw of disagreeable
realisation.

He hadn’t as yet insured his automobile! He had meant to do so.
The papers were on his writing-desk.

§ 7

On these black nights, when the personal Mr. Britling would lie
awake thinking how unsatisfactorily Mr. Britling was going on, and
when the impersonal Mr. Britling would be thinking how
unsatisfactorily his universe was going on, the whole mental
process had a likeness to some complex piece of orchestral music
wherein the organ deplored the melancholy destinies of the race
while the piccolo lamented the secret trouble of Mrs. Harrowdean;
the big drum thundered at the Irish politicians, and all the
violins bewailed the intellectual laxity of the university system.
Meanwhile the trumpets prophesied wars and disasters, the cymbals
ever and again inserted a clashing jar about the fatal delay in the
automobile insurance, while the triangle broke into a plangent solo
on the topic of a certain rotten gate-post he always forgot in the
daytime, and how in consequence the cows from the glebe farm got
into the garden and ate Mrs. Britling’s carnations.

Time after time he had promised to see to that gatepost….

The organ motif battled its way to complete predominance.
The lesser themes were drowned or absorbed. Mr. Britling returned
from the rôle of an incompetent automobilist to the
rôle of a soul naked in space and time wrestling with giant
questions. These cosmic solicitudes, it may
be, are the last penalty of irreligion. Was Huxley right, and was
all humanity, even as Mr. Britling, a careless, fitful thing,
playing a tragically hopeless game, thinking too slightly, moving
too quickly, against a relentless antagonist?

Or is the whole thing just witless, accidentally cruel perhaps,
but not malignant? Or is it wise, and merely refusing to pamper us?
Is there somewhere in the immensities some responsive kindliness,
some faint hope of toleration and assistance, something sensibly on
our side against death and mechanical cruelty? If so, it certainly
refuses to pamper us…. But if the whole thing is cruel, perhaps
also it is witless and will-less? One cannot imagine the ruler of
everything a devil—that would be silly. So if at the worst it
is inanimate then anyhow we have our poor wills and our poor wits
to pit against it. And manifestly then, the good of life, the
significance of any life that is not mere receptivity, lies in the
disciplined and clarified will and the sharpened and tempered mind.
And what for the last twenty years—for all his lectures and
writings—had he been doing to marshal the will and harden the
mind which were his weapons against the Dark? He was ready enough
to blame others—dons, politicians, public apathy, but what
was he himself doing?

What was he doing now?

Lying in bed!

His son was drifting to ruin, his country was going to the
devil, the house was a hospital of people wounded by his
carelessness, the country roads choked with his smashed (and
uninsured) automobiles, the cows were probably lined up along the
borders and munching Edith’s carnations at this very moment, his
pocketbook and bureau were stuffed with venomous insults about
her—and he was just lying in bed!

Suddenly Mr. Britling threw back his bedclothes and felt for the
matches on his bedside table.

Indeed this was by no means the first time that his
brain had become a whirring torment in his
skull. Previous experiences had led to the most careful provision
for exactly such states. Over the end of the bed hung a light, warm
pyjama suit of llama-wool, and at the feet of it were two tall
boots of the same material that buckled to the middle of his calf.
So protected, Mr. Britling proceeded to make himself tea. A Primus
stove stood ready inside the fender of his fireplace, and on it was
a brightly polished brass kettle filled with water; a little table
carried a tea-caddy, a tea-pot, a lemon and a glass. Mr. Britling
lit the stove and then strolled to his desk. He was going to write
certain “Plain Words about Ireland.” He lit his study lamp and
meditated beside it until a sound of water boiling called him to
his tea-making.

He returned to his desk stirring the lemon in his glass of tea.
He would write the plain common sense of this Irish situation. He
would put things so plainly that this squabbling folly would
have to cease. It should be done austerely, with a sort of
ironical directness. There should be no abuse, no bitterness, only
a deep passion of sanity.

What is the good of grieving over a smashed automobile?

He sipped his tea and made a few notes on his writing pad. His
face in the light of his shaded reading lamp had lost its
distraught expression, his hand fingered his familiar fountain
pen….

§ 8

The next morning Mr. Britling came into Mr. Direck’s room. He
was pink from his morning bath, he was wearing a cheerful
green-and-blue silk dressing gown, he had shaved already, he showed
no trace of his nocturnal vigil. In the bathroom he had whistled
like a bird. “Had a good night?” he said. “That’s famous. So did I.
And the wrist and arm didn’t even ache enough to keep you
awake?”

“I thought I heard you talking and walking about,” said Mr.
Direck.

“I got up for a little bit and worked. I often do that. I hope I
didn’t disturb you. Just for an hour or so. It’s so delightfully
quiet in the night….”

He went to the window and blinked at the garden outside. His two
younger sons appeared on their bicycles returning from some early
expedition. He waved a hand of greeting. It was one of those summer
mornings when attenuated mist seems to fill the very air with
sunshine dust.

“This is the sunniest morning bedroom in the house,” he said.
“It’s south-east.”

The sunlight slashed into the masses of the blue cedar outside
with a score of golden spears.

“The Dayspring from on High,” he said…. “I thought of rather a
useful pamphlet in the night.

“I’ve been thinking about your luggage at that hotel,” he went
on, turning to his guest again. “You’ll have to write and get it
packed up and sent down here—

“No,” he said, “we won’t let you go until you can hit out with
that arm and fell a man. Listen!”

Mr. Direck could not distinguish any definite sound.

“The smell of frying rashers, I mean,” said Mr. Britling. “It’s
the clarion of the morn in every proper English home….

“You’d like a rasher, coffee?

“It’s good to work in the night, and it’s good to wake in the
morning,” said Mr. Britling, rubbing his hands together. “I suppose
I wrote nearly two thousand words. So quiet one is, so
concentrated. And as soon as I have had my breakfast I shall go on
with it again.”


CHAPTER THE FIFTH

THE COMING OF THE DAY

§ 1

It was quite characteristic of the state of mind of England in
the summer of 1914 that Mr. Britling should be mightily concerned
about the conflict in Ireland, and almost deliberately negligent of
the possibility of a war with Germany.

The armament of Germany, the hostility of Germany, the
consistent assertion of Germany, the world-wide clash of British
and German interests, had been facts in the consciousness of
Englishmen for more than a quarter of a century. A whole generation
had been born and brought up in the threat of this German war. A
threat that goes on for too long ceases to have the effect of a
threat, and this overhanging possibility had become a fixed and
scarcely disturbing feature of the British situation. It kept the
navy sedulous and Colonel Rendezvous uneasy; it stimulated a small
and not very influential section of the press to a series of
reminders that bored Mr. Britling acutely, it was the excuse for an
agitation that made national service ridiculous, and quite
subconsciously it affected his attitude to a hundred things. For
example, it was a factor in his very keen indignation at the Tory
levity in Ireland, in his disgust with many things that irritated
or estranged Indian feeling. It bored him; there it was, a danger,
and there was no denying it, and yet he believed firmly that it was
a mine that would never be fired, an avalanche that would never
fall. It was a nuisance, a stupidity, that kept Europe drilling and
wasted enormous sums on unavoidable preparations; it hung up
everything like a noisy argument in a drawing-room, but that
human weakness and folly would ever let the
mine actually explode he did not believe. He had been in France in
1911, he had seen how close things had come then to a conflict, and
the fact that they had not come to a conflict had enormously
strengthened his natural disposition to believe that at bottom
Germany was sane and her militarism a bluff.

But the Irish difficulty was a different thing. There, he felt,
was need for the liveliest exertions. A few obstinate people in
influential positions were manifestly pushing things to an
outrageous point….

He wrote through the morning—and as the morning progressed
the judicial calm of his opening intentions warmed to a certain
regrettable vigour of phrasing about our politicians, about our
political ladies, and our hand-to-mouth press….

He came down to lunch in a frayed, exhausted condition, and was
much afflicted by a series of questions from Herr Heinrich. For it
was an incurable characteristic of Herr Heinrich that he asked
questions; the greater part of his conversation took the form of
question and answer, and his thirst for information was as marked
as his belief that German should not simply be spoken but spoken
“out loud.” He invariably prefaced his inquiries with the word
“Please,” and he insisted upon ascribing an omniscience to his
employer that it was extremely irksome to justify after a strenuous
morning of enthusiastic literary effort. He now took the
opportunity of a lull in the solicitudes and congratulations that
had followed Mr. Direck’s appearance—and Mr. Direck was so
little shattered by his misadventure that with the assistance of
the kindly Teddy he had got up and dressed and come down to
lunch—to put the matter that had been occupying his mind all
the morning, even to the detriment of the lessons of the Masters
Britling.

“Please!” he said, going a deeper shade of pink and partly
turning to Mr. Britling.

A look of resignation came into Mr. Britling’s eyes. “Yes?” he
said.

“I do not think it will be wise to take my ticket for the
Esperanto Conference at Boulogne. Because I think it is probable to
be war between Austria and Servia, and that Russia may make war on
Austria.”

“That may happen. But I think it improbable.”

“If Russia makes war on Austria, Germany will make war on
Russia, will she not?”

“Not if she is wise,” said Mr. Britling, “because that would
bring in France.”

“That is why I ask. If Germany goes to war with France I should
have to go to Germany to do my service. It will be a great
inconvenience to me.”

“I don’t imagine Germany will do anything so frantic as to
attack Russia. That would not only bring in France but
ourselves.”

“England?”

“Of course. We can’t afford to see France go under. The thing is
as plain as daylight. So plain that it cannot possibly happen….
Cannot…. Unless Germany wants a universal war.”

“Thank you,” said Herr Heinrich, looking obedient rather than
reassured.

“I suppose now,” said Mr. Direck after a pause, “that there
isn’t any strong party in Germany that wants a war. That young
Crown Prince, for example.”

“They keep him in order,” said Mr. Britling a little irritably.
“They keep him in order….

“I used to be an alarmist about Germany,” said Mr. Britling,
“but I have come to feel more and more confidence in the sound
common sense of the mass of the German population, and in the
Emperor too if it comes to that. He is—if Herr Heinrich will
permit me to agree with his own German comic papers—sometimes
a little theatrical, sometimes a little egotistical, but in his
operatic, boldly coloured way he means
peace. I am convinced he means peace….”

§ 2

After lunch Mr. Britling had a brilliant idea for the ease and
comfort of Mr. Direck.

It seemed as though Mr. Direck would be unable to write any
letters until his wrist had mended. Teddy tried him with a
typewriter, but Mr. Direck was very awkward with his left hand, and
then Mr. Britling suddenly remembered a little peculiarity he had
which it was possible that Mr. Direck might share unconsciously,
and that was his gift of looking-glass writing with his left hand.
Mr. Britling had found out quite by chance in his schoolboy days
that while his right hand had been laboriously learning to write,
his left hand, all unsuspected, had been picking up the same
lesson, and that by taking a pencil in his left hand and writing
from right to left, without watching what he was writing, and then
examining the scrawl in a mirror, he could reproduce his own
handwriting in exact reverse. About three people out of five have
this often quite unsuspected ability. He demonstrated his gift, and
then Miss Cecily Corner, who had dropped in in a casual sort of way
to ask about Mr. Direck, tried it, and then Mr. Direck tried it.
And they could all do it. And then Teddy brought a sheet of copying
carbon, and so Mr. Direck, by using the carbon reversed under his
paper, was restored to the world of correspondence again.

They sat round a little table under the cedar trees amusing
themselves with these experiments, and after that Cecily and Mr.
Britling and the two small boys entertained themselves by drawing
pigs with their eyes shut, and then Mr. Britling and Teddy played
hard at Badminton until it was time for tea. And Cecily sat by Mr.
Direck and took an interest in his accident, and he told her about
summer holidays in the Adirondacks and how he loved to travel. She
said she would love to travel. He said that
so soon as he was better he would go on to Paris and then into
Germany. He was extraordinarily curious about this Germany and its
tremendous militarism. He’d far rather see it than Italy, which
was, he thought, just all art and ancient history. His turn was for
modern problems. Though of course he didn’t intend to leave out
Italy while he was at it. And then their talk was scattered, and
there was great excitement because Herr Heinrich had lost his
squirrel.

He appeared coming out of the house into the sunshine, and so
distraught that he had forgotten the protection of his hat. He was
very pink and deeply moved.

“But what shall I do without him?” he cried. “He has gone!”

The squirrel, Mr. Direck gathered, had been bought by Mrs.
Britling for the boys some month or so ago; it had been christened
“Bill” and adored and then neglected, until Herr Heinrich took it
over. It had filled a place in his ample heart that the none too
demonstrative affection of the Britling household had left empty.
He abandoned his pursuit of philology almost entirely for the
cherishing and adoration of this busy, nimble little creature. He
carried it off to his own room, where it ran loose and took the
greatest liberties with him and his apartment. It was an
extraordinarily bold and savage little beast even for a squirrel,
but Herr Heinrich had set his heart and his very large and patient
will upon the establishment of sentimental relations. He believed
that ultimately Bill would let himself be stroked, that he would
make Bill love him and understand him, and that his would be the
only hand that Bill would ever suffer to touch him. In the
meanwhile even the untamed Bill was wonderful to watch. One could
watch him forever. His front paws were like hands, like a
musician’s hands, very long and narrow. “He would be a musician if
he could only make his fingers go apart, because when I play my
violin he listens. He is attentive.”

The entire household became interested in Herr Heinrich’s
attacks upon Bill’s affection. They watched his fingers with
particular interest because it was upon those that Bill vented his
failures to respond to the stroking advances.

“To-day I have stroked him once and he has bitten me three
times,” Herr Heinrich reported. “Soon I will stroke him three times
and he shall not bite me at all…. Also yesterday he climbed up me
and sat on my shoulder, and suddenly bit my ear. It was not hard he
bit, but sudden.

“He does not mean to bite,” said Herr Heinrich. “Because when he
has bit me he is sorry. He is ashamed.

“You can see he is ashamed.”

Assisted by the two small boys, Herr Heinrich presently got a
huge bough of oak and brought it into his room, converting the
entire apartment into the likeness of an aviary. “For this,” said
Herr Heinrich, looking grave and diplomatic through his glasses,
“Billy will be very grateful. And it will give him confidence with
me. It will make him feel we are in the forest together.”

Mrs. Britling came to console her husband in the matter.

“It is not right that the bedroom should be filled with trees.
All sorts of dust and litter came in with it.”

“If it amuses him,” said Mr. Britling.

“But it makes work for the servants.”

“Do they complain?”

“No.”

“Things will adjust themselves. And it is amusing that he should
do such a thing….”

And now Billy had disappeared, and Herr Heinrich was on the
verge of tears. It was so ungrateful of Billy. Without a word.

“They leave my window open,” he complained to Mr. Direck. “Often
I have askit them not to. And of course he did not understand. He
has out climbit by the ivy. Anything may
have happened to him. Anything. He is not used to going out alone.
He is too young.

“Perhaps if I call—”

And suddenly he had gone off round the house crying: “Beelee!
Beelee! Here is an almond for you! An almond, Beelee!”

“Makes me want to get up and help,” said Mr. Direck. “It’s a
tragedy.”

Everybody else was helping. Even the gardener and his boy
knocked off work and explored the upper recesses of various
possible trees.

“He is too young,” said Herr Heinrich, drifting back…. And
then presently: “If he heard my voice I am sure he would show
himself. But he does not show himself.”

It was clear he feared the worst….

At supper Billy was the sole topic of conversation, and
condolence was in the air. The impression that on the whole he had
displayed rather a brutal character was combated by Herr Heinrich,
who held that a certain brusqueness was Billy’s only fault, and
told anecdotes, almost sacred anecdotes, of the little creature’s
tenderer, nobler side. “When I feed him always he says, ‘Thank
you,'” said Herr Heinrich. “He never fails.” He betrayed darker
thoughts. “When I went round by the barn there was a cat that sat
and looked at me out of a laurel bush,” he said. “I do not like
cats.”

Mr. Lawrence Carmine, who had dropped in, was suddenly reminded
of that lugubrious old ballad, “The Mistletoe Bough,” and recited
large worn fragments of it impressively. It tells of how a
beautiful girl hid away in a chest during a Christmas game of
hide-and-seek, and how she was found, a dried vestige, years
afterwards. It took a very powerful hold upon Herr Heinrich’s
imagination. “Let us now,” he said, “make an examination of every
box and cupboard and drawer. Marking each as we go….”

When Mr. Britling went to bed that night, after a long gossip
with Carmine about the Bramo Samaj and modern developments of
Indian thought generally, the squirrel was still undiscovered.

The worthy modern thinker undressed slowly, blew out his candle
and got into bed. Still meditating deeply upon the God of the
Tagores, he thrust his right hand under his pillow according to his
usual practice, and encountered something soft and warm and active.
He shot out of bed convulsively, lit his candle, and lifted his
pillow discreetly.

He discovered the missing Billy looking crumpled and
annoyed.

For some moments there was a lively struggle before Billy was
gripped. He chattered furiously and bit Mr. Britling twice. Then
Mr. Britling was out in the passage with the wriggling lump of warm
fur in his hand, and paddling along in the darkness to the door of
Herr Heinrich. He opened it softly.

A startled white figure sat up in bed sharply.

“Billy,” said Mr. Britling by way of explanation, dropped his
capture on the carpet, and shut the door on the touching
reunion.

§ 3

A day was to come when Mr. Britling was to go over the history
of that sunny July with incredulous minuteness, trying to trace the
real succession of events that led from the startling crime at
Sarajevo to Europe’s last swift rush into war. In a sense it was
untraceable; in a sense it was so obvious that he was amazed the
whole world had not watched the coming of disaster. The plain fact
of the case was that there was no direct connection; the Sarajevo
murders were dropped for two whole weeks out of the general
consciousness, they went out of the papers, they ceased to be
discussed; then they were picked up again and used as an excuse for
war. Germany, armed so as to be a threat to all the world, weary at
last of her mighty vigil, watching the
course of events, decided that her moment had come, and snatched
the dead archduke out of his grave again to serve her tremendous
ambition.

It may well have seemed to the belligerent German patriot that
all her possible foes were confused, divided within themselves, at
an extremity of distraction and impotence. The British Isles seemed
slipping steadily into civil war. Threat was met by counter-threat,
violent fool competed with violent fool for the admiration of the
world, the National Volunteers armed against the Ulster men;
everything moved on with a kind of mechanical precision from parade
and meeting towards the fatal gun-running of Howth and the first
bloodshed in Dublin streets. That wretched affray, far more than
any other single thing, must have stiffened Germany in the course
she had chosen. There can be no doubt of it; the mischief makers of
Ireland set the final confirmation upon the European war. In
England itself there was a summer fever of strikes; Liverpool was
choked by a dockers’ strike, the East Anglian agricultural
labourers were in revolt, and the building trade throughout the
country was on the verge of a lockout. Russia seemed to be in the
crisis of a social revolution. From Baku to St. Petersburg there
were insurrectionary movements in the towns, and on the
23rd—the very day of the Austrian ultimatum—Cossacks
were storming barbed wire entanglements in the streets of the
capital. The London Stock Exchange was in a state of panic
disorganisation because of a vast mysterious selling of securities
from abroad. And France, France it seemed was lost to all other
consideration in the enthralling confrontations and denunciations
of the Caillaux murder trial, the trial of the wife of her ex-prime
Minister for the murder of a blackmailing journalist. It was a case
full of the vulgarest sexual violence. Before so piquant a
spectacle France it seemed could have no time nor attention for the
revelation of M. Humbert, the Reporter of the Army Committee,
proclaiming that the artillery was short of
ammunition, that her infantry had boots “thirty years old” and not
enough of those….

Such were the appearances of things. Can it be wondered if it
seemed to the German mind that the moment for the triumphant
assertion of the German predominance in the world had come? A day
or so before the Dublin shooting, the murder of Sarajevo had been
dragged again into the foreground of the world’s affairs by an
ultimatum from Austria to Serbia of the extremest violence. From
the hour when the ultimatum was discharged the way to Armageddon
lay wide and unavoidable before the feet of Europe. After the
Dublin conflict there was no turning back. For a week Europe was
occupied by proceedings that were little more than the recital of a
formula. Austria could not withdraw her unqualified threats without
admitting error and defeat, Russia could not desert Serbia without
disgrace, Germany stood behind Austria, France was bound to Russia
by a long confederacy of mutual support, and it was impossible for
England to witness the destruction of France or the further
strengthening of a loud and threatening rival. It may be that
Germany counted on Russia giving way to her, it may be she counted
on the indecisions and feeble perplexities of England, both these
possibilities were in the reckoning, but chiefly she counted on
war. She counted on war, and since no nation in all the world had
ever been so fully prepared in every way for war as she was, she
also counted on victory.

One writes “Germany.” That is how one writes of nations, as
though they had single brains and single purposes. But indeed while
Mr. Britling lay awake and thought of his son and Lady Frensham and
his smashed automobile and Mrs. Harrowdean’s trick of abusive
letter-writing and of God and evil and a thousand perplexities, a
multitude of other brains must also have been busy, lying also in
beds or sitting in studies or watching in guard-rooms or chatting
belatedly in cafés or smoking-rooms or pacing the bridges of
battleships or walking along in city or
country, upon this huge possibility the crime of Sarajevo had just
opened, and of the state of the world in relation to such
possibilities. Few women, one guesses, heeded what was happening,
and of the men, the men whose decision to launch that implacable
threat turned the destinies of the world to war, there is no reason
to believe that a single one of them had anything approaching the
imaginative power needed to understand fully what it was they were
doing. We have looked for an hour or so into the seething pot of
Mr. Britling’s brain and marked its multiple strands, its
inconsistencies, its irrational transitions. It was but a specimen.
Nearly every brain of the select few that counted in this cardinal
determination of the world’s destinies, had its streak of personal
motive, its absurd and petty impulses and deflections. One man
decided to say this because if he said that he would
contradict something he had said and printed four or five days ago;
another took a certain line because so he saw his best opportunity
of putting a rival into a perplexity. It would be strange if one
could reach out now and recover the states of mind of two such
beings as the German Kaiser and his eldest son as Europe stumbled
towards her fate through the long days and warm, close nights of
that July. Here was the occasion for which so much of their lives
had been but the large pretentious preparation, coming right into
their hands to use or forgo, here was the opportunity that would
put them into the very forefront of history forever; this
journalist emperor with the paralysed arm, this common-fibred, sly,
lascivious son. It is impossible that they did not dream of glory
over all the world, of triumphant processions, of a world-throne
that would outshine Caesar’s, of a godlike elevation, of acting
Divus Caesar while yet alive. And being what they were they must
have imagined spectators, and the young man, who was after all a
young man of particularly poor quality, imagined no doubt certain
women onlookers, certain humiliated and astonished friends,
and thought of the clothes he would wear and
the gestures he would make. The nickname his English cousins had
given this heir to all the glories was the “White Rabbit.” He was
the backbone of the war party at court. And presently he stole
bric-à-brac. That will help posterity to the proper values
of things in 1914. And the Teutonic generals and admirals and
strategists with their patient and perfect plans, who were so
confident of victory, each within a busy skull must have enacted
anticipatory dreams of his personal success and marshalled his
willing and unwilling admirers. Readers of histories and memoirs as
most of this class of men are, they must have composed little
eulogistic descriptions of the part themselves were to play in the
opening drama, imagined pleasing vindications and interesting
documents. Some of them perhaps saw difficulties, but few foresaw
failure. For all this set of brains the thing came as a choice to
take or reject; they could make war or prevent it. And they chose
war.

It is doubtful if any one outside the directing intelligence of
Germany and Austria saw anything so plain. The initiative was with
Germany. The Russian brains and the French brains and the British
brains, the few that were really coming round to look at this
problem squarely, had a far less simple set of problems and
profounder uncertainties. To Mr. Britling’s mind the Round Table
Conference at Buckingham Palace was typical of the disunion and
indecision that lasted up to the very outbreak of hostilities. The
solemn violence of Sir Edward Carson was intensely antipathetic to
Mr. Britling, and in his retrospective inquiries he pictured to
himself that dark figure with its dropping under-lip, seated, heavy
and obstinate, at that discussion, still implacable though the King
had but just departed after a little speech that was packed with
veiled intimations of imminent danger…

Mr. Britling had no mercy in his mind for the treason of
obstinate egotism and for persistence in a mistaken course. His own temperamental weaknesses lay in
such different directions. He was always ready to leave one trail
for another; he was always open to conviction, trusting to the
essentials of his character for an ultimate consistency. He hated
Carson in those days as a Scotch terrier might hate a bloodhound,
as something at once more effective and impressive, and
exasperatingly, infinitely less intelligent.

§ 4

Thus—a vivid fact as yet only in a few hundred skulls or
so—the vast catastrophe of the Great War gathered behind the
idle, dispersed and confused spectacle of an indifferent world,
very much as the storms and rains of late September gathered behind
the glow and lassitudes of August, and with scarcely more of set
human intention. For the greater part of mankind the European
international situation was at most something in the papers, no
more important than the political disturbances in South Africa,
where the Herzogites were curiously uneasy, or the possible trouble
between Turkey and Greece. The things that really interested people
in England during the last months of peace were boxing and the
summer sales. A brilliant young Frenchman, Carpentier, who had
knocked out Bombardier Wells, came over again to defeat Gunboat
Smith, and did so to the infinite delight of France and the whole
Latin world, amidst the generous applause of Anglo-Saxondom. And
there was also a British triumph over the Americans at polo, and a
lively and cultured newspaper discussion about a proper motto for
the arms of the London County Council. The trial of Madame Caillaux
filled the papers with animated reports and vivid pictures; Gregori
Rasputin was stabbed and became the subject of much lively gossip
about the Russian Court; and Ulivi, the Italian impostor who
claimed he could explode mines by means of an “ultra-red” ray, was
exposed and fled with a lady, very
amusingly. For a few days all the work at Woolwich Arsenal was held
up because a certain Mr. Entwhistle, having refused to erect a
machine on a concrete bed laid down by non-unionists, was rather
uncivilly dismissed, and the Irish trouble pounded along its
tiresome mischievous way. People gave a divided attention to these
various topics, and went about their individual businesses.

And at Dower House they went about their businesses. Mr.
Direck’s arm healed rapidly; Cecily Corner and he talked of their
objects in life and Utopias and the books of Mr. Britling, and he
got down from a London bookseller Baedeker’s guides for Holland and
Belgium, South Germany and Italy; Herr Heinrich after some doubt
sent in his application form and his preliminary deposit for the
Esperanto Conference at Boulogne, and Billy consented to be stroked
three times but continued to bite with great vigour and
promptitude. And the trouble about Hugh, Mr. Britling’s eldest son,
resolved itself into nothing of any vital importance, and settled
itself very easily.

§ 5

After Hugh had cleared things up and gone back to London Mr.
Britling was inclined to think that such a thing as apprehension
was a sin against the general fairness and integrity of life.

Of all things in the world Hugh was the one that could most
easily rouse Mr. Britling’s unhappy aptitude for distressing
imaginations. Hugh was nearer by far to his heart and nerves than
any other creature. In the last few years Mr. Britling, by the
light of a variety of emotional excursions in other directions, had
been discovering this. Whatever Mr. Britling discovered he talked
about; he had evolved from his realisation of this tenderness,
which was without an effort so much tenderer than all the subtle
and tremendous feelings he had attempted in his—excursions,
the theory that he had expounded to Mr. Direck that it is only
through our children that we are able to
achieve disinterested love, real love. But that left unexplained
that far more intimate emotional hold of Hugh than of his very
jolly little step-brothers. That was a fact into which Mr. Britling
rather sedulously wouldn’t look….

Mr. Britling was probably much franker and more open-eyed with
himself and the universe than a great number of intelligent people,
and yet there were quite a number of aspects of his relations with
his wife, with people about him, with his country and God and the
nature of things, upon which he turned his back with an attentive
persistence. But a back too resolutely turned may be as indicative
as a pointing finger, and in this retrogressive way, and tacitly
even so far as his formal thoughts, his unspoken comments, went,
Mr. Britling knew that he loved his son because he had lavished the
most hope and the most imagination upon him, because he was the one
living continuation of that dear life with Mary, so lovingly stormy
at the time, so fine now in memory, that had really possessed the
whole heart of Mr. Britling. The boy had been the joy and marvel of
the young parents; it was incredible to them that there had ever
been a creature so delicate and sweet, and they brought
considerable imagination and humour to the detailed study of his
minute personality and to the forecasting of his future. Mr.
Britling’s mind blossomed with wonderful schemes for his education.
All that mental growth no doubt contributed greatly to Mr.
Britling’s peculiar affection, and with it there interwove still
tenderer and subtler elements, for the boy had a score of Mary’s
traits. But there were other things still more conspicuously
ignored. One silent factor in the slow widening of the breach
between Edith and Mr. Britling was her cool estimate of her
stepson. She was steadfastly kind to this shock-headed, untidy
little dreamer, he was extremely well cared for in her hands, she
liked him and she was amused by him—it is difficult to
imagine what more Mr. Britling could have
expected—but it was as plain as
daylight that she felt that this was not the child she would have
cared to have borne. It was quite preposterous and perfectly
natural that this should seem to Mr. Britling to be unfair to
Hugh.

Edith’s home was more prosperous than Mary’s; she brought her
own money to it; the bringing up of her children was a far more
efficient business than Mary’s instinctive proceedings. Hugh had
very nearly died in his first year of life; some summer infection
had snatched at him; that had tied him to his father’s heart by a
knot of fear; but no infection had ever come near Edith’s own
nursery. And it was Hugh that Mr. Britling had seen, small and
green-faced and pitiful under an anaesthetic for some necessary
small operation to his adenoids. His younger children had never
stabbed to Mr. Britling’s heart with any such pitifulness; they
were not so thin-skinned as their elder brother, not so assailable
by the little animosities of dust and germ. And out of such things
as this evolved a shapeless cloud of championship for Hugh.
Jealousies and suspicions are latent in every human relationship.
We go about the affairs of life pretending magnificently that they
are not so, pretending to the generosities we desire. And in all
step-relationships jealousy and suspicion are not merely latent,
they stir.

It was Mr. Britling’s case for Hugh that he was something
exceptional, something exceptionally good, and that the peculiar
need there was to take care of him was due to a delicacy of nerve
and fibre that was ultimately a virtue. The boy was quick, quick to
hear, quick to move, very accurate in his swift way, he talked
unusually soon, he began to sketch at an early age with an
incurable roughness and a remarkable expressiveness. That he was
sometimes ungainly, often untidy, that he would become so mentally
preoccupied as to be uncivil to people about him, that he caught
any malaise that was going, was all a part of that. The sense of
Mrs. Britling’s unexpressed criticisms, the implied contrasts with
the very jolly, very uninspired younger
family, kept up a nervous desire in Mr. Britling for evidences and
manifestations of Hugh’s quality. Not always with happy results; it
caused much mutual irritation, but not enough to prevent the growth
of a real response on Hugh’s part to his father’s solicitude. The
youngster knew and felt that his father was his father just as
certainly as he felt that Mrs. Britling was not his mother. To his
father he brought his successes and to his father he appealed.

But he brought his successes more readily than he brought his
troubles. So far as he himself was concerned he was disposed to
take a humorous view of the things that went wrong and didn’t come
off with him, but as a “Tremendous Set-Down for the Proud Parent”
they resisted humorous treatment….

Now the trouble that he had been hesitating to bring before his
father was concerned with that very grave interest of the young,
his Object in Life. It had nothing to do with those erotic
disturbances that had distressed his father’s imagination. Whatever
was going on below the surface of Hugh’s smiling or thoughtful
presence in that respect had still to come to the surface and find
expression. But he was bothered very much by divergent strands in
his own intellectual composition. Two sets of interests pulled at
him, one—it will seem a dry interest to many readers, but for
Hugh it glittered and fascinated—was crystallography and
molecular physics; the other was caricature. Both aptitudes sprang
no doubt from the same exceptional sensitiveness to form. As a
schoolboy he exercised both very happily, but now he was getting to
the age of specialisation, and he was fluctuating very much between
science and art. After a spell of scientific study he would come
upon a fatigue period and find nothing in life but absurdities and
a lark that one could represent very amusingly; after a bout of
funny drawings his mind went back to his light and crystals and
films like a Magdalen repenting in a church. After his
public school he had refused Cambridge and
gone to University College, London, to work under the great and
inspiring Professor Cardinal; simultaneously Cardinal had been
arranging to go to Cambridge, and Hugh had scarcely embarked upon
his London work when Cardinal was succeeded by the dull,
conscientious and depressing Pelkingham, at whose touch crystals
became as puddings, bubble films like cotton sheets, transparency
vanished from the world, and X rays dwarfed and died. And Hugh
degenerated immediately into a scoffing trifler who wished to give
up science for art.

He gave up science for art after grave consultation with his
father, and the real trouble that had been fretting him, it seemed,
was that now he repented and wanted to follow Cardinal to
Cambridge, and—a year lost—go on with science again. He
felt it was a discreditable fluctuation; he knew it would be a
considerable expense; and so he took two weeks before he could
screw himself up to broaching the matter.

“So that is all,” said Mr. Britling, immensely
relieved.

“My dear Parent, you didn’t think I had backed a bill or forged
a cheque?”

“I thought you might have married a chorus girl or something of
that sort,” said Mr. Britling.

“Or bought a large cream-coloured motor-car for her on the
instalment system, which she’d smashed up. No, that sort of thing
comes later…. I’ll just put myself down on the waiting list of
one of those bits of delight in the Cambridge tobacco
shops—and go on with my studies for a year or two….”

§ 6

Though Mr. Britling’s anxiety about his son was dispelled, his
mind remained curiously apprehensive throughout July. He had a
feeling that things were not going well with the world, a feeling
he tried in vain to dispel by various
distractions. Perhaps some subtler subconscious analysis of the
situation was working out probabilities that his conscious self
would not face. And when presently he bicycled off to Mrs.
Harrowdean for flattery, amusement, and comfort generally, he found
her by no means the exalting confirmation of everything he wished
to believe about himself and the universe, that had been her
delightful rôle in the early stages of their romantic
friendship. She maintained her hostility to Edith; she seemed bent
on making things impossible. And yet there were one or two phases
of the old sustaining intimacies.

They walked across her absurd little park to the summer-house
with the view on the afternoon of his arrival, and they discussed
the Irish pamphlet which was now nearly finished.

“Of course,” she said, “it will be a wonderful pamphlet.”

There was a reservation in her voice that made him wait.

“But I suppose all sorts of people could write an Irish
pamphlet. Nobody but you could write ‘The Silent Places.’ Oh,
why don’t you finish that great beautiful thing, and leave
all this world of reality and newspapers, all these Crude, Vulgar,
Quarrelsome, Jarring things to other people? You have the magic
gift, you might be a poet, you can take us out of all these horrid
things that are, away to Beautyland, and you are just content to be
a critic and a disputer. It’s your surroundings. It’s your sordid
realities. It’s that Practicality at your elbow. You ought never to
see a newspaper. You ought never to have an American come within
ten miles of you. You ought to live on bowls of milk drunk in
valleys of asphodel.”

Mr. Britling, who liked this sort of thing in a way, and yet at
the same time felt ridiculously distended and altogether
preposterous while it was going on, answered feebly and
self-consciously.

“There was your letter in the Nation the other day,” she
said. “Why do you get drawn into arguments? I wanted to rush
into the Nation and pick you up and wipe the anger off you,
and carry you out of it all—into some quiet beautiful
place.”

“But one has to answer these people,” said Mr. Britling,
rolling along by the side of her like a full moon beside Venus, and
quite artlessly falling in with the tone of her.

She repeated lines from “The Silent Places” from memory. She
threw quite wonderful emotion into her voice. She made the words
glow. And he had only shown her the thing once….

Was he indeed burying a marvellous gift under the dust of
current affairs? When at last in the warm evening light they
strolled back from the summer-house to dinner he had definitely
promised her that he would take up and finish “The Silent
Places.”… And think over the Irish pamphlet again before he
published it….

Pyecrafts was like a crystal casket of finer soil withdrawn from
the tarred highways of the earth….

And yet the very next day this angel enemy of controversies
broke out in the most abominable way about Edith, and he had to
tell her more plainly than he had done hitherto, that he could not
tolerate that sort of thing. He wouldn’t have Edith guyed. He
wouldn’t have Edith made to seem base. And at that there was much
trouble between them, and tears and talk of Oliver….

Mr. Britling found himself unable to get on either with “The
Silent Places” or the pamphlet, and he was very unhappy….

Afterwards she repented very touchingly, and said that if only
he would love her she would swallow a thousand Ediths. He waived a
certain disrespect in the idea of her swallowing Edith, and they
had a beautiful reconciliation and talked of exalted things, and in
the evening he worked quite well upon “The Silent Places” and
thought of half-a-dozen quite wonderful
lines, and in the course of the next day he returned to Dower House
and Mr. Direck and considerable piles of correspondence and the
completion of the Irish pamphlet.

But he was restless. He was more restless in his house than he
had ever been. He could not understand it. Everything about him was
just as it had always been, and yet it was unsatisfactory, and it
seemed more unstable than anything had ever seemed before. He was
bored by the solemn development of the Irish dispute; he was
irritated by the smouldering threat of the Balkans; he was
irritated by the suffragettes and by a string of irrational little
strikes; by the general absence of any main plot as it were to hold
all these wranglings and trivialities together…. At the Dower
House the most unpleasant thoughts would come to him. He even had
doubts whether in “The Silent Places,” he had been plagiarising,
more or less unconsciously, from Henry James’s “Great Good
Place.”…

On the twenty-first of July Gladys came back repaired and
looking none the worse for her misadventure. Next day he drove her
very carefully over to Pyecrafts, hoping to drug his uneasiness
with the pretence of a grand passion and the praises of “The Silent
Places,” that beautiful work of art that was so free from any taint
of application, and alas! he found Mrs. Harrowdean in an evil mood.
He had been away from her for ten days—ten whole days. No
doubt Edith had manoeuvred to keep him. She hadn’t! Hadn’t
she? How was he, poor simple soul! to tell that she hadn’t? That
was the prelude to a stormy afternoon.

The burthen of Mrs. Harrowdean was that she was wasting her
life, that she was wasting the poor, good, patient Oliver’s life,
that for the sake of friendship she was braving the worst
imputations and that he treated her cavalierly, came when he wished
to do so, stayed away heartlessly, never thought she needed
little treats, little
attentions, little presents. Did he think she could settle
down to her poor work, such as it was, in neglect and loneliness?
He forgot women were dear little tender things, and had to be made
happy and kept happy. Oliver might not be clever and
attractive but he did at least in his clumsy way understand and try
and do his duty….

Towards the end of the second hour of such complaints the spirit
of Mr. Britling rose in revolt. He lifted up his voice against her,
he charged his voice with indignant sorrow and declared that he had
come over to Pyecrafts with no thought in his mind but sweet and
loving thoughts, that he had but waited for Gladys to be ready
before he came, that he had brought over the manuscript of “The
Silent Places” with him to polish and finish up, that “for days and
days” he had been longing to do this in the atmosphere of the dear
old summer-house with its distant view of the dear old sea, and
that now all that was impossible, that Mrs. Harrowdean had made it
impossible and that indeed she was rapidly making everything
impossible….

And having delivered himself of this judgment Mr. Britling, a
little surprised at the rapid vigour of his anger, once he had let
it loose, came suddenly to an end of his words, made a renunciatory
gesture with his arms, and as if struck with the idea, rushed out
of her room and out of the house to where Gladys stood waiting. He
got into her and started her up, and after some trouble with the
gear due to the violence of his emotion, he turned her round and
departed with her—crushing the corner of a small bed of
snapdragon as he turned—and dove her with a sulky
sedulousness back to the Dower House and newspapers and
correspondence and irritations, and that gnawing and irrational
sense of a hollow and aimless quality in the world that he had
hoped Mrs. Harrowdean would assuage. And the further he went from
Mrs. Harrowdean the harsher and unjuster it seemed to him that he
had been to her.

But he went on because he did not see how he could very well go
back.

§ 7

Mr. Direck’s broken wrist healed sooner than he desired. From
the first he had protested that it was the sort of thing that one
can carry about in a sling, that he was quite capable of travelling
about and taking care of himself in hotels, that he was only
staying on at Matching’s Easy because he just loved to stay on and
wallow in Mrs. Britling’s kindness and Mr. Britling’s company.
While as a matter of fact he wallowed as much as he could in the
freshness and friendliness of Miss Cecily Corner, and for more than
a third of this period Mr. Britling was away from home
altogether.

Mr. Direck, it should be clear by this time, was a man of more
than European simplicity and directness, and his intentions towards
the young lady were as simple and direct and altogether honest as
such intentions can be. It is the American conception of gallantry
more than any other people’s, to let the lady call the tune in
these affairs; the man’s place is to be protective, propitiatory,
accommodating and clever, and the lady’s to be difficult but
delightful until he catches her and houses her splendidly and gives
her a surprising lot of pocket-money, and goes about his business;
and upon these assumptions Mr. Direck went to work. But quite early
it was manifest to him that Cecily did not recognise his
assumptions. She was embarrassed when he got down one or two little
presents of chocolates and flowers for her from London—-the
Britling boys were much more appreciative—she wouldn’t let
him contrive costly little expeditions for her, and she protested
against compliments and declared she would stay away when he paid
them. And she was not contented by his general sentiments about
life, but asked the most direct questions about his occupation and
his activities. His chief occupation was being the well provided heir of a capable lawyer, and his
activities in the light of her inquiries struck him as being light
and a trifle amateurish, qualities he had never felt as any
drawback about them before. So that he had to rely rather upon
aspirations and the possibility, under proper inspiration, of a
more actively serviceable life in future.

“There’s a feeling in the States,” he said, “that we’ve had
rather a tendency to overdo work, and that there is scope for a
leisure class to develop the refinement and the wider meanings of
life.”

“But a leisure class doesn’t mean a class that does nothing,”
said Cecily. “It only means a class that isn’t busy in
business.”

“You’re too hard on me,” said Mr. Direck with that quiet smile
of his.

And then by way of putting her on the defensive he asked her
what she thought a man in his position ought to do.

Something,” she said, and in the expansion of this vague
demand they touched on a number of things. She said that she was a
Socialist, and there was still in Mr. Direck’s composition a streak
of the old-fashioned American prejudice against the word. He
associated Socialists with Anarchists and deported aliens. It was
manifest too that she was deeply read in the essays and
dissertations of Mr. Britling. She thought everybody, man or woman,
ought to be chiefly engaged in doing something definite for the
world at large. (“There’s my secretaryship of the Massachusetts
Modern Thought Society, anyhow,” said Mr. Direck.) And she herself
wanted to be doing something—it was just because she did not
know what it was she ought to be doing that she was reading so
extensively and voraciously. She wanted to lose herself in
something. Deep in the being of Mr. Direck was the conviction that
what she ought to be doing was making love in a rapturously
egotistical manner, and enjoying every scrap of her own delightful
self and her own delightful
vitality—while she had it, but for the purposes of their
conversation he did not care to put it any more definitely than to
say that he thought we owed it to ourselves to develop our
personalities. Upon which she joined issue with great vigour.

“That is just what Mr. Britling says about you in his ‘American
Impressions,'” she said. “He says that America overdoes the
development of personalities altogether, that whatever else is
wrong about America that is where America is most clearly wrong. I
read that this morning, and directly I read it I thought, ‘Yes,
that’s exactly it! Mr. Direck is overdoing the development of
personalities.'”

“Me!”

“Yes. I like talking to you and I don’t like talking to you. And
I see now it is because you keep on talking of my Personality and
your Personality. That makes me uncomfortable. It’s like having
some one following me about with a limelight. And in a sort of way
I do like it. I like it and I’m flattered by it, and then I go off
and dislike it, dislike the effect of it. I find myself trying to
be what you have told me I am—sort of acting myself. I want
to glance at looking-glasses to see if I am keeping it up. It’s
just exactly what Mr. Britling says in his book about American
women. They act themselves, he says; they get a kind of story and
explanation about themselves and they are always trying to make it
perfectly plain and clear to every one. Well, when you do that you
can’t think nicely of other things.”

“We like a clear light on people,” said Mr. Direck.

“We don’t. I suppose we’re shadier,” said Cecily.

“You’re certainly much more in half-tones,” said Mr. Direck.
“And I confess it’s the half-tones get hold of me. But still you
haven’t told me, Miss Cissie, what you think I ought to do with
myself. Here I am, you see, very much at your disposal. What sort
of business do you think it’s my duty to go in for?”

“That’s for some one with more experience than I have, to tell
you. You should ask Mr. Britling.”

“I’d rather have it from you.”

“I don’t even know for myself,” she said.

“So why shouldn’t we start to find out together?” he asked.

It was her tantalising habit to ignore all such tentatives.

“One can’t help the feeling that one is in the world for
something more than oneself,” she said….

§ 8

Soon Mr. Direck could measure the time that was left to him at
the Dower House no longer by days but by hours. His luggage was
mostly packed, his tickets to Rotterdam, Cologne, Munich, Dresden,
Vienna, were all in order. And things were still very indefinite
between him and Cecily. But God has not made Americans clean-shaven
and firm-featured for nothing, and he determined that matters must
be brought to some sort of definition before he embarked upon
travels that were rapidly losing their attractiveness in this
concentration of his attention….

A considerable nervousness betrayed itself in his voice and
manner when at last he carried out his determination.

“There’s just a lil’ thing,” he said to her, taking advantage of
a moment when they were together after lunch, “that I’d value now
more than anything else in the world.”

She answered by a lifted eyebrow and a glance that had not so
much inquiry in it as she intended.

“If we could just take a lil’ walk together for a bit. Round by
Claverings Park and all that. See the deer again and the old trees.
Sort of scenery I’d like to remember when I’m away from it.”

He was a little short of breath, and there was a quite disproportionate gravity about her moment for
consideration.

“Yes,” she said with a cheerful acquiescence that came a couple
of bars too late. “Let’s. It will be jolly.”

“These fine English afternoons are wonderful afternoons,” he
remarked after a moment or so of silence. “Not quite the splendid
blaze we get in our summer, but—sort of glowing.”

“It’s been very fine all the time you’ve been here,” she
said….

After which exchanges they went along the lane, into the road by
the park fencing, and so to the little gate that lets one into the
park, without another word.

The idea took hold of Mr. Direck’s mind that until they got
through the park gate it would be quite out of order to say
anything. The lane and the road and the stile and the gate were all
so much preliminary stuff to be got through before one could get to
business. But after the little white gate the way was clear, the
park opened out and one could get ahead without bothering about the
steering. And Mr. Direck had, he felt, been diplomatically involved
in lanes and by-ways long enough.

“Well,” he said as he rejoined her after very carefully closing
the gate. “What I really wanted was an opportunity of just
mentioning something that happens to be of interest to you—if
it does happen to interest you…. I suppose I’d better put the
thing as simply as possible…. Practically…. I’m just right over
the head and all in love with you…. I thought I’d like to tell
you….”

Immense silences.

“Of course I won’t pretend there haven’t been others,” Mr.
Direck suddenly resumed. “There have. One particularly. But I can
assure you I’ve never felt the depth and height or anything like
the sort of Quiet Clear Conviction…. And now I’m just telling you
these things, Miss Corner, I don’t know whether it will interest
you if I tell you that you’re really and truly the very first
love I ever had as well as my last. I’ve had
sent over—I got it only yesterday—this lil’ photograph
of a miniature portrait of one of my ancestor’s relations—a
Corner just as you are. It’s here….”

He had considerable difficulties with his pockets and papers.
Cecily, mute and flushed and inconvenienced by a preposterous and
unaccountable impulse to weep, took the picture he handed her.

“When I was a lil’ fellow of fifteen,” said Mr. Direck in the
tone of one producing a melancholy but conclusive piece of
evidence, “I worshipped that miniature. It seemed to
me—the loveliest person…. And—it’s just you….”

He too was preposterously moved.

It seemed a long time before Cecily had anything to say, and
then what she had to say she said in a softened, indistinct voice.
“You’re very kind,” she said, and kept hold of the little
photograph.

They had halted for the photograph. Now they walked on
again.

“I thought I’d like to tell you,” said Mr. Direck and became
tremendously silent.

Cecily found him incredibly difficult to answer. She tried to
make herself light and offhand, and to be very frank with him.

“Of course,” she said, “I knew—I felt somehow—you
meant to say something of this sort to me—when you asked me
to come with you——”

“Well?” he said.

“And I’ve been trying to make my poor brain think of something
to say to you.”

She paused and contemplated her difficulties….

“Couldn’t you perhaps say something of the same kind—such
as I’ve been trying to say?” said Mr. Direck presently, with a note
of earnest helpfulness. “I’d be very glad if you could.”

“Not exactly,” said Cecily, more careful than ever.

“Meaning?”

“I think you know that you are the best of friends. I think you
are, oh—a Perfect Dear.”

“Well—that’s all right—so far.”

“That is as far.”

“You don’t know whether you love me? That’s what you mean to
say.”

“No…. I feel somehow it isn’t that…. Yet….”

“There’s nobody else by any chance?”

“No.” Cecily weighed things. “You needn’t trouble about
that.”

“Only … only you don’t know.”

Cecily made a movement of assent.

“It’s no good pretending I haven’t thought about you,” she
said.

“Well, anyhow I’ve done my best to give you the idea,” said Mr.
Direck. “I seem now to have been doing that pretty nearly all the
time.”

“Only what should we do?”

Mr. Direck felt this question was singularly artless.
“Why!—we’d marry,” he said. “And all that sort of thing.”

“Letty has married—and all that sort of thing,” said
Cecily, fixing her eye on him very firmly because she was colouring
brightly. “And it doesn’t leave Letty very
much—forrader.”

“Well now, they have a good time, don’t they? I’d have thought
they have a lovely time!”

“They’ve had a lovely time. And Teddy is the dearest husband.
And they have a sweet little house and a most amusing baby. And
they play hockey every Sunday. And Teddy does his work. And every
week is like every other week. It is just heavenly. Just always the
same heavenly. Every Sunday there is a fresh week of heavenly
beginning. And this, you see, isn’t heaven; it is earth. And they
don’t know it but they are getting bored. I
have been watching them, and they are getting dreadfully bored.
It’s heart-breaking to watch, because they are almost my dearest
people. Teddy used to be making perpetual jokes about the house and
the baby and his work and Letty, and now—he’s made all the
possible jokes. It’s only now and then he gets a fresh one. It’s
like spring flowers and then—summer. And Letty sits about and
doesn’t sing. They want something new to happen…. And there’s Mr.
and Mrs. Britling. They love each other. Much more than Mrs.
Britling dreams, or Mr. Britling for the matter of that. Once upon
a time things were heavenly for them too, I suppose. Until suddenly
it began to happen to them that nothing new ever happened….”

“Well,” said Mr. Direck, “people can travel.”

“But that isn’t real happening,” said Cecily.

“It keeps one interested.”

“But real happening is doing something.”

“You come back to that,” said Mr. Direck. “I never met any one
before who’d quite got that spirit as you have it. I wouldn’t alter
it. It’s part of you. It’s part of this place. It’s what Mr.
Britling always seems to be saying and never quite knowing he’s
said it. It’s just as though all the things that are going on
weren’t the things that ought to be going on—but something
else quite different. Somehow one falls into it. It’s as if your
daily life didn’t matter, as if politics didn’t matter, as if the
King and the social round and business and all those things weren’t
anything really, and as though you felt there was something
else—out of sight—round the corner—that you ought
to be getting at. Well, I admit, that’s got hold of me too. And
it’s all mixed up with my idea of you. I don’t see that there’s
really a contradiction in it at all. I’m in love with you, all my
heart’s in love with you, what’s the good of being shy about it?
I’d just die for your littlest wish right here now, it’s just as
though I’d got love in my veins instead of
blood, but that’s not taking me away from that other thing. It’s
bringing me round to that other thing. I feel as if without you I
wasn’t up to anything at all, but with you—We’d not go
settling down in a cottage or just touring about with a Baedeker
Guide or anything of that kind. Not for long anyhow. We’d naturally
settle down side by side and do …”

“But what should we do?” asked Cecily.

There came a hiatus in their talk.

Mr. Direck took a deep breath.

“You see that old felled tree there. I was sitting on it the day
before yesterday and thinking of you. Will you come there and sit
with me on it? When you sit on it you get a view, oh! a perfectly
lovely English view, just a bit of the house and those clumps of
trees and the valley away there with the lily pond. I’d love to
have you in my memory of it….”

They sat down, and Mr. Direck opened his case. He was shy and
clumsy about opening it, because he had been thinking dreadfully
hard about it, and he hated to seem heavy or profound or anything
but artless and spontaneous to Cecily. And he felt even when he did
open his case that the effect of it was platitudinous and
disappointing. Yet when he had thought it out it had seemed very
profound and altogether living.

“You see one doesn’t want to use terms that have been used in a
thousand different senses in any way that isn’t a perfectly
unambiguous sense, and at the same time one doesn’t want to seem to
be canting about things or pitching anything a note or two higher
than it ought legitimately to go, but it seems to me that this sort
of something that Mr. Britling is always asking for in his essays
and writings and things, and what you are looking for just as much
and which seems so important to you that even love itself is a
secondary kind of thing until you can square the two together, is
nothing more nor less than Religion—I don’t mean this
Religion or that Religion but just Religion
itself, a Big, Solemn, Comprehensive Idea that holds you and me and
all the world together in one great, grand universal scheme. And
though it isn’t quite the sort of idea of love-making that’s been
popular—well, in places like Carrierville—for some
time, it’s the right idea; it’s got to be followed out if we don’t
want love-making to be a sort of idle, troublesome game of treats
and flatteries that is sure as anything to lead right away to
disappointments and foolishness and unfaithfulness and—just
Hell. What you are driving at, according to my interpretation, is
that marriage has got to be a religious marriage or else you are
splitting up life, that religion and love are most of life and all
the power there is in it, and that they can’t afford to be
harnessed in two different directions…. I never had these ideas
until I came here and met you, but they come up now in my mind as
though they had always been there…. And that’s why you don’t want
to marry in a hurry. And that’s why I’m glad almost that you don’t
want to marry in a hurry.”

He considered. “That’s why I’ll have to go on to Germany and
just let both of us turn things over in our minds.”

“Yes,” said Cecily, weighing his speech. “I think that is
it. I think that I do want a religious marriage, and that what is
wrong with Teddy and Letty is that they aren’t religious. They
pretend they are religious somewhere out of sight and round the
corner…. Only—”

He considered her gravely.

“What is Religion?” she asked.

Here again there was a considerable pause.

“Very nearly two-thirds of the papers read before our
Massachusetts society since my connection with it, have dealt with
that very question,” Mr. Direck began. “And one of our most
influential members was able to secure the services of a very able
and highly trained young woman from Michigan University, to make a
digest of all these representative utterances. We are having it
printed in a thoroughly artistic mariner, as
the club book for our autumn season. The drift of her results is
that religion isn’t the same thing as religions. That most
religions are old and that religion is always new…. Well, putting
it simply, religion is the perpetual rediscovery of that Great
Thing Out There…. What the Great Thing is goes by all sorts of
names, but if you know it’s there and if you remember it’s there,
you’ve got religion…. That’s about how she figured it out…. I
shall send you the book as soon as a copy comes over to me…. I
can’t profess to put it as clearly as she puts it. She’s got a real
analytical mind. But it’s one of the most suggestive lil’ books
I’ve ever seen. It just takes hold of you and makes you
think.”

He paused and regarded the ground before
him—thoughtfully.

“Life,” said Cecily, “has either got to be religious or else it
goes to pieces…. Perhaps anyhow it goes to pieces….”

Mr. Direck endorsed these observations by a slow nodding of the
head.

He allowed a certain interval to elapse. Then a vaguely
apprehended purpose that had been for a time forgotten in these
higher interests came back to him. He took it up with a breathless
sense of temerity.

“Well,” he said, “then you don’t hate me?”

She smiled.

“You don’t dislike me or despise me?”

She was still reassuring.

“You don’t think I’m just a slow American sort of portent?”

“No.”

“You think, on the whole, I might
even—someday——?”

She tried to meet his eyes with a pleasant frankness, and
perhaps she was franker than she meant to be.

“Look here,” said Mr. Direck, with a little quiver of emotion softening his mouth. “I’ll ask you
something. We’ve got to wait. Until you feel clearer. Still….
Could you bring yourself——? If just once—I could
kiss you….

“I’m going away to Germany,” he went on to her silence. “But I
shan’t be giving so much attention to Germany as I supposed I
should when I planned it out. But somehow—if I
felt—that I’d kissed you….”

With a delusive effect of calmness the young lady looked first
over her left shoulder and then over her right and surveyed the
park about them. Then she stood up. “We can go that way home,” she
said with a movement of her head, “through the little covert.”

Mr. Direck stood up too.

“If I was a poet or a bird,” said Mr. Direck, “I should sing.
But being just a plain American citizen all I can do is just to
talk about all I’d do if I wasn’t….”

And when they had reached the little covert, with its pathway of
soft moss and its sheltering screen of interlacing branches, he
broke the silence by saying, “Well, what’s wrong with right here
and now?” and Cecily stood up to him as straight as a spear, with
gifts in her clear eyes. He took her soft cool face between his
trembling hands, and kissed her sweet half-parted lips. When he
kissed her she shivered, and he held her tighter and would have
kissed her again. But she broke away from him, and he did not press
her. And muter than ever, pondering deeply, and secretly trembling
in the queerest way, these two outwardly sedate young people
returned to the Dower House….

And after tea the taxicab from the junction came for him and he
vanished, and was last seen as a waving hat receding along the top
of the dog-rose hedge that ran beyond the hockey field towards the
village.

“He will see Germany long before I shall,” said Herr Heinrich
with a gust of nostalgia. “I wish almost I had not agreed to go to
Boulogne.”

And for some days Miss Cecily Corner was a very grave and
dignified young woman indeed. Pondering….

§ 9

After the departure of Mr. Direck things international began to
move forward with great rapidity. It was exactly as if his American
deliberation had hitherto kept things waiting. Before his postcard
from Rotterdam reached the Dower House Austria had sent an
ultimatum to Serbia, and before Cecily had got the letter he wrote
her from Cologne, a letter in that curiously unformed handwriting
the stenographer and the typewriter are making an American
characteristic, Russia was mobilising, and the vast prospect of a
European war had opened like the rolling up of a curtain on which
the interests of the former week had been but a trivial embroidery.
So insistent was this reality that revealed itself that even the
shooting of the Dublin people after the gun-running of Howth was
dwarfed to unimportance. The mind of Mr. Britling came round from
its restless wanderings to a more and more intent contemplation of
the hurrying storm-clouds that swept out of nothingness to blacken
all his sky. He watched it, he watched amazed and incredulous, he
watched this contradiction of all his reiterated confessions of
faith in German sanity and pacifism, he watched it with all that
was impersonal in his being, and meanwhile his personal life ran in
a continually deeper and narrower channel as his intelligence was
withdrawn from it.

Never had the double refraction of his mind been more clearly
defined. On the one hand the Britling of the disinterested
intelligence saw the habitual peace of the world vanish as the
daylight vanishes when a shutter falls over the window of a cell;
and on the other the Britling of the private life saw all the
pleasant comfort of his relations with Mrs. Harrowdean disappearing
in a perplexing irrational quarrel. He did not want to lose
Mrs. Harrowdean; he contemplated their
breach with a profound and profoundly selfish dismay. It seemed the
wanton termination of an arrangement of which he was only beginning
to perceive the extreme and irreplaceable satisfactoriness.

It wasn’t that he was in love with her. He knew almost as
clearly as though he had told himself as much that he was not. But
then, on the other hand, it was equally manifest in its subdued and
ignored way that as a matter of fact she was hardly more in love
with him. What constituted the satisfactoriness of the whole affair
was its essential unlovingness and friendly want of emotion. It
left their minds free to play with all the terms and methods of
love without distress. She could summon tears and delights as one
summons servants, and he could act his part as lover with no sense
of lost control. They supplied in each other’s lives a long-felt
want—if only, that is, she could control her curious aptitude
for jealousy and the sexual impulse to vex. There, he felt, she
broke the convention of their relations and brought in serious
realities, and this little rift it was that had widened to a now
considerable breach. He knew that in every sane moment she dreaded
and wished to heal that breach as much as he did. But the deep
simplicities of the instincts they had tacitly agreed to bridge
over washed the piers of their reconciliation away.

And unless they could restore the bridge things would end, and
Mr. Britling felt that the ending of things would involve for him
the most extraordinary exasperation. She would go to Oliver for
comfort; she would marry Oliver; and he knew her well enough to be
sure that she would thrust her matrimonial happiness with Oliver
unsparingly upon his attention; while he, on the other hand, being
provided with no corresponding Olivette, would be left, a sort of
emotional celibate, with his slack times and his afternoons and his
general need for flattery and amusement dreadfully upon his own
hands. He would be tormented by jealousy. In
which case—and here he came to verities—his work would
suffer. It wouldn’t grip him while all these vague demands she
satisfied fermented unassuaged.

And, after the fashion of our still too adolescent world, Mr.
Britling and Mrs. Harrowdean proceeded to negotiate these extremely
unromantic matters in the phrases of that simple, honest and
youthful passionateness which is still the only language available,
and at times Mr. Britling came very near persuading himself that he
had something of the passionate love for her that he had once had
for his Mary, and that the possible loss of her had nothing to do
with the convenience of Pyecrafts or any discretion in the world.
Though indeed the only thing in the whole plexus of emotional
possibility that still kept anything of its youthful freshness in
his mind was the very strong objection indeed he felt to handing
her over to anybody else in the world. And in addition he had just
a touch of fatherly feeling that a younger man would not have had,
and it made him feel very anxious to prevent her making a fool of
herself by marrying a man out of spite. He felt that since an
obstinate lover is apt to be an exacting husband, in the end the
heavy predominance of Oliver might wring much sincerer tears from
her than she had ever shed for himself. But that generosity was but
the bright edge to a mainly possessive jealousy.

It was Mr. Britling who reopened the correspondence by writing a
little apology for the corner of the small snapdragon bed, and this
evoked an admirably touching reply. He replied quite naturally with
assurances and declarations. But before she got his second letter
her mood had changed. She decided that if he had really and truly
been lovingly sorry, instead of just writing a note to her he would
have rushed over to her in a wild, dramatic state of mind, and
begged forgiveness on his knees. She wrote therefore a second
letter to this effect, crossing his second one, and, her literary
gift getting the better of her, she expanded
her thesis into a general denunciation of his habitual
off-handedness with her, to an abandonment of all hope of ever
being happy with him, to a decision to end the matter once for all,
and after a decent interval of dignified regrets to summon Oliver
to the reward of his patience and goodness. The European situation
was now at a pitch to get upon Mr. Britling’s nerves, and he
replied with a letter intended to be conciliatory, but which
degenerated into earnest reproaches for her “unreasonableness.”
Meanwhile she had received his second and tenderly eloquent letter;
it moved her deeply, and having now cleared her mind of much that
had kept it simmering uncomfortably, she replied with a sweetly
loving epistle. From this point their correspondence had a kind of
double quality, being intermittently angry and loving; her third
letter was tender, and it was tenderly answered in his fourth; but
in the interim she had received his third and answered it with
considerable acerbity, to which his fifth was a retort, just
missing her generous and conclusive fifth. She replied to his fifth
on a Saturday evening—it was that eventful Saturday, Saturday
the First of August, 1914—by a telegram. Oliver was abroad in
Holland, engaged in a much-needed emotional rest, and she wired to
Mr. Britling: “Have wired for Oliver, he will come to me, do not
trouble to answer this.”

She was astonished to get no reply for two days. She got no
reply for two days because remarkable things were happening to the
telegraph wires of England just then, and her message, in the hands
of a boy scout on a bicycle, reached Mr. Britling’s house only on
Monday afternoon. He was then at Claverings discussing the invasion
of Belgium that made Britain’s participation in the war inevitable,
and he did not open the little red-brown envelope until about
half-past six. He failed to mark the date and hours upon it, but he
perceived that it was essentially a challenge. He was expected, he
saw, to go over at once with his renovated
Gladys and end this unfortunate clash forever in one striking and
passionate scene. His mind was now so full of the war that he found
this the most colourless and unattractive of obligations. But he
felt bound by the mysterious code of honour of the illicit love
affair to play his part. He postponed his departure until after
supper—there was no reason why he should be afraid of
motoring by moonlight if he went carefully—because Hugh came
in with Cissie demanding a game of hockey. Hockey offered a nervous
refreshment, a scampering forgetfulness of the tremendous disaster
of this war he had always believed impossible, that nothing else
could do, and he was very glad indeed of the irruption….

§ 10

For days the broader side of Mr. Britling’s mind, as
distinguished from its egotistical edge, had been reflecting more
and more vividly and coherently the spectacle of civilisation
casting aside the thousand dispersed activities of peace, clutching
its weapons and setting its teeth, for a supreme struggle against
militarist imperialism. From the point of view of Matching’s Easy
that colossal crystallising of accumulated antagonisms was for a
time no more than a confusion of headlines and a rearrangement of
columns in the white windows of the newspapers through which those
who lived in the securities of England looked out upon the world.
It was a display in the sphere of thought and print immeasurably
remote from the real green turf on which one walked, from the voice
and the church-bells of Mr. Dimple that sounded their ample
caresses in one’s ears, from the clashing of the stags who were
beginning to knock the velvet from their horns in the park, or the
clatter of the butcher’s cart and the respectful greeting of the
butcher boy down the lane. It was the spectacle of the world less
real even to most imaginations than the world of novels or
plays. People talked of these things always
with an underlying feeling that they romanced and
intellectualised.

On Thursday, July 23rd, the Austro-Hungarian minister at
Belgrade presented his impossible ultimatum to the Serbian
government, and demanded a reply within forty-eight hours. With the
wisdom of retrospect we know now clearly enough what that meant.
The Sarajevo crime was to be resuscitated and made an excuse for
war. But nine hundred and ninety-nine Europeans out of a thousand
had still no suspicion of what was happening to them. The ultimatum
figured prominently in the morning papers that came to Matching’s
Easy on Friday, but it by no means dominated the rest of the news;
Sir Edward Carson’s rejection of the government proposals for
Ulster was given the pride of place, and almost equally conspicuous
with the Serbian news were the Caillaux trial and the storming of
the St. Petersburg barricades by Cossacks. Herr Heinrich’s
questions at lunch time received reassuring replies.

On Saturday Sir Edward Carson was still in the central
limelight, Russia had intervened and demanded more time for Serbia,
and the Daily Chronicle declared the day a critical one for
Europe. Dublin with bayonet charges and bullets thrust Serbia into
a corner on Monday. No shots had yet been fired in the East, and
the mischief in Ireland that Germany had counted on was well ahead.
Sir Edward Grey was said to be working hard for peace.

“It’s the cry of wolf,” said Mr. Britling to Herr Heinrich.

“But at last there did come a wolf,” said Herr Heinrich. “I wish
I had not sent my first moneys to that Conference upon Esperanto. I
feel sure it will be put off.”

“See!” said Teddy very cheerfully to Herr Heinrich on Tuesday,
and held up the paper, in which “The Bloodshed in Dublin” had
squeezed the “War Cloud Lifting” into a quite subordinate
position.

“What did we tell you?” said Mrs. Britling. “Nobody wants a
European war.”

But Wednesday’s paper vindicated his fears. Germany had
commanded Russia not to mobilise.

“Of course Russia will mobilise,” said Herr Heinrich.

“Or else forever after hold her peace,” said Teddy.

“And then Germany will mobilise,” said Herr Heinrich, “and all
my holiday will vanish. I shall have to go and mobilise too. I
shall have to fight. I have my papers.”

“I never thought of you as a soldier before,” said Teddy.

“I have deferred my service until I have done my thesis,” said
Herr Heinrich. “Now all that will be—Piff! And my thesis
three-quarters finished.”

“That is serious,” said Teddy.

Verdammte Dummheit!” said Herr Heinrich. “Why do they do
such things?”

On Thursday, the 30th of July, Caillaux, Carson, strikes, and
all the common topics of life had been swept out of the front page
of the paper altogether; the stock exchanges were in a state of
wild perturbation, and food prices were leaping fantastically.
Austria was bombarding Belgrade, contrary to the rules of war
hitherto accepted; Russia was mobilising; Mr. Asquith was, he
declared, not relaxing his efforts “to do everything possible to
circumscribe the area of possible conflict,” and the Vienna
Conference of Peace Societies was postponed. “I do not see why a
conflict between Russia and Austria should involve Western Europe,”
said Mr. Britling. “Our concern is only for Belgium and
France.”

But Herr Heinrich knew better. “No,” he said. “It is the war. It
has come. I have heard it talked about in Germany many times. But I
have never believed that it was obliged to come. Ach! It considers
no one. So long as Esperanto is disregarded, all these things must
be.”

Friday brought photographs of the mobilisation in Vienna, and the news that Belgrade was burning.
Young men in straw hats very like English or French or Belgian
young men in straw hats were shown parading the streets of Vienna,
carrying flags and banners portentously, blowing trumpets or waving
hats and shouting. Saturday saw all Europe mobilising, and Herr
Heinrich upon Teddy’s bicycle in wild pursuit of evening papers at
the junction. Mobilisation and the emotions of Herr Heinrich now
became the central facts of the Dower House situation. The two
younger Britlings mobilised with great vigour upon the playroom
floor. The elder had one hundred and ninety toy soldiers with a
considerable equipment of guns and wagons; the younger had a force
of a hundred and twenty-three, not counting three railway porters
(with trucks complete), a policeman, five civilians and two ladies.
Also they made a number of British and German flags out of paper.
But as neither would allow his troops to be any existing foreign
army, they agreed to be Redland and Blueland, according to the
colour of their prevailing uniforms. Meanwhile Herr Heinrich
confessed almost promiscuously the complication of his distresses
by a hitherto unexpected emotional interest in the daughter of the
village publican. She was a placid receptive young woman named Maud
Hickson, on whom the young man had, it seemed, imposed the more
poetical name of Marguerite.

“Often we have spoken together, oh yes, often,” he assured Mrs.
Britling. “And now it must all end. She loves flowers, she loves
birds. She is most sweet and innocent. I have taught her many words
in German and several times I have tried to draw her in pencil, and
now I must go away and never see her any more.”

His implicit appeal to the whole literature of Teutonic
romanticism disarmed Mrs. Britling’s objection that he had no
business whatever to know the young woman at all.

“Also,” cried Herr Heinrich, facing another aspect of his
distresses, “how am I to pack my things? Since I have been here I have bought many things, many
books, and two pairs of white flannel trousers and some shirts and
a tin instrument that I cannot work, for developing privately Kodak
films. All this must go into my little portmanteau. And it will not
go into my little portmanteau!

“And there is Billy! Who will now go on with the education of
Billy?”

The hands of fate paused not for Herr Heinrich’s embarrassments
and distresses. He fretted from his room downstairs and back to his
room, he went out upon mysterious and futile errands towards the
village inn, he prowled about the garden. His head and face grew
pinker and pinker; his eyes were flushed and distressed. Everybody
sought to say and do kind and reassuring things to him.

“Ach!” he said to Teddy; “you are a civilian. You live in a free
country. It is not your war. You can be amused at it….”

But then Teddy was amused at everything.

Something but very dimly apprehended at Matching’s Easy,
something methodical and compelling away in London, seemed to be
fumbling and feeling after Herr Heinrich, and Herr Heinrich it
appeared was responding. Sunday’s post brought the decision.

“I have to go,” he said. “I must go right up to London to-day.
To an address in Bloomsbury. Then they will tell me how to go to
Germany. I must pack and I must get the taxi-cab from the junction
and I must go. Why are there no trains on the branch line on
Sundays for me to go by it?”

At lunch he talked politics. “I am entirely opposed to the war,”
he said. “I am entirely opposed to any war.”

“Then why go?” asked Mr. Britling. “Stay here with us. We all
like you. Stay here and do not answer your mobilisation
summons.”

“But then I shall lose all my country. I shall lose my papers. I
shall be outcast. I must go.”

“I suppose a man should go with his own country,” Mr. Britling
reflected.

“If there was only one language in all the world, none of such
things would happen,” Herr Heinrich declared. “There would be no
English, no Germans, no Russians.”

“Just Esperantists,” said Teddy.

“Or Idoists,” said Herr Heinrich. “I am not convinced of which.
In some ways Ido is much better.”

“Perhaps there would have to be a war between Ido and Esperanto
to settle it,” said Teddy.

“Who shall we play skat with when you have gone?” asked Mrs.
Britling.

“All this morning,” said Herr Heinrich, expanding in the warmth
of sympathy, “I have been trying to pack and I have been unable to
pack. My mind is too greatly disordered. I have been told not to
bring much luggage. Mrs. Britling, please.”

Mrs. Britling became attentive.

“If I could leave much of my luggage, my clothes, some of them,
and particularly my violin, it would be much more to my
convenience. I do not care to be mobilised with my violin. There
may be much crowding. Then I would but just take my
rucksack….”

“If you will leave your things packed up.”

“And afterwards they could be sent.”

But he did not leave them packed up. The taxi-cab, to order
which he had gone to the junction in the morning on Teddy’s
complaisant machine, came presently to carry him off, and the whole
family and the first contingent of the usual hockey players
gathered about it to see him off. The elder boy of the two juniors
put a distended rucksack upon the seat. Herr Heinrich then shook
hands with every one.

“Write and tell us how you get on,” cried Mrs. Britling.

“But if England also makes war!”

“Write to Reynolds—let me give you his address; he is my
agent in New York,” said Mr. Britling, and wrote it down.

“We’ll come to the village corner with you, Herr Heinrich,”
cried the boys.

“No,” said Herr Heinrich, sitting down into the automobile, “I
will part with you altogether. It is too much….”

Auf Wiedersehen!” cried Mr. Britling. “Remember,
whatever happens there will be peace at last!”

“Then why not at the beginning?” Herr Heinrich demanded with a
reasonable exasperation and repeated his maturer verdict on the
whole European situation; “Verdammte Bummelei!

“Go,” said Mr. Britling to the taxi driver.

Auf Wiedersehen, Herr Heinrich!”

Auf Wiedersehen!

“Good-bye, Herr Heinrich!”

“Good luck, Herr Heinrich!”

The taxi started with a whir, and Herr Heinrich passed out of
the gates and along the same hungry road that had so recently
consumed Mr. Direck. “Give him a last send-off,” cried Teddy. “One,
Two, Three! Auf Wiedersehen!

The voices, gruff and shrill, sounded raggedly together. The
dog-rose hedge cut off the sight of the little face. Then the pink
head bobbed up again. He was standing up and waving the panama hat.
Careless of sunstroke….

Then Herr Heinrich had gone altogether….

“Well,” said Mr. Britling, turning away.

“I do hope they won’t hurt him,” said a visitor.

“Oh, they won’t put a youngster like that in the fighting line,”
said Mr. Britling. “He’s had no training yet. And he has to wear
glasses. How can he shoot? They’ll make a clerk of him.”

“He hasn’t packed at all,” said Mrs. Britling to her husband.
“Just come up for an instant and peep at his room.
It’s—touching.”

It was touching.

It was more than touching; in its minute, absurd way it was
symbolical and prophetic, it was the miniature of one small life
uprooted.

The door stood wide open, as he had left it open, careless of
all the little jealousies and privacies of occupation and
ownership. Even the windows were wide open as though he had needed
air; he who had always so sedulously shut his windows since first
he came to England. Across the empty fireplace stretched the great
bough of oak he had brought in for Billy, but now its twigs and
leaves had wilted, and many had broken off and fallen on the floor.
Billy’s cage stood empty upon a little table in the corner of the
room. Instead of packing, the young man had evidently paced up and
down in a state of emotional elaboration; the bed was disordered as
though he had several times flung himself upon it, and his books
had been thrown about the room despairfully. He had made some
little commencements of packing in a borrowed cardboard box. The
violin lay as if it lay in state upon the chest of drawers, the
drawers were all partially open, and in the middle of the floor
sprawled a pitiful shirt of blue, dropped there, the most flattened
and broken-hearted of garments. The fireplace contained an
unsuccessful pencil sketch of a girl’s face, torn across….

Husband and wife regarded the abandoned room in silence for a
time, and when Mr. Britling spoke he lowered his voice.

“I don’t see Billy,” he said.

“Perhaps he has gone out of the window,” said Mrs. Britling also
in a hushed undertone….

“Well,” said Mr. Britling abruptly and loudly, turning away from
this first intimation of coming desolations, “let us go down to our
hockey! He had to go, you know. And Billy
will probably come back again when he begins to feel
hungry….”

§ 11

Monday was a public holiday, the First Monday in August, and the
day consecrated by long-established custom to the Matching’s Easy
Flower Show in Claverings Park. The day was to live in Mr.
Britling’s memory with a harsh brightness like the brightness of
that sunshine one sees at times at the edge of a thunderstorm.
There were tents with the exhibits, and a tent for “Popular
Refreshments,” there was a gorgeous gold and yellow steam
roundabout with motor-cars and horses, and another in green and
silver with wonderfully undulating ostriches and lions, and each
had an organ that went by steam; there were cocoanut shies and many
ingenious prize-giving shooting and dart-throwing and ring-throwing
stalls, each displaying a marvellous array of crockery, clocks,
metal ornaments, and suchlike rewards. There was a race of gas
balloons, each with a postcard attached to it begging the finder to
say where it descended, and you could get a balloon for a shilling
and have a chance of winning various impressive and embarrassing
prizes if your balloon went far enough—fish carvers, a
silver-handled walking-stick, a bog-oak gramophone-record cabinet,
and things like that. And by a special gate one could go for
sixpence into the Claverings gardens, and the sixpence would be
doubled by Lady Homartyn and devoted next winter to the Matching’s
Easy coal club. And Mr. Britling went through all the shows with
his boys, and finally left them with a shilling each and his
blessing and paid his sixpence for the gardens and made his way as
he had promised, to have tea with Lady Homartyn.

The morning papers had arrived late, and he had been reading
them and re-reading them and musing over them intermittently until
his family had insisted upon his coming out to the festivities.
They said that if for no other reason he
must come to witness Aunt Wilshire’s extraordinary skill at the
cocoanut shy. She could beat everybody. Well, one must not miss a
thing like that. The headlines proclaimed, “The Great Powers at
War; France Invaded by Germany; Germany invaded by Russia; 100,000
Germans march into Luxemburg; Can England Abstain? Fifty Million
Loan to be Issued.” And Germany had not only violated the Treaty of
London but she had seized a British ship in the Kiel Canal…. The
roundabouts were very busy and windily melodious, and the shooting
gallery kept popping and jingling as people shot and broke bottles,
and the voices of the young men and women inviting the crowd to try
their luck at this and that rang loud and clear. Teddy and Letty
and Cissie and Hugh were developing a quite disconcerting skill at
the dart-throwing, and were bent upon compiling a complete tea-set
for the Teddy cottage out of their winnings. There was a score of
automobiles and a number of traps and gigs about the entrance to
the portion of the park that had been railed off for the festival,
the small Britling boys had met some nursery visitors from
Claverings House and were busy displaying skill and calm upon the
roundabout ostriches, and less than four hundred miles away with a
front that reached from Nancy to Liège more than a million
and a quarter of grey-clad men, the greatest and best-equipped host
the world had ever seen, were pouring westward to take Paris, grip
and paralyse France, seize the Channel ports, invade England, and
make the German Empire the master-state of the earth. Their
equipment was a marvel of foresight and scientific organisation,
from the motor kitchens that rumbled in their wake to the
telescopic sights of the sharp-shooters, the innumerable
machine-guns of the infantry, the supply of entrenching material,
the preparations already made in the invaded country….

“Let’s try at the other place for the sugar-basin!” said Teddy,
hurrying past. “Don’t get two sugar-basins,” said Cissie breathless in pursuit. “Hugh is trying for a
sugar-basin at the other place.”

Then Mr. Britling heard a bellicose note.

“Let’s have a go at the bottles,” said a cheerful young farmer.
“Ought to keep up our shooting, these warlike times….”

Mr. Britling ran against Hickson from the village inn and learnt
that he was disturbed about his son being called up as a reservist.
“Just when he was settling down here. It seems a pity they couldn’t
leave him for a bit.”

“‘Tis a noosence,” said Hickson, “but anyhow, they give first
prize to his radishes. He’ll be glad to hear they give first prize
to his radishes. Do you think, Sir, there’s very much probability
of this war? It do seem to be beginning like.”

“It looks more like beginning than it has ever done,” said Mr.
Britling. “It’s a foolish business.”

“I suppose if they start in on us we got to hit back at them,”
said Mr. Hickson. “Postman—he’s got his papers too….”

Mr. Britling made his way through the drifting throng towards
the little wicket that led into the Gardens….

He was swung round suddenly by a loud bang.

It was the gun proclaiming the start of the balloon race.

He stood for some moments watching the scene. The balloon start
had gathered a little crowd of people, village girls in white
gloves and cheerful hats, young men in bright ties and ready-made
Sunday suits, fathers and mothers, boy scouts, children, clerks in
straw hats, bicyclists and miscellaneous folk. Over their heads
rose Mr. Cheshunt, the factotum of the estate. He was standing on a
table and handing the little balloons up into the air one by one.
They floated up from his hand like many-coloured grapes, some
rising and falling, some soaring steadily upward, some spinning and
eddying, drifting eastward before the gentle breeze, a string of
bubbles against the sky and the big trees that bounded the
park. Farther away to the right were the
striped canvas tents of the flower-show, still farther off the
roundabouts churned out their music, the shooting galleries popped,
and the swing boats creaked through the air. Cut off from these
things by a line of fencing lay the open park in which the deer
grouped themselves under the great trees and regarded the festival
mistrustfully. Teddy and Hugh appeared breaking away from the
balloon race cluster, and hurrying back to their dart-throwing. A
man outside a little tent that stood apart was putting up a
brave-looking notice, “Unstinted Teas One Shilling.” The Teddy
perambulator was moored against the cocoanut shy, and Aunt Wilshire
was still displaying her terrible prowess at the cocoanuts. Already
she had won twenty-seven. Strange children had been impressed by
her to carry them, and formed her retinue. A wonderful old lady was
Aunt Wilshire….

Then across all the sunshine of this artless festival there
appeared, as if it were writing showing through a picture, “France
Invaded by Germany; Germany Invaded by Russia.”

Mr. Britling turned again towards the wicket, with its
collectors of tribute, that led into the Gardens.

§ 12

The Claverings gardens, and particularly the great rockery, the
lily pond, and the herbaceous borders, were unusually populous with
unaccustomed visitors and shy young couples. Mr. Britling had to go
to the house for instructions, and guided by the under-butler found
Lady Homartyn hiding away in the walled Dutch garden behind the
dairy. She had been giving away the prizes of the flower-show, and
she was resting in a deck chair while a spinster relation presided
over the tea. Mrs. Britling had fled the outer festival earlier,
and was sitting by the tea-things. Lady Meade and two or three
visitors had motored out from Hartleytree to
assist, and Manning had come in with his tremendous confirmation of
all that the morning papers had foreshadowed.

“Have you any news?” asked Mr. Britling.

“It’s war!” said Mrs. Britling.

“They are in Luxemburg,” said Manning. “That can only mean that
they are coming through Belgium.”

“Then I was wrong,” said Mr. Britling, “and the world is
altogether mad. And so there is nothing else for us to do but
win…. Why could they not leave Belgium alone?”

“It’s been in all their plans for the last twenty years,” said
Manning.

“But it brings us in for certain.”

“I believe they have reckoned on that.”

“Well!” Mr. Britling took his tea and sat down, and for a time
he said nothing.

“It is three against three,” said one of the visitors, trying to
count the Powers engaged.

“Italy,” said Manning, “will almost certainly refuse to fight.
In fact Italy is friendly to us. She is bound to be. This is, to
begin with, an Austrian war. And Japan will fight for us….”

“I think,” said old Lady Meade, “that this is the suicide of
Germany. They cannot possibly fight against Russia and France and
ourselves. Why have they ever begun it?”

“It may be a longer and more difficult war than people suppose,”
said Manning. “The Germans reckon they are going to win.”

“Against us all?”

“Against us all. They are tremendously prepared.”

“It is impossible that Germany should win,” said Mr. Britling,
breaking his silence. “Against her Germany has something more than
armies; all reason, all instinct—the three greatest peoples
in the world.”

“At present very badly supplied with war material.”

“That may delay things; it may make the task harder; but it will
not alter the end. Of course we are going to win. Nothing else is
thinkable. I have never believed they meant it. But I see now they
meant it. This insolent arming and marching, this forty years of
national blustering; sooner or later it had to topple over into
action….”

He paused and found they were listening, and he was carried on
by his own thoughts into further speech.

“This isn’t the sort of war,” he said, “that is settled by
counting guns and rifles. Something that has oppressed us all has
become intolerable and has to be ended. And it will be ended. I
don’t know what soldiers and politicians think of our prospects,
but I do know what ordinary reasonable men think of the business. I
know that all we millions of reasonable civilised onlookers are
prepared to spend our last shillings and give all our lives now,
rather than see Germany unbeaten. I know that the same thing is
felt in America, and that given half a chance, given just one extra
shake of that foolish mailed fist in the face of America, and
America also will be in this war by our side. Italy will come in.
She is bound to come in. France will fight like one man. I’m quite
prepared to believe that the Germans have countless rifles and
guns; have got the most perfect maps, spies, plans you can imagine.
I’m quite prepared to hear that they have got a thousand tremendous
surprises in equipment up their sleeves. I’m quite prepared for
sweeping victories for them and appalling disasters for us. Those
are the first things. What I do know is that the Germans understand
nothing of the spirit of man; that they do not dream for a moment
of the devil of resentment this war will arouse. Didn’t we all
trust them not to let off their guns? Wasn’t that the essence of
our liberal and pacific faith? And here they are in the heart of
Europe letting off their guns?”

“And such a lot of guns,” said Manning.

“Then you think it will be a long war, Mr. Britling?” said Lady
Meade.

“Long or short, it will end in the downfall of Germany. But I do
not believe it will be long. I do not agree with Manning. Even now
I cannot believe that a whole great people can be possessed by war
madness. I think the war is the work of the German armaments party
and of the Court party. They have forced this war on Germany.
Well—they must win and go on winning. So long as they win,
Germany will hold together, so long as their armies are not clearly
defeated nor their navy destroyed. But once check them and stay
them and beat them, then I believe that suddenly the spirit of
Germany will change even as it changed after Jena….”

“Willie Nixon,” said one of the visitors, “who came back from
Hamburg yesterday, says they are convinced they will have taken
Paris and St. Petersburg and one or two other little places and
practically settled everything for us by about Christmas.”

“And London?”

“I forgot if he said London. But I suppose a London more or less
hardly matters. They don’t think we shall dare come in, but if we
do they will Zeppelin the fleet and walk through our army—if
you can call it an army.”

Manning nodded confirmation.

“They do not understand,” said Mr. Britling.

“Sir George Padish told me the same sort of thing,” said Lady
Homartyn. “He was in Berlin in June.”

“Of course the efficiency of their preparations is almost
incredible,” said another of Lady Meade’s party.

“They have thought out and got ready for
everything—literally everything.”

§ 13

Mr. Britling had been a little surprised by the speech he had
made. He hadn’t realised before he began to talk how angry and
scornful he was at this final coming into
action of the Teutonic militarism that had so long menaced his
world. He had always said it would never really fight—and
here it was fighting! He was furious with the indignation of an
apologist betrayed. He had only realised the strength and passion
of his own belligerent opinions as he had heard them, and as he
walked back with his wife through the village to the Dower House,
he was still in the swirl of this self-discovery; he was darkly
silent, devising fiercely denunciatory phrases against Krupp and
Kaiser. “Krupp and Kaiser,” he grasped that obvious, convenient
alliteration. “It is all that is bad in mediævalism allied to
all that is bad in modernity,” he told himself.

“The world,” he said, startling Mrs. Britling with his sudden
speech, “will be intolerable to live in, it will be unendurable for
a decent human being, unless we win this war.

“We must smash or be smashed….”

His brain was so busy with such stuff that for a time he stared
at Mrs. Harrowdean’s belated telegram without grasping the meaning
of a word of it. He realised slowly that it was incumbent upon him
to go over to her, but he postponed his departure very readily in
order to play hockey. Besides which it would be a full moon, and he
felt that summer moonlight was far better than sunset and dinner
time for the declarations he was expected to make. And then he went
on phrase-making again about Germany until he had actually bullied
off at hockey.

Suddenly in the midst of the game he had an amazing thought. It
came to him like a physical twinge.

“What the devil are we doing at this hockey?” he asked abruptly
of Teddy, who was coming up to bully after a goal. “We ought to be
drilling or shooting against those infernal Germans.”

Teddy looked at him questioningly.

“Oh, come on!” said Mr. Britling with a gust of impatience, and
snapped the sticks together.

§ 14

Mr. Britling started for his moonlight ride about half-past nine
that night. He announced that he could neither rest nor work, the
war had thrown him into a fever; the driving of the automobile was
just the distraction he needed; he might not, he added casually,
return for a day or so. When he felt he could work again he would
come back. He filled up his petrol tank by the light of an electric
torch, and sat in his car in the garage and studied his map of the
district. His thoughts wandered from the road to Pyecrafts to the
coast, and to the possible route of a raider. Suppose the enemy
anticipated a declaration of war! Here he might come, and
here….

He roused himself from these speculations to the business in
hand.

The evening seemed as light as day, a cool moonshine filled the
world. The road was silver that flushed to pink at the approach of
Mr. Britling’s headlight, the dark turf at the wayside and the
bushes on the bank became for a moment an acid green as the glare
passed. The full moon was climbing up the sky, and so bright that
scarcely a star was visible in the blue grey of the heavens. Houses
gleamed white a mile away, and ever and again a moth would flutter
and hang in the light of the lamps, and then vanish again in the
night.

Gladys was in excellent condition for a run, and so was Mr.
Britling. He went neither fast nor slow, and with a quite
unfamiliar confidence. Life, which had seemed all day a congested
confusion darkened by threats, became cool, mysterious and aloof
and with a quality of dignified reassurance.

He steered along the narrow road by the black dog-rose hedge,
and so into the high road towards the village. The village was
alight at several windows but almost deserted. Out beyond, a
coruscation of lights burnt like a group of topaz and rubies set in
the silver shield of the night. The
festivities of the Flower Show were still in full progress, and the
reduction of the entrance fee after seven had drawn in every
lingering outsider. The roundabouts churned out their relentless
music, and the bottle-shooting galleries popped and crashed. The
well-patronised ostriches and motorcars flickered round in a
pulsing rhythm; black, black, black, before the naphtha flares.

Mr. Britling pulled up at the side of the road, and sat for a
little while watching the silhouettes move hither and thither from
shadow to shadow across the bright spaces.

“On the very brink of war—on the brink of Armageddon,” he
whispered at last. “Do they understand? Do any of us
understand?”

He slipped in his gear to starting, and was presently running
quietly with his engine purring almost inaudibly along the level
road to Hartleytree. The sounds behind him grew smaller and
smaller, and died away leaving an immense unruffled quiet under the
moon. There seemed no motion but his own, no sound but the neat,
subdued, mechanical rhythm in front of his feet. Presently he ran
out into the main road, and heedless of the lane that turned away
towards Pyecrafts, drove on smoothly towards the east and the sea.
Never before had he driven by night. He had expected a fumbling and
tedious journey; he found he had come into an undreamt-of silvery
splendour of motion. For it seemed as though even the automobile
was running on moonlight that night…. Pyecrafts could wait.
Indeed the later he got to Pyecrafts the more moving and romantic
the little comedy of reconciliation would be. And he was in no
hurry for that comedy. He felt he wanted to apprehend this vast
summer calm about him, that alone of all the things of the day
seemed to convey anything whatever of the majestic tragedy that was
happening to mankind. As one slipped through this still vigil one
could imagine for the first time the millions away there marching, the wide river valleys,
villages, cities, mountain-ranges, ports and seas inaudibly
busy.

“Even now,” he said, “the battleships may be fighting.”

He listened, but the sound was only the low intermittent
drumming of his cylinders as he ran with his throttle nearly
closed, down a stretch of gentle hill.

He felt that he must see the sea. He would follow the road
beyond the Rodwell villages, and then turn up to the crest of
Eastonbury Hill. And thither he went and saw in the gap of the low
hills beyond a V-shaped level of moonlit water that glittered and
yet lay still. He stopped his car by the roadside, and sat for a
long time looking at this and musing. And once it seemed to him
three little shapes like short black needles passed in line ahead
across the molten silver.

But that may have been just the straining of the eyes….

All sorts of talk had come to Mr. Britling’s ears about the
navies of England and France and Germany; there had been public
disputes of experts, much whispering and discussion in private. We
had the heavier vessels, the bigger guns, but it was not certain
that we had the preeminence in science and invention. Were they
relying as we were relying on Dreadnoughts, or had they their
secrets and surprises for us? To-night, perhaps, the great ships
were steaming to conflict….

To-night all over the world ships must be in flight and ships
pursuing; ten thousand towns must be ringing with the immediate
excitement of war….

Only a year ago Mr. Britling had been lunching on a battleship
and looking over its intricate machinery. It had seemed to him then
that there could be no better human stuff in the world than the
quiet, sunburnt, disciplined men and officers he had met…. And
our little army, too, must be gathering to-night, the little army
that had been chastened and reborn in South
Africa, that he was convinced was individually more gallant and
self-reliant and capable than any other army in the world. He would
have sneered or protested if he had heard another Englishman say
that, but in his heart he held the dear belief….

And what other aviators in the world could fly as the Frenchmen
and Englishmen he had met once or twice at Eastchurch and Salisbury
could fly? These are things of race and national quality. Let the
German cling to his gasbags. “We shall beat them in the air,” he
whispered. “We shall beat them on the seas. Surely we shall beat
them on the seas. If we have men enough and guns enough we shall
beat them on land…. Yet—For years they have been
preparing….”

There was little room in the heart of Mr. Britling that night
for any love but the love of England. He loved England now as a
nation of men. There could be no easy victory. Good for us with our
too easy natures that there could be no easy victory. But victory
we must have now—or perish….

He roused himself with a sigh, restarted his engine, and went on
to find some turning place. He still had a colourless impression
that the journey’s end was Pyecrafts.

“We must all do the thing we can,” he thought, and for a time
the course of his automobile along a winding down-hill road held
his attention so that he could not get beyond it. He turned about
and ran up over the hill again and down long slopes inland, running
very softly and smoothly with his lights devouring the road ahead
and sweeping the banks and hedges beside him, and as he came down a
little hill through a village he heard a confused clatter and
jingle of traffic ahead, and saw the danger triangle that warns of
cross-roads. He slowed down and then pulled up abruptly.

Riding across the gap between the cottages was a string of
horsemen, and then a grey cart, and then a team drawing a heavy object—a gun, and then more horsemen,
and then a second gun. It was all a dim brown procession in the
moonlight. A mounted officer came up beside him and looked at him
and then went back to the cross-roads, but as yet England was not
troubling about spies. Four more guns passed, and then a string of
carts and more mounted men, sitting stiffly. Nobody was singing or
shouting; scarcely a word was audible, and through all the column
there was an effect of quiet efficient haste. And so they passed,
and rumbled and jingled and clattered out of the scene, leaving Mr.
Britling in his car in the dreaming village. He restarted his
engine once more, and went his way thoughtfully.

He went so thoughtfully that presently he missed the road to
Pyecrafts—if ever he had been on the road to Pyecrafts at
all—altogether. He found himself upon a highway running
across a flattish plain, and presently discovered by the sight of
the Great Bear, faint but traceable in the blue overhead, that he
was going due north. Well, presently he would turn south and west;
that in good time; now he wanted to feel; he wanted to think. How
could he best help England in the vast struggle for which the empty
silence and beauty of this night seemed to be waiting? But indeed
he was not thinking at all, but feeling, feeling wonder, as he had
never felt it since his youth had passed from him. This war might
end nearly everything in the world as he had known the world; that
idea struggled slowly through the moonlight into consciousness, and
won its way to dominance in his mind.

The character of the road changed; the hedges fell away, the
pine trees and pine woods took the place of the black squat shapes
of the hawthorn and oak and apple. The houses grew rarer and the
world emptier and emptier, until he could have believed that he was
the only man awake and out-of-doors in all the slumbering
land….

For a time a little thing caught hold of his dreaming mind.
Continually as he ran on, black, silent birds rose startled out of the dust of the road before him,
and fluttered noiselessly beyond his double wedge of light. What
sort of bird could they be? Were they night-jars? Were they
different kinds of birds snatching at the quiet of the night for a
dust bath in the sand? This little independent thread of inquiry
ran through the texture of his mind and died away….

And at one place there was a great bolting of rabbits across the
road, almost under his wheels….

The phrases he had used that afternoon at Claverings came back
presently into his head. They were, he felt assured, the phrases
that had to be said now. This war could be seen as the noblest of
wars, as the crowning struggle of mankind against national
dominance and national aggression; or else it was a mere struggle
of nationalities and pure destruction and catastrophe. Its enormous
significances, he felt, must not be lost in any petty bickering
about the minor issues of the conflict. But were these enormous
significances being stated clearly enough? Were they being
understood by the mass of liberal and pacific thinkers? He drove
more and more slowly as these questions crowded upon his attention
until at last he came to a stop altogether…. “Certain things must
be said clearly,” he whispered. “Certain things—The meaning
of England…. The deep and long-unspoken desire for kindliness and
fairness…. Now is the time for speaking. It must be put as
straight now as her gun-fire, as honestly as the steering of her
ships.”

Phrases and paragraphs began to shape themselves in his mind as
he sat with one arm on his steering-wheel.

Suddenly he roused himself, turned over the map in the map-case
beside him, and tried to find his position….

So far as he could judge he had strayed right into
Suffolk….

About one o’clock in the morning he found himself in Newmarket.
Newmarket too was a moonlit emptiness, but as he hesitated at the
cross-roads he became aware of a policeman
standing quite stiff and still at the corner by the church.

“Matching’s Easy?” he cried.

“That road, Sir, until you come to Market Saffron, and then to
the left….”

Mr. Britling had a definite purpose now in his mind, and he
drove faster, but still very carefully and surely. He was already
within a mile or so of Market Saffron before he remembered that he
had made a kind of appointment with himself at Pyecrafts. He stared
at two conflicting purposes. He turned over certain
possibilities.

At the Market Saffron cross-roads he slowed down, and for a
moment he hung undecided.

“Oliver,” he said, and as he spoke he threw over his
steering-wheel towards the homeward way…. He finished his
sentence when he had negotiated the corner safely. “Oliver must
have her….”

And then, perhaps fifty yards farther along, and this time
almost indignantly: “She ought to have married him long
ago….”

He put his automobile in the garage, and then went round under
the black shadow of his cedars to the front door. He had no key,
and for a long time he failed to rouse his wife by flinging pebbles
and gravel at her half-open window. But at last he heard her
stirring and called out to her.

He explained he had returned because he wanted to write. He
wanted indeed to write quite urgently. He went straight up to his
room, lit his reading-lamp, made himself some tea, and changed into
his nocturnal suit. Daylight found him still writing very earnestly
at his pamphlet. The title he had chosen was: “And Now War
Ends.”

§ 15

In this fashion it was that the great war began in Europe and
came to one man in Matching’s Easy, as it
came to countless intelligent men in countless pleasant homes that
had scarcely heeded its coming through all the years of its
relentless preparation. The familiar scenery of life was drawn
aside, and War stood unveiled. “I am the Fact,” said War, “and I
stand astride the path of life. I am the threat of death and
extinction that has always walked beside life, since life began.
There can be nothing else and nothing more in human life until you
have reckoned with me.”


BOOK II

MATCHING’S EASY AT WAR


CHAPTER THE FIRST

ONLOOKERS

§ 1

On that eventful night of the first shots and the first deaths
Mr. Britling did not sleep until daylight had come. He sat writing
at this pamphlet of his, which was to hail the last explosion and
the ending of war. For a couple of hours he wrote with energy, and
then his energy flagged. There came intervals when he sat still and
did not write. He yawned and yawned again and rubbed his eyes. The
day had come and the birds were noisy when he undressed slowly,
dropping his clothes anyhow upon the floor, and got into
bed….

He woke to find his morning tea beside him and the housemaid
going out of the room. He knew that something stupendous had
happened to the world, but for a few moments he could not remember
what it was. Then he remembered that France was invaded by Germany
and Germany by Russia, and that almost certainly England was going
to war. It seemed a harsh and terrible fact in the morning light, a
demand for stresses, a certainty of destruction; it appeared now
robbed of all the dark and dignified beauty of the night. He
remembered just the same feeling of unpleasant, anxious expectation
as he now felt when the Boer War had begun fifteen years ago,
before the first news came. The first news of the Boer War had been
the wrecking of a British armoured train near Kimberley. What
similar story might not the overdue paper tell when presently it
came?

Suppose, for instance, that some important division of our Fleet
had been surprised and overwhelmed….

Suppose the Germans were already crumpling up the French armies
between Verdun and Belfort, very swiftly and dreadfully….

Suppose after all that the Cabinet was hesitating, and that
there would be no war for some weeks, but only a wrangle about
Belgian neutrality. While the Germans smashed France….

Or, on the other hand, there might be some amazing, prompt
success on our part. Our army and navy people were narrow, but in
their narrow way he believed they were extraordinarily good….

What would the Irish do?…

His thoughts were no more than a thorny jungle of unanswerable
questions through which he struggled in un-progressive circles.

He got out of bed and dressed in a slow, distraught manner. When
he reached his braces he discontinued dressing for a time; he
opened the atlas at Northern France, and stood musing over the
Belgian border. Then he turned to Whitaker’s Almanack to browse
upon the statistics of the great European armies. He was roused
from this by the breakfast gong.

At breakfast there was no talk of anything but war. Hugh was as
excited as a cat in thundery weather, and the small boys wanted
information about flags. The Russian and the Serbian flag were in
dispute, and the flag page of Webster’s Dictionary had to be
consulted. Newspapers and letters were both abnormally late, and
Mr. Britling, tiring of supplying trivial information to his
offspring, smoked cigarettes in the garden. He had an idea of
intercepting the postman. His eyes and ears informed him of the
approach of Mrs. Faber’s automobile. It was an old,
resolute-looking machine painted red, and driven by a trusted
gardener; there was no mistaking it.

Mrs. Faber was in it, and she stopped it outside the gate and
made signals. Mrs. Britling, attracted by the catastrophic sounds of Mrs. Faber’s vehicle, came
out by the front door, and she and her husband both converged upon
the caller.

§ 2

“I won’t come in,” cried Mrs. Faber, “but I thought I’d tell
you. I’ve been getting food.”

“Food?”

“Provisions. There’s going to be a run on provisions. Look at my
flitch of bacon!”

“But——”

“Faber says we have to lay in what we can. This war—it’s
going to stop everything. We can’t tell what will happen. I’ve got
the children to consider, so here I am. I was at Hickson’s before
nine….”

The little lady was very flushed and bright-eyed. Her fair hair
was disordered, her hat a trifle askew. She had an air of enjoying
unwonted excitements. “All the gold’s being hoarded too,” she said,
with a crow of delight in her voice. “Faber says that probably our
cheques won’t be worth that in a few days. He rushed off to
London to get gold at his clubs—while he can. I had to insist
on Hickson taking a cheque. ‘Never,’ I said, ‘will I deal with you
again—never—unless you do….’ Even then he looked at
me almost as if he thought he wouldn’t.

“It’s Famine!” she said, turning to Mr. Britling. “I’ve laid
hands on all I can. I’ve got the children to consider.”

“But why is it famine?” asked Mr. Britling.

“Oh! it is!” she said.

“But why?”

“Faber understands,” she said. “Of course it’s Famine….”

“And would you believe me,” she went on, going back to Mrs.
Britling, “that man Hickson stood behind his counter—where
I’ve dealt with him for years, and
refused absolutely to let me have more than a dozen tins of
sardines. Refused! Point blank!

“I was there before nine, and even then Hickson’s shop was
crowded—crowded, my dear!”

“What have you got?” said Mr. Britling with an inquiring
movement towards the automobile.

She had got quite a lot. She had two sides of bacon, a case of
sugar, bags of rice, eggs, a lot of flour.

“What are all these little packets?” said Mr. Britling.

Mrs. Faber looked slightly abashed.

“Cerebos salt,” she said. “One gets carried away a little. I
just got hold of it and carried it out to the car. I thought we
might have to salt things later.”

“And the jars are pickles?” said Mr. Britling.

“Yes. But look at all my flour! That’s what will go
first….”

The lady was a little flurried by Mr. Britling’s too detailed
examination of her haul. “What good is blacking?” he asked. She
would not hear him. She felt he was trying to spoil her morning.
She declared she must get on back to her home. “Don’t say I didn’t
warn you,” she said. “I’ve got no end of things to do. There’s
peas! I want to show cook how to bottle our peas. For this
year—it’s lucky, we’ve got no end of peas. I came by here
just for the sake of telling you.” And with that she presently
departed—obviously ruffled by Mrs. Britling’s lethargy and
Mr. Britling’s scepticism.

Mr. Britling watched her go off with a slowly rising
indignation.

“And that,” he said, “is how England is going to war! Scrambling
for food—at the very beginning.”

“I suppose she is anxious for the children,” said Mrs.
Britling.

“Blacking!”

“After all,” said Mr. Britling, “if other people are doing that
sort of thing—”

“That’s the idea of all panics. We’ve got not to do it…. The country hasn’t even declared war yet!
Hallo, here we are! Better late than never.”

The head of the postman, bearing newspapers and letters,
appeared gliding along the top of the hedge as he cycled down the
road towards the Dower House corner.

§ 3

England was not yet at war, but all the stars were marching to
that end. It was as if an event so vast must needs take its time to
happen. No doubt was left upon Mr. Britling’s mind, though a
whole-page advertisement in the Daily News, in enormous type
and of mysterious origin, implored Great Britain not to play into
the hands of Russia, Russia the Terrible, that bugbear of the
sentimental Radicals. The news was wide and sweeping, and rather
inaccurate. The Germans were said to be in Belgium and Holland, and
they had seized English ships in the Kiel Canal. A moratorium had
been proclaimed, and the reports of a food panic showed Mrs. Faber
to be merely one example of a large class of excitable people.

Mr. Britling found the food panic disconcerting. It did not
harmonise with his leading motif of the free people of the
world rising against the intolerable burthen of militarism. It
spoilt his picture….

Mrs. Britling shared the paper with Mr. Britling, they stood by
the bed of begonias near the cedar tree and read, and the air was
full of the cheerful activities of the lawn-mower that was being
drawn by a carefully booted horse across the hockey field.

Presently Hugh came flitting out of the house to hear what had
happened. “One can’t work somehow, with all these big things going
on,” he apologised. He secured the Daily News while his
father and mother read The Times. The voices of the younger
boys came from the shade of the trees; they had brought all their
toy soldiers out of doors, and were making entrenched camps in the
garden.

“The financial situation is an extraordinary one,” said Mr. Britling, concentrating his attention…. “All
sorts of staggering things may happen. In a social and economic
system that has grown just anyhow…. Never been planned…. In a
world full of Mrs. Fabers….”

“Moratorium?” said Hugh over his Daily News. “In relation
to debts and so on? Modern side you sent me to, Daddy. I live at
hand to mouth in etymology. Mors and crematorium—do we burn
our bills instead of paying them?”

“Moratorium,” reflected Mr. Britling; “Moratorium. What nonsense
you talk! It’s something that delays, of course. Nothing to do with
death. Just a temporary stoppage of payments…. Of course there’s
bound to be a tremendous change in values….”

§ 4

“There’s bound to be a tremendous change in values.”

On that text Mr. Britling’s mind enlarged very rapidly. It
produced a wonderful crop of possibilities before he got back to
his study. He sat down to his desk, but he did not immediately take
up his work. He had discovered something so revolutionary in his
personal affairs that even the war issue remained for a time in
suspense.

Tucked away in the back of Mr. Britling’s consciousness was
something that had not always been there, something warm and
comforting that made life and his general thoughts about life much
easier and pleasanter than they would otherwise have been, the
sense of a neatly arranged investment list, a shrewdly and
geographically distributed system of holdings in national loans,
municipal investments, railway debentures, that had amounted
altogether to rather over five-and-twenty thousand pounds; his and
Mrs. Britling’s, a joint accumulation. This was, so to speak, his
economic viscera. It sustained him, and kept him going and
comfortable. When all was well he did not feel its existence; he
had merely a pleasant sense of general well-being. When here or
there a security got a little disarranged he
felt a vague discomfort. Now he became aware of grave disorders. It
was as if he discovered he had been accidentally eating toadstools,
and didn’t quite know whether they weren’t a highly poisonous sort.
But an analogy may be carried too far….

At any rate, when Mr. Britling got back to his writing-desk he
was much too disturbed to resume “And Now War Ends.”

“There’s bound to be a tremendous change in values!”

He had never felt quite so sure as most people about the
stability of the modern financial system. He did not, he felt,
understand the working of this moratorium, or the peculiar
advantage of prolonging the bank holidays. It meant, he supposed, a
stoppage of payment all round, and a cutting off of the supply of
ready money. And Hickson the grocer, according to Mrs. Faber, was
already looking askance at cheques.

Even if the bank did reopen Mr. Britling was aware that his
current balance was low; at the utmost it amounted to twenty or
thirty pounds. He had been expecting cheques from his English and
American publishers, and the usual Times cheque. Suppose
these payments were intercepted!

All these people might, so far as he could understand, stop
payment under this moratorium! That hadn’t at first occurred to
him. But, of course, quite probably they might refuse to pay his
account when it fell due.

And suppose The Times felt his peculiar vein of
thoughtfulness unnecessary in these stirring days!

And then if the bank really did lock up his deposit account, and
his securities became unsaleable!

Mr. Britling felt like an oyster that is invited to leave its
shell….

He sat back from his desk contemplating these things. His
imagination made a weak attempt to picture a world in which credit
has vanished and money is of doubtful value. He supposed a large
number of people would just go on buying and
selling at or near the old prices by force of habit.

His mind and conscience made a valiant attempt to pick up “And
Now War Ends” and go on with it, but before five minutes were out
he was back at the thoughts of food panic and bankruptcy….

§ 5

The conflict of interests at Mr. Britling’s desk became
unendurable. He felt he must settle the personal question first. He
wandered out upon the lawn and smoked cigarettes.

His first conception of a great convergent movement of the
nations to make a world peace and an end to militant Germany was
being obscured by this second, entirely incompatible, vision of a
world confused and disorganised. Mrs. Fabers in great multitudes
hoarding provisions, riotous crowds attacking shops, moratorium,
shut banks and waiting queues. Was it possible for the whole system
to break down through a shock to its confidence? Without any sense
of incongruity the dignified pacification of the planet had given
place in his mind to these more intimate possibilities. He heard a
rustle behind him, and turned to face his wife.

“Do you think,” she asked, “that there is any chance of a
shortage of food?”

“If all the Mrs. Fabers in the world run and grab—”

“Then every one must grab. I haven’t much in the way of stores
in the house.”

“H’m,” said Mr. Britling, and reflected…. “I don’t think we
must buy stores now.”

“But if we are short.”

“It’s the chances of war,” said Mr. Britling.

He reflected. “Those who join a panic make a panic. After all,
there is just as much food in the world as there was last month.
And short of burning it the only way of
getting rid of it is to eat it. And the harvests are good. Why
begin a scramble at a groaning board?”

“But people are scrambling! It would be
awkward—with the children and everything—if we ran
short.”

“We shan’t. And anyhow, you mustn’t begin hoarding, even if it
means hardship.”

“Yes. But you won’t like it if suddenly there’s no sugar for
your tea.”

Mr. Britling ignored this personal application.

“What is far more serious than a food shortage is the
possibility of a money panic.”

He paced the lawn with her and talked. He said that even now
very few people realised the flimsiness of the credit system by
which the modern world was sustained. It was a huge growth of
confidence, due very largely to the uninquiring indolence
of—everybody. It was sound so long as mankind did, on the
whole, believe in it; give only a sufficient loss of faith and it
might suffer any sort of collapse. It might vanish
altogether—as the credit system vanished at the breaking up
of Italy by the Goths—and leave us nothing but tangible
things, real property, possession nine points of the law, and that
sort of thing. Did she remember that last novel of
Gissing’s?—”Veranilda,” it was called. It was a picture of
the world when there was no wealth at all except what one could
carry hidden or guarded about with one. That sort of thing came to
the Roman Empire slowly, in the course of lifetimes, but nowadays
we lived in a rapider world—with flimsier institutions.
Nobody knew the strength or the weakness of credit; nobody knew
whether even the present shock might not send it smashing down….
And then all the little life we had lived so far would roll
away….

Mrs. Britling, he noted, glanced ever and again at her sunlit
house—there were new sunblinds, and she had been happy in her
choice of a colour—and listened with a sceptical expression
to this disquisition.

“A few days ago,” said Mr. Britling, trying to make things
concrete for her, “you and I together were worth five-and-twenty
thousand pounds. Now we don’t know what we are worth; whether we
have lost a thousand or ten thousand….”

He examined his sovereign purse and announced he had six pounds.
“What have you?”

She had about eighteen pounds in the house.

“We may have to get along with that for an indefinite time.”

“But the bank will open again presently,” she said. “And people
about here trust us.”

“Suppose they don’t?”

She did not trouble about the hypothesis. “And our investments
will recover. They always do recover.”

“Everything may recover,” he admitted. “But also nothing may
recover. All this life of ours which has seemed so settled and
secure—isn’t secure. I have felt that we were fixed here and
rooted—for all our lives. Suppose presently things sweep us
out of it? It’s a possibility we may have to face. I feel this
morning as if two enormous gates had opened in our lives, like the
gates that give upon an arena, gates giving on a
darkness—through which anything might come. Even death.
Suppose suddenly we were to see one of those great Zeppelins in the
air, or hear the thunder of guns away towards the coast. And if a
messenger came upon a bicycle telling us to leave everything and go
inland….”

“I see no reason why one should go out to meet things like
that.”

“But there is no reason why one should not envisage
them….”

“The curious thing,” said Mr. Britling, pursuing his examination
of the matter, “is that, looking at these things as one does now,
as things quite possible, they are not nearly so terrifying and
devastating to the mind as they would have seemed—last week.
I believe I should load you all into Gladys
and start off westward with a kind of exhilaration….”

She looked at him as if she would speak, and said nothing. She
suspected him of hating his home and affecting to care for it out
of politeness to her….

“Perhaps mankind tries too much to settle down. Perhaps these
stirrings up have to occur to save us from our disposition to
stuffy comfort. There’s the magic call of the unknown experience,
of dangers and hardships. One wants to go. But unless some push
comes one does not go. There is a spell that keeps one to the lair
and the old familiar ways. Now I am afraid—and at the same
time I feel that the spell is broken. The magic prison is suddenly
all doors. You may call this ruin, bankruptcy, invasion, flight;
they are doors out of habit and routine…. I have been doing
nothing for so long, except idle things and discursive things.”

“I thought that you managed to be happy here. You have done a
lot of work.”

“Writing is recording, not living. But now I feel suddenly that
we are living intensely. It is as if the whole quality of life was
changing. There are such times. There are times when the spirit of
life changes altogether. The old world knew that better than we do.
It made a distinction between weekdays and Sabbaths, and between
feasts and fasts and days of devotion. That is just what has
happened now. Week-day rules must be put aside. Before—oh!
three days ago, competition was fair, it was fair and tolerable to
get the best food one could and hold on to one’s own. But that
isn’t right now. War makes a Sabbath, and we shut the shops. The
banks are shut, and the world still feels as though Sunday was
keeping on….”

He saw his own way clear.

“The scale has altered. It does not matter now in the least if
we are ruined. It does not matter in the least if we have to live
upon potatoes and run into debt for our
rent. These now are the most incidental of things. A week ago they
would have been of the first importance. Here we are face to face
with the greatest catastrophe and the greatest opportunity in
history. We have to plunge through catastrophe to opportunity.
There is nothing to be done now in the whole world except to get
the best out of this tremendous fusing up of all the settled things
of life.” He had got what he wanted. He left her standing upon the
lawn and hurried back to his desk….

§ 6

When Mr. Britling, after a strenuous morning among high ideals,
descended for lunch, he found Mr. Lawrence Carmine had come over to
join him at that meal. Mr. Carmine was standing in the hall with
his legs very wide apart reading The Times for the fourth
time. “I can do no work,” he said, turning round. “I can’t fix my
mind. I suppose we are going to war. I’d got so used to the war
with Germany that I never imagined it would happen. Gods! what a
bore it will be…. And Maxse and all those scaremongers
cock-a-hoop and ‘I told you so.’ Damn these Germans!”

He looked despondent and worried. He followed Mr. Britling
towards the dining-room with his hands deep in his pockets.

“It’s going to be a tremendous thing,” he said, after he had
greeted Mrs. Britling and Hugh and Aunt Wilshire and Teddy, and
seated himself at Mr. Britling’s hospitable board. “It’s going to
upset everything. We don’t begin to imagine all the mischief it is
going to do.”

Mr. Britling was full of the heady draught of liberal optimism
he had been brewing upstairs. “I am not sorry I have lived to see
this war,” he said. “It may be a tremendous catastrophe in one
sense, but in another it is a huge step forward in human life. It
is the end of forty years of evil suspense. It is crisis and
solution.”

“I wish I could see it like that,” said Mr. Carmine.

“It is like a thaw—everything has been in a frozen
confusion since that Jew-German Treaty of Berlin. And since
1871.”

“Why not since Schleswig-Holstein?” said Mr. Carmine.

“Why not? Or since the Treaty of Vienna?”

“Or since—One might go back.”

“To the Roman Empire,” said Hugh.

“To the first conquest of all,” said Teddy….

“I couldn’t work this morning,” said Hugh. “I have been reading
in the Encyclopædia about races and religions in the
Balkans…. It’s very mixed.”

“So long as it could only be dealt with piecemeal,” said Mr.
Britling. “And that is just where the tremendous opportunity of
this war comes in. Now everything becomes fluid. We can redraw the
map of the world. A week ago we were all quarrelling bitterly about
things too little for human impatience. Now suddenly we face an
epoch. This is an epoch. The world is plastic for men to do what
they will with it. This is the end and the beginning of an age.
This is something far greater than the French Revolution or the
Reformation…. And we live in it….”

He paused impressively.

“I wonder what will happen to Albania?” said Hugh, but his
comment was disregarded.

“War makes men bitter and narrow,” said Mr. Carmine.

“War narrowly conceived,” said Mr. Britling. “But this is an
indignant and generous war.”

They speculated about the possible intervention of the United
States. Mr. Britling thought that the attack on Belgium demanded
the intervention of every civilised power, that all the best
instincts of America would be for intervention. “The more,” he
said, “the quicker.”

“It would be strange if the last power left out to mediate were
to be China,” said Mr. Carmine. “The one
people in the world who really believe in peace…. I wish I had
your confidence, Britling.”

For a time they contemplated a sort of Grand Inquest on Germany
and militarism, presided over by the Wisdom of the East. Militarism
was, as it were, to be buried as a suicide at four cross-roads,
with a stake through its body to prevent any untimely
resuscitation.

§ 7

Mr. Britling was in a phase of imaginative release. Such a
release was one of the first effects of the war upon many educated
minds. Things that had seemed solid forever were visibly in flux;
things that had seemed stone were alive. Every boundary, every
government, was seen for the provisional thing it was. He talked of
his World Congress meeting year by year, until it ceased to be a
speculation and became a mere intelligent anticipation; he talked
of the “manifest necessity” of a Supreme Court for the world. He
beheld that vision at the Hague, but Mr. Carmine preferred Delhi or
Samarkand or Alexandria or Nankin. “Let us get away from the
delusion of Europe anyhow,” said Mr. Carmine….

As Mr. Britling had sat at his desk that morning and surveyed
the stupendous vistas of possibility that war was opening, the
catastrophe had taken on a more and more beneficial quality. “I
suppose that it is only through such crises as these that the world
can reconstruct itself,” I said. And, on the whole that afternoon
he was disposed to hope that the great military machine would not
smash itself too easily. “We want the nations to feel the need of
one another,” he said. “Too brief a campaign might lead to a
squabble for plunder. The Englishman has to learn his dependence on
the Irishman, the Russian has to be taught the value of education
and the friendship of the Pole…. Europe will now have to look to
Asia, and recognise that Indians and Chinamem are also
‘white.’… But these lessons require time
and stresses if they are to be learnt properly….”

They discussed the possible duration of the war.

Mr. Carmine thought it would be a long struggle; Mr. Britling
thought that the Russians would be in Berlin by the next May. He
was afraid they might get there before the end of the year. He
thought that the Germans would beat out their strength upon the
French and Belgian lines, and never be free to turn upon the
Russian at all. He was sure they had underrated the strength and
energy of the French and of ourselves. “The Russians meanwhile,” he
said, “will come on, slowly, steadily, inevitably….”

§ 8

That day of vast anticipations drew out into the afternoon. It
was a day—obsessed. It was the precursor of a relentless
series of doomed and fettered days. There was a sense of enormous
occurrences going on just out of sound and sight—behind the
mask of Essex peacefulness. From this there was no escape. It made
all other interests fitful. Games of Badminton were begun and
abruptly truncated by the arrival of the evening papers;
conversations started upon any topic whatever returned to the war
by the third and fourth remark….

After lunch Mr. Britling and Mr. Carmine went on talking.
Nothing else was possible. They repeated things they had already
said. They went into things more thoroughly. They sat still for a
time, and then suddenly broke out with some new
consideration….

It had been their custom to play skat with Herr Heinrich, who
had shown them the game very explicitly and thoroughly. But there
was no longer any Herr Heinrich—and somehow German games were
already out of fashion. The two philosophers admitted that they had
already considered skat to be complicated without subtlety, and
that its chief delight for them had been the pink earnestness of Herr Heinrich, his inability to
grasp their complete but tacit comprehension of its innocent
strategy, and his invariable ill-success to bring off the coups
that flashed before his imagination.

He would survey the destructive counter-stroke with unconcealed
surprise. He would verify his first impression by craning towards
it and adjusting his glasses on his nose. He had a characteristic
way of doing this with one stiff finger on either side of his
sturdy nose.

“It is very fortunate for you that you have played that card,”
he would say, growing pinker and pinker with hasty cerebration. “Or
else—yes”—a glance at his own cards—”it would
have been altogether bad for you. I had taken only a very small
risk…. Now I must—”

He would reconsider his hand.

Zo!” he would say, dashing down a card….

Well, he had gone and skat had gone. A countless multitude of
such links were snapping that day between hundreds of thousands of
English and German homes.

§ 9

The imminence of war produced a peculiar exaltation in Aunt
Wilshire. She developed a point of view that was entirely her
own.

It was Mr. Britling’s habit, a habit he had set himself to
acquire after much irritating experience, to disregard Aunt
Wilshire. She was not, strictly speaking, his aunt; she was one of
those distant cousins we find already woven into our lives when we
attain to years of responsibility. She had been a presence in his
father’s household when Mr. Britling was a boy. Then she had been
called “Jane,” or “Cousin Jane,” or “Your cousin Wilshire.” It had
been a kindly freak of Mr. Britling’s to promote her to Aunty
rank.

She eked out a small inheritance by staying with relatives. Mr.
Britling’s earlier memories presented her as a slender young woman of thirty, with a nose upon
which small boys were forbidden to comment. Yet she commented upon
it herself, and called his attention to its marked resemblance to
that of the great Duke of Wellington. “He was, I am told,” said
Cousin Wilshire to the attentive youth, “a great friend of your
great-grandmother’s. At any rate, they were contemporaries. Since
then this nose has been in the family. He would have been the last
to draw a veil over it, but other times, other manners. ‘Publish,’
he said, ‘and be damned.'”

She had a knack of exasperating Mr. Britling’s father, a knack
which to a less marked degree she also possessed in relation to the
son. But Mr. Britling senior never acquired the art of disregarding
her. Her method—if one may call the natural expression of a
personality a method—was an invincibly superior knowledge, a
firm and ill-concealed belief that all statements made in her
hearing were wrong and most of them absurd, and a manner calm,
assured, restrained. She may have been born with it; it is on
record that at the age of ten she was pronounced a singularly
trying child. She may have been born with the air of thinking the
doctor a muff and knowing how to manage all this business better.
Mr. Britling had known her only in her ripeness. As a boy, he had
enjoyed her confidences—about other people and the general
neglect of her advice. He grew up rather to like her—most
people rather liked her—and to attach a certain importance to
her unattainable approval. She was sometimes kind, she was
frequently absurd….

With very little children she was quite wise and Jolly….

So she circulated about a number of houses which at any rate
always welcomed her coming. In the opening days of each visit she
performed marvels of tact, and set a watch upon her lips. Then the
demons of controversy and dignity would get the better of her. She
would begin to correct, quietly but firmly, she would begin to
disapprove of the tone and quality of her
treatment. It was quite common for her visit to terminate in
speechless rage both on the side of host and of visitor. The
remarkable thing was that this speechless rage never endured.
Though she could exasperate she could never offend. Always after an
interval during which she was never mentioned, people began to
wonder how Cousin Jane was getting on…. A tentative
correspondence would begin, leading slowly up to a fresh
invitation.

She spent more time in Mr. Britling’s house than in any other.
There was a legend that she had “drawn out” his mind, and that she
had “stood up” for him against his father. She had certainly
contradicted quite a number of those unfavourable comments that
fathers are wont to make about their sons. Though certainly she
contradicted everything. And Mr. Britling hated to think of her
knocking about alone in boarding-houses and hydropathic
establishments with only the most casual chances for
contradiction.

Moreover, he liked to see her casting her eye over the morning
paper. She did it with a manner as though she thought the
terrestrial globe a great fool, and quite beyond the reach of
advice. And as though she understood and was rather amused at the
way in which the newspaper people tried to keep back the real facts
of the case from her.

And now she was scornfully entertained at the behaviour of
everybody in the war crisis.

She confided various secrets of state to the elder of the
younger Britlings—preferably when his father was within
earshot.

“None of these things they are saying about the war,” she said,
“really matter in the slightest degree. It is all about a spoilt
carpet and nothing else in the world—a madman and a spoilt
carpet. If people had paid the slightest attention to common sense
none of this war would have happened. The thing was perfectly well
known. He was a delicate child, difficult to
rear and given to screaming fits. Consequently he was never
crossed, allowed to do everything. Nobody but his grandmother had
the slightest influence with him. And she prevented him spoiling
this carpet as completely as he wished to do. The story is
perfectly well known. It was at Windsor—at the age of eight.
After that he had but one thought: war with England….

“Everybody seemed surprised,” she said suddenly at tea to Mr.
Carmine. “I at least am not surprised. I am only surprised it did
not come sooner. If any one had asked me I could have told them,
three years, five years ago.”

The day was one of flying rumours, Germany was said to have
declared war on Italy, and to have invaded Holland as well as
Belgium.

“They’ll declare war against the moon next!” said Aunt
Wilshire.

“And send a lot of Zeppelins,” said the smallest boy. “Herr
Heinrich told us they can fly thousands of miles.”

“He will go on declaring war until there is nothing left to
declare war against. That is exactly what he has always done. Once
started he cannot desist. Often he has had to be removed from the
dinner-table for fear of injury. Now, it is ultimatums.”

She was much pleased by a headline in the Daily Express
that streamed right across the page: “The Mad Dog of Europe.”
Nothing else, she said, had come so near her feelings about the
war.

“Mark my words,” said Aunt Wilshire in her most impressive
tones. “He is insane. It will be proved to be so. He will end his
days in an asylum—as a lunatic. I have felt it myself for
years and said so in private…. Knowing what I did…. To such
friends as I could trust not to misunderstand me…. Now at least I
can speak out.

“With his moustaches turned up!” exclaimed Aunt Wilshire after an interval of accumulation….
“They say he has completely lost the use of the joint in his left
arm, he carries it stiff like a Punch and Judy—and he wants
to conquer Europe…. While his grandmother lived there was some
one to keep him in order. He stood in Awe of her. He hated her, but
he did not dare defy her. Even his uncle had some influence. Now,
nothing restrains him.

“A double-headed mad dog,” said Aunt Wilshire. “Him and his
eagles!… A man like that ought never to have been allowed to make
a war…. Not even a little war…. If he had been put under
restraint when I said so, none of these things would have happened.
But, of course I am nobody…. It was not considered worth
attending to.”

§ 10

One remarkable aspect of the English attitude towards the war
was the disposition to treat it as a monstrous joke. It is a
disposition traceable in a vast proportion of the British
literature of the time. In spite of violence, cruelty, injustice,
and the vast destruction and still vaster dangers of the struggles,
that disposition held. The English mind refused flatly to see
anything magnificent or terrible in the German attack, or to regard
the German Emperor or the Crown Prince as anything more than
figures of fun. From first to last their conception of the enemy
was an overstrenuous, foolish man, red with effort, with protruding
eyes and a forced frightfulness of demeanour. That he might be
tremendously lethal did not in the least obscure the fact that he
was essentially ridiculous. And if as the war went on the joke grew
grimmer, still it remained a joke. The German might make a desert
of the world; that could not alter the British conviction that he
was making a fool of himself.

And this disposition kept coming to the surface throughout the
afternoon, now in a casual allusion, now in some deliberate jest. The small boys had discovered the
goose step, and it filled their little souls with amazement and
delight. That human beings should consent to those ridiculous paces
seemed to them almost incredibly funny. They tried it themselves,
and then set out upon a goose-step propaganda. Letty and Cissie had
come up to the Dower House for tea and news, and they were enrolled
with Teddy and Hugh. The six of them, chuckling and swaying,
marched, in vast scissor strides across the lawn. “Left,” cried
Hugh. “Left.”

“Toes out more,” said Mr. Lawrence Carmine.

“Keep stiffer,” said the youngest Britling.

“Watch the Zeppelins and look proud,” said Hugh. “With the chest
out. Zo!

Mrs. Britling was so much amused that she went in for her
camera, and took a snapshot of the detachment. It was a very
successful snapshot, and a year later Mr. Britling was to find a
print of it among his papers, and recall the sunshine and the
merriment….

§ 11

That night brought the British declaration of war against
Germany. To nearly every Englishman that came as a matter of
course, and it is one of the most wonderful facts in history that
the Germans were surprised by it. When Mr. Britling, as a sample
Englishman, had said that there would never be war between Germany
and England, he had always meant that it was inconceivable to him
that Germany should ever attack Belgium or France. If Germany had
been content to fight a merely defensive war upon her western
frontier and let Belgium alone, there would scarcely have been such
a thing as a war party in Great Britain. But the attack upon
Belgium, the westward thrust, made the whole nation flame
unanimously into war. It settled a question that was in open debate
up to the very outbreak of the conflict. Up to the last the English
had cherished the idea that in Germany, just
as in England, the mass of people were kindly, pacific, and
detached. That had been the English mistake. Germany was really and
truly what Germany had been professing to be for forty years, a War
State. With a sigh—and a long-forgotten thrill—England
roused herself to fight. Even now she still roused herself
sluggishly. It was going to be an immense thing, but just how
immense it was going to be no one in England had yet imagined.

Countless men that day whom Fate had marked for death and wounds
stared open-mouthed at the news, and smiled with the excitement of
the headlines, not dreaming that any of these things would come
within three hundred miles of them. What was war to Matching’s
Easy—to all the Matching’s Easies great and small that make
up England? The last home that was ever burnt by an enemy within a
hundred miles of Matching’s Easy was burnt by the Danes rather more
than a thousand years ago…. And the last trace of those
particular Danes in England were certain horny scraps of indurated
skin under the heads of the nails in the door of St. Clement Danes
in London….

Now again, England was to fight in a war which was to light
fires in England and bring death to English people on English soil.
There were inconceivable ideas in August, 1914. Such things must
happen before they can be comprehended as possible.

§ 12

This story is essentially the history of the opening and of the
realisation of the Great War as it happened to one small group of
people in Essex, and more particularly as it happened to one human
brain. It came at first to all these people in a spectacular
manner, as a thing happening dramatically and internationally, as a
show, as something in the newspapers, something in the character of
an historical epoch rather than a personal experience; only by slow
degrees did it and its consequences invade the common texture of English life. If this story could be
represented by sketches or pictures the central figure would be Mr.
Britling, now sitting at his desk by day or by night and writing
first at his tract “And Now War Ends” and then at other things, now
walking about his garden or in Claverings park or going to and fro
in London, in his club reading the ticker or in his hall reading
the newspaper, with ideas and impressions continually clustering,
expanding, developing more and more abundantly in his mind,
arranging themselves, reacting upon one another, building
themselves into generalisations and conclusions….

All Mr. Britling’s mental existence was soon threaded on the
war. His more or less weekly Times leader became
dissertations upon the German point of view; his reviews of books
and Literary Supplement articles were all oriented more and more
exactly to that one supreme fact….

It was rare that he really seemed to be seeing the war; few
people saw it; for most of the world it came as an illimitable
multitude of incoherent, loud, and confusing impressions. But all
the time he was at least doing his utmost to see the war, to
simplify it and extract the essence of it until it could be
apprehended as something epic and explicable, as a stateable
issue….

Most typical picture of all would be Mr. Britling writing in a
little circle of orange lamplight, with the blinds of his room open
for the sake of the moonlight, but the window shut to keep out the
moths that beat against it. Outside would be the moon and the high
summer sky and the old church tower dim above the black trees half
a mile away, with its clock—which Mr. Britling heard at night
but never noted by day—beating its way round the slow
semicircle of the nocturnal hours. He had always hated conflict and
destruction, and felt that war between civilised states was the
quintessential expression of human failure, it was a stupidity that
stopped progress and all the free variation of humanity, a thousand
times he had declared it impossible, but
even now with his country fighting he was still far from realising
that this was a thing that could possibly touch him more than
intellectually. He did not really believe with his eyes and
finger-tips and backbone that murder, destruction, and agony on a
scale monstrous beyond precedent was going on in the same world as
that which slumbered outside the black ivy and silver shining
window-sill that framed his peaceful view.

War had not been a reality of the daily life of England for more
than a thousand years. The mental habit of the nation for fifty
generations was against its emotional recognition. The English were
the spoilt children of peace. They had never been wholly at war for
three hundred years, and for over eight hundred years they had not
fought for life against a foreign power. Spain and France had
threatened in turn, but never even crossed the seas. It is true
that England had had her civil dissensions and had made wars and
conquests in every part of the globe and established an immense
empire, but that last, as Mr. Britling had told Mr. Direck, was “an
excursion.” She had just sent out younger sons and surplus people,
emigrants and expeditionary forces. Her own soil had never seen any
successful foreign invasion; her homeland, the bulk of her
households, her general life, had gone on untouched by these
things. Nineteen people out of twenty, the middle class and most of
the lower class, knew no more of the empire than they did of the
Argentine Republic or the Italian Renaissance. It did not concern
them. War that calls upon every man and threatens every life in the
land, war of the whole national being, was a thing altogether
outside English experience and the scope of the British
imagination. It was still incredible, it was still outside the
range of Mr. Britling’s thoughts all through the tremendous onrush
and check of the German attack in the west that opened the great
war. Through those two months he was, as it were, a more and more
excited spectator at a show, a show like a baseball match, a spectator with money on the event, rather than a
really participating citizen of a nation thoroughly at war….

§ 13

After the jolt of the food panic and a brief, financial scare,
the vast inertia of everyday life in England asserted itself. When
the public went to the banks for the new paper money, the banks
tendered gold—apologetically. The supply of the new notes was
very insufficient, and there was plenty of gold. After the first
impression that a universal catastrophe had happened there was an
effect as if nothing had happened.

Shops re-opened after the Bank Holiday, in a tentative spirit
that speedily became assurance; people went about their business
again, and the war, so far as the mass of British folk were
concerned, was for some weeks a fever of the mind and intelligence
rather than a physical and personal actuality. There was a keen
demand for news, and for a time there was very little news. The
press did its best to cope with this immense occasion. Led by the
Daily Express, all the halfpenny newspapers adopted a new
and more resonant sort of headline, the streamer, a band of
emphatic type that ran clean across the page and announced
victories or disconcerting happenings. They did this every day,
whether there was a great battle or the loss of a trawler to
announce, and the public mind speedily adapted itself to the new
pitch.

There was no invitation from the government and no organisation
for any general participation in war. People talked unrestrictedly;
every one seemed to be talking; they waved flags and displayed much
vague willingness to do something. Any opportunity of service was
taken very eagerly. Lord Kitchener was understood to have demanded
five hundred thousand men; the War Office arrangements for
recruiting, arrangements conceived on a scale altogether too small,
were speedily overwhelmed by a rush of willing young men. The flow
had to be checked by raising the physical
standard far above the national average, and recruiting died down
to manageable proportions. There was a quite genuine belief that
the war might easily be too exclusively considered; that for the
great mass of people it was a disturbing and distracting rather
than a vital interest. The phase “Business as Usual” ran about the
world, and the papers abounded in articles in which going on as
though there was no war at all was demonstrated to be the truest
form of patriotism. “Leave things to Kitchener” was another
watchword with a strong appeal to the national quality. “Business
as usual during Alterations to the Map of Europe” was the
advertisement of one cheerful barber, widely quoted….

Hugh was at home all through August. He had thrown up his rooms
in London with his artistic ambitions, and his father was making
all the necessary arrangements for him to follow Cardinal to
Cambridge. Meanwhile Hugh was taking up his scientific work where
he had laid it down. He gave a reluctant couple of hours in the
afternoon to the mysteries of Little-go Greek, and for the rest of
his time he was either working at mathematics and mathematical
physics or experimenting in a little upstairs room that had been
carved out of the general space of the barn. It was only at the
very end of August that it dawned upon him or Mr. Britling that the
war might have more than a spectacular and sympathetic appeal for
him. Hitherto contemporary history had happened without his
personal intervention. He did not see why it should not continue to
happen with the same detachment. The last elections—and a
general election is really the only point at which the life of the
reasonable Englishman becomes in any way public—had happened
four years ago, when he was thirteen.

§ 14

For a time it was believed in Matching’s Easy that the German
armies had been defeated and very largely
destroyed at Liège. It was a mistake not confined to
Matching’s Easy.

The first raiding attack was certainly repulsed with heavy
losses, and so were the more systematic assaults on August the
sixth and seventh. After that the news from Liège became
uncertain, but it was believed in England that some or all of the
forts were still holding out right up to the German entry into
Brussels. Meanwhile the French were pushing into their lost
provinces, occupying Altkirch, Mulhausen and Saarburg; the Russians
were invading Bukovina and East Prussia; the Goeben, the
Breslau and the Panther had been sunk by the
newspapers in an imaginary battle in the Mediterranean, and
Togoland was captured by the French and British. Neither the force
nor the magnitude of the German attack through Belgium was
appreciated by the general mind, and it was possible for Mr.
Britling to reiterate his fear that the war would be over too soon,
long before the full measure of its possible benefits could be
secured. But these apprehensions were unfounded; the lessons the
war had in store for Mr. Britling were far more drastic than
anything he was yet able to imagine even in his most exalted
moods.

He resisted the intimations of the fall of Brussels and the
appearance of the Germans at Dinant. The first real check to his
excessive anticipations of victory for the Allies came with the
sudden reappearance of Mr. Direck in a state of astonishment and
dismay at Matching’s Easy. He wired from the Strand office, “Coming
to tell you about things,” and arrived on the heels of his
telegram.

He professed to be calling upon Mr. and Mrs. Britling, and to a
certain extent he was; but he had a quick eye for the door or
windows; his glance roved irrelevantly as he talked. A faint
expectation of Cissie came in with him and hovered about him, as
the scent of violets follows the flower.

He was, however, able to say quite a number of things before Mr. Britling’s natural tendency to do the
telling asserted itself.

“My word,” said Mr. Direck, “but this is some war. It is
going on regardless of every decent consideration. As an American
citizen I naturally expected to be treated with some respect, war
or no war. That expectation has not been realised…. Europe is
dislocated…. You have no idea here yet how completely Europe is
dislocated….

“I came to Europe in a perfectly friendly spirit—and I
must say I am surprised. Practically I have been thrown out, neck
and crop. All my luggage is lost. Away at some one-horse junction
near the Dutch frontier that I can’t even learn the name of.
There’s joy in some German home, I guess, over my shirts; they were
real good shirts. This tweed suit I have is all the wardrobe I’ve
got in the world. All my money—good American
notes—well, they laughed at them. And when I produced English
gold they suspected me of being English and put me under arrest….
I can assure you that the English are most unpopular in Germany at
the present time, thoroughly unpopular…. Considering that they
are getting exactly what they were asking for, these Germans are
really remarkably annoyed…. Well, I had to get the American
consul to advance me money, and I’ve done more waiting about and
irregular fasting and travelling on an empty stomach and viewing
the world, so far as it was permitted, from railway
sidings—for usually they made us pull the blinds down when
anything important was on the track—than any cow that ever
came to Chicago…. I was handed as freight—low grade
freight…. It doesn’t bear recalling.”

Mr. Direck assumed as grave and gloomy an expression as the
facial habits of years would permit.

“I tell you I never knew there was such a thing as war until
this happened to me. In America we don’t know there is such a
thing. It’s like pestilence and famine;
something in the story books. We’ve forgotten it for anything real.
There’s just a few grandfathers go around talking about it. Judge
Holmes and sage old fellows like him. Otherwise it’s just a game
the kids play at…. And then suddenly here’s everybody running
about in the streets—hating and threatening—and nice
old gentlemen with white moustaches and fathers of families
scheming and planning to burn houses and kill and hurt and terrify.
And nice young women, too, looking for an Englishman to spit at; I
tell you I’ve been within range and very uncomfortable several
times…. And what one can’t believe is that they are really doing
these things. There’s a little village called Visé near the
Dutch frontier; some old chap got fooling there with a
fowling-piece; and they’ve wiped it out. Shot the people by the
dozen, put them out in rows three deep and shot them, and burnt the
place. Short of scalping, Red Indians couldn’t have done worse.
Respectable German soldiers….

“No one in England really seems to have any suspicion what is
going on in Belgium. You hear stories—People tell them in
Holland. It takes your breath away. They have set out just to cow
those Belgians. They have started in to be deliberately frightful.
You do not begin to understand…. Well…. Outrages. The sort of
outrages Americans have never heard of. That one doesn’t speak
of…. Well…. Rape…. They have been raping women for
disciplinary purposes on tables in the market-place of
Liège. Yes, sir. It’s a fact. I was told it by a man who had
just come out of Belgium. Knew the people, knew the place, knew
everything. People over here do not seem to realise that those
women are the same sort of women that you might find in Chester or
Yarmouth, or in Matching’s Easy for the matter of that. They still
seem to think that Continental women are a different sort of
women—more amenable to that sort of treatment. They seem to
think there is some special Providential law against such things
happening to English people. And it’s within
two hundred miles of you—even now. And as far as I can see
there’s precious little to prevent it coming nearer….”

Mr. Britling thought there were a few little obstacles.

“I’ve seen the new British army drilling in London, Mr.
Britling. I don’t know if you have. I saw a whole battalion. And
they hadn’t got half-a-dozen uniforms, and not a single rifle to
the whole battalion.

“You don’t begin to realise in England what you are up against.
You have no idea what it means to be in a country where everybody,
the women, the elderly people, the steady middle-aged men, are
taking war as seriously as business. They haven’t the slightest
compunction. I don’t know what Germany was like before the war, I
had hardly gotten out of my train before the war began; but Germany
to-day is one big armed camp. It’s all crawling with soldiers. And
every soldier has his uniform and his boots and his arms and his
kit.

“And they’re as sure of winning as if they had got London now.
They mean to get London. They’re cocksure they are going to walk
through Belgium, cocksure they will get to Paris by Sedan day, and
then they are going to destroy your fleet with Zeppelins and
submarines and make a dash across the Channel. They say it’s
England they are after, in this invasion of Belgium. They’ll just
down France by the way. They say they’ve got guns to bombard Dover
from Calais. They make a boast of it. They know for certain you
can’t arm your troops. They know you can’t turn out ten thousand
rifles a week. They come and talk to any one in the trains, and
explain just how your defeat is going to be managed. It’s just as
though they were talking of rounding up cattle.”

Mr. Britling said they would soon be disillusioned.

Mr. Direck, with the confidence of his authentic observations,
remarked after a perceptible interval, “I wonder how.”

He reverted to the fact that had most struck upon his
imagination.

“Grown-up people, ordinary intelligent experienced people,
taking war seriously, talking of punishing England; it’s a
revelation. A sort of solemn enthusiasm. High and low….

“And the trainloads of men and the trainloads of guns….”

“Liège,” said Mr. Britling.

“Liège was just a scratch on the paint,” said Mr. Direck.
“A few thousand dead, a few score thousand dead, doesn’t
matter—not a red cent to them. There’s a man arrived at the
Cecil who saw them marching into Brussels. He sat at table with me
at lunch yesterday. All day it went on, a vast unending river of
men in grey. Endless waggons, endless guns, the whole manhood of a
nation and all its stuff, marching….

“I thought war,” said Mr. Direck, “was a thing when most people
stood about and did the shouting, and a sort of special team did
the fighting. Well, Germany isn’t fighting like that…. I confess
it, I’m scared…. It’s the very biggest thing on record; it’s the
very limit in wars…. I dreamt last night of a grey flood washing
everything in front of it. You and me—and Miss
Corner—curious thing, isn’t it? that she came into
it—were scrambling up a hill higher and higher, with that
flood pouring after us. Sort of splashing into a foam of faces and
helmets and bayonets—and clutching hands—and red
stuff…. Well, Mr. Britling, I admit I’m a little bit overwrought
about it, but I can assure you you don’t begin to realise in
England what it is you’ve butted against….”

§ 15

Cissie did not come up to the Dower House that afternoon, and so
Mr. Direck, after some vague and transparent excuses, made his way
to the cottage.

Here his report become even more impressive. Teddy sat on the
writing desk beside the typewriter and swung his legs slowly. Letty
brooded in the armchair. Cissie presided over certain limited
crawling operations of the young heir.

“They could have the equal of the whole British Army killed
three times over and scarcely know it had happened. They’re
all in it. It’s a whole country in arms.”

Teddy nodded thoughtfully.

“There’s our fleet,” said Letty.

“Well, that won’t save Paris, will it?”

Mr. Direck didn’t, he declared, want to make disagreeable talk,
but this was a thing people in England had to face. He felt like
one of them himself—”naturally.” He’d sort of hurried home to
them—it was just like hurrying home—to tell them of the
tremendous thing that was going to hit them. He felt like a man in
front of a flood, a great grey flood. He couldn’t hide what he had
been thinking. “Where’s our army?” asked Letty suddenly.

“Lost somewhere in France,” said Teddy. “Like a needle in a
bottle of hay.”

“What I keep on worrying at is this,” Mr. Direck resumed.
“Suppose they did come, suppose somehow they scrambled over, sixty
or seventy thousand men perhaps.”

“Every man would turn out and take a shot at them,” said
Letty.

“But there’s no rifles!”

“There’s shot guns.”

“That’s exactly what I’m afraid of,” said Mr. Direck. “They’d
massacre….

“You may be the bravest people on earth,” said Mr. Direck, “but
if you haven’t got arms and the other chaps have—you’re just
as if you were sheep.”

He became gloomily pensive.

He roused himself to describe his experiences at some length,
and the extraordinary disturbance of his mind. He related more particularly his attempts to see
the sights of Cologne during the stir of mobilisation. After a time
his narrative flow lost force, and there was a general feeling that
he ought to be left alone with Cissie. Teddy had a letter that must
be posted; Letty took the infant to crawl on the mossy stones under
the pear tree. Mr. Direck leant against the window-sill and became
silent for some moments after the door had closed on Letty.

“As for you, Cissie,” he began at last, “I’m anxious. I’m real
anxious. I wish you’d let me throw the mantle of Old Glory over
you.”

He looked at her earnestly.

“Old Glory?” asked Cissie.

“Well—the Stars and Stripes. I want you to be able to
claim American citizenship—in certain eventualities. It
wouldn’t be so very difficult. All the world over, Cissie,
Americans are respected…. Nobody dares touch an American citizen.
We are—an inviolate people.”

He paused. “But how?” asked Cissie.

“It would be perfectly easy—perfectly.”

“How?”

“Just marry an American citizen,” said Mr. Direck, with his face
beaming with ingenuous self-approval. “Then you’d be safe, and I’d
not have to worry.”

“Because we’re in for a stiff war!” cried Cissie, and Direck
perceived he had blundered.

“Because we may be invaded!” she said, and Mr. Direck’s sense of
error deepened.

“I vow—” she began.

“No!” cried Mr. Direck, and held out a hand.

There was a moment of crisis.

“Never will I desert my country—while she is at war,” said
Cissie, reducing her first fierce intention, and adding as though
she regretted her concession, “Anyhow.”

“Then it’s up to me to end the war, Cissie,” said Mr. Direck,
trying to get her back to a less spirited attitude.

But Cissie wasn’t to be got back so easily. The war was already beckoning to them in the cottage, and
drawing them down from the auditorium into the arena.

“This is the rightest war in history,” she said. “If I was an
American I should be sorry to be one now and to have to stand out
of it. I wish I was a man now so that I could do something for all
the decency and civilisation the Germans have outraged. I can’t
understand how any man can be content to keep out of this, and
watch Belgium being destroyed. It is like looking on at a murder.
It is like watching a dog killing a kitten….”

Mr. Direck’s expression was that of a man who is suddenly shown
strange lights upon the world.

§ 16

Mr. Britling found Mr. Direck’s talk very indigestible.

He was parting very reluctantly from his dream of a disastrous
collapse of German imperialism, of a tremendous, decisive
demonstration of the inherent unsoundness of militarist monarchy,
to be followed by a world conference of chastened but hopeful
nations, and—the Millennium. He tried now to think that Mr.
Direck had observed badly and misconceived what he saw. An
American, unused to any sort of military occurrences, might easily
mistake tens of thousands for millions, and the excitement of a few
commercial travellers for the enthusiasm of a united people. But
the newspapers now, with a kindred reluctance, were beginning to
qualify, bit by bit, their first representation of the German
attack through Belgium as a vast and already partly thwarted parade
of incompetence. The Germans, he gathered, were being continually
beaten in Belgium; but just as continually they advanced. Each
fresh newspaper name he looked up on the map marked an oncoming
tide. Alost—Charleroi. Farther east the French were
retreating from the Saales Pass. Surely the British, who had now
been in France for a fortnight, would presently be
manifest, stemming the onrush; somewhere
perhaps in Brabant or East Flanders. It gave Mr. Britling an
unpleasant night to hear at Claverings that the French were very
ill-equipped; had no good modern guns either at Lille or Maubeuge,
were short of boots and equipment generally, and rather depressed
already at the trend of things. Mr. Britling dismissed this as
pessimistic talk, and built his hopes on the still invisible
British army, hovering somewhere—

He would sit over the map of Belgium, choosing where he would
prefer to have the British hover….

Namur fell. The place names continued to shift southward and
westward. The British army or a part of it came to light abruptly
at Mons. It had been fighting for thirty-eight hours and defeating
enormously superior forces of the enemy. That was reassuring until
a day or so later “the Cambray—Le Cateau line” made Mr.
Britling realise that the victorious British had recoiled five and
twenty miles….

And then came the Sunday of The Times telegram, which
spoke of a “retreating and a broken army.” Mr. Britling did not see
this, but Mr. Manning brought over the report of it in a state of
profound consternation. Things, he said, seemed to be about as bad
as they could be. The English were retreating towards the coast and
in much disorder. They were “in the air” and already separated from
the Trench. They had narrowly escaped “a Sedan” under the
fortifications of Maubeuge…. Mr. Britling was stunned. He went to
his study and stared helplessly at maps. It was as if David had
flung his pebble—and missed!

But in the afternoon Mr. Manning telephoned to comfort his
friend. A reassuring despatch from General French had been
published and—all was well—practically—and the
British had been splendid. They had been fighting continuously for
several days round and about Mons; they had been attacked at odds
of six to one, and they had repulsed and
inflicted enormous losses on the enemy. They had established an
incontestable personal superiority over the Germans. The Germans
had been mown down in heaps; the British had charged through their
cavalry like charging through paper. So at last and very gloriously
for the British, British and German had met in battle. After the
hard fighting of the 26th about Landrecies, the British had been
comparatively unmolested, reinforcements covering double the losses
had joined them and the German advance was definitely checked …
Mr. Britling’s mind swung back to elation. He took down the entire
despatch from Mr. Manning’s dictation, and ran out with it into the
garden where Mrs. Britling, with an unwonted expression of anxiety,
was presiding over the teas of the usual casual Sunday
gathering…. The despatch was read aloud twice over. After that
there was hockey and high spirits, and then Mr. Britling went up to
his study to answer a letter from Mrs. Harrowdean, the first letter
that had come from her since their breach at the outbreak of the
war, and which he was now in a better mood to answer than he had
been hitherto.

She had written ignoring his silence and absence, or rather
treating it as if it were an incident of no particular importance.
Apparently she had not called upon the patient and devoted Oliver
as she had threatened; at any rate, there were no signs of Oliver
in her communication. But she reproached Mr. Britling for deserting
her, and she clamoured for his presence and for kind and
strengthening words. She was, she said, scared by this war. She was
only a little thing, and it was all too dreadful, and there was not
a soul in the world to hold her hand, at least no one who
understood in the slightest degree how she felt. (But why was not
Oliver holding her hand?) She was like a child left alone in the
dark. It was perfectly horrible the way that people were being kept
in the dark. The stories one heard, “often from quite
trustworthy sources
,” were enough to depress and terrify
any one. Battleship after battleship had
been sunk by German torpedoes, a thing kept secret from us for no
earthly reason, and Prince Louis of Battenberg had been discovered
to be a spy and had been sent to the Tower. Haldane too was a spy.
Our army in France had been “practically sold” by the
French. Almost all the French generals were in German pay. The
censorship and the press were keeping all this back, but what good
was it to keep it back? It was folly not to trust people! But it
was all too dreadful for a poor little soul whose only desire was
to live happily. Why didn’t he come along to her and make her feel
she had protecting arms round her? She couldn’t think in the
daytime: she couldn’t sleep at night….

Then she broke away into the praises of serenity. Never had she
thought so much of his beautiful “Silent Places” as she did now.
How she longed to take refuge in some such dreamland from violence
and treachery and foolish rumours! She was weary of every reality.
She wanted to fly away into some secret hiding-place and cultivate
her simple garden there—as Voltaire had done…. Sometimes at
night she was afraid to undress. She imagined the sound of guns,
she imagined landings and frightful scouts “in masks” rushing
inland on motor bicycles….

It was an ill-timed letter. The nonsense about Prince Louis of
Battenberg and Lord Haldane and the torpedoed battleships annoyed
him extravagantly. He had just sufficient disposition to believe
such tales as to find their importunity exasperating. The idea of
going over to Pyecrafts to spend his days in comforting a timid
little dear obsessed by such fears, attracted him not at all. He
had already heard enough adverse rumours at Claverings to make him
thoroughly uncomfortable. He had been doubting whether after all
his “Examination of War” was really much less of a futility than
“And Now War Ends”; his mind was full of a sense of
incomplete statements and unsubstantial
arguments. He was indeed in a state of extreme intellectual worry.
He was moreover extraordinarily out of love with Mrs. Harrowdean.
Never had any affection in the whole history of Mr. Britling’s
heart collapsed so swiftly and completely. He was left incredulous
of ever having cared for her at all. Probably he hadn’t. Probably
the whole business had been deliberate illusion from first to last.
The “dear little thing” business, he felt, was all very well as a
game of petting, but times were serious now, and a woman of her
intelligence should do something better than wallow in fears and
elaborate a winsome feebleness. A very unnecessary and tiresome
feebleness. He came almost to the pitch of writing that to her.

The despatch from General French put him into a kindlier frame
of mind. He wrote instead briefly but affectionately. As a
gentleman should. “How could you doubt our fleet or our army?” was
the gist of his letter. He ignored completely every suggestion of a
visit to Pyecrafts that her letter had conveyed. He pretended that
it had contained nothing of the sort…. And with that she passed
out of his mind again under the stress of more commanding
interests….

Mr. Britling’s mood of relief did not last through the week. The
defeated Germans continued to advance. Through a week of deepening
disillusionment the main tide of battle rolled back steadily
towards Paris. Lille was lost without a struggle. It was lost with
mysterious ease…. The next name to startle Mr. Britling as he sat
with newspaper and atlas following these great events was
Compiègne. “Here!” Manifestly the British were still in
retreat. Then the Germans were in possession of Laon and Rheims and
still pressing south. Maubeuge surrounded and cut off for some
days, had apparently fallen….

It was on Sunday, September the sixth, that the final
capitulation of Mr. Britling’s facile optimism occurred.

He stood in the sunshine reading the Observer which the
gardener’s boy had just brought from the May Tree. He had spread it
open on a garden table under the blue cedar, and father and son
were both reading it, each as much as the other would let him.
There was fresh news from France, a story of further German
advances, fighting at Senlis—”But that is quite close to
Paris!”—and the appearance of German forces at
Nogent-sur-Seine. “Sur Seine!” cried Mr. Britling. “But where can
that be? South of the Marne? Or below Paris perhaps?”

It was not marked upon the Observer’s map, and Hugh ran
into the house for the atlas.

When he returned Mr. Manning was with his father, and they both
looked grave.

Hugh opened the map of northern France. “Here it is,” he
said.

Mr. Britling considered the position.

“Manning says they are at Rouen,” he told Hugh. “Our base is to
be moved round to La Rochelle….”

He paused before the last distasteful conclusion.

“Practically,” he admitted, taking his dose, “they have got
Paris. It is almost surrounded now.”

He sat down to the map. Mr. Manning and Hugh stood regarding
him. He made a last effort to imagine some tremendous strategic
reversal, some stone from an unexpected sling that should fell this
Goliath in the midst of his triumph.

“Russia,” he said, without any genuine hope….

§ 17

And then it was that Mr. Britling accepted the truth.

“One talks,” he said, “and then weeks and months later one
learns the meaning of the things one has been saying. I was saying
a month ago that this is the biggest thing that has happened in
history. I said that this was the supreme
call upon the will and resources of England. I said there was not a
life in all our empire that would not be vitally changed by this
war. I said all these things; they came through my mouth; I suppose
there was a sort of thought behind them…. Only at this moment do
I understand what it is that I said. Now—let me say it over
as if I had never said it before; this is the biggest thing
in history, that we are all called upon to do our utmost to
resist this tremendous attack upon the peace and freedom of the
world. Well, doing our utmost does not mean standing about in
pleasant gardens waiting for the newspaper…. It means the
abandonment of ease and security….

“How lazy we English are nowadays! How readily we grasp the
comforting delusion that excuses us from exertion. For the last
three weeks I have been deliberately believing that a little
British army—they say it is scarcely a hundred thousand
men—would somehow break this rush of millions. But it has
been driven back, as any one not in love with easy dreams might
have known it would be driven back—here and then here and
then here. It has been fighting night and day. It has made the most
splendid fight—and the most ineffectual fight…. You see the
vast swing of the German flail through Belgium. And meanwhile we
have been standing about talking of the use we would make of our
victory….

“We have been asleep,” he said. “This country has been
asleep….

“At the back of our minds,” he went on bitterly, “I suppose we
thought the French would do the heavy work on land—while we
stood by at sea. So far as we thought at all. We’re so
temperate-minded; we’re so full of qualifications and
discretions…. And so leisurely…. Well, France is down. We’ve
got to fight for France now over the ruins of Paris. Because you
and I, Manning, didn’t grasp the scale of it, because we indulged
in generalisations when we ought to have been drilling and working. Because we’ve been doing ‘business as
usual’ and all the rest of that sort of thing, while Western
civilisation has been in its death agony. If this is to be another
’71, on a larger scale and against not merely France but all
Europe, if Prussianism is to walk rough-shod over civilisation, if
France is to be crushed and Belgium murdered, then life is not
worth having. Compared with such an issue as that no other issue,
no other interest matters. Yet what are we doing to decide
it—you and I? How can it end in anything but a German triumph
if you and I, by the million, stand by….”

He paused despairfully and stared at the map.

“What ought we to be doing?” asked Mr. Manning.

“Every man ought to be in training,” said Mr. Britling. “Every
one ought to be participating…. In some way…. At any rate we
ought not to be taking our ease at Matching’s Easy any
more….”

§ 18

“It interrupts everything,” said Hugh suddenly. “These Prussians
are the biggest nuisance the world has ever seen.”

He considered. “It’s like every one having to run out because
the house catches fire. But of course we have to beat them. It has
to be done. And every one has to take a share.

“Then we can get on with our work again.”

Mr. Britling turned his eyes to his eldest son with a startled
expression. He had been speaking—generally. For the moment he
had forgotten Hugh.


CHAPTER THE SECOND

TAKING PART

§ 1

There were now two chief things in the mind of Mr. Britling. One
was a large and valiant thing, a thing of heroic and processional
quality, the idea of taking up one’s share in the great conflict,
of leaving the Dower House and its circle of habits and activities
and going out—. From that point he wasn’t quite sure where he
was to go, nor exactly what he meant to do. His imagination
inclined to the figure of a volunteer in an improvised uniform
inflicting great damage upon a raiding invader from behind a hedge.
The uniform, one presumes, would have been something in the vein of
the costume in which he met Mr. Direck. With a “brassard.” Or he
thought of himself as working at a telephone or in an office
engaged upon any useful quasi-administrative work that called for
intelligence rather than training. Still, of course, with a
“brassard.” A month ago he would have had doubts about the meaning
of “brassard”; now it seemed to be the very keyword for national
organisation. He had started for London by the early train on
Monday morning with the intention of immediate enrolment in any
such service that offered; of getting, in fact, into his brassard
at once. The morning papers he bought at the station dashed his
conviction of the inevitable fall of Paris into hopeful doubts, but
did not shake his resolution. The effect of rout and pursuit and
retreat and retreat and retreat had disappeared from the news. The
German right was being counter-attacked, and seemed in danger of
getting pinched between Paris and Verdun with the British on its flank. This relieved his mind, but
it did nothing to modify his new realisation of the tremendous
gravity of the war. Even if the enemy were held and repulsed a
little there was still work for every man in the task of forcing
them back upon their own country. This war was an immense thing, it
would touch everybody…. That meant that every man must give
himself. That he had to give himself. He must let nothing stand
between him and that clear understanding. It was utterly shameful
now to hold back and not to do one’s utmost for civilisation, for
England, for all the ease and safety one had been
given—against these drilled, commanded, obsessed
millions.

Mr. Britling was a flame of exalted voluntaryism, of patriotic
devotion, that day.

But behind all this bravery was the other thing, the second
thing in the mind of Mr. Britling, a fear. He was prepared now to
spread himself like some valiant turkey-gobbler, every feather at
its utmost, against the aggressor. He was prepared to go out and
flourish bayonets, march and dig to the limit of his power, shoot,
die in a ditch if needful, rather than permit German militarism to
dominate the world. He had no fear for himself. He was prepared to
perish upon the battlefield or cut a valiant figure in the military
hospital. But what he perceived very clearly and did his utmost not
to perceive was this qualifying and discouraging fact, that the war
monster was not nearly so disposed to meet him as he was to meet
the war, and that its eyes were fixed on something beside and
behind him, that it was already only too evidently stretching out a
long and shadowy arm past him towards Teddy—and towards
Hugh….

The young are the food of war….

Teddy wasn’t Mr. Britling’s business anyhow. Teddy must do as he
thought proper. Mr. Britling would not even advise upon that. And
as for Hugh—

Mr. Britling did his best to brazen it out.

“My eldest boy is barely seventeen,” he said. “He’s keen to go,
and I’d be sorry if he wasn’t. He’ll get into some cadet corps of
course—he’s already done something of that kind at school. Or
they’ll take him into the Territorials. But before he’s nineteen
everything will be over, one way or another. I’m afraid, poor chap,
he’ll feel sold….”

And having thrust Hugh safely into the background of his mind
as—juvenile, doing a juvenile share, no sort of man
yet—Mr. Britling could give a free rein to his generous
imaginations of a national uprising. From the idea of a universal
participation in the struggle he passed by an easy transition to an
anticipation of all Britain armed and gravely embattled. Across
gulfs of obstinate reality. He himself was prepared to say, and
accordingly he felt that the great mass of the British must be
prepared to say to the government: “Here we are at your disposal.
This is not a diplomatists’ war nor a War Office war; this is a war
of the whole people. We are all willing and ready to lay aside our
usual occupations and offer our property and ourselves. Whim and
individual action are for peace times. Take us and use us as you
think fit. Take all we possess.” When he thought of the government
in this way, he forgot the governing class he knew. The
slack-trousered Raeburn, the prim, attentive Philbert, Lady
Frensham at the top of her voice, stern, preposterous Carson, boozy
Bandershoot and artful Taper, wily Asquith, the eloquent yet
unsubstantial George, and the immobile Grey, vanished out of his
mind; all those representative exponents of the way things are done
in Great Britain faded in the glow of his imaginative effort; he
forgot the dreary debates, the floundering newspapers, the
“bluffs,” the intrigues, the sly bargains of the week-end party,
the “schoolboy honour” of grown men, the universal weak dishonesty
in thinking; he thought simply of a simplified and ideal government
that governed. He thought vaguely of something behind and beyond them, England, the ruling genius of the
land; something with a dignified assurance and a stable will. He
imagined this shadowy ruler miraculously provided with schemes and
statistics against this supreme occasion which had for so many
years been the most conspicuous probability before the country. His
mind leaping forwards to the conception of a great nation
reluctantly turning its vast resources to the prosecution of a
righteous defensive war, filled in the obvious corollaries of plan
and calculation. He thought that somewhere “up there” there must be
people who could count and who had counted everything that we might
need for such a struggle, and organisers who had schemed and
estimated down to practicable and manageable details….

Such lapses from knowledge to faith are perhaps necessary that
human heroism may be possible….

His conception of his own share in the great national uprising
was a very modest one. He was a writer, a footnote to reality; he
had no trick of command over men, his rôle was observation
rather than organisation, and he saw himself only as an
insignificant individual dropping from his individuality into his
place in a great machine, taking a rifle in a trench, guarding a
bridge, filling a cartridge—just with a brassard or something
like that on—until the great task was done. Sunday night was
full of imaginations of order, of the countryside standing up to
its task, of roads cleared and resources marshalled, of the petty
interests of the private life altogether set aside. And mingling
with that it was still possible for Mr. Britling, he was still
young enough, to produce such dreams of personal service, of sudden
emergencies swiftly and bravely met, of conspicuous daring and
exceptional rewards, such dreams as hover in the brains of every
imaginative recruit….

The detailed story of Mr. Britling’s two days’ search for some
easy and convenient ladder into the service of his threatened
country would be a voluminous one. It would
begin with the figure of a neatly brushed patriot, with an intent
expression upon his intelligent face, seated in the Londonward
train, reading the war news—the first comforting war news for
many days—and trying not to look as though his life was torn
up by the roots and all his being aflame with devotion; and it
would conclude after forty-eight hours of fuss, inquiry, talk,
waiting, telephoning, with the same gentleman, a little fagged and
with a kind of weary apathy in his eyes, returning by the short cut
from the station across Claverings park to resume his connection
with his abandoned roots. The essential process of the interval had
been the correction of Mr. Britling’s temporary delusion that the
government of the British Empire is either intelligent, instructed,
or wise.

The great “Business as Usual” phase was already passing away,
and London was in the full tide of recruiting enthusiasm. That tide
was breaking against the most miserable arrangements for enlistment
it is possible to imagine. Overtaxed and not very competent
officers, whose one idea of being very efficient was to refuse
civilian help and be very, very slow and circumspect and very
dignified and overbearing, sat in dirty little rooms and snarled at
this unheard-of England that pressed at door and window for
enrolment. Outside every recruiting office crowds of men and youths
waited, leaning against walls, sitting upon the pavements, waited
for long hours, waiting to the end of the day and returning next
morning, without shelter, without food, many sick with hunger; men
who had hurried up from the country, men who had thrown up jobs of
every kind, clerks, shopmen, anxious only to serve England and
“teach those damned Germans a lesson.” Between them and this object
they had discovered a perplexing barrier; an inattention. As Mr.
Britling made his way by St. Martin’s Church and across Trafalgar
Square and marked the weary accumulation of this magnificently
patriotic stuff, he had his first inkling of the imaginative
insufficiency of the War Office that had
been so suddenly called upon to organise victory. He was to be more
fully informed when he reached his club.

His impression of the streets through which he passed was an
impression of great unrest. There were noticeably fewer omnibuses
and less road traffic generally, but there was a quite unusual
number of drifting pedestrians. The current on the pavements was
irritatingly sluggish. There were more people standing about, and
fewer going upon their business. This was particularly the case
with the women he saw. Many of them seemed to have drifted in from
the suburbs and outskirts of London in a state of vague
expectation, unable to stay in their homes.

Everywhere there were the flags of the Allies; in shop windows,
over doors, on the bonnets of automobiles, on people’s breasts, and
there was a great quantity of recruiting posters on the hoardings
and in windows: “Your King and Country Need You” was the chief
text, and they still called for “A Hundred Thousand Men” although
the demand of Lord Kitchener had risen to half a million. There
were also placards calling for men on nearly all the taxicabs. The
big windows of the offices of the Norddeutscher Lloyd in Cockspur
Street were boarded up, and plastered thickly with recruiting
appeals.

At his club Mr. Britling found much talk and belligerent stir.
In the hall Wilkins the author was displaying a dummy rifle of bent
iron rod to several interested members. It was to be used for
drilling until rifles could be got, and it could be made for
eighteen pence. This was the first intimation Mr. Britling got that
the want of foresight of the War Office only began with its
unpreparedness for recruits. Men were talking very freely in the
club; one of the temporary effects of the war in its earlier stages
was to produce a partial thaw in the constitutional British
shyness; and men who had glowered at Mr. Britling over their
lunches and had been glowered at by Mr. Britling in silence for
years now started conversations with him.

“What is a man of my sort to do?” asked a clean-shaven
barrister.

“Exactly what I have been asking,” said Mr. Britling. “They are
fixing the upward age for recruits at thirty; it’s absurdly low. A
man well over forty like myself is quite fit to line a trench or
guard a bridge. I’m not so bad a shot….”

“We’ve been discussing home defence volunteers,” said the
barrister. “Anyhow we ought to be drilling. But the War Office sets
its face as sternly against our doing anything of the sort as
though we were going to join the Germans. It’s absurd. Even if we
older men aren’t fit to go abroad, we could at least release troops
who could.”

“If you had the rifles,” said a sharp-featured man in grey to
the right of Mr. Britling.

“I suppose they are to be got,” said Mr. Britling.

The sharp-featured man indicated by appropriate facial action
and head-shaking that this was by no means the case.

“Every dead man, many wounded men, most prisoners,” he said,
“mean each one a rifle lost. We have lost five-and-twenty thousand
rifles alone since the war began. Quite apart from arming new
troops we have to replace those rifles with the drafts we send out.
Do you know what is the maximum weekly output of rifles at the
present time in this country?”

Mr. Britling did not know.

“Nine thousand.”

Mr. Britling suddenly understood the significance of Wilkins and
his dummy gun.

The sharp-featured man added with an air of concluding the
matter: “It’s the barrels are the trouble. Complicated machinery.
We haven’t got it and we can’t make it in a hurry. And there you
are!”

The sharp-featured man had a way of speaking almost as if he was
throwing bombs. He threw one now. “Zinc,” he said.

“We’re not short of zinc?” said the lawyer.

The sharp-featured man nodded, and then became explicit.

Zinc was necessary for cartridges; it had to be refined zinc and
very pure, or the shooting went wrong. Well, we had let the
refining business drift away from England to Belgium and Germany.
There were just one or two British firms still left…. Unless we
bucked up tremendously we should get caught short of cartridges….
At any rate of cartridges so made as to ensure good shooting. “And
there you are!” said the sharp-featured man.

But the sharp-featured man did not at that time represent any
considerable section of public thought. “I suppose after all we can
get rifles from America,” said the lawyer. “And as for zinc, if the
shortage is known the shortage will be provided for….”

The prevailing topic in the smoking-room upstairs was the
inability of the War Office to deal with the flood of recruits that
was pouring in, and its hostility to any such volunteering as Mr.
Britling had in mind. Quite a number of members wanted to
volunteer; there was much talk of their fitness; “I’m fifty-four,”
said one, “and I could do my twenty-five miles in marching kit far
better than half those boys of nineteen.” Another was thirty-eight.
“I must hold the business together,” he said; “but why anyhow
shouldn’t I learn to shoot and use a bayonet?” The personal pique
of the rejected lent force to their criticisms of the recruiting
and general organisation. “The War Office has one incurable
system,” said a big mine-owner. “During peace time it runs all its
home administration with men who will certainly be wanted at the
front directly there is a war. Directly war comes, therefore, there
is a shift all round, and a new untried man—usually a dug-out
in an advanced state of decay—is stuck into the job. Chaos
follows automatically. The War Office always has done this, and so
far as one can see it always will. It seems incapable of realising
that another man will be wanted until the
first is taken away. Its imagination doesn’t even run to that.”

Mr. Britling found a kindred spirit in Wilkins.

Wilkins was expounding his tremendous scheme for universal
volunteering. Everybody was to be accepted. Everybody was to be
assigned and registered and—badged.

“A brassard,” said Mr. Britling.

“It doesn’t matter whether we really produce a fighting force or
not,” said Wilkins. “Everybody now is enthusiastic—and
serious. Everybody is willing to put on some kind of uniform and
submit to some sort of orders. And the thing to do is to catch them
in the willing stage. Now is the time to get the country lined up
and organised, ready to meet the internal stresses that are bound
to come later. But there’s no disposition whatever to welcome this
universal offering. It’s just as though this war was a treat to
which only the very select friends of the War Office were to be
admitted. And I don’t admit that the national volunteers would be
ineffective—even from a military point of view. There are
plenty of fit men of our age, and men of proper age who are better
employed at home—armament workers for example, and there are
all the boys under the age. They may not be under the age before
things are over….”

He was even prepared to plan uniforms.

“A brassard,” repeated Mr. Britling, “and perhaps coloured
strips on the revers of a coat.”

“Colours for the counties,” said Wilkins, “and if there isn’t
coloured cloth to be got there’s—red flannel. Anything is
better than leaving the mass of people to mob about….”

A momentary vision danced before Mr. Britling’s eyes of red
flannel petticoats being torn up in a rapid improvisation of
soldiers to resist a sudden invasion. Passing washerwomen suddenly
requisitioned. But one must not let oneself be laughed out of good
intentions because of ridiculous
accessories. The idea at any rate was the sound one….

The vision of what ought to be done shone brightly while Mr.
Britling and Mr. Wilkins maintained it. But presently under
discouraging reminders that there were no rifles, no instructors,
and, above all, the open hostility of the established authorities,
it faded again….

Afterwards in other conversations Mr. Britling reverted to more
modest ambitions.

“Is there no clerical work, no minor administrative work, a man
might be used for?” he asked.

“Any old dug-out,” said the man with the thin face, “any old
doddering Colonel Newcome, is preferred to you in that
matter….”

Mr. Britling emerged from his club about half-past three with
his mind rather dishevelled and with his private determination to
do something promptly for his country’s needs blunted by a
perplexing “How?” His search for doors and ways where no doors and
ways existed went on with a gathering sense of futility.

He had a ridiculous sense of pique at being left out, like a
child shut out from a room in which a vitally interesting game is
being played.

“After all, it is our war,” he said.

He caught the phrase as it dropped from his lips with a feeling
that it said more than he intended. He turned it over and examined
it, and the more he did so the more he was convinced of its truth
and soundness….

§ 2

By night there was a new strangeness about London. The
authorities were trying to suppress the more brilliant illumination
of the chief thoroughfares, on account of the possibility of an air
raid. Shopkeepers were being compelled to pull down their blinds,
and many of the big standard lights were unlit. Mr. Britling
thought these precautions were very fussy and unnecessary, and
likely to lead to accidents amidst the
traffic. But it gave a Rembrandtesque quality to the London scene,
turned it into mysterious arrangements of brown shadows and cones
and bars of light. At first many people were recalcitrant, and here
and there a restaurant or a draper’s window still blazed out and
broke the gloom. There were also a number of insubordinate
automobiles with big head-lights. But the police were being
unusually firm….

“It will all glitter again in a little time,” he told
himself.

He heard an old lady who was projecting from an offending
automobile at Piccadilly Circus in hot dispute with a police
officer. “Zeppelins indeed!” she said. “What nonsense! As if they
would dare to come here! Who would let them, I should
like to know?”

Probably a friend of Lady Frensham’s, he thought.
Still—the idea of Zeppelins over London did seem rather
ridiculous to Mr. Britling. He would not have liked to have been
caught talking of it himself…. There never had been Zeppelins
over London. They were gas bags….

§ 3

On Wednesday morning Mr. Britling returned to the Dower House,
and he was still a civilian unassigned.

In the hall he found a tall figure in khaki standing and reading
The Times that usually lay upon the hall table. The figure
turned at Mr. Britling’s entry, and revealed the aquiline features
of Mr. Lawrence Carmine. It was as if his friend had stolen a march
on him.

But Carmine’s face showed nothing of the excitement and
patriotic satisfaction that would have seemed natural to Mr.
Britling. He was white and jaded, as if he had not slept for many
nights. “You see,” he explained almost apologetically of the three
stars upon his sleeve, “I used to be a captain of volunteers.” He
had been put in charge of a volunteer force
which had been re-embodied and entrusted with the care of the
bridges, gasworks, factories and railway tunnels, and with a number
of other minor but necessary duties round about Easinghampton.
“I’ve just got to shut up my house,” said Captain Carmine, “and go
into lodgings. I confess I hate it…. But anyhow it can’t last six
months…. But it’s beastly…. Ugh!…”

He seemed disposed to expand that “Ugh,” and then thought better
of it. And presently Mr. Britling took control of the
conversation.

His two days in London had filled him with matter, and he was
glad to have something more than Hugh and Teddy and Mrs. Britling
to talk it upon. What was happening now in Great Britain, he
declared, was adjustment. It was an attempt on the part of a
great unorganised nation, an attempt, instinctive at present rather
than intelligent, to readjust its government and particularly its
military organisation to the new scale of warfare that Germany had
imposed upon the world. For two strenuous decades the British navy
had been growing enormously under the pressure of German naval
preparations, but the British military establishment had
experienced no corresponding expansion. It was true there had been
a futile, rather foolishly conducted agitation for universal
military service, but there had been no accumulation of material,
no preparation of armament-making machinery, no planning and no
foundations for any sort of organisation that would have
facilitated the rapid expansion of the fighting forces of a country
in a time of crisis. Such an idea was absolutely antagonistic to
the mental habits of the British military caste. The German method
of incorporating all the strength and resources of the country into
one national fighting machine was quite strange to the British
military mind—still. Even after a month of war. War had
become the comprehensive business of the German nation; to the
British it was an incidental adventure. In
Germany the nation was militarised, in England the army was
specialised. The nation for nearly every practical purpose got
along without it. Just as political life had also become
specialised…. Now suddenly we wanted a government to speak for
every one, and an army of the whole people. How were we to find
it?

Mr. Britling dwelt upon this idea of the specialised character
of the British army and navy and government. It seemed to him to be
the clue to everything that was jarring in the London spectacle.
The army had been a thing aloof, for a special end. It had
developed all the characteristics of a caste. It had very high
standards along the lines of its specialisation, but it was
inadaptable and conservative. Its exclusiveness was not so much a
deliberate culture as a consequence of its detached function. It
touched the ordinary social body chiefly through three other
specialised bodies, the court, the church, and the stage. Apart
from that it saw the great unofficial civilian world as something
vague, something unsympathetic, something possibly antagonistic,
which it comforted itself by snubbing when it dared and tricking
when it could, something that projected members of Parliament
towards it and was stingy about money. Directly one grasped how
apart the army lived from the ordinary life of the community, from
industrialism or from economic necessities, directly one understood
that the great mass of Englishmen were simply “outsiders” to the
War Office mind, just as they were “outsiders” to the political
clique, one began to realise the complete unfitness of either
government or War Office for the conduct of so great a national
effort as was now needed. These people “up there” did not know
anything of the broad mass of English life at all, they did not
know how or where things were made; when they wanted things they
just went to a shop somewhere and got them. This was the necessary
psychology of a small army under a clique government.
Nothing else was to be expected. But
now—somehow—the nation had to take hold of the
government that it had neglected so long….

“You see,” said Mr. Britling, repeating a phrase that was
becoming more and more essential to his thoughts, “this is
our war….

“Of course,” said Mr. Britling, “these things are not going to
be done without a conflict. We aren’t going to take hold of our
country which we have neglected so long without a lot of internal
friction. But in England we can make these readjustments without
revolution. It is our strength….

“At present England is confused—but it’s a healthy
confusion. It’s astir. We have more things to defeat than just
Germany….

“These hosts of recruits—weary, uncared for, besieging the
recruiting stations. It’s symbolical…. Our tremendous reserves of
will and manhood. Our almost incredible insufficiency of
direction….

“Those people up there have no idea of the Will that surges up
in England. They are timid little manoeuvring people, afraid of
property, afraid of newspapers, afraid of trade-unions. They aren’t
leading us against the Germans; they are just being shoved against
the Germans by necessity….”

From this Mr. Britling broke away into a fresh addition to his
already large collection of contrasts between England and Germany.
Germany was a nation which has been swallowed up and incorporated
by an army and an administration; the Prussian military system had
assimilated to itself the whole German life. It was a State in a
state of repletion, a State that had swallowed all its people.
Britain was not a State. It was an unincorporated people. The
British army, the British War Office, and the British
administration had assimilated nothing; they were little old
partial things; the British nation lay outside them, beyond their
understanding and tradition; a formless new
thing, but a great thing; and now this British nation, this real
nation, the “outsiders,” had to take up arms. Suddenly all the
underlying ideas of that outer, greater English life beyond
politics, beyond the services, were challenged, its tolerant good
humour, its freedom, and its irresponsibility. It was not simply
English life that was threatened; it was all the latitudes of
democracy, it was every liberal idea and every liberty. It was
civilisation in danger. The uncharted liberal system had been taken
by the throat; it had to “make good” or perish….

“I went up to London expecting to be told what to do. There is
no one to tell any one what to do…. Much less is there any one to
compel us what to do….

“There’s a War Office like a college during a riot, with its
doors and windows barred; there’s a government like a cockle boat
in an Atlantic gale….

“One feels the thing ought to have come upon us like the sound
of a trumpet. Instead, until now, it has been like a great noise,
that we just listened to, in the next house…. And now slowly the
nation awakes. London is just like a dazed sleeper waking up out of
a deep sleep to fire and danger, tumult and cries for help, near at
hand. The streets give you exactly that effect. People are looking
about and listening. One feels that at any moment, in a pause, in a
silence, there may come, from far away, over the houses, faint and
little, the boom of guns or the small outcries of little French or
Belgian villages in agony….”

Such was the gist of Mr. Britling’s discourse.

He did most of the table talk, and all that mattered. Teddy was
an assenting voice, Hugh was silent and apparently a little
inattentive, Mrs. Britling was thinking of the courses and the
servants and the boys, and giving her husband only half an ear,
Captain Carmine said little and seemed to be troubled by some
disagreeable preoccupation. Now and then he would endorse or
supplement the things Mr. Britling was
saying. Thrice he remarked: “People still do not begin to
understand.”…

§ 4

It was only when they sat together in the barn court out of the
way of Mrs. Britling and the children that Captain Carmine was able
to explain his listless bearing and jaded appearance. He was
suffering from a bad nervous shock. He had hardly taken over his
command before one of his men had been killed—and killed in a
manner that had left a scar upon his mind.

The man had been guarding a tunnel, and he had been knocked down
by one train when crossing the line behind another. So it was that
the bomb of Sarajevo killed its first victim in Essex. Captain
Carmine had found the body. He had found the body in a cloudy
moonlight; he had almost fallen over it; and his sensations and
emotions had been eminently disagreeable. He had had to drag the
body—it was very dreadfully mangled—off the permanent
way, the damaged, almost severed head had twisted about very
horribly in the uncertain light, and afterwards he had found his
sleeves saturated with blood. He had not noted this at the time,
and when he had discovered it he had been sick. He had thought the
whole thing more horrible and hateful than any nightmare, but he
had succeeded in behaving with a sufficient practicality to set an
example to his men. Since this had happened he had not had an hour
of dreamless sleep.

“One doesn’t expect to be called upon like that,” said Captain
Carmine, “suddenly here in England…. When one is smoking after
supper….”

Mr. Britling listened to this experience with distressed brows.
All his talking and thinking became to him like the open page of a
monthly magazine. Across it this bloody smear, this thing of red
and black, was dragged….

§ 5

The smear was still bright red in Mr. Britling’s thoughts when
Teddy came to him.

“I must go,” said Teddy, “I can’t stop here any longer.”

“Go where?”

“Into khaki. I’ve been thinking of it ever since the war began.
Do you remember what you said when we were bullying off at hockey
on Bank Holiday—the day before war was declared?”

Mr. Britling had forgotten completely; he made an effort. “What
did I say?”

“You said, ‘What the devil are we doing at this hockey? We ought
to be drilling or shooting against those confounded Germans!’ …
I’ve never forgotten it…. I ought to have done it before. I’ve
been a scout-master. In a little while they will want officers. In
London, I’m told, there are a lot of officers’ training corps
putting men through the work as quickly as possible…. If I could
go….”

“What does Letty think?” said Mr. Britling after a pause. This
was right, of course—the only right thing—and yet he
was surprised.

“She says if you’d let her try to do my work for a time….”

“She wants you to go?”

“Of course she does,” said Teddy. “She wouldn’t like me to be a
shirker…. But I can’t unless you help.”

“I’m quite ready to do that,” said Mr. Britling. “But somehow I
didn’t think it of you. I hadn’t somehow thought of
you—”

“What did you think of me?” asked Teddy.

“It’s bringing the war home to us…. Of course you ought to
go—if you want to go.”

He reflected. It was odd to find Teddy in this mood, strung up
and serious and businesslike. He felt that in the past he had done
Teddy injustice; this young man wasn’t as trivial as he had thought
him….

They fell to discussing ways and means; there might have to be a
loan for Teddy’s outfit, if he did presently secure a commission.
And there were one or two other little matters…. Mr. Britling
dismissed a ridiculous fancy that he was paying to send Teddy away
to something that neither that young man nor Letty understood
properly….

The next day Teddy vanished Londonward on his bicycle. He was
going to lodge in London in order to be near his training. He was
zealous. Never before had Teddy been zealous. Mrs. Teddy came to
the Dower House for the correspondence, trying not to look
self-conscious and important.

Two Mondays later a very bright-eyed, excited little boy came
running to Mr. Britling, who was smoking after lunch in the rose
garden. “Daddy!” squealed the small boy. “Teddy! In khaki!”

The other junior Britling danced in front of the hero, who was
walking beside Mrs. Britling and trying not to be too aggressively
a soldierly figure. He looked a very man in khaki and more of a boy
than ever. Mrs. Teddy came behind, quietly elated.

Mr. Britling had a recurrence of that same disagreeable fancy
that these young people didn’t know exactly what they were going
into. He wished he was in khaki himself; then he fancied this
compunction wouldn’t trouble him quite so much.

The afternoon with them deepened his conviction that they really
didn’t in the slightest degree understand. Life had been so good to
them hitherto, that even the idea of Teddy’s going off to the war
seemed a sort of fun to them. It was just a thing he was doing, a
serious, seriously amusing, and very
creditable thing. It involved his dressing up in these unusual
clothes, and receiving salutes in the street…. They discussed
every possible aspect of his military outlook with the zest of
children, who recount the merits of a new game. They were putting
Teddy through his stages at a tremendous pace. In quite a little
time he thought he would be given the chance of a commission.

“They want subalterns badly. Already they’ve taken nearly a
third of our people,” he said, and added with the wistfulness of
one who glances at inaccessible delights: “one or two may get out
to the front quite soon.”

He spoke as a young actor might speak of a star part. And with a
touch of the quality of one who longs to travel in strange
lands…. One must be patient. Things come at last….

“If I’m killed she gets eighty pounds a year,” Teddy explained
among many other particulars.

He smiled—the smile of a confident immortal at this
amusing idea.

“He’s my little annuity,” said Letty, also smiling, “dead or
alive.”

“We’ll miss Teddy in all sorts of ways,” said Mr. Britling.

“It’s only for the duration of the war,” said Teddy. “And
Letty’s very intelligent. I’ve done my best to chasten the evil in
her.”

“If you think you’re going to get back your job after the war,”
said Letty, “you’re very much mistaken. I’m going to raise the
standard.”

You!” said Teddy, regarding her coldly, and proceeded
ostentatiously to talk of other things.

§ 6

“Hugh’s going to be in khaki too,” the elder junior told Teddy.
“He’s too young to go out in Kitchener’s
army, but he’s joined the Territorials. He went off on Thursday….
I wish Gilbert and me was older….”

Mr. Britling had known his son’s purpose since the evening of
Teddy’s announcement.

Hugh had come to his father’s study as he was sitting musing at
his writing-desk over the important question whether he should
continue his “Examination of War” uninterruptedly, or whether he
should not put that on one side for a time and set himself to state
as clearly as possible the not too generally recognised misfit
between the will and strength of Britain on the one hand and her
administrative and military organisation on the other. He felt that
an enormous amount of human enthusiasm and energy was being refused
and wasted; that if things went on as they were going there would
continue to be a quite disastrous shortage of gear, and that some
broadening change was needed immediately if the swift exemplary
victory over Germany that his soul demanded was to be ensured.
Suppose he were to write some noisy articles at once, an article,
for instance, to be called “The War of the Mechanics” or “The War
of Gear,” and another on “Without Civil Strength there is no
Victory.” If he wrote such things would they be noted or would they
just vanish indistinguishably into the general mental tumult? Would
they be audible and helpful shouts, or just waste of shouting?…
That at least was what he supposed himself to be thinking; it was,
at any rate, the main current of his thinking; but all the same,
just outside the circle of his attention a number of other things
were dimly apprehended, bobbing up and down in the flood and ready
at the slightest chance to swirl into the centre of his thoughts.
There was, for instance, Captain Carmine in the moonlight lugging
up a railway embankment something horrible, something loose and wet
and warm that had very recently been a man. There was Teddy,
serious and patriotic—filling a futile penman with
incredulous respect. There was the
thin-faced man at the club, and a curious satisfaction he had
betrayed in the public disarrangement. And there was Hugh.
Particularly there was Hugh, silent but watchful. The boy never
babbled. He had his mother’s gift of deep dark silences. Out of
which she was wont to flash, a Black Princess waving a sword. He
wandered for a little while among memories…. But Hugh didn’t come
out like that, though it always seemed possible he
might—perhaps he didn’t come out because he was a son.
Revelation to his father wasn’t his business…. What was he
thinking of it all? What was he going to do? Mr. Britling was
acutely anxious that his son should volunteer; he was almost
certain that he would volunteer, but there was just a little shadow
of doubt whether some extraordinary subtlety of mind mightn’t have
carried the boy into a pacifist attitude. No! that was impossible.
In the face of Belgium…. But as greatly—and far more deeply
in the warm flesh of his being—did Mr. Britling desire that
no harm, no evil should happen to Hugh….

The door opened, and Hugh came in….

Mr. Britling glanced over his shoulder with an affectation of
indifference. “Hal-lo!” he said. “What do you want?”

Hugh walked awkwardly to the hearthrug.

“Oh!” he said in an off-hand tone; “I suppose I’ve got to go
soldiering for a bit. I just thought—I’d rather like to go
off with a man I know to-morrow….”

Mr. Britling’s manner remained casual.

“It’s the only thing to do now, I’m afraid,” he said.

He turned in his chair and regarded his son. “What do you mean
to do? O.T.C.?”

“I don’t think I should make much of an officer. I hate giving
orders to other people. We thought we’d just go together into the
Essex Regiment as privates….”

There was a little pause. Both father and son had rehearsed this
scene in their minds several times, and now
they found that they had no use for a number of sentences that had
been most effective in these rehearsals. Mr. Britling scratched his
cheek with the end of his pen. “I’m glad you want to go, Hugh,” he
said.

“I don’t want to go,” said Hugh with his hands deep in
his pockets. “I want to go and work with Cardinal. But this job has
to be done by every one. Haven’t you been saying as much all
day?… It’s like turning out to chase a burglar or suppress a mad
dog. It’s like necessary sanitation….”

“You aren’t attracted by soldiering?”

“Not a bit. I won’t pretend it, Daddy. I think the whole
business is a bore. Germany seems to me now just like some heavy
horrible dirty mass that has fallen across Belgium and France.
We’ve got to shove the stuff back again. That’s all….”

He volunteered some further remarks to his father’s silence.

“You know I can’t get up a bit of tootle about this business,”
he said. “I think killing people or getting killed is a thoroughly
nasty habit…. I expect my share will be just drilling and fatigue
duties and route marches, and loafing here in England….”

“You can’t possibly go out for two years,” said Mr. Britling, as
if he regretted it.

A slight hesitation appeared in Hugh’s eyes. “I suppose not,” he
said.

“Things ought to be over by then—anyhow,” Mr. Britling
added, betraying his real feelings.

“So it’s really just helping at the furthest end of the shove,”
Hugh endorsed, but still with that touch of reservation in his
manner….

The pause had the effect of closing the theoretical side of the
question. “Where do you propose to enlist?” said Mr. Britling,
coming down to practical details.

§ 7

The battle of the Marne passed into the battle of the Aisne, and
then the long lines of the struggle streamed north-westward until
the British were back in Belgium failing to clutch Menin and then
defending Ypres. The elation of September followed the bedazzlement
and dismay of August into the chapter of forgotten moods; and Mr.
Britling’s sense of the magnitude, the weight and duration of this
war beyond all wars, increased steadily. The feel of it was less
and less a feeling of crisis and more and more a feeling of new
conditions. It wasn’t as it had seemed at first, the end of one
human phase and the beginning of another; it was in itself a phase.
It was a new way of living. And still he could find no real point
of contact for himself with it all except the point of his pen.
Only at his writing-desk, and more particularly at night, were the
great presences of the conflict his. Yet he was always desiring
some more personal and physical participation.

Hugh came along one day in October in an ill-fitting uniform,
looking already coarser in fibre and with a nose scorched red by
the autumnal sun. He said the life was rough, but it made him feel
extraordinarily well; perhaps man was made to toil until he dropped
asleep from exhaustion, to fast for ten or twelve hours and then
eat like a wolf. He was acquiring a taste for Woodbine cigarettes,
and a heady variety of mineral waters called Monsters. He feared
promotion; he felt he could never take the high line with other
human beings demanded of a corporal. He was still trying to read a
little chemistry and crystallography, but it didn’t “go with the
life.” In the scanty leisure of a recruit in training it was more
agreeable to lie about and write doggerel verses and draw
caricatures of the men in one’s platoon. Invited to choose what he
liked by his family, he demanded a large tuckbox such as he used to
have at school, only “much larger,”
and a big tin of insect powder. It must be able to kill
ticks….

When he had gone, the craving for a personal share in the
nation’s physical exertions became overpowering in Mr. Britling. He
wanted, he felt, to “get his skin into it.” He had decided that the
volunteer movement was a hopeless one. The War Office, after a
stout resistance to any volunteer movement at all, decided to
recognise it in such a manner as to make it ridiculous. The
volunteers were to have no officers and no uniforms that could be
remotely mistaken for those of the regulars, so that in the event
of an invasion the Germans would be able to tell what they had to
deal with miles away. Wilkins found his conception of a whole
nation, all enrolled, all listed and badged according to capacity,
his dream of every one falling into place in one great voluntary
national effort, treated as the childish dreaming of that most
ignorant of all human types, a “novelist.” Punch was
delicately funny about him; he was represented as wearing a
preposterous cocked hat of his own design, designing cocked hats
for every one. Wilkins was told to “shut up” in a multitude of
anonymous letters, and publicly and privately to “leave things to
Kitchener.” To bellow in loud clear tones “leave things to
Kitchener,” and to depart for the theatre or the river or an
automobile tour, was felt very generally at that time to be the
proper conduct for a patriot. There was a very general persuasion
that to become a volunteer when one ought to be just modestly doing
nothing at all, was in some obscure way a form of
disloyalty….

So Mr. Britling was out of conceit with volunteering, and
instead he went and was duly sworn and entrusted with the badge of
a special constable. The duties of a special constable were chiefly
not to understand what was going on in the military sphere, and to
do what he was told in the way of watching and warding conceivably
vulnerable points. He had also to be available in the event of civil disorder. Mr. Britling was provided with a
truncheon and sent out to guard various culverts, bridges, and
fords in the hilly country to the north-westward of Matching’s
Easy. It was never very clear to him what he would do if he found a
motor-car full of armed enemies engaged in undermining a culvert,
or treacherously deepening some strategic ford. He supposed he
would either engage them in conversation, or hit them with his
truncheon, or perhaps do both things simultaneously. But as he
really did not believe for a moment that any human being was likely
to tamper with the telegraphs, telephones, ways and appliances
committed to his care, his uncertainty did not trouble him very
much. He prowled the lonely lanes and paths in the darkness, and
became better acquainted with a multitude of intriguing little
cries and noises that came from the hedges and coverts at night.
One night he rescued a young leveret from a stoat, who seemed more
than half inclined to give him battle for its prey until he cowed
and defeated it with the glare of his electric torch….

As he prowled the countryside under the great hemisphere of
Essex sky, or leant against fences or sat drowsily upon gates or
sheltered from wind and rain under ricks or sheds, he had much time
for meditation, and his thoughts went down and down below his first
surface impressions of the war. He thought no longer of the rights
and wrongs of this particular conflict but of the underlying forces
in mankind that made war possible; he planned no more ingenious
treaties and conventions between the nations, and instead he faced
the deeper riddles of essential evil and of conceivable changes in
the heart of man. And the rain assailed him and thorns tore him,
and the soaked soft meadows bogged and betrayed his wandering feet,
and the little underworld of the hedges and ditches hissed and
squealed in the darkness and pursued and fled, and devoured or were
slain.

And one night in April he was perplexed by a commotion among the pheasants and a barking of
distant dogs, and then to his great astonishment he heard noises
like a distant firework display and saw something like a phantom
yellowish fountain-pen in the sky far away to the east lit
intermittently by a quivering search-light and going very swiftly.
And after he had rubbed his eyes and looked again, he realised that
he was looking at a Zeppelin—a Zeppelin flying Londonward
over Essex.

And all that night was wonder….

§ 8

While Mr. Britling was trying to find his duty in the routine of
a special constable, Mrs. Britling set to work with great energy to
attend various classes and qualify herself for Red Cross work. And
early in October came the great drive of the Germans towards
Antwerp and the sea, the great drive that was apparently designed
to reach Calais, and which swept before it multitudes of Flemish
refugees. There was an exodus of all classes from Antwerp into
Holland and England, and then a huge process of depopulation in
Flanders and the Pas de Calais. This flood came to the eastern and
southern parts of England and particularly to London, and there
hastily improvised organisations distributed it to a number of
local committees, each of which took a share of the refugees, hired
and furnished unoccupied houses for the use of the penniless, and
assisted those who had means into comfortable quarters. The
Matching’s Easy committee found itself with accommodation for sixty
people, and with a miscellaneous bag of thirty individuals
entrusted to its care, who had been part of the load of a little
pirate steam-boat from Ostend. There were two Flemish peasant
families, and the rest were more or less middle-class refugees from
Antwerp. They were brought from the station to the Tithe barn at
Claverings, and there distributed, under the personal supervision
of Lady Homartyn and her agent, among those
who were prepared for their entertainment. There was something like
competition among the would-be hosts; everybody was glad of the
chance of “doing something,” and anxious to show these Belgians
what England thought of their plucky little country. Mr. Britling
was proud to lead off a Mr. Van der Pant, a neat little bearded man
in a black tail-coat, a black bowler hat, and a knitted muffler,
with a large rucksack and a conspicuously foreign-looking bicycle,
to the hospitalities of Dower House. Mr. Van der Pant had escaped
from Antwerp at the eleventh hour, he had caught a severe cold and,
it would seem, lost his wife and family in the process; he had much
to tell Mr. Britling, and in his zeal to tell it he did not at once
discover that though Mr. Britling knew French quite well he did not
know it very rapidly.

The dinner that night at the Dower House marked a distinct fresh
step in the approach of the Great War to the old habits and
securities of Matching’s Easy. The war had indeed filled every
one’s mind to the exclusion of all other topics since its very
beginning; it had carried off Herr Heinrich to Germany, Teddy to
London, and Hugh to Colchester, it had put a special brassard round
Mr. Britling’s arm and carried him out into the night, given Mrs.
Britling several certificates, and interrupted the frequent visits
and gossip of Mr. Lawrence Carmine; but so far it had not
established a direct contact between the life of Matching’s Easy
and the grim business of shot, shell, and bayonet at the front. But
now here was the Dower House accomplishing wonderful idioms in
Anglo-French, and an animated guest telling them—sometimes
one understood clearly and sometimes the meaning was
clouded—of men blown to pieces under his eyes, of fragments
of human beings lying about in the streets; there was trouble over
the expression omoplate d’une femme, until one of the
youngsters got the dictionary and found out it was the
shoulder-blade of a woman; of pools of
blood—everywhere—and of flight in the darkness.

Mr. Van der Pant had been in charge of the dynamos at the
Antwerp Power Station, he had been keeping the electrified wires in
the entanglements “alive,” and he had stuck to his post until the
German high explosives had shattered his wires and rendered his
dynamos useless. He gave vivid little pictures of the noises of the
bombardment, of the dead lying casually in the open spaces, of the
failure of the German guns to hit the bridge of boats across which
the bulk of the defenders and refugees escaped. He produced a
little tourist’s map of the city of Antwerp, and dotted at it with
a pencil-case. “The—what do you call?—obus, ah,
shells! fell, so and so and so.” Across here he had fled on his
bécane, and along here and here. He had carried off
his rifle, and hid it with the rifles of various other Belgians
between floor and ceiling of a house in Zeebrugge. He had found the
pirate steamer in the harbour, its captain resolved to extract the
uttermost fare out of every refugee he took to London. When they
were all aboard and started they found there was no food except the
hard ration biscuits of some Belgian soldiers. They had portioned
this out like shipwrecked people on a raft…. The mer had
been calme; thank Heaven! All night they had been pumping.
He had helped with the pumps. But Mr. Van der Pant hoped still to
get a reckoning with the captain of that ship.

Mr. Van der Pant had had shots at various Zeppelins. When the
Zeppelins came to Antwerp everybody turned out on the roofs and
shot at them. He was contemptuous of Zeppelins. He made derisive
gestures to express his opinion of them. They could do nothing
unless they came low, and if they came low you could hit them. One
which ventured down had been riddled; it had had to drop all its
bombs—luckily they fell in an open field—in order to
make its lame escape. It was all nonsense to say, as the English
papers did, that they took part in the final
bombardment. Not a Zeppelin…. So he talked, and the Britling
family listened and understood as much as they could, and replied
and questioned in Anglo-French. Here was a man who but a few days
ago had been steering his bicycle in the streets of Antwerp to
avoid shell craters, pools of blood, and the torn-off arms and
shoulder-blades of women. He had seen houses flaring, set afire by
incendiary bombs, and once at a corner he had been knocked off his
bicycle by the pouff of a bursting shell…. Not only were these
things in the same world with us, they were sitting at our
table.

He told one grim story of an invalid woman unable to move, lying
in bed in her appartement, and of how her husband went out
on the balcony to look at the Zeppelin. There was a great noise of
shooting. Ever and again he would put his head back into the room
and tell her things, and then after a time he was silent and looked
in no more. She called to him, and called again. Becoming
frightened, she raised herself by a great effort and peered through
the glass. At first she was too puzzled to understand what had
happened. He was hanging over the front of the balcony, with his
head twisted oddly. Twisted and shattered. He had been killed by
shrapnel fired from the outer fortifications….

These are the things that happen in histories and stories. They
do not happen at Matching’s Easy….

Mr. Van der Pant did not seem to be angry with the Germans. But
he manifestly regarded them as people to be killed. He denounced
nothing that they had done; he related. They were just an evil
accident that had happened to Belgium and mankind. They had to be
destroyed. He gave Mr. Britling an extraordinary persuasion that
knives were being sharpened in every cellar in Brussels and Antwerp
against the day of inevitable retreat, of a resolution to
exterminate the invader that was far too deep to be vindictive….
And the man was most amazingly unconquered. Mr. Britling
perceived the label on his habitual dinner
wine with a slight embarrassment. “Do you care,” he asked, “to
drink a German wine? This is Berncasteler from the Moselle.” Mr.
Van der Pant reflected. “But it is a good wine,” he said. “After
the peace it will be Belgian…. Yes, if we are to be safe in the
future from such a war as this, we must have our boundaries right
up to the Rhine.”

So he sat and talked, flushed and, as it were, elated by the
vividness of all that he had undergone. He had no trace of tragic
quality, no hint of subjugation. But for his costume and his
trimmed beard and his language he might have been a Dubliner or a
Cockney.

He was astonishingly cut off from all his belongings. His house
in Antwerp was abandoned to the invader; valuables and cherished
objects very skilfully buried in the garden; he had no change of
clothing except what the rucksack held. His only footwear were the
boots he came in. He could not get on any of the slippers in the
house, they were all too small for him, until suddenly Mrs.
Britling bethought herself of Herr Heinrich’s pair, still left
unpacked upstairs. She produced them, and they fitted exactly. It
seemed only poetical justice, a foretaste of national
compensations, to annex them to Belgium forthwith….

Also it became manifest that Mr. Van der Pant was cut off from
all his family. And suddenly he became briskly critical of the
English way of doing things. His wife and child had preceded him to
England, crossing by Ostend and Folkestone a fortnight ago; her
parents had come in August; both groups had been seized upon by
improvised British organisations and very thoroughly and completely
lost. He had written to the Belgian Embassy and they had referred
him to a committee in London, and the committee had begun its
services by discovering a Madame Van der Pant hitherto unknown to
him at Camberwell, and displaying a certain suspicion and hostility
when he said she would not do. There had
been some futile telegrams. “What,” asked Mr. Van der Pant, “ought
one to do?”

Mr. Britling temporised by saying he would “make inquiries,” and
put Mr. Van der Pant off for two days. Then he decided to go up to
London with him and “make inquiries on the spot.” Mr. Van der Pant
did not discover his family, but Mr. Britling discovered the
profound truth of a comment of Herr Heinrich’s which he had
hitherto considered utterly trivial, but which had nevertheless
stuck in his memory. “The English,” Herr Heinrich had said, “do not
understanding indexing. It is the root of all good
organisation.”

Finally, Mr. Van der Pant adopted the irregular course of asking
every Belgian he met if they had seen any one from his district in
Antwerp, if they had heard of the name of “Van der Pant,” if they
had encountered So-and-so or So-and-so. And by obstinacy and good
fortune he really got on to the track of Madame Van der Pant; she
had been carried off into Kent, and a day later the Dower House was
the scene of a happy reunion. Madame was a slender lady, dressed
well and plainly, with a Belgian common sense and a Catholic
reserve, and André was like a child of wax, delicate and
charming and unsubstantial. It seemed incredible that he could ever
grow into anything so buoyant and incessant as his father. The
Britling boys had to be warned not to damage him. A sitting-room
was handed over to the Belgians for their private use, and for a
time the two families settled into the Dower House side by side.
Anglo-French became the table language of the household. It
hampered Mr. Britling very considerably. And both families set
themselves to much unrecorded observation, much unspoken mutual
criticism, and the exercise of great patience. It was tiresome for
the English to be tied to a language that crippled all spontaneous
talk; these linguistic gymnastics were fun to begin with, but soon
they became very troublesome; and the Belgians suspected sensibilities in their hosts and a vast
unwritten code of etiquette that did not exist; at first they were
always waiting, as it were, to be invited or told or included; they
seemed always deferentially backing out from intrusions. Moreover,
they would not at first reveal what food they liked or what they
didn’t like, or whether they wanted more or less…. But these
difficulties were soon smoothed away, they Anglicised quickly and
cleverly. André grew bold and cheerful, and lost his first
distrust of his rather older English playmates. Every day at lunch
he produced a new, carefully prepared piece of English, though for
some time he retained a marked preference for “Good morning,
Saire,” and “Thank you very mush,” over all other locutions, and
fell back upon them on all possible and many impossible occasions.
And he could do some sleight-of-hand tricks with remarkable skill
and humour, and fold paper with quite astonishing results.
Meanwhile Mr. Van der Pant sought temporary employment in England,
went for long rides upon his bicycle, exchanged views with Mr.
Britling upon a variety of subjects, and became a wonderful player
of hockey.

He played hockey with an extraordinary zest and nimbleness.
Always he played in the tail coat, and the knitted muffler was
never relinquished; he treated the game entirely as an occasion for
quick tricks and personal agility; he bounded about the field like
a kitten, he pirouetted suddenly, he leapt into the air and came
down in new directions; his fresh-coloured face was alive with
delight, the coat tails and the muffler trailed and swished about
breathlessly behind his agility. He never passed to other players;
he never realised his appointed place in the game; he sought simply
to make himself a leaping screen about the ball as he drove it
towards the goal. But André he would not permit to play at
all, and Madame played like a lady, like a Madonna, like a saint
carrying the instrument of her martyrdom. The game and its enthusiasms flowed round her and receded
from her; she remained quite valiant but tolerant, restrained;
doing her best to do the extraordinary things required of her, but
essentially a being of passive dignities, living chiefly for them;
Letty careering by her, keen and swift, was like a creature of a
different species….

Mr. Britling cerebrated abundantly about these contrasts.

“What has been blown in among us by these German shells,” he
said, “is essentially a Catholic family. Blown clean out of its
setting…. We who are really—Neo-Europeans….

“At first you imagine there is nothing separating us but
language. Presently you find that language is the least of our
separations. These people are people living upon fundamentally
different ideas from ours, ideas far more definite and complete
than ours. You imagine that home in Antwerp as something much more
rounded off, much more closed in, a cell, a real social unit, a
different thing altogether from this place of meeting. Our boys
play cheerfully with all comers; little André hasn’t learnt
to play with any outside children at all. We must seem incredibly
open to these Van der Pants. A house without sides…. Last
Sunday I could not find out the names of the two girls who came on
bicycles and played so well. They came with Kitty Westropp. And Van
der Pant wanted to know how they were related to us. Or how was it
they came?…

“Look at Madame. She’s built on a fundamentally different plan
from any of our womenkind here. Tennis, the bicycle, co-education,
the two-step, the higher education of women…. Say these things
over to yourself, and think of her. It’s like talking of a nun in
riding breeches. She’s a specialised woman, specialising in
womanhood, her sphere is the home. Soft, trailing, draping skirts,
slow movements, a veiled face; for no Oriental veil could be more
effectual than her beautiful Catholic quiet.
Catholicism invented the invisible purdah. She is far more akin to
that sweet little Indian lady with the wonderful robes whom Carmine
brought over with her tall husband last summer, than she is to
Letty or Cissie. She, too, undertook to play hockey. And played it
very much as Madame Van der Pant played it….

“The more I see of our hockey,” said Mr. Britling, “the more
wonderful it seems to me as a touchstone of character and culture
and breeding….”

Mr. Manning, to whom he was delivering this discourse, switched
him on to a new track by asking what he meant by
“Neo-European.”

“It’s a bad phrase,” said Mr. Britling. “I’ll withdraw it. Let
me try and state exactly what I have in mind. I mean something that
is coming up in America and here and the Scandinavian countries and
Russia, a new culture, an escape from the Levantine religion and
the Catholic culture that came to us from the Mediterranean. Let me
drop Neo-European; let me say Northern. We are Northerners. The
key, the heart, the nucleus and essence of every culture is its
conception of the relations of men and women; and this new culture
tends to diminish the specialisation of women as women, to let them
out from the cell of the home into common citizenship with men.
It’s a new culture, still in process of development, which will
make men more social and co-operative and women bolder, swifter,
more responsible and less cloistered. It minimises instead of
exaggerating the importance of sex….

“And,” said Mr. Britling, in very much the tones in which a
preacher might say “Sixthly,” “it is just all this Northern
tendency that this world struggle is going to release. This war is
pounding through Europe, smashing up homes, dispersing and mixing
homes, setting Madame Van der Pant playing hockey, and André
climbing trees with my young ruffians; it is killing young
men by the million, altering the proportions
of the sexes for a generation, bringing women into business and
office and industry, destroying the accumulated wealth that kept so
many of them in refined idleness, flooding the world with strange
doubts and novel ideas….”

§ 9

But the conflict of manners and customs that followed the
invasion of the English villages by French and Belgian refugees did
not always present the immigrants as Catholics and the hosts as
“Neo-European.” In the case of Mr. Dimple it was the other way
round. He met Mr. Britling in Claverings park and told him his
troubles….

“Of course,” he said, “we have to do our Utmost for Brave Little
Belgium. I would be the last to complain of any little
inconvenience one may experience in doing that. Still, I must
confess I think you and dear Mrs. Britling are fortunate,
exceptionally fortunate, in the Belgians you have got. My
guests—it’s unfortunate— the man is some sort of
journalist and quite—oh! much too much—an Atheist. An
open positive one. Not simply Honest Doubt. I’m quite prepared for
honest doubt nowadays. You and I have no quarrel over that. But he
is aggressive. He makes remarks about miracles, quite derogatory
remarks, and not always in French. Sometimes he almost speaks
English. And in front of my sister. And he goes out, he says,
looking for a Café. He never finds a Café, but he
certainly finds every public house within a radius of miles. And he
comes back smelling dreadfully of beer. When I drop a Little Hint,
he blames the beer. He says it is not good beer—our good
Essex beer! He doesn’t understand any of our simple ways. He’s
sophisticated. The girls about here wear Belgian flags—and
air their little bits of French. And he takes it as an
encouragement. Only yesterday there was a
scene. It seems he tried to kiss the Hickson girl at the
inn—Maudie…. And his wife; a great big slow woman—in
every way she is—Ample; it’s dreadful even to seem to
criticise, but I do so wish she would not see fit to sit
down and nourish her baby in my poor old bachelor
drawing-room—often at the most unseasonable times.
And—so lavishly….”

Mr. Britling attempted consolations.

“But anyhow,” said Mr. Dimple, “I’m better off than poor dear
Mrs. Bynne. She secured two milliners. She insisted upon them. And
their clothes were certainly beautifully made—even my poor
old unworldly eye could tell that. And she thought two milliners
would be so useful with a large family like hers. They certainly
said they were milliners. But it seems—I don’t know
what we shall do about them…. My dear Mr. Britling, those young
women are anything but milliners—anything but
milliners….”

A faint gleam of amusement was only too perceptible through the
good man’s horror.

“Sirens, my dear Mr. Britling. Sirens. By profession.”…

§ 10

October passed into November, and day by day Mr. Britling was
forced to apprehend new aspects of the war, to think and rethink
the war, to have his first conclusions checked and tested, twisted
askew, replaced. His thoughts went far and wide and
deeper—until all his earlier writing seemed painfully shallow
to him, seemed a mere automatic response of obvious comments to the
stimulus of the war’s surprise. As his ideas became subtler and
profounder, they became more difficult to express; he talked less;
he became abstracted and irritable at table. To two people in
particular Mr. Britling found his real ideas inexpressible, to Mr.
Direck and to Mr. Van der Pant.

Each of these gentlemen brought with him the implication or the
intimation of a critical attitude towards England. It was all very
well for Mr. Britling himself to be critical of England; that is an
Englishman’s privilege. To hear Mr. Van der Pant questioning
British efficiency or to suspect Mr. Direck of high, thin American
superiorities to war, was almost worse than to hear Mrs. Harrowdean
saying hostile things about Edith. It roused an even acuter
protective emotion.

In the case of Mr. Van der Pant matters were complicated by the
difficulty of the language, which made anything but the crudest
statements subject to incalculable misconception.

Mr. Van der Pant had not the extreme tactfulness of his so
typically Catholic wife; he made it only too plain that he thought
the British postal and telegraph service slow and slack, and the
management of the Great Eastern branch lines wasteful and
inefficient. He said the workmen in the fields and the workmen he
saw upon some cottages near the junction worked slowlier and with
less interest than he had ever seen any workman display in all his
life before. He marvelled that Mr. Britling lit his house with
acetylene and not electric light. He thought fresh eggs were
insanely dear, and his opinion of Matching’s Easy pig-keeping was
uncomplimentary. The roads, he said, were not a means of getting
from place to place, they were a dédale; he drew
derisive maps with his finger on the table-cloth of the lane system
about the Dower House. He was astonished that there was no
Café in Matching’s Easy; he declared that the “public house”
to which he went with considerable expectation was no public house
at all; it was just a sly place for drinking beer…. All these
were things Mr. Britling might have remarked himself; from a
Belgian refugee he found them intolerable.

He set himself to explain to Mr. Van der Pant firstly that these
things did not matter in the slightest degree, the national attention, the national interest ran in
other directions; and secondly that they were, as a matter of fact
and on the whole, merits slightly disguised. He produced a pleasant
theory that England is really not the Englishman’s field, it is his
breeding place, his resting place, a place not for efficiency but
good humour. If Mr. Van der Pant were to make inquiries he would
find there was scarcely a home in Matching’s Easy that had not sent
some energetic representative out of England to become one of the
English of the world. England was the last place in which English
energy was spent. These hedges, these dilatory roads were full of
associations. There was a road that turned aside near Market
Saffron to avoid Turk’s wood; it had been called Turk’s wood first
in the fourteenth century after a man of that name. He quoted
Chesterton’s happy verses to justify these winding lanes.

“The road turned first towards the left,

Where Perkin’s quarry made the cleft;

The path turned next towards the right,

Because the mastiff used to bite….”

And again:

“And I should say they wound about

To find the town of Roundabout,

The merry town of Roundabout

That makes the world go round.”

If our easy-going ways hampered a hard efficiency, they did at
least develop humour and humanity. Our diplomacy at any rate had
not failed us….

He did not believe a word of this stuff. His deep irrational
love for England made him say these things…. For years he had
been getting himself into hot water because he had been writing and
hinting just such criticisms as Mr. Van der Pant expressed so
bluntly…. But he wasn’t going to accept foreign help in
dissecting his mother….

And another curious effect that Mr. Van der Pant had upon Mr.
Britling was to produce an obstinate confidence about the war and the nearness of the German
collapse. He would promise Mr. Van der Pant that he should be back
in Antwerp before May; that the Germans would be over the Rhine by
July. He knew perfectly well that his ignorance of all the military
conditions was unqualified, but still he could not restrain himself
from this kind of thing so soon as he began to speak Entente
Cordiale—Anglo-French, that is to say. Something in his
relationship to Mr. Van der Pant obliged him to be acutely and
absurdly the protecting British…. At times he felt like a
conscious bankrupt talking off the hour of disclosure. But indeed
all that Mr. Britling was trying to say against the difficulties of
a strange language and an alien temperament, was that the honour of
England would never be cleared until Belgium was restored and
avenged….

While Mr. Britling was patrolling unimportant roads and
entertaining Mr. Van der Pant with discourses upon the nearness of
victory and the subtle estimableness of all that was indolent,
wasteful and evasive in English life, the war was passing from its
first swift phases into a slower, grimmer struggle. The German
retreat ended at the Aisne, and the long outflanking manoeuvres of
both hosts towards the Channel began. The English attempts to
assist Belgium in October came too late for the preservation of
Antwerp, and after a long and complicated struggle in Flanders the
British failed to outflank the German right, lost Ghent, Menin and
the Belgian coast, but held Ypres and beat back every attempt of
the enemy to reach Dunkirk and Calais. Meanwhile the smaller German
colonies and islands were falling to the navy, the Australian
battleship Sydney smashed the Emden at Cocos Island,
and the British naval disaster of Coronel was wiped out by the
battle of the Falklands. The Russians were victorious upon their
left and took Lemberg, and after some vicissitudes of fortune
advanced to Przemysl, occupying the larger part of Galicia; but
the disaster of Tannenberg had broken their
progress in East Prussia, and the Germans were pressing towards
Warsaw. Turkey had joined the war, and suffered enormous losses in
the Caucasus. The Dardanelles had been shelled for the first time,
and the British were at Basra on the Euphrates.

§ 11

The Christmas of 1914 found England, whose landscape had
hitherto been almost as peaceful and soldierless as Massachusetts,
already far gone along the path of transformation into a country
full of soldiers and munition makers and military supplies. The
soldiers came first, on the well-known and greatly admired British
principle of “first catch your hare” and then build your kitchen.
Always before, Christmas had been a time of much gaiety and
dressing up and prancing and two-stepping at the Dower House, but
this year everything was too uncertain to allow of any gathering of
guests. Hugh got leave for the day after Christmas, but Teddy was
tied; and Cissie and Letty went off with the small boy to take
lodgings near him. The Van der Pants had hoped to see an English
Christmas at Matching’s Easy, but within three weeks of Christmas
Day Mr. Van der Pant found a job that he could do in Nottingham,
and carried off his family. The two small boys cheered their hearts
with paper decorations, but the Christmas Tree was condemned as too
German, and it was discovered that Santa Claus had suddenly become
Old Father Christmas again. The small boys discovered that the
price of lead soldiers had risen, and were unable to buy electric
torches, on which they had set their hearts. There was to have been
a Christmas party at Claverings, but at the last moment Lady
Homartyn had to hurry off to an orphan nephew who had been
seriously wounded near Ypres, and the light of Claverings was
darkened.

Soon after Christmas there were rumours of an impending descent of the Headquarters staff of the
South-Eastern army upon Claverings. Then Mr. Britling found Lady
Homartyn back from France, and very indignant because after all the
Headquarters were to go to Lady Wensleydale at Ladyholt. It was,
she felt, a reflection upon Claverings. Lady Homartyn became still
more indignant when presently the new armies, which were gathering
now all over England like floods in a low-lying meadow, came
pouring into the parishes about Claverings to the extent of a
battalion and a Territorial battery. Mr. Britling heard of their
advent only a day or two before they arrived; there came a bright
young officer with an orderly, billeting; he was much exercised to
get, as he expressed it several times, a quart into a pint bottle.
He was greatly pleased with the barn. He asked the size of it and
did calculations. He could “stick twenty-five men into
it—easy.” It would go far to solve his problems. He could
manage without coming into the house at all. It was a ripping
place. “No end.”

“But beds,” said Mr. Britling.

“Lord! they don’t want beds,” said the young
officer….

The whole Britling family, who were lamenting the loss of their
Belgians, welcomed the coming of the twenty-five with great
enthusiasm. It made them feel that they were doing something useful
once more. For three days Mrs. Britling had to feed her new
lodgers—the kitchen motors had as usual gone astray—and
she did so in a style that made their boastings about their billet
almost insufferable to the rest of their battery. The billeting
allowance at that time was ninepence a head, and Mr. Britling,
ashamed of making a profit out of his country, supplied not only
generous firing and lighting, but unlimited cigarettes, cards and
games, illustrated newspapers, a cocoa supper with such little
surprises as sprats and jam roly-poly, and a number of more
incidental comforts. The men arrived fasting under the command
of two very sage middle-aged corporals, and
responded to Mrs. Britling’s hospitalities by a number of good
resolutions, many of which they kept. They never made noises after
half-past ten, or at least only now and then when a singsong broke
out with unusual violence; they got up and went out at five or six
in the morning without a sound; they were almost inconveniently
helpful with washing-up and tidying round.

In quite a little time Mrs. Britling’s mind had adapted itself
to the spectacle of half-a-dozen young men in khaki breeches and
shirts performing their toilets in and about her scullery, or
improvising an unsanctioned game of football between the hockey
goals. These men were not the miscellaneous men of the new armies;
they were the earlier Territorial type with no heroics about them;
they came from the midlands; and their two middle-aged corporals
kept them well in hand and ruled them like a band of brothers. But
they had an illegal side, that developed in directions that set Mr.
Britling theorising. They seemed, for example, to poach by nature,
as children play and sing. They possessed a promiscuous white dog.
They began to add rabbits to their supper menu, unaccountable
rabbits. One night there was a mighty smell of frying fish from the
kitchen, and the cook reported trout. “Trout!” said Mr. Britling to
one of the corporals; “now where did you chaps get trout?”

The “fisherman,” they said, had got them with a hair noose. They
produced the fisherman, of whom they were manifestly proud. It was,
he explained, a method of fishing he had learnt when in New York
Harbour. He had been a stoker. He displayed a confidence in Mr.
Britling that made that gentleman an accessory after his offence,
his very serious offence against pre-war laws and customs. It was
plain that the trout were the trout that Mr. Pumshock, the
stock-broker and amateur gentleman, had preserved so carefully in
the Easy. Hitherto the countryside had been forced to regard Mr.
Pumshock’s trout with an almost
superstitious respect. A year ago young Snooker had done a month
for one of those very trout. But now things were different.

“But I don’t really fancy fresh-water fish,” said the fisherman.
“It’s just the ketchin’ of ’em I like….”

And a few weeks later the trumpeter, an angel-faced freckled
child with deep-blue eyes, brought in a dozen partridge eggs which
he wanted Mary to cook for him….

The domesticity of the sacred birds, it was clear, was no longer
safe in England….

Then again the big guns would go swinging down the road and into
Claverings park, and perform various exercises with commendable
smartness and a profound disregard for Lady Homartyn’s known
objection to any departure from the public footpath….

And one afternoon as Mr. Britling took his constitutional walk,
a reverie was set going in his mind by the sight of a
neglected-looking pheasant with a white collar. The world of
Matching’s Easy was getting full now of such elderly birds. Would
that go on again after the war? He imagined his son Hugh as
a grandfather, telling the little ones about parks and preserves
and game laws, and footmen and butlers and the marvellous game of
golf, and how, suddenly, Mars came tramping through the land in
khaki and all these things faded and vanished, so that presently it
was discovered they were gone….


CHAPTER THE THIRD

MALIGNITY

§ 1

And while the countryside of England changed steadily from its
lax pacific amenity to the likeness of a rather slovenly armed
camp, while long-fixed boundaries shifted and dissolved and a great
irreparable wasting of the world’s resources gathered way, Mr.
Britling did his duty as a special constable, gave his eldest son
to the Territorials, entertained Belgians, petted his soldiers in
the barn, helped Teddy to his commission, contributed to war
charities, sold out securities at a loss and subscribed to the War
Loan, and thought, thought endlessly about the war.

He could think continuously day by day of nothing else. His mind
was as caught as a galley slave, as unable to escape from tugging
at this oar. All his universe was a magnetic field which oriented
everything, whether he would have it so or not, to this one polar
question.

His thoughts grew firmer and clearer; they went deeper and
wider. His first superficial judgments were endorsed and deepened
or replaced by others. He thought along the lonely lanes at night;
he thought at his desk; he thought in bed; he thought in his bath;
he tried over his thoughts in essays and leading articles and
reviewed them and corrected them. Now and then came relaxation and
lassitude, but never release. The war towered over him like a
vigilant teacher, day after day, week after week, regardless of
fatigue and impatience, holding a rod in its hand.

§ 2

Certain things had to be forced upon Mr. Britling because they
jarred so greatly with his habits of mind that he would never have
accepted them if he could have avoided doing so.

Notably he would not recognise at first the extreme bitterness
of this war. He would not believe that the attack upon Britain and
Western Europe generally expressed the concentrated emotion of a
whole nation. He thought that the Allies were in conflict with a
system and not with a national will. He fought against the
persuasion that the whole mass of a great civilised nation could be
inspired by a genuine and sustained hatred. Hostility was an
uncongenial thing to him; he would not recognise that the greater
proportion of human beings are more readily hostile than friendly.
He did his best to believe—in his “And Now War Ends” he did
his best to make other people believe—that this war was the
perverse exploit of a small group of people, of limited but
powerful influences, an outrage upon the general geniality of
mankind. The cruelty, mischief, and futility of war were so obvious
to him that he was almost apologetic in asserting them. He believed
that war had but to begin and demonstrate its quality among the
Western nations in order to unify them all against its repetition.
They would exclaim: “But we can’t do things like this to one
another!” He saw the aggressive imperialism of Germany called to
account even by its own people; a struggle, a collapse, a
liberal-minded conference of world powers, and a universal
resumption of amiability upon a more assured basis of security. He
believed—and many people in England believed with
him—that a great section of the Germans would welcome
triumphant Allies as their liberators from intolerable political
obsessions.

The English because of their insularity had been political
amateurs for endless generations. It was their supreme vice, it was their supreme virtue, to be
easy-going. They had lived in an atmosphere of comedy, and denied
in the whole tenor of their lives that life is tragic. Not even the
Americans had been more isolated. The Americans had had their
Indians, their negroes, their War of Secession. Until the Great War
the Channel was as broad as the Atlantic for holding off every
vital challenge. Even Ireland was away—a four-hour crossing.
And so the English had developed to the fullest extent the virtues
and vices of safety and comfort; they had a hatred of science and
dramatic behaviour; they could see no reason for exactness or
intensity; they disliked proceeding “to extremes.” Ultimately
everything would turn out all right. But they knew what it is to be
carried into conflicts by energetic minorities and the trick of
circumstances, and they were ready to understand the case of any
other country which has suffered that fate. All their habits
inclined them to fight good-temperedly and comfortably, to quarrel
with a government and not with a people. It took Mr. Britling at
least a couple of months of warfare to understand that the Germans
were fighting in an altogether different spirit.

The first intimations of this that struck upon his mind were the
news of the behaviour of the Kaiser and the Berlin crowd upon the
declaration of war, and the violent treatment of the British
subjects seeking to return to their homes. Everywhere such people
had been insulted and ill-treated. It was the spontaneous
expression of a long-gathered bitterness. While the British
ambassador was being howled out of Berlin, the German ambassador to
England was taking a farewell stroll, quite unmolested, in St.
James’s Park…. One item that struck particularly upon Mr.
Britling’s imagination was the story of the chorus of young women
who assembled on the railway platform of the station through which
the British ambassador was passing to sing—to his drawn
blinds—”Deutschland, Deutschland über Alles.” Mr.
Britling could imagine those young people,
probably dressed more or less uniformly in white, with flushed
faces and shining eyes, letting their voices go, full throated, in
the modern German way….

And then came stories of atrocities, stories of the shooting of
old men and the butchery of children by the wayside, stories of
wounded men bayoneted or burnt alive, of massacres of harmless
citizens, of looting and filthy outrages….

Mr. Britling did his utmost not to believe these things. They
contradicted his habitual world. They produced horrible strains in
his mind. They might, he hoped, be misreported so as to seem more
violent or less justifiable than they were. They might be the acts
of stray criminals, and quite disconnected from the normal
operations of the war. Here and there some weak-minded officer may
have sought to make himself terrible…. And as for the bombardment
of cathedrals and the crime of Louvain, well, Mr. Britling was
prepared to argue that Gothic architecture is not sacrosanct if
military necessity cuts through it…. It was only after the war
had been going on some months that Mr. Britling’s fluttering,
unwilling mind was pinned down by official reports and a cloud of
witnesses to a definite belief in the grim reality of systematic
rape and murder, destruction, dirtiness and abominable compulsions
that blackened the first rush of the Prussians into Belgium and
Champagne….

They came hating and threatening the lands they outraged. They
sought occasion to do frightful deeds…. When they could not be
frightful in the houses they occupied, then to the best of their
ability they were destructive and filthy. The facts took Mr.
Britling by the throat….

The first thing that really pierced Mr. Britling with the
conviction that there was something essentially different in the
English and the German attitude towards the war was the sight of a
bale of German comic papers in the study of
a friend in London. They were filled with caricatures of the Allies
and more particularly of the English, and they displayed a force
and quality of passion—an incredible force and quality of
passion. Their amazing hate and their amazing filthiness alike
overwhelmed Mr. Britling. There was no appearance of national pride
or national dignity, but a bellowing patriotism and a limitless
desire to hurt and humiliate. They spat. They were red in the face
and they spat. He sat with these violent sheets in his
hands—ashamed.

“But I say!” he said feebly. “It’s the sort of thing that might
come out of a lunatic asylum….”

One incredible craving was manifest in every one of them. The
German caricaturist seemed unable to represent his enemies except
in extremely tight trousers or in none; he was equally unable to
represent them without thrusting a sword or bayonet, spluttering
blood, into the more indelicate parts of their persons. This was
the leit-motif of the war as the German humorists presented
it. “But,” said Mr. Britling, “these things can’t represent
anything like the general state of mind in Germany.”

“They do,” said his friend.

“But it’s blind fury—at the dirt-throwing stage.”

“The whole of Germany is in that blind fury,” said his friend.
“While we are going about astonished and rather incredulous about
this war, and still rather inclined to laugh, that’s the state of
mind of Germany…. There’s a sort of deliberation in it. They
think it gives them strength. They want to foam at the
mouth. They do their utmost to foam more. They write themselves up.
Have you heard of the ‘Hymn of Hate’?”

Mr. Britling had not.

“There was a translation of it in last week’s
Spectator…. This is the sort of thing we are trying to
fight in good temper and without extravagance. Listen,
Britling!

You will we hate with a lasting hate;

We will never forgo our hate—

Hate by water and hate by land,

Hate of the head and hate of the hand,

Hate of the hammer and hate of the crown,

Hate of seventy millions, choking down;

We love as one, we hate as one,

We have one foe, and one alone—

ENGLAND!”

He read on to the end.

“Well,” he said when he had finished reading, “what do you think
of it?”

“I want to feel his bumps,” said Mr. Britling after a pause.
“It’s incomprehensible.”

“They’re singing that up and down Germany. Lissauer, I hear, has
been decorated….”

“It’s—stark malignity,” said Mr. Britling. “What have we
done?”

“It’s colossal. What is to happen to the world if these people
prevail?”

“I can’t believe it—even with this evidence before me….
No! I want to feel their bumps….”

§ 3

“You see,” said Mr. Britling, trying to get it into focus, “I
have known quite decent Germans. There must be some sort of
misunderstanding…. I wonder what makes them hate us. There seems
to me no reason in it.”

“I think it is just thoroughness,” said his friend. “They are at
war. To be at war is to hate.”

“That isn’t at all my idea.”

“We’re not a thorough people. When we think of anything, we also
think of its opposite. When we adopt an opinion we also take in a
provisional idea that it is probably nearly as wrong as it is
right. We are—atmospheric. They are concrete…. All this
filthy, vile, unjust and cruel stuff is honest genuine war. We
pretend war does not hurt. They know better…. The Germans are a simple honest people. It is their
virtue. Possibly it is their only virtue….”

§ 4

Mr. Britling was only one of a multitude who wanted to feel the
bumps of Germany at that time. The effort to understand a people
who had suddenly become incredible was indeed one of the most
remarkable facts in English intellectual life during the opening
phases of the war. The English state of mind was unlimited
astonishment. There was an enormous sale of any German books that
seemed likely to illuminate the mystery of this amazing
concentration of hostility; the works of Bernhardi, Treitschke,
Nietzsche, Houston Stewart Chamberlain, became the material of
countless articles and interminable discussions. One saw little
clerks on the way to the office and workmen going home after their
work earnestly reading these remarkable writers. They were asking,
just as Mr. Britling was asking, what it was the British Empire had
struck against. They were trying to account for this wild storm of
hostility that was coming at them out of Central Europe.

It was a natural next stage to this, when after all it became
manifest that instead of there being a liberal and reluctant
Germany at the back of imperialism and Junkerdom, there was
apparently one solid and enthusiastic people, to suppose that the
Germans were in some distinctive way evil, that they were racially
more envious, arrogant, and aggressive than the rest of mankind.
Upon that supposition a great number of English people settled.
They concluded that the Germans had a peculiar devil of their
own—and had to be treated accordingly. That was the second
stage in the process of national apprehension, and it was marked by
the first beginnings of a spy hunt, by the first denunciation of
naturalised aliens, and by some anti-German rioting among the mixed
alien population in the East End. Most of
the bakers in the East End of London were Germans, and for some
months after the war began they went on with their trade
unmolested. Now many of these shops were wrecked…. It was only in
October that the British gave these first signs of a sense that
they were fighting not merely political Germany but the
Germans.

But the idea of a peculiar malignity in the German quality as a
key to the broad issue of the war was even less satisfactory and
less permanent in Mr. Britling’s mind than his first crude
opposition of militarism and a peaceful humanity as embodied
respectively in the Central Powers and the Russo-Western alliance.
It led logically to the conclusion that the extermination of the
German peoples was the only security for the general amiability of
the world, a conclusion that appealed but weakly to his essential
kindliness. After all, the Germans he had met and seen were neither
cruel nor hate-inspired. He came back to that obstinately. From the
harshness and vileness of the printed word and the unclean picture,
he fell back upon the flesh and blood, the humanity and sterling
worth, of—as a sample—young Heinrich.

Who was moreover a thoroughly German young German—a
thoroughly Prussian young Prussian.

At times young Heinrich alone stood between Mr. Britling and the
belief that Germany and the whole German race was essentially
wicked, essentially a canting robber nation. Young Heinrich became
a sort of advocate for his people before the tribunal of Mr.
Britling’s mind. (And on his shoulder sat an absurdly pampered
squirrel.) s fresh, pink, sedulous face, very earnest, adjusting
his glasses, saying “Please,” intervened and insisted upon an
arrest of judgment….

Since the young man’s departure he had sent two postcards of
greeting directly to the “Familie Britling,” and one letter through
the friendly intervention of Mr. Britling’s American publisher.
Once also he sent a message through a friend
in Norway. The postcards simply recorded stages in the passage of a
distraught pacifist across Holland to his enrolment. The letter by
way of America came two months later. He had been converted into a
combatant with extreme rapidity. He had been trained for three
weeks, had spent a fortnight in hospital with a severe cold, and
had then gone to Belgium as a transport driver—his father had
been a horse-dealer and he was familiar with horses. “If anything
happens to me,” he wrote, “please send my violin at least very
carefully to my mother.” It was characteristic that he reported
himself as very comfortably quartered in Courtrai with “very nice
people.” The niceness involved restraints. “Only never,” he added,
“do we talk about the war. It is better not to do so.” He mentioned
the violin also in the later communication through Norway. Therein
he lamented the lost fleshpots of Courtrai. He had been in Posen,
and now he was in the Carpathians, up to his knees in snow and
“very uncomfortable….”

And then abruptly all news from him ceased.

Month followed month, and no further letter came.

“Something has happened to him. Perhaps he is a
prisoner….”

“I hope our little Heinrich hasn’t got seriously damaged…. He
may be wounded….”

“Or perhaps they stop his letters…. Very probably they stop
his letters.”

§ 5

Mr. Britling would sit in his armchair and stare at his fire,
and recall conflicting memories of Germany—of a pleasant
land, of friendly people. He had spent many a jolly holiday there.
So recently as 1911 all the Britling family had gone up the Rhine
from Rotterdam, had visited a string of great cities and stayed for
a cheerful month of sunshine at Neunkirchen in the Odenwald.

The little village perches high among the hills and woods, and at its very centre is the inn and the
linden tree and—Adam Meyer. Or at least Adam Meyer was
there. Whether he is there now, only the spirit of change can tell;
if he live to be a hundred no friendly English will ever again come
tramping along by the track of the Blaue Breiecke or the Weisse
Streiche to enjoy his hospitality; there are rivers of blood
between, and a thousand memories of hate….

It was a village distended with hospitalities. Not only the inn
but all the houses about the place of the linden tree, the
shoe-maker’s, the post-mistress’s, the white house beyond, every
house indeed except the pastor’s house, were full of Adam Meyer’s
summer guests. And about it and over it went and soared Adam Meyer,
seeing they ate well, seeing they rested well, seeing they had
music and did not miss the moonlight—a host who forgot profit
in hospitality, an inn-keeper with the passion of an artist for his
inn.

Music, moonlight, the simple German sentiment, the hearty German
voices, the great picnic in a Stuhl Wagen, the orderly round games
the boys played with the German children, and the tramps and
confidences Hugh had with Kurt and Karl, and at last a crowning
jollification, a dance, with some gipsy musicians whom Mr. Britling
discovered, when the Germans taught the English various
entertaining sports with baskets and potatoes and forfeits and the
English introduced the Germans to the licence of the two-step. And
everybody sang “Britannia, Rule the Waves,” and “Deutschland,
Deutschland über Alles,” and Adam Meyer got on a chair and
made a tremendous speech more in dialect than ever, and there was
much drinking of beer and sirops in the moonlight under the
linden….

Afterwards there had been a periodic sending of postcards and
greetings, which indeed only the war had ended.

Right pleasant people those Germans had been, sun and green-leaf
lovers, for whom “Frisch Auf” seemed the most natural of national
cries. Mr. Britling thought of the individual Germans who had made
up the assembly, of the men’s amusingly
fierce little hats of green and blue with an inevitable feather
thrust perkily into the hatband behind, of the kindly plumpnesses
behind their turned-up moustaches, of the blonde, sedentary women,
very wise about the comforts of life and very kind to the children,
of their earnest pleasure in landscape and Art and Great Writers,
of their general frequent desire to sing, of their plasticity under
the directing hands of Adam Meyer. He thought of the mellow south
German landscape, rolling away broad and fair, of the little clean
red-roofed townships, the old castles, the big prosperous farms,
the neatly marked pedestrian routes, the hospitable inns, and the
artless abundant Aussichtthurms….

He saw all those memories now through a veil of indescribable
sadness—as of a world lost, gone down like the cities of
Lyonesse beneath deep seas….

Right pleasant people in a sunny land! Yet here pressing
relentlessly upon his mind were the murders of Visé, the
massacres of Dinant, the massacres of Louvain, murder red-handed
and horrible upon an inoffensive people, foully invaded, foully
treated; murder done with a sickening cant of righteousness and
racial pretension….

The two pictures would not stay steadily in his mind together.
When he thought of the broken faith that had poured those
slaughtering hosts into the decent peace of Belgium, that had
smashed her cities, burnt her villages and filled the pretty gorges
of the Ardennes with blood and smoke and terror, he was flooded
with self-righteous indignation, a self-righteous indignation that
was indeed entirely Teutonic in its quality, that for a time
drowned out his former friendship and every kindly disposition
towards Germany, that inspired him with destructive impulses, and
obsessed him with a desire to hear of death and more death and yet
death in every German town and home….

§ 6

It will be an incredible thing to the happier reader of a coming
age—if ever this poor record of experience reaches a reader
in the days to come—to learn how much of the mental life of
Mr. Britling was occupied at this time with the mere horror and
atrocity of warfare. It is idle and hopeless to speculate now how
that future reader will envisage this war; it may take on broad
dramatic outlines, it may seem a thing, just, logical, necessary,
the burning of many barriers, the destruction of many obstacles.
Mr. Britling was too near to the dirt and pain and heat for any
such broad landscape consolations. Every day some new detail of
evil beat into his mind. Now it would be the artless story of some
Belgian refugee. There was a girl from Alost in the village for
example, who had heard the fusillade that meant the shooting of
citizens, the shooting of people she had known, she had seen the
still blood-stained wall against which two murdered cousins had
died, the streaked sand along which their bodies had been dragged;
three German soldiers had been quartered in her house with her and
her invalid mother, and had talked freely of the massacres in which
they had been employed. One of them was in civil life a young
schoolmaster, and he had had, he said, to kill a woman and a baby.
The girl had been incredulous. Yes, he had done so! Of course he
had done so! His officer had made him do it, had stood over him. He
could do nothing but obey. But since then he had been unable to
sleep, unable to forget.

“We had to punish the people,” he said. “They had fired on
us.”

And besides, his officer had been drunk. It had been impossible
to argue. His officer had an unrelenting character at all
times….

Over and over again Mr. Britling would try to imagine that young
schoolmaster soldier at Alost. He imagined
with a weak staring face and watery blue eyes behind his glasses,
and that memory of murder….

Then again it would be some incident of death and mutilation in
Antwerp, that Van der Pant described to him. The Germans in Belgium
were shooting women frequently, not simply for grave spying but for
trivial offences…. Then came the battleship raid on Whitby and
Scarborough, and the killing among other victims of a number of
children on their way to school. This shocked Mr. Britling
absurdly, much more than the Belgian crimes had done. They were
English children. At home!… The drowning of a great number
of people on a torpedoed ship full of refugees from Flanders filled
his mind with pitiful imaginings for days. The Zeppelin raids, with
their slow crescendo of blood-stained futility, began before the
end of 1914…. It was small consolation for Mr. Britling to
reflect that English homes and women and children were, after all,
undergoing only the same kind of experience that our ships have
inflicted scores of times in the past upon innocent people in the
villages of Africa and Polynesia….

Each month the war grew bitterer and more cruel. Early in 1915
the Germans began their submarine war, and for a time Mr.
Britling’s concern was chiefly for the sailors and passengers of
the ships destroyed. He noted with horror the increasing
indisposition of the German submarines to give any notice to their
victims; he did not understand the grim reasons that were turning
every submarine attack into a desperate challenge of death. For the
Germans under the seas had pitted themselves against a sea power
far more resourceful, more steadfast and skilful, sterner and more
silent, than their own. It was not for many months that Mr.
Britling learnt the realities of the submarine blockade. Submarine
after submarine went out of the German harbours into the North Sea,
never to return. No prisoners were reported, no boasting was
published by the British fishers of men; U boat after U boat vanished into a chilling mystery….
Only later did Mr. Britling begin to hear whispers and form ideas
of the noiseless, suffocating grip that sought through the waters
for its prey.

The Falaba crime, in which the German sailors were
reported to have jeered at the drowning victims in the water, was
followed by the sinking of the Lusitania. At that a wave of
real anger swept through the Empire. Hate was begetting hate at
last. There were violent riots in Great Britain and in South
Africa. Wretched little German hairdressers and bakers and so forth
fled for their lives, to pay for the momentary satisfaction of the
Kaiser and Herr Ballin. Scores of German homes in England were
wrecked and looted; hundreds of Germans maltreated. War is war.
Hard upon the Lusitania storm came the publication of the
Bryce Report, with its relentless array of witnesses, its
particulars of countless acts of cruelty and arrogant unreason and
uncleanness in Belgium and the occupied territory of France. Came
also the gasping torture of “gas,” the use of flame jets, and a new
exacerbation of the savagery of the actual fighting. For a time it
seemed as though the taking of prisoners along the western front
would cease. Tales of torture and mutilation, tales of the kind
that arise nowhere and out of nothing, and poison men’s minds to
the most pitiless retaliations, drifted along the opposing
fronts….

The realities were evil enough without any rumours. Over various
dinner-tables Mr. Britling heard this and that first-hand testimony
of harshness and spite. One story that stuck in his memory was of
British prisoners on the journey into Germany being put apart at a
station from their French companions in misfortune, and forced to
“run the gauntlet” back to their train between the fists and
bayonets of files of German soldiers. And there were convincing
stories of the same prisoners robbed of overcoats in bitter
weather, baited with dogs, separated from their countrymen, and
thrust among Russians and Poles with whom
they could hold no speech. So Lissauer’s Hate Song bore its fruit
in a thousand cruelties to wounded and defenceless men. The English
had cheated great Germany of another easy victory like that of ’71.
They had to be punished. That was all too plainly the psychological
process. At one German station a woman had got out of a train and
crossed a platform to spit on the face of a wounded Englishman….
And there was no monopoly of such things on either side. At some
journalistic gathering Mr. Britling met a little white-faced,
resolute lady who had recently been nursing in the north of France.
She told of wounded men lying among the coal of coal-sheds, of a
shortage of nurses and every sort of material, of an absolute
refusal to permit any share in such things to reach the German
“swine.” … “Why have they come here? Let our own boys have it
first. Why couldn’t they stay in their own country? Let the filth
die.”

Two soldiers impressed to carry a wounded German officer on a
stretcher had given him a “joy ride,” pitching him up and down as
one tosses a man in a blanket. “He was lucky to get off with
that.”…

“All our men aren’t angels,” said a cheerful young
captain back from the front. “If you had heard a little group of
our East London boys talking of what they meant to do when they got
into Germany, you’d feel anxious….”

“But that was just talk,” said Mr. Britling weakly, after a
pause….

There were times when Mr. Britling’s mind was imprisoned beyond
any hope of escape amidst such monstrous realities….

He was ashamed of his one secret consolation. For nearly two
years yet Hugh could not go out to it. There would surely be peace
before that….

§ 7

Tormenting the thought of Mr. Britling almost more acutely than
this growing tale of stupidly inflicted suffering and waste and
sheer destruction was the collapse of the British mind from its
first fine phase of braced-up effort into a state of bickering
futility.

Too long had British life been corrupted by the fictions of
loyalty to an uninspiring and alien Court, of national piety in an
official Church, of freedom in a politician-rigged State, of
justice in an economic system where the advertiser, the sweater and
usurer had a hundred advantages over the producer and artisan, to
maintain itself now steadily at any high pitch of heroic endeavour.
It had bought its comfort with the demoralisation of its servants.
It had no completely honest organs; its spirit was clogged by its
accumulated insincerities. Brought at last face to face with a
bitter hostility and a powerful and unscrupulous enemy, an enemy
socialistic, scientific and efficient to an unexampled degree, it
seemed indeed to be inspired for a time by an unwonted energy and
unanimity. Youth and the common people shone. The sons of every
class went out to fight and die, full of a splendid dream of this
war. Easy-going vanished from the foreground of the picture. But
only to creep back again as the first inspiration passed. Presently
the older men, the seasoned politicians, the owners and hucksters,
the charming women and the habitual consumers, began to recover
from this blaze of moral exaltation. Old habits of mind and
procedure reasserted themselves. The war which had begun so
dramatically missed its climax; there was neither heroic swift
defeat nor heroic swift victory. There was indecision; the most
trying test of all for an undisciplined people. There were great
spaces of uneventful fatigue. Before the Battle of the Yser had
fully developed the dramatic quality had gone out of the war. It
had ceased to be either a tragedy or a triumph; for both sides
it became a monstrous strain and wasting. It
had become a wearisome thrusting against a pressure of
evils….

Under that strain the dignity of England broke, and revealed a
malignity less focussed and intense than the German, but perhaps
even more distressing. No paternal government had organised the
British spirit for patriotic ends; it became now peevish and
impatient, like some ill-trained man who is sick, it directed
itself no longer against the enemy alone but fitfully against
imagined traitors and shirkers; it wasted its energies in a
deepening and spreading net of internal squabbles and accusations.
Now it was the wily indolence of the Prime Minister, now it was the
German culture of the Lord Chancellor, now the imaginative
enterprise of the First Lord of the Admiralty that focussed a
vindictive campaign. There began a hunt for spies and of suspects
of German origin in every quarter except the highest; a
denunciation now of “traitors,” now of people with imaginations,
now of scientific men, now of the personal friend of the
Commander-in-Chief, now of this group and then of that group….
Every day Mr. Britling read his three or four newspapers with a
deepening disappointment.

When he turned from the newspaper to his post, he would find the
anonymous letter-writer had been busy….

Perhaps Mr. Britling had remarked that Germans were after all
human beings, or that if England had listened to Matthew Arnold in
the ‘eighties our officers by this time might have added efficiency
to their courage and good temper. Perhaps he had himself put a
touch of irritant acid into his comment. Back flared the hate. “Who
are you, Sir? What are you, Sir? What right have
you, Sir? What claim have you, Sir?”…

§ 8

“Life had a wrangling birth. On the head of every one of us
rests the ancestral curse of fifty million murders.”

So Mr. Britling’s thoughts shaped themselves in words as he
prowled one night in March, chill and melancholy, across a rushy
meadow under an overcast sky. The death squeal of some little beast
caught suddenly in a distant copse had set loose this train of
thought. “Life struggling under a birth curse?” he thought. “How
nearly I come back at times to the Christian theology!… And then,
Redemption by the shedding of blood.”

“Life, like a rebellious child, struggling out of the control of
the hate which made it what it is.”

But that was Mr. Britling’s idea of Gnosticism, not of orthodox
Christianity. He went off for a time into faded reminiscences of
theological reading. What had been the Gnostic idea? That the God
of the Old Testament was the Devil of the New? But that had been
the idea of the Manichæans!…

Mr. Britling, between the black hedges, came back presently from
his attempts to recall his youthful inquiries into man’s ancient
speculations, to the enduring riddles that have outlasted a
thousand speculations. Has hate been necessary, and is it still
necessary, and will it always be necessary? Is all life a war
forever? The rabbit is nimble, lives keenly, is prevented from
degenerating into a diseased crawling eater of herbs by the
incessant ferret. Without the ferret of war, what would life
become?… War is murder truly, but is not Peace decay?

It was during these prowling nights in the first winter of the
war that Mr. Britling planned a new writing that was to go whole
abysses beneath the facile superficiality of “And Now War Ends.” It
was to be called the “Anatomy of Hate.” It was to deal very
faithfully with the function of hate as a corrective to
inefficiency. So long as men were slack, men
must be fierce. This conviction pressed upon him….

In spite of his detestation of war Mr. Britling found it
impossible to maintain that any sort of peace state was better than
a state of war. If wars produced destructions and cruelties, peace
could produce indolence, perversity, greedy accumulation and
selfish indulgences. War is discipline for evil, but peace may be
relaxation from good. The poor man may be as wretched in peace time
as in war time. The gathering forces of an evil peace, the
malignity and waste of war, are but obverse and reverse of the
medal of ill-adjusted human relationships. Was there no Greater
Peace possible; not a mere recuperative pause in killing and
destruction, but a phase of noble and creative living, a phase of
building, of discovery, of beauty and research? He remembered, as
one remembers the dead, dreams he had once dreamt of the great
cities, the splendid freedoms, of a coming age, of marvellous
enlargements of human faculty, of a coming science that would be
light and of art that could be power….

But would that former peace have ever risen to that?…

After all, had such visions ever been more than idle dreams? Had
the war done more than unmask reality?…

He came to a gate and leant over it.

The darkness drizzled about him; he turned up his collar and
watched the dim shapes of trees and hedges gather out of the night
to meet the dismal dawn. He was cold and hungry and weary.

He may have drowsed; at least he had a vision, very real and
plain, a vision very different from any dream of Utopia.

It seemed to him that suddenly a mine burst under a great ship
at sea, that men shouted and women sobbed and cowered, and flares
played upon the rain-pitted black waves; and then the picture
changed and showed a battle upon land, and
searchlights were flickering through the rain and shells flashed
luridly, and men darkly seen in silhouette against red flames ran
with fixed bayonets and slipped and floundered over the mud, and at
last, shouting thinly through the wind, leapt down into the enemy
trenches….

And then he was alone again staring over a wet black field
towards a dim crest of shapeless trees.

§ 9

Abruptly and shockingly, this malignity of warfare, which had
been so far only a festering cluster of reports and stories and
rumours and suspicions, stretched out its arm into Essex and struck
a barb of grotesque cruelty into the very heart of Mr. Britling.
Late one afternoon came a telegram from Filmington-on-Sea, where
Aunt Wilshire had been recovering her temper in a boarding-house
after a round of visits in Yorkshire and the moorlands. And she had
been “very seriously injured” by an overnight German air raid. It
was a raid that had not been even mentioned in the morning’s
papers. She had asked to see him.

It was, ran the compressed telegraphic phrase, “advisable to
come at once.”

Mrs. Britling helped him pack a bag, and came with him to the
station in order to drive the car back to the Dower House; for the
gardener’s boy who had hitherto attended to these small duties had
now gone off as an unskilled labourer to some munition works at
Chelmsford. Mr. Britling sat in the slow train that carried him
across country to the junction for Filmington, and failed
altogether to realise what had happened to the old lady. He had an
absurd feeling that it was characteristic of her to intervene in
affairs in this manner. She had always been so tough and unbent an
old lady that until he saw her he could not imagine her as being
really seriously and pitifully hurt….

But he found her in the hospital very much hurt indeed. She had
been smashed in some complicated manner that left the upper part of
her body intact, and lying slantingly upon pillows. Over the horror
of bandaged broken limbs and tormented flesh below sheets and a
counterpane were drawn. Morphia had been injected, he understood,
to save her from pain, but presently it might be necessary for her
to suffer. She lay up in her bed with an effect of being enthroned,
very white and still, her strong profile with its big nose and her
straggling hair and a certain dignity gave her the appearance of
some very important, very old man, of an aged pope for instance,
rather than of an old woman. She had made no remark after they had
set her and dressed her and put her to bed except “send for Hughie
Britling, The Dower House, Matching’s Easy. He is the best of the
bunch.” She had repeated the address and this commendation firmly
over and over again, in large print as it were, even after they had
assured her that a telegram had been despatched.

In the night, they said, she had talked of him.

He was not sure at first that she knew of his presence.

“Here I am, Aunt Wilshire,” he said.

She gave no sign.

“Your nephew Hugh.”

“Mean and preposterous,” she said very distinctly.

But she was not thinking of Mr. Britling. She was talking of
something else.

She was saying: “It should not have been known I was here. There
are spies everywhere. Everywhere. There is a spy now—or a
lump very like a spy. They pretend it is a hot-water bottle.
Pretext…. Oh, yes! I admit—absurd. But I have been pursued
by spies. Endless spies. Endless, endless spies. Their devices are
almost incredible…. He has never forgiven me….

“All this on account of a carpet. A palace carpet. Over which I
had no control. I spoke my mind. He knew I
knew of it. I never concealed it. So I was hunted. For years he had
meditated revenge. Now he has it. But at what a cost! And they call
him Emperor. Emperor!

“His arm is withered; his son—imbecile. He will
die—without dignity….”

Her voice weakened, but it was evident she wanted to say
something more.

“I’m here,” said Mr. Britling. “Your nephew Hughie.”

She listened.

“Can you understand me?” he asked.

She became suddenly an earnest, tender human being. “My dear!”
she said, and seemed to search for something in her mind and failed
to find it.

“You have always understood me,” she tried.

“You have always been a good boy to me, Hughie,” she said,
rather vacantly, and added after some moments of still reflection,
au fond.”

After that she was silent for some minutes, and took no notice
of his whispers.

Then she recollected what had been in her mind. She put out a
hand that sought for Mr. Britling’s sleeve.

“Hughie!”

“I’m here, Auntie,” said Mr. Britling. “I’m here.”

“Don’t let him get at your Hughie…. Too good for it,
dear. Oh! much—much too good…. People let these wars and
excitements run away with them…. They put too much into them….
They aren’t—they aren’t worth it. Don’t let him get at your
Hughie.”

“No!”

“You understand me, Hughie?”

“Perfectly, Auntie.”

“Then don’t forget it. Ever.”

She had said what she wanted to say. She had made her testament.
She closed her eyes. He was amazed to find this grotesque old
creature had suddenly become beautiful, in
that silvery vein of beauty one sometimes finds in very old men.
She was exalted as great artists will sometimes exalt the portraits
of the aged. He was moved to kiss her forehead.

There came a little tug at his sleeve.

“I think that is enough,” said the nurse, who had stood
forgotten at his elbow.

“But I can come again?”

“Perhaps.”

She indicated departure by a movement of her hand.

§ 10

The next day Aunt Wilshire was unconscious of her visitor.

They had altered her position so that she lay now horizontally,
staring inflexibly at the ceiling and muttering queer old
disconnected things.

The Windsor Castle carpet story was still running through her
mind, but mixed up with it now were scraps of the current newspaper
controversies about the conduct of the war. And she was still
thinking of the dynastic aspects of the war. And of spies. She had
something upon her mind about the King’s more German aunts.

“As a precaution,” she said, “as a precaution. Watch them
all…. The Princess Christian…. Laying foundation stones….
Cement…. Guns. Or else why should they always be laying
foundation stones?… Always…. Why?… Hushed up….

“None of these things,” she said, “in the newspapers. They ought
to be.”

And then after an interval, very distinctly, “The Duke of
Wellington. My ancestor—in reality…. Publish and be
damned.”

After that she lay still….

The doctors and nurses could hold out only very faint hopes to Mr. Britling’s inquiries; they said indeed
it was astonishing that she was still alive.

And about seven o’clock that evening she died….

§ 11

Mr. Britling, after he had looked at his dead cousin for the
last time, wandered for an hour or so about the silent little
watering-place before he returned to his hotel. There was no one to
talk to and nothing else to do but to think of her death.

The night was cold and bleak, but full of stars. He had already
mastered the local topography, and he knew now exactly where all
the bombs that had been showered upon the place had fallen. Here
was the corner of blackened walls and roasted beams where three
wounded horses had been burnt alive in a barn, here the row of
houses, some smashed, some almost intact, where a mutilated child
had screamed for two hours before she could be rescued from the
debris that had pinned her down, and taken to the hospital.
Everywhere by the dim light of the shaded street lamps he could see
the black holes and gaps of broken windows; sometimes abundant,
sometimes rare and exceptional, among otherwise uninjured
dwellings. Many of the victims he had visited in the little cottage
hospital where Aunt Wilshire had just died. She was the eleventh
dead. Altogether fifty-seven people had been killed or injured in
this brilliant German action. They were all civilians, and only
twelve were men.

Two Zeppelins had come in from over the sea, and had been fired
at by an anti-aircraft gun coming on an automobile from Ipswich.
The first intimation the people of the town had had of the raid was
the report of this gun. Many had run out to see what was happening.
It was doubtful if any one had really seen the Zeppelins, though
every one testified to the sound of their engines. Then suddenly
the bombs had come streaming down. Only six
had made hits upon houses or people; the rest had fallen ruinously
and very close together on the local golf links, and at least half
had not exploded at all and did not seem to have been released to
explode.

A third at least of the injured people had been in bed when
destruction came upon them.

The story was like a page from some fantastic romance of Jules
Verne’s; the peace of the little old town, the people going to bed,
the quiet streets, the quiet starry sky, and then for ten minutes
an uproar of guns and shells, a clatter of breaking glass, and then
a fire here, a fire there, a child’s voice pitched high by pain and
terror, scared people going to and fro with lanterns, and the sky
empty again, the raiders gone….

Five minutes before, Aunt Wilshire had been sitting in the
boarding-house drawing-room playing a great stern “Patience,” the
Emperor Patience (“Napoleon, my dear!—not that Potsdam
creature”) that took hours to do. Five minutes later she was a
thing of elemental terror and agony, bleeding wounds and shattered
bones, plunging about in the darkness amidst a heap of wreckage.
And already the German airmen were buzzing away to sea again, proud
of themselves, pleased no doubt—like boys who have thrown a
stone through a window, beating their way back to thanks and
rewards, to iron crosses and the proud embraces of delighted Fraus
and Fräuleins….

For the first time it seemed to Mr. Britling he really saw the
immediate horror of war, the dense cruel stupidity of the business,
plain and close. It was as if he had never perceived anything of
the sort before, as if he had been dealing with stories, pictures,
shows and representations that he knew to be shams. But that this
dear, absurd old creature, this thing of home, this being of
familiar humours and familiar irritations, should be torn to
pieces, left in torment like a smashed mouse over which an
automobile has passed, brought the whole business to a raw and quivering focus. Not a soul among all those who
had been rent and torn and tortured in this agony of millions, but
was to any one who understood and had been near to it, in some way
lovable, in some way laughable, in some way worthy of respect and
care. Poor Aunt Wilshire was but the sample thrust in his face of
all this mangled multitude, whose green-white lips had sweated in
anguish, whose broken bones had thrust raggedly through red
dripping flesh…. The detested features of the German Crown Prince
jerked into the centre of Mr. Britling’s picture. The young man
stood in his dapper uniform and grinned under his long nose,
carrying himself jauntily, proud of his extreme importance to so
many lives….

And for a while Mr. Britling could do nothing but rage.

“Devils they are!” he cried to the stars.

“Devils! Devilish fools rather. Cruel blockheads. Apes with all
science in their hands! My God! but we will teach them a lesson
yet!
…”

That was the key of his mood for an hour of aimless wandering,
wandering that was only checked at last by a sentinel who turned
him back towards the town….

He wandered, muttering. He found great comfort in scheming
vindictive destruction for countless Germans. He dreamt of swift
armoured aeroplanes swooping down upon the flying airship, and
sending it reeling earthward, the men screaming. He imagined a
shattered Zeppelin staggering earthward in the fields behind the
Dower House, and how he would himself run out with a spade and
smite the Germans down. “Quarter indeed! Kamerad! Take that,
you foul murderer!”

In the dim light the sentinel saw the retreating figure of Mr.
Britling make an extravagant gesture, and wondered what it might
mean. Signalling? What ought an intelligent sentry to do? Let fly
at him? Arrest him?… Take no notice?…

Mr. Britling was at that moment killing Count Zeppelin and
beating out his brains. Count Zeppelin was
killed that night and the German Emperor was assassinated; a score
of lesser victims were offered up to the manes of Aunt
Wilshire; there were memorable cruelties before the wrath and
bitterness of Mr. Britling was appeased. And then suddenly he had
had enough of these thoughts; they were thrust aside, they vanished
out of his mind.

§ 12

All the while that Mr. Britling had been indulging in these
imaginative slaughterings and spending the tears and hate that had
gathered in his heart, his reason had been sitting apart and above
the storm, like the sun waiting above thunder, like a wise nurse
watching and patient above the wild passions of a child. And all
the time his reason had been maintaining silently and firmly,
without shouting, without speech, that the men who had made this
hour were indeed not devils, were no more devils than Mr. Britling
was a devil, but sinful men of like nature with himself, hard,
stupid, caught in the same web of circumstance. “Kill them in your
passion if you will,” said reason, “but understand. This thing was
done neither by devils nor fools, but by a conspiracy of foolish
motives, by the weak acquiescences of the clever, by a crime that
was no man’s crime but the natural necessary outcome of the
ineffectiveness, the blind motives and muddleheadedness of all
mankind.”

So reason maintained her thesis, like a light above the head of
Mr. Britling at which he would not look, while he hewed airmen to
quivering rags with a spade that he had sharpened, and stifled
German princes with their own poison gas, given slowly and as
painfully as possible. “And what of the towns our ships have
bombarded?” asked reason unheeded. “What of those Tasmanians
our people utterly swept away?”

“What of French machine-guns in the Atlas?” reason pressed the
case. “Of Himalayan villages burning? Of the
things we did in China? Especially of the things we did in
China….”

Mr. Britling gave no heed to that.

“The Germans in China were worse than we were,” he threw
out….

He was maddened by the thought of the Zeppelin making off, high
and far in the sky, a thing dwindling to nothing among the stars,
and the thought of those murderers escaping him. Time after time he
stood still and shook his fist at Boötes, slowly sweeping up
the sky….

And at last, sick and wretched, he sat down on a seat upon the
deserted parade under the stars, close to the soughing of the
invisible sea below….

His mind drifted back once more to those ancient heresies of the
Gnostics and the Manichæans which saw the God of the World as
altogether evil, which sought only to escape by the utmost
abstinences and evasions and perversions from the black wickedness
of being. For a while his soul sank down into the uncongenial
darknesses of these creeds of despair. “I who have loved life,” he
murmured, and could have believed for a time that he wished he had
never had a son….

Is the whole scheme of nature evil? Is life in its essence
cruel? Is man stretched quivering upon the table of the eternal
vivisector for no end—and without pity?

These were thoughts that Mr. Britling had never faced before the
war. They came to him now, and they came only to be rejected by the
inherent quality of his mind. For weeks, consciously and
subconsciously, his mind had been grappling with this riddle. He
had thought of it during his lonely prowlings as a special
constable; it had flung itself in monstrous symbols across the dark
canvas of his dreams. “Is there indeed a devil of pure cruelty?
Does any creature, even the very cruellest of creatures, really
apprehend the pain it causes, or inflict it for the sake of the
infliction?” He summoned a score of memories, a score of
imaginations, to bear their witness before
the tribunal of his mind. He forgot cold and loneliness in this
speculation. He sat, trying all Being, on this score, under the
cold indifferent stars.

He thought of certain instances of boyish cruelty that had
horrified him in his own boyhood, and it was clear to him that
indeed it was not cruelty, it was curiosity, dense textured, thick
skinned, so that it could not feel even the anguish of a blinded
cat. Those boys who had wrung his childish soul to nigh intolerable
misery, had not indeed been tormenting so much as observing
torment, testing life as wantonly as one breaks thin ice in the
early days of winter. In very much cruelty the real motive is
surely no worse than that obtuse curiosity; a mere step of
understanding, a mere quickening of the nerves and mind, makes it
impossible. But that is not true of all or most cruelty. Most
cruelty has something else in it, something more than the clumsy
plunging into experience of the hobbledehoy; it is vindictive or
indignant; it is never tranquil and sensuous; it draws its
incentive, however crippled and monstrous the justification may be,
from something punitive in man’s instinct, something therefore that
implies a sense, however misguided, of righteousness and
vindication. That factor is present even in spite; when some vile
or atrocious thing is done out of envy or malice, that envy and
malice has in it always—always? Yes, always—a
genuine condemnation of the hated thing as an unrighteous thing, as
an unjust usurpation, as an inexcusable privilege, as a sinful
overconfidence. Those men in the airship?—he was coming to
that. He found himself asking himself whether it was possible for a
human being to do any cruel act without an excuse—or, at
least, without the feeling of excusability. And in the case of
these Germans and the outrages they had committed and the
retaliations they had provoked, he perceived that always there was
the element of a perceptible if inadequate justification. Just as
there would be if presently he were to maltreat a fallen
German airman. There was anger in their
vileness. These Germans were an unsubtle people, a people in the
worst and best sense of the words, plain and honest; they were
prone to moral indignation; and moral indignation is the mother of
most of the cruelty in the world. They perceived the indolence of
the English and Russians, they perceived their disregard of science
and system, they could not perceive the longer reach of these
greater races, and it seemed to them that the mission of Germany
was to chastise and correct this laxity. Surely, they had argued,
God was not on the side of those who kept an untilled field. So
they had butchered these old ladies and slaughtered these children
just to show us the consequences:

“All along of dirtiness, all along of mess,

All along of doing things rather more or less.”

The very justification our English poet has found for a thousand
overbearing actions in the East! “Forget not order and the real,”
that was the underlying message of bomb and gas and submarine.
After all, what right had we English not to have a gun or an
aeroplane fit to bring down that Zeppelin ignominiously and
conclusively? Had we not undertaken Empire? Were we not the leaders
of great nations? Had we indeed much right to complain if our
imperial pose was flouted? “There, at least,” said Mr. Britling’s
reason, “is one of the lines of thought that brought that unseen
cruelty out of the night high over the houses of Filmington-on-Sea.
That, in a sense, is the cause of this killing. Cruel it is and
abominable, yes, but is it altogether cruel? Hasn’t it, after all,
a sort of stupid rightness?—isn’t it a stupid reaction to an
indolence at least equally stupid?”

What was this rightness that lurked below cruelty? What was the
inspiration of this pressure of spite, this anger that was aroused
by ineffective gentleness and kindliness? Was it indeed an
altogether evil thing; was it not rather an impulse, blind as yet,
but in its ultimate quality as good as
mercy
, greater perhaps in its ultimate values than mercy?

This idea had been gathering in Mr. Britling’s mind for many
weeks; it had been growing and taking shape as he wrote, making
experimental beginnings for his essay, “The Anatomy of Hate.” Is
there not, he now asked himself plainly, a creative and corrective
impulse behind all hate? Is not this malignity indeed only the
ape-like precursor of the great disciplines of a creative
state?

The invincible hopefulness of his sanguine temperament had now
got Mr. Britling well out of the pessimistic pit again. Already he
had been on the verge of his phrase while wandering across the
rushy fields towards Market Saffron; now it came to him again like
a legitimate monarch returning from exile.

“When hate shall have become creative energy….

“Hate which passes into creative power; gentleness which is
indolence and the herald of euthanasia….

“Pity is but a passing grace; for mankind will not always be
pitiful.”

But meanwhile, meanwhile…. How long were men so to mingle
wrong with right, to be energetic without mercy and kindly without
energy?…

For a time Mr. Britling sat on the lonely parade under the stars
and in the sound of the sea, brooding upon these ideas.

His mind could make no further steps. It had worked for its
spell. His rage had ebbed away now altogether. His despair was no
longer infinite. But the world was dark and dreadful still. It
seemed none the less dark because at the end there was a gleam of
light. It was a gleam of light far beyond the limits of his own
life, far beyond the life of his son. It had no balm for these
sufferings. Between it and himself stretched the weary generations
still to come, generations of bickering and accusation, greed and
faintheartedness, and half truth and the
hasty blow. And all those years would be full of pitiful things,
such pitiful things as the blackened ruins in the town behind, the
little grey-faced corpses, the lives torn and wasted, the hopes
extinguished and the gladness gone….

He was no longer thinking of the Germans as diabolical. They
were human; they had a case. It was a stupid case, but our case,
too, was a stupid case. How stupid were all our cases! What was it
we missed? Something, he felt, very close to us, and very elusive.
Something that would resolve a hundred tangled oppositions….

His mind hung at that. Back upon his consciousness came crowding
the horrors and desolations that had been his daily food now for
three quarters of a year. He groaned aloud. He struggled against
that renewed envelopment of his spirit. “Oh, blood-stained fools!”
he cried, “oh, pitiful, tormented fools!

“Even that vile airship was a ship of fools!

“We are all fools still. Striving apes, irritated beyond measure
by our own striving, easily moved to anger.”

Some train of subconscious suggestion brought a long-forgotten
speech back into Mr. Britling’s mind, a speech that is full of that
light which still seeks so mysteriously and indefatigably to break
through the darkness and thickness of the human mind.

He whispered the words. No unfamiliar words could have had the
same effect of comfort and conviction.

He whispered it of those men whom he still imagined flying far
away there eastward, through the clear freezing air beneath the
stars, those muffled sailors and engineers who had caused so much
pain and agony in this little town.

Father, forgive them, for they know not what they
do.


CHAPTER THE FOURTH

IN THE WEB OF THE INEFFECTIVE

§ 1

Hugh’s letters were becoming a very important influence upon Mr.
Britling’s thought. Hugh had always been something of a
letter-writer, and now what was perhaps an inherited desire to set
things down was manifest. He had been accustomed to decorate his
letters from school with absurd little sketches—sometimes his
letters had been all sketches—and now he broke from drawing
to writing and back to drawing in a way that pleased his father
mightily. The father loved this queer trick of caricature; he did
not possess it himself, and so it seemed to him the most wonderful
of all Hugh’s little equipment of gifts. Mr. Britling used to carry
these letters about until their edges got grimy; he would show them
to any one he felt capable of appreciating their youthful
freshness; he would quote them as final and conclusive evidence to
establish this or that. He did not dream how many thousands of
mothers and fathers were treasuring such documents. He thought
other sons were dull young men by comparison with Hugh.

The earlier letters told much of the charms of discipline and
the open air. “All the bother about what one has to do with oneself
is over,” wrote Hugh. “One has disposed of oneself. That has the
effect of a great relief. Instead of telling oneself that one ought
to get up in the morning, a bugle tells you that…. And there’s no
nonsense about it, no chance of lying and arguing about it with
oneself…. I begin to see the sense of men going into monasteries
and putting themselves under rules. One is
carried along in a sort of moral automobile instead of trudging the
road….”

And he was also sounding new physical experiences.

“Never before,” he declared, “have I known what fatigue is. It’s
a miraculous thing. One drops down in one’s clothes on any hard old
thing and sleeps….”

And in his early letters he was greatly exercised by the
elementary science of drill and discipline, and the discussion of
whether these things were necessary. He began by assuming that
their importance was overrated. He went on to discover that they
constituted the very essentials of all good soldiering. “In a
crisis,” he concluded, “there is no telling what will get hold of a
man, his higher instincts or his lower. He may show courage of a
very splendid sort—or a hasty discretion. A habit is much
more trustworthy than an instinct. So discipline sets up a habit of
steady and courageous bearing. If you keep your head you are at
liberty to be splendid. If you lose it, the habit will carry you
through.”

The young man was also very profound upon the effects of the
suggestion of various exercises upon the mind.

“It is surprising how bloodthirsty one feels in a bayonet
charge. We have to shout; we are encouraged to shout. The effect is
to paralyse one’s higher centres. One ceases to
question—anything. One becomes a ‘bayoneteer.’ As I go
bounding forward I imagine fat men, succulent men ahead, and I am
filled with the desire to do them in neatly. This sort of
thing—”

A sketch of slaughter followed, with a large and valiant Hugh
leaving a train of fallen behind him.

“Not like this. This is how I used to draw it in my innocent
childhood, but it is incorrect. More than one German on the bayonet
at a time is an incumbrance. And it would be swank—a thing we
detest in the army.”

The second sketch showed the same brave hero with half a dozen
of the enemy skewered like cat’s-meat.

“As for the widows and children, I disregard ’em.”

§ 2

But presently Hugh began to be bored.

“Route marching again,” he wrote. “For no earthly reason than
that they can do nothing else with us. We are getting no decent
musketry training because there are no rifles. We are wasting half
our time. If you multiply half a week by the number of men in the
army you will see we waste centuries weekly…. If most of these
men here had just been enrolled and left to go about their business
while we trained officers and instructors and got equipment for
them, and if they had then been put through their paces as rapidly
as possible, it would have been infinitely better for the
country…. In a sort of way we are keeping raw; in a sort of way
we are getting stale…. I get irritated by this. I feel we are not
being properly done by.

“Half our men are educated men, reasonably educated, but we are
always being treated as though we were too stupid for words….

“No good grousing, I suppose, but after Statesminster and a
glimpse of old Cardinal’s way of doing things, one gets a kind of
toothache in the mind at the sight of everything being done twice
as slowly and half as well as it need be.”

He went off at a tangent to describe the men in his platoon.
“The best man in our lot is an ex-grocer’s assistant, but in order
to save us from vain generalisations it happens that the worst
man—a moon-faced creature, almost incapable of lacing up his
boots without help and objurgation—is also an ex-grocer’s
assistant. Our most offensive member is a little cad with a snub
nose, who has read Kipling and imagines he is the nearest thing
that ever has been to Private Ortheris. He goes about looking for
the other two of the Soldiers Three; it is rather like an unpopular
politician trying to form a ministry. And he is conscientiously
foul-mouthed. He feels losing a chance of
saying ‘bloody’ as acutely as a snob feels dropping an H. He goes
back sometimes and says the sentence over again and puts the
‘bloody’ in. I used to swear a little out of the range of your
parental ear, but Ortheris has cured me. When he is about I am
mincing in my speech. I perceive now that cursing is a way of
chewing one’s own dirt. In a platoon there is no elbow-room for
indifference; you must either love or hate. I have a feeling that
my first taste of battle will not be with Germans, but with Private
Ortheris….”

And one letter was just a picture, a parody of the well-known
picture of the bivouac below and the soldier’s dream of return to
his beloved above. But Master Hugh in the dream was embracing an
enormous retort, while a convenient galvanometer registered his
emotion and little tripods danced around him.

§ 3

Then came a letter which plunged abruptly into criticism.

“My dear Parent, this is a swearing letter. I must let go to
somebody. And somehow none of the other chaps are convenient. I
don’t know if I ought to be put against a wall and shot for it, but
I hereby declare that all the officers of this battalion over and
above the rank of captain are a constellation of
incapables—and several of the captains are herewith included.
Some of them are men of a pleasant disposition and carefully
aborted mental powers, and some are men of an unpleasant
disposition and no mental powers at all. And I believe—a
little enlightened by your recent letter to The
Times
—that they are a fair sample of the entire ‘army’
class which has got to win this war. Usually they are indolent, but
when they are thoroughly roused they are fussy. The time they
should spend in enlarging their minds and increasing their military
efficiency they devote to keeping fit. They
are, roughly speaking, fit—for nothing. They cannot move us
thirty miles without getting half of us left about, without losing
touch with food and shelter, and starving us for thirty-six hours
or so in the process, and they cannot count beyond the fingers of
one hand, not having learnt to use the nose for arithmetical
operations…. I conclude this war is going to be a sort of Battle
of Inkerman on a large scale. We chaps in the ranks will have to do
the job. Leading is ‘off.’…

“All of this, my dear Parent, is just a blow off. I have been
needlessly starved, and fagged to death and exasperated. We have
moved five-and-twenty miles across country—in fifty-seven
hours. And without food for about eighteen hours. I have been with
my Captain, who has been billeting us here in Cheasingholt. Oh, he
is a MUFF! Oh God! oh God of Heaven! what a MUFF! He is afraid of
printed matter, but he controls himself heroically. He prides
himself upon having no ‘sense of locality, confound it!’ Prides
himself! He went about this village, which is a little dispersed,
at a slight trot, and wouldn’t avail himself of the one-inch map I
happened to have. He judged the capacity of each room with his eye
and wouldn’t let me measure, even with God’s own paces. Not with
the legs I inherit. ‘We’ll put five fellahs hea!’ he said. ‘What
d’you want to measure the room for? We haven’t come to lay down
carpets.’ Then, having assigned men by coup d’oeil, so as to
congest half the village miserably, he found the other half
unoccupied and had to begin all over again. ‘If you measured the
floor space first, sir,’ I said, ‘and made a list of the
houses—’ ‘That isn’t the way I’m going to do it,’ he said,
fixing me with a pitiless eye….

“That isn’t the way they are going to do it, Daddy! The sort of
thing that is done over here in the green army will be done over
there in the dry. They won’t be in time; they’ll lose their guns
where now they lose our kitchens. I’m a mute soldier; I’ve got to
do what I’m told; still, I begin to
understand the Battle of Neuve Chapelle.

“They say the relations of men and officers in the new army are
beautiful. Some day I may learn to love my officer—but not
just yet. Not till I’ve forgotten the operations leading up to the
occupation of Cheasingholt…. He muffs his real job without a
blush, and yet he would rather be shot than do his bootlaces up
criss-cross. What I say about officers applies only and solely to
him really…. How well I understand now the shooting of officers
by their men…. But indeed, fatigue and exasperation apart, this
shift has been done atrociously….”

The young man returned to these criticisms in a later
letter.

“You will think I am always carping, but it does seem to me that
nearly everything is being done here in the most wasteful way
possible. We waste time, we waste labour, we waste material, oh
Lord! how we waste our country’s money. These aren’t, I can assure
you, the opinions of a conceited young man. It’s nothing to be
conceited about…. We’re bored to death by standing about this
infernal little village. There is nothing to do—except trail
after a small number of slatternly young women we despise and hate.
I don’t, Daddy. And I don’t drink. Why have I inherited no
vices? We had a fight here yesterday—sheer boredom. Ortheris
has a swollen lip, and another private has a bad black eye. There
is to be a return match. I perceive the chief horror of warfare is
boredom….

“Our feeding here is typical of the whole system. It is a system
invented not with any idea of getting the best results—that
does not enter into the War Office philosophy—but to have a
rule for everything, and avoid arguments. There is rather too
generous an allowance of bread and stuff per man, and there is a
very fierce but not very efficient system of weighing and checking.
A rather too generous allowance is, of
course, a direct incentive to waste or stealing—as any one
but our silly old duffer of a War Office would know. The checking
is for quantity, which any fool can understand, rather than for
quality. The test for the quality of army meat is the smell. If it
doesn’t smell bad, it is good….

“Then the raw material is handed over to a cook. He is a common
soldier who has been made into a cook by a simple ceremony. He is
told, ‘You are a cook.’ He does his best to be. Usually he roasts
or bakes to begin with, guessing when the joint is done, afterwards
he hacks up what is left of his joints and makes a stew for next
day. A stew is hacked meat boiled up in a big pot. It has much fat
floating on the top. After you have eaten your fill you want to sit
about quiet. The men are fed usually in a large tent or barn. We
have a barn. It is not a clean barn, and just to make it more like
a picnic there are insufficient plates, knives and forks. (I tell
you, no army people can count beyond eight or ten.) The corporals
after their morning’s work have to carve. When they have done
carving they tell me they feel they have had enough dinner. They
sit about looking pale, and wander off afterwards to the village
pub. (I shall probably become a corporal soon.) In these islands
before the war began there was a surplus of women over men of about
a million. (See the publications of the Fabian Society, now so
popular among the young.) None of these women have been trusted by
the government with the difficult task of cooking and giving out
food to our soldiers. No man of the ordinary soldier class ever
cooks anything until he is a soldier…. All food left over after
the stew or otherwise rendered uneatable by the cook is thrown
away. We throw away pail-loads. We bury meat….

“Also we get three pairs of socks. We work pretty hard. We don’t
know how to darn socks. When the heels wear through, come blisters.
Bad blisters disable a man. Of the million of surplus women (see
above) the government has not had the
intelligence to get any to darn our socks. So a certain percentage
of us go lame. And so on. And so on.

“You will think all this is awful grousing, but the point I want
to make—I hereby to ease my feelings make it now in a fair
round hand—is that all this business could be done far better
and far cheaper if it wasn’t left to these absolutely inexperienced
and extremely exclusive military gentlemen. They think they are
leading England and showing us all how; instead of which they are
just keeping us back. Why in thunder are they doing everything? Not
one of them, when he is at home, is allowed to order the dinner or
poke his nose into his own kitchen or check the household books….
The ordinary British colonel is a helpless old gentleman; he ought
to have a nurse…. This is not merely the trivial grievance of my
insulted stomach, it is a serious matter for the country. Sooner or
later the country may want the food that is being wasted in all
these capers. In the aggregate it must amount to a daily
destruction of tons of stuff of all sorts. Tons…. Suppose the war
lasts longer than we reckon!”

From this point Hugh’s letter jumped to a general discussion of
the military mind.

“Our officers are beastly good chaps, nearly all of them. That’s
where the perplexity of the whole thing comes in. If only they
weren’t such good chaps! If only they were like the Prussian
officers to their men, then we’d just take on a revolution as well
as the war, and make everything tidy at once. But they are decent,
they are charming…. Only they do not think hard, and they do not
understand that doing a job properly means doing it as directly and
thought-outly as you possibly can. They won’t worry about things.
If their tempers were worse perhaps their work might be better.
They won’t use maps or timetables or books of reference. When we
move to a new place they pick up what they can about it by hearsay;
not one of our lot has the gumption to
possess a contoured map or a Michelin guide. They have hearsay
minds. They are fussy and petty and wasteful—and, in the way
of getting things done, pretentious. By their code they’re paragons
of honour. Courage—they’re all right about that; no end of
it; honesty, truthfulness, and so on—high. They have a kind
of horsey standard of smartness and pluck, too, that isn’t bad, and
they have a fine horror of whiskers and being unbuttoned. But the
mistake they make is to class thinking with whiskers, as a sort of
fussy sidegrowth. Instead of classing it with unbuttonedupness.
They hate economy. And preparation….

“They won’t see that inefficiency is a sort of dishonesty. If a
man doesn’t steal sixpence, they think it a light matter if he
wastes half a crown. Here follows wisdom! From the point of view
of a nation at war, sixpence is just a fifth part of half a
crown
….

“When I began this letter I was boiling with indignation,
complicated, I suspect, by this morning’s ‘stew’; now I have
written thus far I feel I’m an ungenerous grumbler…. It is
remarkable, my dear Parent, that I let off these things to you. I
like writing to you. I couldn’t possibly say the things I can
write. Heinrich had a confidential friend at Breslau to whom he
used to write about his Soul. I never had one of those Teutonic
friendships. And I haven’t got a Soul. But I have to write. One
must write to some one—and in this place there is nothing
else to do. And now the old lady downstairs is turning down the
gas; she always does at half-past ten. She didn’t ought. She
gets—ninepence each. Excuse the pencil….”

That letter ended abruptly. The next two were brief and
cheerful. Then suddenly came a new note.

“We’ve got rifles! We’re real armed soldiers at last. Every
blessed man has got a rifle. And they come from Japan! They are of
a sort of light wood that is like new oak
and art furniture, and makes one feel that one belongs to the First
Garden Suburb Regiment; but I believe much can be done with linseed
oil. And they are real rifles, they go bang. We are a little
light-headed about them. Only our training and discipline prevent
our letting fly at incautious spectators on the skyline. I saw a
man yesterday about half a mile off. I was possessed by the idea
that I could get him—right in the middle…. Ortheris, the
little beast, has got a motor-bicycle, which he calls his
‘b——y oto’—no one knows why—and only death
or dishonourable conduct will save me, I gather, from becoming a
corporal in the course of the next month….”

§ 4

A subsequent letter threw fresh light on the career of the young
man with the “oto.” Before the rifle and the “oto,” and in spite of
his fights with some person or persons unknown, Ortheris found
trouble. Hugh told the story with the unblushing
savoir-faire of the very young.

“By the by, Ortheris, following the indications of his creator
and succumbing to the universal boredom before the rifles came,
forgot Lord Kitchener’s advice and attempted ‘seduktion.’ With
painful results which he insists upon confiding to the entire
platoon. He has been severely smacked and scratched by the proposed
victim, and warned off the premises (licensed premises) by her
father and mother—both formidable persons. They did more than
warn him off the premises. They had displayed neither a proper
horror of Don Juan nor a proper respect for the King’s uniform.
Mother, we realise, got hold of him and cuffed him severely. ‘What
the ‘ell’s a chap to do?’ cried Ortheris. ‘You can’t go ‘itting a
woman back.’ Father had set a dog on him. A less ingenuous
character would be silent about such passages—I should be too
egotistical and humiliated altogether—but that is not his
quality. He tells us in tones of naïve
wonder. He talks about it and talks about it. ‘I don’t care what
the old woman did,’ he says, ‘not—reely. What ‘urts me about
it is that I jest made a sort of mistake ‘ow she’d tike it.
You see, I sort of feel I’ve ‘urt and insulted ‘er. And
reely I didn’t mean to. Swap me, I didn’t mean to. Gawd ‘elp me. I
wouldn’t ‘ave ‘ad it ‘appened as it ‘as ‘appened, not for worlds.
And now I can’t get round to ‘er, or anyfing, not to explain….
You chaps may laugh, but you don’t know what there is in
it…. I tell you it worries me something frightful. You think I’m
just a little cad who took liberties he didn’t ought to. (Note of
anger drowning uncharitable grunts of assent.) ‘Ow the ‘ell is ‘e
to know when ‘e didn’t ought to? … I swear she
liked me….’

“This kind of thing goes on for hours—in the darkness.

“‘I’d got regular sort of fond of ‘er.’

“And the extraordinary thing is it makes me begin to get regular
fond of Ortheris.

“I think it is because the affair has surprised him right out of
acting Ortheris and Tommy Atkins for a bit, into his proper self.
He’s frightfully like some sort of mongrel with a lot of
wiry-haired terrier and a touch of Airedale in it. A mongrel you
like in spite of the flavour of all the horrid things he’s been
nosing into. And he’s as hard as nails and, my dear daddy! he can’t
box for nuts.”

§ 5

Mr. Britling, with an understanding much quickened by Hugh’s
letters, went about Essex in his automobile, and on one or two
journeys into Berkshire and Buckinghamshire, and marked the steady
conversion of the old pacific countryside into an armed camp. He
was disposed to minimise Hugh’s criticisms. He found in them
something of the harshness of youth, which is far too
keen-edged to be tolerant with half
performance and our poor human evasion of perfection’s overstrain.
“Our poor human evasion of perfection’s overstrain”; this phrase
was Mr. Britling’s. To Mr. Britling, looking less closely and more
broadly, the new army was a pride and a marvel.

He liked to come into some quiet village and note the clusters
of sturdy khaki-clad youngsters going about their business, the
tethered horses, the air of subdued bustle, the occasional glimpses
of guns and ammunition trains. Wherever one went now there were
soldiers and still more soldiers. There was a steady flow of men
into Flanders, and presently to Gallipoli, but it seemed to have no
effect upon the multitude in training at home. He was pleasantly
excited by the evident increase in the proportion of military
material upon the railways; he liked the promise and mystery of the
long lines of trucks bearing tarpaulin-covered wagons and carts and
guns that he would pass on his way to Liverpool Street station. He
could apprehend defeat in the silence of the night, but when he saw
the men, when he went about the land, then it was impossible to
believe in any end but victory….

But through the spring and summer there was no victory. The
“great offensive” of May was checked and abandoned after a series
of ineffective and very costly attacks between Ypres and Soissons.
The Germans had developed a highly scientific defensive in which
machine-guns replaced rifles and a maximum of punishment was
inflicted upon an assaulting force with a minimum of human loss.
The War Office had never thought much of machine-guns before, but
now it thought a good deal. Moreover, the energies of Britain were
being turned more and more towards the Dardanelles.

The idea of an attack upon the Dardanelles had a traditional
attractiveness for the British mind. Old men had been brought up
from childhood with “forcing the Dardanelles” as a familiar phrase;
it had none of the flighty novelty and
vulgarity about it that made an “aerial offensive” seem so
unwarrantable a proceeding. Forcing the Dardanelles was
historically British. It made no break with tradition. Soon after
Turkey entered the war British submarines appeared in the Sea of
Marmora, and in February a systematic bombardment of the
Dardanelles began; this was continued intermittently for a month,
the defenders profiting by their experiences and by spells of bad
weather to strengthen their works. This first phase of the attack
culminated in the loss of the Irresistible, Ocean,
and Bouvet, when on the 17th of March the attacking fleet
closed in upon the Narrows. After an interlude of six weeks to
allow of further preparations on the part of the defenders, who
were now thoroughly alive to what was coming, the Allied armies
gathered upon the scene, and a difficult and costly landing was
achieved at two points upon the peninsula of Gallipoli. With that
began a slow and bloody siege of the defences of the Dardanelles,
clambering up to the surprise landing of a fresh British army in
Suvla Bay in August, and its failure in the battle of Anafarta,
through incompetent commanders and a general sloppiness of leading,
to cut off and capture Maidos and the Narrows defences….
Meanwhile the Russian hosts, which had reached their high-water
mark in the capture of Przemysl, were being forced back first in
the south and then in the north. The Germans recaptured Lemberg,
entered Warsaw, and pressed on to take Brest Litowsk. The Russian
lines rolled back with an impressive effect of defeat, and the
Germans thrust towards Riga and Petrograd, reaching Vilna about the
middle of September….

Day after day Mr. Britling traced the swaying fortunes of the
conflict, with impatience, with perplexity, but with no loss of
confidence in the ultimate success of Britain. The country was
still swarming with troops, and still under summer sunshine. A
second hay harvest redeemed the scantiness
of the first, the wheat crops were wonderful, and the great fig
tree at the corner of the Dower House had never borne so
bountifully nor such excellent juicy figs….

And one day in early June while those figs were still only a
hope, Teddy appeared at the Dower House with Letty, to say good-bye
before going to the front. He was going out in a draft to fill up
various gaps and losses; he did not know where. Essex was doing
well but bloodily over there. Mrs. Britling had tea set out upon
the lawn under the blue cedar, and Mr. Britling found himself at a
loss for appropriate sayings, and talked in his confusion almost as
though Teddy’s departure was of no significance at all. He was
still haunted by that odd sense of responsibility for Teddy. Teddy
was not nearly so animated as he had been in his pre-khaki days;
there was a quiet exaltation in his manner rather than a lively
excitement. He knew now what he was in for. He knew now that war
was not a lark, that for him it was to be the gravest experience he
had ever had or was likely to have. There were no more jokes about
Letty’s pension, and a general avoidance of the topics of high
explosives and asphyxiating gas….

Mr. and Mrs. Britling took the young people to the gate.

“Good luck!” cried Mr. Britling as they receded.

Teddy replied with a wave of the hand.

Mr. Britling stood watching them for some moments as they walked
towards the little cottage which was to be the scene of their
private parting.

“I don’t like his going,” he said. “I hope it will be all right
with him…. Teddy’s so grave nowadays. It’s a mean thing, I know,
it has none of the Roman touch, but I am glad that this can’t
happen with Hugh——” He computed. “Not for a year and
three months, even if they march him into it upon his very
birthday….

“It may all he over by then….”

§ 6

In that computation he reckoned without Hugh.

Within a month Hugh was also saying “Good-bye.”

“But how’s this?” protested Mr. Britling, who had already
guessed the answer. “You’re not nineteen.”

“I’m nineteen enough for this job,” said Hugh. “In fact, I
enlisted as nineteen.”

Mr. Britling said nothing for a little while. Then he spoke with
a catch in his breath. “I don’t blame you,” he said. “It
was—the right spirit.”

Drill and responsibilities of non-commissioned rank had imposed
a novel manliness upon the bearing of Corporal Britling. “I always
classified a little above my age at Statesminster,” he said as
though that cleared up everything.

He looked at a rosebud as though it interested him. Then he
remarked rather casually:

“I thought,” he said, “that if I was to go to war I’d better do
the thing properly. It seemed—sort of half and half—not
to be eligible for the trenches…. I ought to have told
you….”

“Yes,” Mr. Britling decided.

“I was shy about it at first…. I thought perhaps the war would
be over before it was necessary to discuss anything…. Didn’t want
to go into it.”

“Exactly,” said Mr. Britling as though that was a complete
explanation.

“It’s been a good year for your roses,” said Hugh.

§ 7

Hugh was to stop the night. He spent what seemed to him and
every one a long, shy, inexpressive evening. Only the small boys
were really natural and animated. They were much impressed and
excited by his departure, and wanted to ask a hundred questions
about the life in the trenches. Many of them
Hugh had to promise to answer when he got there. Then he would see
just exactly how things were. Mrs. Britling was motherly and
intelligent about his outfit. “Will you want winter things?” she
asked….

But when he was alone with his father after every one had gone
to bed they found themselves able to talk.

“This sort of thing seems more to us than it would be to a
French family,” Hugh remarked, standing on the hearthrug.

“Yes,” agreed Mr. Britling. “Their minds would be better
prepared…. They’d have their appropriate things to say. They have
been educated by the tradition of service—and ’71.”

Then he spoke—almost resentfully.

“The older men ought to go before you boys. Who is to carry on
if a lot of you get killed?”

Hugh reflected. “In the stiffest battle that ever can be the
odds are against getting killed,” he said.

“I suppose they are.”

“One in three or four in the very hottest corners.”

Mr. Britling expressed no satisfaction.

“Every one is going through something of this sort.”

“All the decent people, at any rate,” said Mr. Britling….

“It will be an extraordinary experience. Somehow it seems out of
proportion—”

“With what?”

“With life generally. As one has known it.”

“It isn’t in proportion,” Mr. Britling admitted.

“Incommensurables,” said Hugh.

He considered his phrasing. “It’s not,” he said, “as though one
was going into another part of the same world, or turning up
another side of the world one was used to. It is just as if one had
been living in a room and one had been asked to step outside…. It
makes me think of a queer little thing that happened when I was in
London last winter. I got into Queer
Company. I don’t think I told you. I went to have supper with some
students in Chelsea. I hadn’t been to the place before, but they
seemed all right—just people like me—and everybody. And
after supper they took me on to some people they didn’t know
very well; people who had to do with some School of Dramatic Art.
There were two or three young actresses there and a singer and
people of that sort, sitting about smoking cigarettes, and we began
talking plays and books and picture shows and all that stuff; and
suddenly there was a knocking at the door and some one went out and
found a policeman with a warrant on the landing. They took off our
host’s son…. It had to do with a murder….”

Hugh paused. “It was the Bedford Mansions mystery. I don’t
suppose you remember about it or read about it at the time. He’d
killed a man…. It doesn’t matter about the particulars anyhow,
but what I mean is the effect. The effect of a comfortable well-lit
orderly room and the sense of harmless people—and then the
door opening and the policeman and the cold draught flowing in.
Murder! A girl who seemed to know the people well explained
to me in whispers what was happening. It was like the opening of a
trap-door going down into some pit you have always known was there,
but never really believed in.”

“I know,” said Mr. Britling. “I know.”

“That’s just how I feel about this war business. There’s no real
death over here. It’s laid out and boxed up. And accidents are all
padded about. If one got a toss from a horse here, you’d be in bed
and comfortable in no time…. And there; it’s like another planet.
It’s outside…. I’m going outside…. Instead of there being no
death anywhere, it is death everywhere, outside there. We shall be
using our utmost wits to kill each other. A kind of reverse to this
world.”

Mr. Britling nodded.

“I’ve never seen a dead body yet. In Dower-House land there
aren’t dead bodies.”

“We’ve kept things from you—horrid things of that
sort.”

“I’m not complaining,” said Hugh…. “But—Master
Hugh—the Master Hugh you kept things from—will never
come back.”

He went on quickly as his father raised distressed eyes to him.
“I mean that anyhow this Hugh will never come back. Another
one may. But I shall have been outside, and it will all be
different….”

He paused. Never had Mr. Britling been so little disposed to
take up the discourse.

“Like a man,” he said, seeking an image and doing no more than
imitate his son’s; “who goes out of a busy lighted room through a
trap-door into a blizzard, to mend the roof….”

For some moments neither father nor son said anything more. They
had a queer sense of insurmountable insufficiency. Neither was
saying what he had wanted to say to the other, but it was not clear
to them now what they had to say to one another….

“It’s wonderful,” said Mr. Britling.

Hugh could only manage: “The world has turned right
over….”

“The job has to be done,” said Mr. Britling.

“The job has to be done,” said Hugh.

The pause lengthened.

“You’ll be getting up early to-morrow,” said Mr.
Britling….

§ 8

When Mr. Britling was alone in his own room all the thoughts and
feelings that had been held up downstairs began to run more and
more rapidly and abundantly through his mind.

He had a feeling—every now and again in the last few years
he had had the same feeling—as though he was only just
beginning to discover Hugh. This perpetual rediscovery of one’s
children is the experience of every observant parent. He had always
considered Hugh as a youth, and now a man stood over him and
talked, as one man to another. And this man, this very new man,
mint new and clean and clear, filled Mr. Britling with surprise and
admiration.

It was as if he perceived the beauty of youth for the first time
in Hugh’s slender, well balanced, khaki-clad body. There was
infinite delicacy in his clear complexion, his clear eyes; the
delicately pencilled eyebrow that was so exactly like his mother’s.
And this thing of brightness and bravery talked as gravely and as
wisely as any weather-worn, shop-soiled, old fellow….

The boy was wise.

Hugh thought for himself; he thought round and through his
position, not egotistically but with a quality of responsibility.
He wasn’t just hero-worshipping and imitating, just spinning some
self-centred romance. If he was a fair sample of his generation
then it was a better generation than Mr. Britling’s had
been….

At that Mr. Britling’s mind went off at a tangent to the
grievance of the rejected volunteer. It was acutely shameful to him
that all these fine lads should be going off to death and wounds
while the men of forty and over lay snug at home. How stupid it was
to fix things like that! Here were the fathers, who had done their
work, shot their bolts, returned some value for the costs of their
education, unable to get training, unable to be of any service,
shamefully safe, doing April fool work as special constables; while
their young innocents, untried, all their gathering possibilities
of service unbroached, went down into the deadly trenches…. The
war would leave the world a world of cripples and old men and
children….

He felt himself as a cowardly brute, fat, wheezy, out of training, sheltering behind this dear one branch of
Mary’s life.

He writhed with impotent humiliation….

How stupidly the world is managed.

He began to fret and rage. He could not lie in peace in his bed;
he got up and prowled about his room, blundering against chairs and
tables in the darkness…. We were too stupid to do the most
obvious things; we were sending all these boys into hardship and
pitiless danger; we were sending them ill-equipped, insufficiently
supported, we were sending our children through the fires to
Moloch, because essentially we English were a world of indolent,
pampered, sham good-humoured, old and middle-aged men. (So he
distributed the intolerable load of self-accusation.) Why was he
doing nothing to change things, to get them better? What was the
good of an assumed modesty, an effort at tolerance for and
confidence in these boozy old lawyers, these ranting platform men,
these stiff-witted officers and hide-bound officials? They were
butchering the youth of England. Old men sat out of danger
contriving death for the lads in the trenches. That was the reality
of the thing. “My son!” he cried sharply in the darkness. His sense
of our national deficiencies became tormentingly, fantastically
acute. It was as if all his cherished delusions had fallen from the
scheme of things…. What was the good of making believe that up
there they were planning some great counter-stroke that would end
in victory? It was as plain as daylight that they had neither the
power of imagination nor the collective intelligence even to
conceive of a counter-stroke. Any dull mass may resist, but only
imagination can strike. Imagination! To the end we should not
strike. We might strike through the air. We might strike across the
sea. We might strike hard at Gallipoli instead of dribbling
inadequate armies thither as our fathers dribbled men at the
Redan…. But the old men would sit at their tables, replete and
sleepy, and shake their cunning old heads.
The press would chatter and make odd ambiguous sounds like a
shipload of monkeys in a storm. The political harridans would get
the wrong men appointed, would attack every possible leader with
scandal and abuse and falsehood….

The spirit and honour and drama had gone out of this war.

Our only hope now was exhaustion. Our only strategy was to
barter blood for blood—trusting that our tank would prove the
deeper….

While into this tank stepped Hugh, young and smiling….

The war became a nightmare vision….

§ 9

In the morning Mr. Britling’s face was white from his overnight
brain storm, and Hugh’s was fresh from wholesome sleep. They walked
about the lawn, and Mr. Britling talked hopefully of the general
outlook until it was time for them to start to the station….

The little old station-master grasped the situation at once, and
presided over their last hand-clasp.

“Good luck, Hugh!” cried Mr. Britling.

“Good luck!” cried the little old station-master.

“It’s not easy a-parting,” he said to Mr. Britling as the train
slipped down the line. “There’s been many a parting hea’ since this
here old war began. Many. And some as won’t come back again
neether.”

§ 10

For some days Mr. Britling could think of nothing but Hugh, and
always with a dull pain at his heart. He felt as he had felt long
ago while he had waited downstairs and Hugh upstairs had been under
the knife of a surgeon. But this time the operation went on and
still went on. At the worst his boy had but
one chance in five of death or serious injury, but for a time he
could think of nothing but that one chance. He felt it pressing
upon his mind, pressing him down….

Then instead of breaking under that pressure, he was released by
the trick of the sanguine temperament. His mind turned over,
abruptly, to the four chances out of five. It was like a dislocated
joint slipping back into place. It was as sudden as that. He found
he had adapted himself to the prospect of Hugh in mortal danger. It
had become a fact established, a usual thing. He could bear with it
and go about his affairs.

He went up to London, and met other men at the club in the same
emotional predicament. He realised that it was neither very
wonderful nor exceptionally tragic now to have a son at the
front.

“My boy is in Gallipoli,” said one. “It’s tough work there.”

“My lad’s in Flanders,” said Mr. Britling. “Nothing would
satisfy him but the front. He’s three months short of eighteen. He
misstated his age.”

And they went on to talk newspaper just as if the world was
where it had always been.

But until a post card came from Hugh Mr. Britling watched the
postman like a lovesick girl.

Hugh wrote more frequently than his father had dared to hope,
pencilled letters for the most part. It was as if he was beginning
to feel an inherited need for talk, and was a little at a loss for
a sympathetic ear. Park, his schoolmate, who had enlisted with him,
wasn’t, it seemed, a theoriser. “Park becomes a martinet,” Hugh
wrote. “Also he is a sergeant now, and this makes rather a gulf
between us.” Mr. Britling had the greatest difficulty in writing
back. There were many grave deep things he wanted to say, and never
did. Instead he gave elaborate details of the small affairs of the
Dower House. Once or twice, with a half-unconscious imitation of
his boy’s style, he took a shot at the
theological and philosophical hares that Hugh had started. But the
exemplary letters that he composed of nights from a Father to a Son
at War were never written down. It was just as well, for there are
many things of that sort that are good to think and bad to
say….

Hugh was not very explicit about his position or daily duties.
What he wrote now had to pass through the hands of a Censor, and
any sort of definite information might cause the suppression of his
letter. Mr. Britling conceived him for the most part as quartered
some way behind the front, but in a flat, desolated country and
within hearing of great guns. He assisted his imagination with the
illustrated papers. Sometimes he put him farther back into pleasant
old towns after the fashion of Beauvais, and imagined loitering
groups in the front of cafés; sometimes he filled in the
obvious suggestions of the phrase that all the Pas de Calais was
now one vast British camp. Then he crowded the picture with
tethered horses and tents and grey-painted wagons, and Hugh in the
foreground—-bare-armed, with a bucket….

Hugh’s letters divided themselves pretty fairly between two main
topics; the first was the interest of the art of war, the second
the reaction against warfare. “After one has got over the emotion
of it,” he wrote, “and when one’s mind has just accepted and
forgotten (as it does) the horrors and waste of it all, then I
begin to perceive that war is absolutely the best game in the
world. That is the real strength of war, I submit. Not as you put
it in that early pamphlet of yours; ambition, cruelty, and all
those things. Those things give an excuse for war, they rush timid
and base people into war, but the essential matter is the hold of
the thing itself upon an active imagination. It’s such a big game.
Instead of being fenced into a field and tied down to one set of
tools as you are in almost every other game, you have all the world
to play and you may use whatever you can use. You can use every scrap of imagination and invention that
is in you. And it’s wonderful…. But real soldiers aren’t cruel.
And war isn’t cruel in its essence. Only in its consequences. Over
here one gets hold of scraps of talk that light up things. Most of
the barbarities were done—it is quite clear—by an
excited civilian sort of men, men in a kind of inflamed state. The
great part of the German army in the early stage of the war was
really an army of demented civilians. Trained civilians no doubt,
but civilians in soul. They were nice orderly clean law-abiding men
suddenly torn up by the roots and flung into quite shocking
conditions. They felt they were rushing at death, and that decency
was at an end. They thought every Belgian had a gun behind the
hedge and a knife in his trouser leg. They saw villages burning and
dead people, and men smashed to bits. They lived in a kind of
nightmare. They didn’t know what they were doing. They did horrible
things just as one does them sometimes in dreams….”

He flung out his conclusion with just his mother’s leaping
consecutiveness. “Conscript soldiers are the ruin of war…. Half
the Germans and a lot of the French ought never to have been
brought within ten miles of a battlefield.

“What makes all this so plain are the diaries the French and
English have been finding on the dead. You know at the early state
of the war every German soldier was expected to keep a diary. He
was ordered to do it. The idea was to keep him interested in the
war. Consequently, from the dead and wounded our people have got
thousands…. It helps one to realise that the Germans aren’t
really soldiers at all. Not as our men are. They are obedient,
law-abiding, intelligent people, who have been shoved into this.
They have to see the war as something romantic and melodramatic, or
as something moral, or as tragic fate. They have to bellow songs
about ‘Deutschland,’ or drag in ‘Gott.’ They
don’t take to the game as our men take to the game….

“I confess I’m taking to the game. I wish at times I had gone
into the O.T.C. with Teddy, and got a better hold of it. I was too
high-browed about this war business. I dream now of getting a
commission….

“That diary-hunting strategy is just the sort of thing that
makes this war intellectually fascinating. Everything is being
thought out and then tried over that can possibly make victory. The
Germans go in for psychology much more than we do, just as they go
in for war more than we do, but they don’t seem to be really clever
about it. So they set out to make all their men understand the war,
while our chaps are singing ‘Tipperary.’ But what the men put down
aren’t the beautiful things they ought to put down; most of them
shove down lists of their meals, some of the diaries are all just
lists of things eaten, and a lot of them have written the most
damning stuff about outrages and looting. Which the French are
translating and publishing. The Germans would give anything now to
get back these silly diaries. And now they have made an order that
no one shall go into battle with any written papers at all…. Our
people got so keen on documenting and the value of chance writings
that one of the principal things to do after a German attack had
failed had been to hook in the documentary dead, and find out what
they had on them…. It’s a curious sport, this body fishing. You
have a sort of triple hook on a rope, and you throw it and drag.
They do the same. The other day one body near Hooghe was hooked by
both sides, and they had a tug-of-war. With a sharpshooter or so
cutting in whenever our men got too excited. Several men were hit.
The Irish—it was an Irish regiment—got him—or at
least they got the better part of him….

“Now that I am a sergeant, Park talks to me again about all
these things, and we have a first lieutenant too keen to resist
such technical details. They are purely
technical details. You must take them as that. One does not think
of the dead body as a man recently deceased, who had perhaps a wife
and business connections and a weakness for oysters or pale brandy.
Or as something that laughed and cried and didn’t like getting
hurt. That would spoil everything. One thinks of him merely as a
uniform with marks upon it that will tell us what kind of stuff we
have against us, and possibly with papers that will give us a hint
of how far he and his lot are getting sick of the whole
affair….

“There’s a kind of hardening not only of the body but of the
mind through all this life out here. One is living on a different
level. You know—just before I came away—you talked of
Dower-House-land—and outside. This is outside. It’s
different. Our men here are kind enough still to little
things—kittens or birds or flowers. Behind the front, for
example, everywhere there are Tommy gardens. Some are quite bright
little patches. But it’s just nonsense to suppose we are tender to
the wounded up here—and, putting it plainly, there isn’t a
scrap of pity left for the enemy. Not a scrap. Not a trace of such
feeling. They were tender about the wounded in the early
days—men tell me—and reverent about the dead. It’s all
gone now. There have been atrocities, gas, unforgettable things.
Everything is harder. Our people are inclined now to laugh at a man
who gets hit, and to be annoyed at a man with a troublesome wound.
The other day, they say, there was a big dead German outside the
Essex trenches. He became a nuisance, and he was dragged in and
taken behind the line and buried. After he was buried, a kindly
soul was putting a board over him with ‘Somebody’s Fritz’ on it,
when a shell burst close by. It blew the man with the board a dozen
yards and wounded him, and it restored Fritz to the open air. He
was lifted clean out. He flew head over heels like a windmill. This
was regarded as a tremendous joke against the men who had been at
the pains of burying him. For a time nobody
else would touch Fritz, who was now some yards behind his original
grave. Then as he got worse and worse he was buried again by some
devoted sanitarians, and this time the inscription was ‘Somebody’s
Fritz. R.I.P.’ And as luck would have it, he was spun up again. In
pieces. The trench howled with laughter and cries of ‘Good old
Fritz!’ ‘This isn’t the Resurrection, Fritz.’…

“Another thing that appeals to the sunny humour of the trenches
as a really delicious practical joke is the trick of the fuses. We
have two kinds of fuse, a slow-burning fuse such as is used for
hand-grenades and such-like things, a sort of yard-a-minute fuse,
and a rapid fuse that goes a hundred yards a second—for
firing mines and so on. The latter is carefully distinguished from
the former by a conspicuous red thread. Also, as you know, it is
the habit of the enemy and ourselves when the trenches are near
enough, to enliven each other by the casting of homely but
effective hand-grenades made out of tins. When a grenade drops in a
British trench somebody seizes it instantly and throws it back. To
hoist the German with his own petard is particularly sweet to the
British mind. When a grenade drops into a German trench everybody
runs. (At least that is what I am told happens by the men from our
trenches; though possibly each side has its exceptions.) If the
bomb explodes, it explodes. If it doesn’t, Hans and Fritz presently
come creeping back to see what has happened. Sometimes the fuse
hasn’t caught properly, it has been thrown by a nervous man; or it
hasn’t burnt properly. Then Hans or Fritz puts in a new fuse and
sends it back with loving care. To hoist the Briton with his own
petard is particularly sweet to the German mind…. But here it is
that military genius comes in. Some gifted spirit on our side
procured (probably by larceny) a length of mine fuse, the rapid
sort, and spent a laborious day removing the red thread and making
it into the likeness of its slow brother. Then bits of it were attached to tin-bombs and shied—unlit
of course—into the German trenches. A long but happy pause
followed. I can see the chaps holding themselves in. Hans and Fritz
were understood to be creeping back, to be examining the unlit
fuse, to be applying a light thereunto, in order to restore it to
its maker after their custom….

“A loud bang in the German trenches indicated the moment of
lighting, and the exit of Hans and Fritz to worlds less
humorous.

“The genius in the British trenches went on with the preparation
of the next surprise bomb—against the arrival of Kurt and
Karl….

“Hans, Fritz, Kurt, Karl, Michael and Wilhelm; it went for quite
a long time before they grew suspicious….

“You once wrote that all fighting ought to be done nowadays by
metal soldiers. I perceive, my dear Daddy, that all real fighting
is….”

§ 11

Not all Hugh’s letters were concerned with these grim
technicalities. It was not always that news and gossip came along;
it was rare that a young man with a commission would condescend to
talk shop to two young men without one; there were few newspapers
and fewer maps, and even in France and within sound of guns, Hugh
could presently find warfare almost as much a bore as it had been
at times in England. But his criticism of military methods died
away. “Things are done better out here,” he remarked, and “We’re
nearer reality here. I begin to respect my Captain. Who is
developing a sense of locality. Happily for our prospects.” And in
another place he speculated in an oddly characteristic manner
whether he was getting used to the army way, whether he was
beginning to see the sense of the army way, or whether it really was that the army way braced up nearer
and nearer to efficiency as it got nearer to the enemy. “And here
one hasn’t the haunting feeling that war is after all an
hallucination. It’s already common sense and the business of
life….

“In England I always had a sneaking idea that I had ‘dressed up’
in my uniform….

“I never dreamt before I came here how much war is a business of
waiting about and going through duties and exercises that were only
too obviously a means of preventing our discovering just how much
waiting about we were doing. I suppose there is no great harm in
describing the place I am in here; it’s a kind of scenery that is
somehow all of a piece with the life we lead day by day. It is a
village that has been only partly smashed up; it has never been
fought through, indeed the Germans were never within two miles of
it, but it was shelled intermittently for months before we made our
advance. Almost all the houses are still standing, but there is not
a window left with a square foot of glass in the place. One or two
houses have been burnt out, and one or two are just as though they
had been kicked to pieces by a lunatic giant. We sleep in batches
of four or five on the floors of the rooms; there are very few
inhabitants about, but the village inn still goes on. It has one
poor weary billiard-table, very small with very big balls, and the
cues are without tops; it is The Amusement of the place. Ortheris
does miracles at it. When he leaves the army he says he’s going to
be a marker, ‘a b——y marker.’ The country about us is
flat—featureless—desolate. How I long for hills, even
for Essex mud hills. Then the road runs on towards the front, a
brick road frightfully worn, lined with poplars. Just at the end of
the village mechanical transport ends and there is a kind of depot
from which all the stuff goes up by mules or men or bicycles to the
trenches. It is the only movement in the place, and I have spent
hours watching men shift grub or ammunition or lending them a hand. All day one hears guns, a kind
of thud at the stomach, and now and then one sees an aeroplane,
very high and small. Just beyond this point there is a group of
poplars which have been punished by a German shell. They are broken
off and splintered in the most astonishing way; all split and
ravelled out like the end of a cane that has been broken and
twisted to get the ends apart. The choice of one’s leisure is to
watch the A.S.C. or play football, twenty a side, or sit about
indoors, or stand in the doorway, or walk down to the Estaminet and
wait five or six deep for the billiard-table. Ultimately one sits.
And so you get these unconscionable letters.”

“Unconscionable,” said Mr. Britling. “Of course—he will
grow out of that sort of thing.

“And he’ll write some day, sure enough. He’ll write.”

He went on reading the letter.

“We read, of course. But there never could be a library here big
enough to keep us going. We can do with all sorts of books, but I
don’t think the ordinary sensational novel is quite the catch it
was for a lot of them in peace time. Some break towards serious
reading in the oddest fashion. Old Park, for example, says he wants
books you can chew; he is reading a cheap edition of ‘The Origin of
Species.’ He used to regard Florence Warden and William le Queux as
the supreme delights of print. I wish you could send him
Metchnikoff’s ‘Nature of Man’ or Pearson’s ‘Ethics of Freethought.’
I feel I am building up his tender mind. Not for me though, Daddy.
Nothing of that sort for me. These things take people differently.
What I want here is literary opium. I want something about fauns
and nymphs in broad low glades. I would like to read Spenser’s
‘Faerie Queen.’ I don’t think I have read it, and yet I have a very
distinct impression of knights and dragons and sorcerers and wicked
magic ladies moving through a sort of Pre-Raphaelite tapestry
scenery—only with a light on them. I could do with some
Hewlett of the ‘Forest Lovers’ kind. Or with
Joseph Conrad in his Kew Palm-house mood. And there is a book, I
once looked into it at a man’s room in London; I don’t know the
title, but it was by Richard Garnett, and it was all about gods who
were in reduced circumstances but amidst sunny picturesque scenery.
Scenery without steel or poles or wire. A thing after the manner of
Heine’s ‘Florentine Nights.’ Any book about Greek gods would be
welcome, anything about temples of ivory-coloured stone and purple
seas, red caps, chests of jewels, and lizards in the sun. I wish
there was another ‘Thais.’ The men here are getting a kind of
newspaper sheet of literature scraps called The Times
Broadsheets. Snippets, but mostly from good stuff. They’re small
enough to stir the appetite, but not to satisfy it. Rather an
irritant—and one wants no irritant…. I used to imagine
reading was meant to be a stimulant. Out here it has to be an
anodyne….

“Have you heard of a book called ‘Tom Cringle’s Log’?

“War is an exciting game—that I never wanted to play. It
excites once in a couple of months. And the rest of it is dirt and
muddle and boredom, and smashed houses and spoilt roads and muddy
scenery and boredom, and the lumbering along of supplies and the
lumbering back of the wounded and weary—and boredom, and
continual vague guessing of how it will end and boredom and boredom
and boredom, and thinking of the work you were going to do and the
travel you were going to have, and the waste of life and the waste
of days and boredom, and splintered poplars and stink, everywhere
stink and dirt and boredom…. And all because these accursed
Prussians were too stupid to understand what a boredom they were
getting ready when they pranced and stuck their chests out and
earnt the praises of Mr. Thomas Carlyle…. Gott strafe
Deutschland
…. So send me some books, books of dreams, books
about China and the willow-pattern plate and the golden age and
fairyland. And send them soon and address them very
carefully….”

§ 12

Teddy’s misadventure happened while figs were still ripening on
Mr. Britling’s big tree. It was Cissie brought the news to Mr.
Britling. She came up to the Dower House with a white, scared
face.

“I’ve come up for the letters,” she said. “There’s bad news of
Teddy, and Letty’s rather in a state.”

“He’s not——?” Mr. Britling left the word unsaid.

“He’s wounded and missing,” said Cissie.

“A prisoner!” said Mr. Britling.

“And wounded. How, we don’t know.”

She added: “Letty has gone to telegraph.”

“Telegraph to whom?”

“To the War Office, to know what sort of wound he has. They tell
nothing. It’s disgraceful.”

“It doesn’t say severely?”

“It says just nothing. Wounded and missing! Surely they ought to
give us particulars.”

Mr. Britling thought. His first thought was that now news might
come at any time that Hugh was wounded and missing. Then he set
himself to persuade Cissie that the absence of “seriously” meant
that Teddy was only quite bearably wounded, and that if he was also
“missing” it might be difficult for the War Office to ascertain at
once just exactly what she wanted to know. But Cissie said merely
that “Letty was in an awful state,” and after Mr. Britling had
given her a few instructions for his typing, he went down to the
cottage to repeat these mitigatory considerations to Letty. He
found her much whiter than her sister, and in a state of cold
indignation with the War Office. It was clear she thought that
organisation ought to have taken better care of Teddy. She had a
curious effect of feeling that something was being kept back from
her. It was manifest too that she was disposed to regard Mr.
Britling as biased in favour of the authorities.

“At any rate,” she said, “they could have answered my telegram promptly. I sent it at eight. Two hours
of scornful silence.”

This fierce, strained, unjust Letty was a new aspect to Mr.
Britling. Her treatment of his proffered consolations made him feel
slightly henpecked.

“And just fancy!” she said. “They have no means of knowing if he
has arrived safely on the German side. How can they know he is a
prisoner without knowing that?”

“But the word is ‘missing.'”

“That means a prisoner,” said Letty uncivilly….

§ 13

Mr. Britling returned to the Dower House perplexed and
profoundly disturbed. He had a distressful sense that things were
far more serious with Teddy than he had tried to persuade Letty
they were; that “wounded and missing” meant indeed a man abandoned
to very sinister probabilities. He was distressed for Teddy, and
still more acutely distressed for Mrs. Teddy, whose every note and
gesture betrayed suppositions even more sinister than his own. And
that preposterous sense of liability, because he had helped Teddy
to get his commission, was more distressful than it had ever been.
He was surprised that Letty had not assailed him with railing
accusations.

And this event had wiped off at one sweep all the protective
scab of habituation that had gathered over the wound of Hugh’s
departure. He was back face to face with the one evil chance in
five….

In the hall there was lying a letter from Hugh that had come by
the second post. It was a relief even to see it….

Hugh had had his first spell in the trenches.

Before his departure he had promised his half brothers a long
and circumstantial account of what the trenches were really like.
Here he redeemed his promise. He had
evidently written with the idea that the letter would be handed
over to them.

“Tell the bruddykinses I’m glad they’re going to Brinsmead
school. Later on, I suppose, they will go on to Statesminster. I
suppose that you don’t care to send them so far in these troubled
times….

“And now about those trenches—as I promised. The great
thing to grasp is that they are narrow. They are a sort of negative
wall. They are more like giant cracks in the ground than anything
else…. But perhaps I had better begin by telling how we got
there. We started about one in the morning ladened up with
everything you can possibly imagine on a soldier, and in addition I
had a kettle—filled with water—most of the chaps had
bundles of firewood, and some had extra bread. We marched out of
our quarters along the road for a mile or more, and then we took
the fields, and presently came to a crest and dropped into a sort
of maze of zigzag trenches going up to the front trench. These
trenches, you know, are much deeper than one’s height; you don’t
see anything. It’s like walking along a mud-walled passage. You
just trudge along them in single file. Every now and then some one
stumbles into a soakaway for rainwater or swears at a soft place,
or somebody blunders into the man in front of him. This seems to go
on for hours and hours. It certainly went on for an hour; so I
suppose we did two or three miles of it. At one place we crossed a
dip in the ground and a ditch, and the trench was built up with
sandbags up to the ditch and there was a plank. Overhead there were
stars, and now and then a sort of blaze thing they send up lit up
the edges of the trench and gave one a glimpse of a treetop or a
factory roof far away. Then for a time it was more difficult to go
on because you were blinded. Suddenly just when you were believing
that this sort of trudge was going on forever, we were in the
support trenches behind the firing line, and found the men we were
relieving ready to come back.

“And the firing line itself? Just the same sort of ditch with a
parapet of sandbags, but with dug-outs, queer big holes helped out
with sleepers from a nearby railway track, opening into it from
behind. Dug-outs vary a good deal. Many are rather like the
cubby-house we made at the end of the orchard last summer; only the
walls are thick enough to stand a high explosive shell. The best
dug-out in our company’s bit of front was quite a dressy affair
with some woodwork and a door got from the ruins of a house twenty
or thirty yards behind us. It had a stove in it too, and a
chimbley, and pans to keep water in. It was the best dug-out for
miles. This house had a well, and there was a special trench ran
back to that, and all day long there was a coming and going for
water. There had once been a pump over the well, but a shell had
smashed that….

“And now you expect me to tell of Germans and the fight and
shelling and all sorts of things. I haven’t seen a live
German
; I haven’t been within two hundred yards of a shell
burst, there has been no attack and I haven’t got the V.C. I have
made myself muddy beyond describing; I’ve been working all the
time, but I’ve not fired a shot or fought a ha’porth. We were busy
all the time—just at work, repairing the parapet, which had
to be done gingerly because of snipers, bringing our food in from
the rear in big carriers, getting water, pushing our trench out
from an angle slantingways forward. Getting meals, clearing up and
so on takes a lot of time. We make tea in big kettles in the big
dug-out, which two whole companies use for their cooking, and carry
them with a pole through the handles to our platoons. We wash up
and wash and shave. Dinner preparation (and consumption) takes two
or three hours. Tea too uses up time. It’s like camping out and
picnicking in the park. This first time (and next too) we have been
mixed with some Sussex men who have been here longer and know the
business…. It works out that we do most of the fatigue.
Afterwards we shall go up alone to a pitch
of our own….

“But all the time you want to know about the Germans. They are a
quarter of a mile away at this part, or nearly a quarter of a mile.
When you snatch a peep at them it is like a low parti-coloured
stone wall—only the stones are sandbags. The Germans have
them black and white, so that you cannot tell which are loopholes
and which are black bags. Our people haven’t been so
clever—and the War Office love of uniformity has given us
only white bags. No doubt it looks neater. But it makes our
loopholes plain. For a time black sandbags were refused. The
Germans sniped at us, but not very much. Only one of our lot was
hit, by a chance shot that came through the sandbag at the top of
the parapet. He just had a cut in the neck which didn’t prevent his
walking back. They shelled the trenches half a mile to the left of
us though, and it looked pretty hot. The sandbags flew about. But
the men lie low, and it looks worse than it is. The weather was
fine and pleasant, as General French always says. And after three
days and nights of cramped existence and petty chores, one in the
foremost trench and two a little way back, and then two days in
support, we came back—and here we are again waiting for our
second Go.

“The night time is perhaps a little more nervy than the day. You
get your head up and look about, and see the flat dim country with
its ruined houses and its lumps of stuff that are dead bodies and
its long vague lines of sandbags, and the searchlights going like
white windmill arms and an occasional flare or star shell. And you
have a nasty feeling of people creeping and creeping all night
between the trenches….

“Some of us went out to strengthen a place in the parapet that
was only one sandbag thick, where a man had been hit during the
day. We made it four bags thick right up to the top. All the while
you were doing it, you dreaded to find yourself in the white glare
of a searchlight, and you had a feeling that
something would hit you suddenly from behind. I had to make up my
mind not to look round, or I should have kept on looking round….
Also our chaps kept shooting over us, within a foot of one’s head.
Just to persuade the Germans that we were not out of the
trench….

“Nothing happened to us. We got back all right. It was silly to
have left that parapet only one bag thick. There’s the truth, and
all of my first time in the trenches.

“And the Germans?

“I tell you there was no actual fighting at all. I never saw the
head of one.

“But now see what a good bruddykins I am. I have seen a fight, a
real exciting fight, and I have kept it to the last to tell you
about…. It was a fight in the air. And the British won. It began
with a German machine appearing, very minute and high, sailing
towards our lines a long way to the left. We could tell it was a
German because of the black cross; they decorate every aeroplane
with a black Iron Cross on its wings and tail; that our officer
could see with his glasses. (He let me look.) Suddenly whack,
whack, whack, came a line of little puffs of smoke behind it, and
then one in front of it, which meant that our anti-aircraft guns
were having a go at it. Then, as suddenly, Archibald stopped, and
we could see the British machine buzzing across the path of the
German. It was just like two birds circling in the air. Or wasps.
They buzzed like wasps. There was a little crackling—like
brushing your hair in frosty weather. They were shooting at each
other. Then our lieutenant called out, ‘Hit, by Jove!’ and handed
the glasses to Park and instantly wanted them back. He says he saw
bits of the machine flying off.

“When he said that you could fancy you saw it too, up there in
the blue.

“Anyhow the little machine cocked itself up on end. Rather slowly…. Then down it came like dropping a
knife….

“It made you say ‘Ooooo!’ to see that dive. It came down, seemed
to get a little bit under control, and then dive down again. You
could hear the engine roar louder and louder as it came down. I
never saw anything fall so fast. We saw it hit the ground among a
lot of smashed-up buildings on the crest behind us. It went right
over and flew to pieces, all to smithereens….

“It hurt your nose to see it hit the ground….

“Somehow—I was sort of overcome by the thought of the men
in that dive. I was trying to imagine how they felt it. From the
moment when they realised they were going.

“What on earth must it have seemed like at last?

“They fell seven thousand feet, the men say; some say nine
thousand feet. A mile and a half!

“But all the chaps were cheering…. And there was our machine
hanging in the sky. You wanted to reach up and pat it on the back.
It went up higher and away towards the German lines, as though it
was looking for another German. It seemed to go now quite slowly.
It was an English machine, though for a time we weren’t sure; our
machines are done in tri-colour just as though they were French.
But everybody says it was English. It was one of our crack fighting
machines, and from first to last it has put down seven Germans….
And that’s really all the fighting there was. There has been
fighting here; a month ago. There are perhaps a dozen dead Germans
lying out still in front of the lines. Little twisted figures, like
overthrown scarecrows, about a hundred yards away. But that is
all.

“No, the trenches have disappointed me. They are a scene of
tiresome domesticity. They aren’t a patch on our quarters in the
rear. There isn’t the traffic. I’ve not found a single excuse for
firing my rifle. I don’t believe I shall ever fire my rifle at an
enemy—ever….

“You’ve seen Rendezvous’ fresh promotion, I suppose? He’s one of
the men the young officers talk about. Everybody believes in him.
Do you remember how Manning used to hide from him?…”

§ 14

Mr. Britling read this through, and then his thoughts went back
to Teddy’s disappearance and then returned to Hugh. The youngster
was right in the front now, and one had to steel oneself to the
possibilities of the case. Somehow Mr. Britling had not expected to
find Hugh so speedily in the firing line, though he would have been
puzzled to find a reason why this should not have happened. But he
found he had to begin the lesson of stoicism all over again.

He read the letter twice, and then he searched for some
indication of its date. He suspected that letters were sometimes
held back….

Four days later this suspicion was confirmed by the arrival of
another letter from Hugh in which he told of his second spell in
the trenches. This time things had been much more lively. They had
been heavily shelled and there had been a German attack. And this
time he was writing to his father, and wrote more freely. He had
scribbled in pencil.

“Things are much livelier here than they were. Our guns are
getting to work. They are firing in spells of an hour or so, three
or four times a day, and just when they seem to be leaving off they
begin again. The Germans suddenly got the range of our trenches the
day before yesterday, and begun to pound us with high explosive….
Well, it’s trying. You never seem quite to know when the next bang
is coming, and that keeps your nerves hung up; it seems to tighten
your muscles and tire you. We’ve done nothing but lie low all day,
and I feel as weary as if I had marched twenty miles. Then ‘whop,’
one’s near you, and there is a flash and
everything flies. It’s a mad sort of smash-about. One came much too
close to be pleasant; as near as the old oil jars are from the barn
court door. It bowled me clean over and sent a lot of gravel over
me. When I got up there was twenty yards of trench smashed into a
mere hole, and men lying about, and some of them groaning and one
three-quarters buried. We had to turn to and get them out as well
as we could….

“I felt stunned and insensitive; it was well to have something
to do….

“Our guns behind felt for the German guns. It was the damnest
racket. Like giant lunatics smashing about amidst colossal pots and
pans. They fired different sorts of shells; stink shells as well as
Jack Johnsons, and though we didn’t get much of that at our corner
there was a sting of chlorine in the air all through the afternoon.
Most of the stink shells fell short. We hadn’t masks, but we rigged
up a sort of protection with our handkerchiefs. And it didn’t
amount to very much. It was rather like the chemistry room after
Heinrich and the kids had been mixing things. Most of the time I
was busy helping with the men who had got hurt. Suddenly there came
a lull. Then some one said the Germans were coming, and I had a
glimpse of them.

“You don’t look at anything steadily while the guns are going.
When a big gun goes off or a shell bursts anywhere near you, you
seem neither to see nor hear for a moment. You keep on being
intermittently stunned. One sees in a kind of flicker in between
the impacts….

“Well, there they were. This time I saw them. They were coming
out and running a little way and dropping, and our shell was
bursting among them and behind them. A lot of it was going too far.
I watched what our men were doing, and poured out a lot of
cartridges ready to my hand and began to blaze away. Half the
German attack never came out of their trench. If they really
intended business against us, which I doubt, they were half-hearted in carrying it out. They didn’t show
for five minutes, and they left two or three score men on the
ground. Whenever we saw a man wriggle we were told to fire at him;
it might be an unwounded man trying to crawl back. For a time our
guns gave them beans. Then it was practically over, but about
sunset their guns got back at us again, and the artillery fight
went on until it was moonlight. The chaps in our third company
caught it rather badly, and then our guns seemed to find something
and get the upper hand….

“In the night some of our men went out to repair the wire
entanglements, and one man crawled halfway to the enemy trenches to
listen. But I had done my bit for the day, and I was supposed to
sleep in the dug-out. I was far too excited to sleep. All my nerves
were jumping about, and my mind was like a lot of flying fragments
flying about very fast….

“They shelled us again next day and our tea dixy was hit; so
that we didn’t get any tea….

“I slept thirty hours after I got back here. And now I am slowly
digesting these experiences. Most of our fellows are. My mind and
nerves have been rather bumped and bruised by the shelling, but not
so much as you might think. I feel as though I’d presently not
think very much of it. Some of our men have got the stun of it a
lot more than I have. It gets at the older men more. Everybody says
that. The men of over thirty-five don’t recover from a shelling for
weeks. They go about—sort of hesitatingly….

“Life is very primitive here—which doesn’t mean that one
is getting down to anything fundamental, but only going back to
something immediate and simple. It’s fetching and carrying and
getting water and getting food and going up to the firing line and
coming back. One goes on for weeks, and then one day one finds
oneself crying out, ‘What is all this for? When is it to end?’ I
seemed to have something ahead of me before this war began, education, science, work, discoveries; all
sorts of things; but it is hard to feel that there is anything
ahead of us here….

“Somehow the last spell in the fire trench has shaken up my mind
a lot. I was getting used to the war before, but now I’ve got back
to my original amazement at the whole business. I find myself
wondering what we are really up to, why the war began, why we were
caught into this amazing routine. It looks, it feels orderly,
methodical, purposeful. Our officers give us orders and get their
orders, and the men back there get their orders. Everybody is
getting orders. Back, I suppose, to Lord Kitchener. It goes on for
weeks with the effect of being quite sane and intended and the
right thing, and then, then suddenly it comes whacking into one’s
head, ‘But this—this is utterly mad!’ This going to
and fro and to and fro and to and fro; this monotony which breaks
ever and again into violence—violence that never gets
anywhere—is exactly the life that a lunatic leads.
Melancholia and mania…. It’s just a collective obsession—by
war. The world is really quite mad. I happen to be having just one
gleam of sanity, that won’t last after I have finished this letter.
I suppose when an individual man goes mad and gets out of the
window because he imagines the door is magically impossible, and
dances about in the street without his trousers jabbing at
passers-by with a toasting-fork, he has just the same sombre sense
of unavoidable necessity that we have, all of us, when we go off
with our packs into the trenches….

“It’s only by an effort that I can recall how life felt in the
spring of 1914. Do you remember Heinrich and his attempt to make a
table chart of the roses, so that we could sit outside the barn and
read the names of all the roses in the barn court? Like the
mountain charts they have on tables in Switzerland. What an
inconceivable thing that is now! For all I know I shot Heinrich
the other night. For all I know he is one of
the lumps that we counted after the attack went back.

“It’s a queer thing, Daddy, but I have a sort of
seditious feeling in writing things like this. One gets to
feel that it is wrong to think. It’s the effect of discipline. Of
being part of a machine. Still, I doubt if I ought to think. If one
really looks into things in this spirit, where is it going to take
us? Ortheris—his real name by the by is Arthur
Jewell—hasn’t any of these troubles. ‘The b——y
Germans butted into Belgium,’ he says. ‘We’ve got to ‘oof ’em out
again. That’s all abart it. Leastways it’s all I know…. I
don’t know nothing about Serbia, I don’t know nothing about
anything, except that the Germans got to stop this sort of gime for
Everlasting, Amen.’…

“Sometimes I think he’s righter than I am. Sometimes I think he
is only madder.”

§ 15

These letters weighed heavily upon Mr. Britling’s mind. He
perceived that this precociously wise, subtle youngster of his was
now close up to the line of injury and death, going to and fro from
it, in a perpetual, fluctuating danger. At any time now in the day
or night the evil thing might wing its way to him. If Mr. Britling
could have prayed, he would have prayed for Hugh. He began and
never finished some ineffectual prayers.

He tried to persuade himself of a Roman stoicism; that he would
be sternly proud, sternly satisfied, if this last sacrifice for his
country was demanded from him. He perceived he was merely
humbugging himself….

This war had no longer the simple greatness that would make any
such stern happiness possible….

The disaster to Teddy and Mrs. Teddy hit him hard. He winced at
the thought of Mrs. Teddy’s white face; the unspoken accusation in
her eyes. He felt he could never bring
himself to say his one excuse to her: “I did not keep Hugh back. If
I had done that, then you might have the right to blame.”

If he had overcome every other difficulty in the way to an
heroic pose there was still Hugh’s unconquerable lucidity of
outlook. War was a madness….

But what else was to be done? What else could be done? We could
not give in to Germany. If a lunatic struggles, sane men must
struggle too….

Mr. Britling had ceased to write about the war at all. All his
later writings about it had been abandoned unfinished. He could not
imagine them counting, affecting any one, producing any effect.
Indeed he was writing now very intermittently. His contributions to
The Times had fallen away. He was perpetually thinking now
about the war, about life and death, about the religious problems
that had seemed so remote in the days of the peace; but none of his
thinking would become clear and definite enough for writing. All
the clear stars of his mind were hidden by the stormy clouds of
excitement that the daily newspaper perpetually renewed and by the
daily developments of life. And just as his professional income
shrank before his mental confusion and impotence, the private
income that came from his and his wife’s investments became
uncertain. She had had two thousand pounds in the Constantinople
loan, seven hundred in debentures of the Ottoman railway; he had
held similar sums in two Hungarian and one Bulgarian loan, in a
linoleum factory at Rouen and in a Swiss Hotel company. All these
stopped payments, and the dividends from their other investments
shrank. There seemed no limit set to the possibilities of shrinkage
of capital and income. Income tax had leapt to colossal dimensions,
the cost of most things had risen, and the tangle of life was now
increased by the need for retrenchments and economies. He decided
that Gladys, the facetiously named automobile, was a luxury, and
sold her for a couple of hundred pounds. He lost his gardener, who had gone to higher priced work with a
miller, and he had great trouble to replace him, so that the garden
became disagreeably unkempt and unsatisfactory. He had to give up
his frequent trips to London. He was obliged to defer Statesminster
for the boys. For a time at any rate they must go as day boys to
Brinsmead. At every point he met this uncongenial consideration of
ways and means. For years now he had gone easy, lived with a
certain self-indulgence. It was extraordinarily vexatious to have
one’s greater troubles for one’s country and one’s son and one’s
faith crossed and complicated by these little troubles of the extra
sixpence and the untimely bill.

What worried his mind perhaps more than anything else was his
gradual loss of touch with the essential issues of the war. At
first the militarism, the aggression of Germany, had seemed so bad
that he could not see the action of Britain and her allies as
anything but entirely righteous. He had seen the war plainly and
simply in the phrase, “Now this militarism must end.” He had seen
Germany as a system, as imperialism and junkerism, as a callous
materialist aggression, as the spirit that makes war, and the
Allies as the protest of humanity against all these evil
things.

Insensibly, in spite of himself, this first version of the war
was giving place to another. The tawdry, rhetorical German Emperor,
who had been the great antagonist at the outset, the last upholder
of Cæsarism, God’s anointed with the withered arm and the
mailed fist, had receded from the foreground of the picture; that
truer Germany which is thought and system, which is the will to do
things thoroughly, the Germany of Ostwald and the once rejected
Hindenburg, was coming to the fore. It made no apology for the
errors and crimes that had been imposed upon it by its Hohenzollern
leadership, but it fought now to save itself from the destruction
and division that would be its inevitable lot if it accepted defeat
too easily; fought to hold out, fought for a second chance, with
discipline, with skill and patience, with a
steadfast will. It fought with science, it fought with economy,
with machines and thought against all too human antagonists. It
necessitated an implacable resistance, but also it commanded
respect. Against it fought three great peoples with as fine a will;
but they had neither the unity, the habitual discipline, nor the
science of Germany, and it was the latter defect that became more
and more the distressful matter of Mr. Britling’s thoughts. France
after her initial experiences, after her first reeling month, had
risen from the very verge of defeat to a steely splendour of
resolution, but England and Russia, those twin slack giants, still
wasted force, were careless, negligent, uncertain. Everywhere up
and down the scale, from the stupidity of the uniform sandbags and
Hugh’s young officer who would not use a map, to the general
conception and direction of the war, Mr. Britling’s inflamed and
oversensitised intelligence perceived the same bad qualities for
which he had so often railed upon his countrymen in the days of the
peace, that impatience, that indolence, that wastefulness and
inconclusiveness, that failure to grip issues and do obviously
necessary things. The same lax qualities that had brought England
so close to the supreme imbecility of a civil war in Ireland in
July, 1914, were now muddling and prolonging the war, and
postponing, it might be for ever, the victory that had seemed so
certain only a year ago. The politician still intrigued, the
ineffectives still directed. Against brains used to the utmost
their fight was a stupid thrusting forth of men and men and yet
more men, men badly trained, under-equipped, stupidly led. A press
clamour for invention and scientific initiative was stifled under a
committee of elderly celebrities and eminent dufferdom; from the
outset, the Ministry of Munitions seemed under the influence of the
“business man.”…

It is true that righteousness should triumph over the tyrant and
the robber, but have carelessness and incapacity any right to
triumph over capacity and foresight? Men
were coming now to dark questionings between this intricate choice.
And, indeed, was our cause all righteousness?

There surely is the worst doubt of all for a man whose son is
facing death.

Were we indeed standing against tyranny for freedom?

There came drifting to Mr. Britling’s ears a confusion of
voices, voices that told of reaction, of the schemes of employers
to best the trade unions, of greedy shippers and greedy house
landlords reaping their harvest, of waste and treason in the very
households of the Ministry, of religious cant and intolerance at
large, of self-advertisement written in letters of blood, of
forestalling and jobbery, of irrational and exasperating
oppressions in India and Egypt…. It came with a shock to him,
too, that Hugh should see so little else than madness in the war,
and have so pitiless a realisation of its essential futility. The
boy forced his father to see—what indeed all along he had
been seeing more and more clearly. The war, even by the standards
of adventure and conquest, had long since become a monstrous
absurdity. Some way there must be out of this bloody entanglement
that was yielding victory to neither side, that was yielding
nothing but waste and death beyond all precedent. The vast majority
of people everywhere must be desiring peace, willing to buy peace
at any reasonable price, and in all the world it seemed there was
insufficient capacity to end the daily butchery and achieve the
peace that was so universally desired, the peace that would be
anything better than a breathing space for further warfare….
Every day came the papers with the balanced story of battles,
losses, destructions, ships sunk, towns smashed. And never a
decision, never a sign of decision.

One Saturday afternoon Mr. Britling found himself with Mrs.
Britling at Claverings. Lady Homartyn was in mourning for her two
nephews, the Glassington boys, who had both been killed, one in
Flanders, the other in Gallipoli. Raeburn
was there too, despondent and tired-looking. There were three young
men in khaki, one with the red of a staff officer; there were two
or three women whom Mr. Britling had not met before, and Miss
Sharsper the novelist, fresh from nursing experience among the
convalescents in the south of France. But he was disgusted to find
that the gathering was dominated by his old antagonist, Lady
Frensham, unsubdued, unaltered, rampant over them all, arrogant,
impudent, insulting. She was in mourning, she had the most splendid
black furs Mr. Britling had ever seen; her large triumphant profile
came out of them like the head of a vulture out of its ruff; her
elder brother was a wounded prisoner in Germany, her second was
dead; it would seem that hers were the only sacrifices the war had
yet extorted from any one. She spoke as though it gave her the sole
right to criticise the war or claim compensation for the war.

Her incurable propensity to split the country, to make
mischievous accusations against classes and districts and public
servants, was having full play. She did her best to provoke Mr.
Britling into a dispute, and throw some sort of imputation upon his
patriotism as distinguished from her own noisy and intolerant
conceptions of “loyalty.”

She tried him first with conscription. She threw out insults at
the shirkers and the “funk classes.” All the middle-class people
clung on to their wretched little businesses, made any sort of
excuse….

Mr. Britling was stung to defend them. “A business,” he said
acidly, “isn’t like land, which waits and grows rich for its owner.
And these people can’t leave ferrety little agents behind them when
they go off to serve. Tens of thousands of middle-class men have
ruined themselves and flung away every prospect they had in the
world to go to this war.”

“And scores of thousands haven’t!” said Lady Frensham. “They are
the men I’m thinking of.”…

Mr. Britling ran through a little list of aristocratic
stay-at-homes that began with a duke.

“And not a soul speaks to them in consequence,” she said.

She shifted her attack to the Labour people. They would rather
see the country defeated than submit to a little discipline.

“Because they have no faith in the house of lawyers or the house
of landlords,” said Mr. Britling. “Who can blame them?”

She proceeded to tell everybody what she would do with strikers.
She would give them “short shrift.” She would give them a taste of
the Prussian way—homoeopathic treatment. “But of course old
vote-catching Asquith daren’t—he daren’t!” Mr. Britling
opened his mouth and said nothing; he was silenced. The men in
khaki listened respectfully but ambiguously; one of the younger
ladies it seemed was entirely of Lady Frensham’s way of thinking,
and anxious to show it. The good lady having now got her hands upon
the Cabinet proceeded to deal faithfully with its two-and-twenty
members. Winston Churchill had overridden Lord Fisher upon the
question of Gallipoli, and incurred terrible responsibilities. Lord
Haldane—she called him “Tubby Haldane”—was a convicted
traitor. “The man’s a German out and out. Oh! what if he hasn’t a
drop of German blood in his veins? He’s a German by
choice—which is worse.”

“I thought he had a certain capacity for organisation,” said Mr.
Britling.

“We don’t want his organisation, and we don’t want him,”
said Lady Frensham.

Mr. Britling pleaded for particulars of the late Lord
Chancellor’s treasons. There were no particulars. It was just an
idea the good lady had got into her head, that had got into a
number of accessible heads. There was only one strong man in all
the country now, Lady Frensham insisted.
That was Sir Edward Carson.

Mr. Britling jumped in his chair.

“But has he ever done anything?” he cried, “except embitter
Ireland?”

Lady Frensham did not hear that question. She pursued her
glorious theme. Lloyd George, who had once been worthy only of the
gallows, was now the sole minister fit to put beside her hero. He
had won her heart by his condemnation of the working man. He was
the one man who was not afraid to speak out, to tell them they
drank, to tell them they shirked and loafed, to tell them plainly
that if defeat came to this country the blame would fall upon
them!

No!” cried Mr. Britling.

“Yes,” said Lady Frensham. “Upon them and those who have
flattered and misled them….”

And so on….

It presently became necessary for Lady Homartyn to rescue Mr.
Britling from the great lady’s patriotic tramplings. He found
himself drifting into the autumnal garden—the show of dahlias
had never been so wonderful—in the company of Raeburn and the
staff officer and a small woman who was presently discovered to be
remarkably well-informed. They were all despondent. “I think all
this promiscuous blaming of people is quite the worst—and
most ominous—thing about us just now,” said Mr. Britling
after the restful pause that followed the departure from the
presence of Lady Frensham.

“It goes on everywhere,” said the staff officer.

“Is it really—honest?” said Mr. Britling.

Raeburn, after reflection, decided to answer. “As far as it is
stupid, yes. There’s a lot of blame coming; there’s bound to be a
day of reckoning, and I suppose we’ve all got an instinctive
disposition to find a scapegoat for our common sins. The Tory press
is pretty rotten, and there’s a strong element of mere personal
spite—in the Churchill attacks for example. Personal
jealousy probably. Our ‘old families’ seem
to have got vulgar-spirited imperceptibly—in a generation or
so. They quarrel and shirk and lay blame exactly as bad servants
do—and things are still far too much in their hands. Things
are getting muffed, there can be no doubt about that—not
fatally, but still rather seriously. And the government—it
was human before the war, and we’ve added no archangels. There’s
muddle. There’s mutual suspicion. You never know what newspaper
office Lloyd George won’t be in touch with next. He’s honest and
patriotic and energetic, but he’s mortally afraid of old women and
class intrigues. He doesn’t know where to get his backing. He’s got
all a labour member’s terror of the dagger at his back. There’s a
lack of nerve, too, in getting rid of prominent officers—who
have friends.”

The staff officer nodded.

“Northcliffe seems to me to have a case,” said Mr. Britling.
“Every one abuses him.”

“I’d stop his Daily Mail,” said Raeburn. “I’d leave
The Times, but I’d stop the Daily Mail on the score
of its placards alone. It overdoes Northcliffe. It translates him
into the shrieks and yells of underlings. The plain fact is that
Northcliffe is scared out of his wits by German
efficiency—and in war time when a man is scared out of his
wits, whether he is honest or not, you put his head in a bag or
hold a pistol to it to calm him…. What is the good of all this
clamouring for a change of government? We haven’t a change of
government. It’s like telling a tramp to get a change of linen. Our
men, all our public men, are second-rate men, with the habits of
advocates. There is nothing masterful in their minds. How can you
expect the system to produce anything else? But they are doing as
well as they can, and there is no way of putting in any one else
now, and there you are.”

“Meanwhile,” said Mr. Britling, “our boys—get killed.”

“They’d get killed all the more if you had—let us say—Carson and Lloyd George and Northcliffe
and Lady Frensham, with, I suppose, Austin Harrison and Horatio
Bottomley thrown in—as a Strong Silent Government…. I’d
rather have Northcliffe as dictator than that…. We can’t suddenly
go back on the past and alter our type. We didn’t listen to Matthew
Arnold. We’ve never thoroughly turned out and cleaned up our higher
schools. We’ve resisted instruction. We’ve preferred to maintain
our national luxuries of a bench of bishops and party politics. And
compulsory Greek and the university sneer. And Lady Frensham. And
all that sort of thing. And here we are!… Well, damn it, we’re in
for it now; we’ve got to plough through with it—with what we
have—as what we are.”

The young staff officer nodded. He thought that was “about
it.”

“You’ve got no sons,” said Mr. Britling.

“I’m not even married,” said Raeburn, as though he thanked
God.

The little well-informed lady remarked abruptly that she had two
sons; one was just home wounded from Suvla Bay. What her son told
her made her feel very grave. She said that the public was still
quite in the dark about the battle of Anafarta. It had been a
hideous muddle, and we had been badly beaten. The staff work had
been awful. Nothing joined up, nothing was on the spot and in time.
The water supply, for example, had gone wrong; the men had been mad
with thirst. One regiment which she named had not been supported by
another; when at last the first came back the two battalions fought
in the trenches regardless of the enemy. There had been no leading,
no correlation, no plan. Some of the guns, she declared, had been
left behind in Egypt. Some of the train was untraceable to this
day. It was mislaid somewhere in the Levant. At the beginning Sir
Ian Hamilton had not even been present. He had failed to get there
in time. It had been the reckless throwing away of an army. And so hopeful an army! Her son declared it meant
the complete failure of the Dardanelles project….

“And when one hears how near we came to victory!” she cried, and
left it at that.

“Three times this year,” said Raeburn, “we have missed victories
because of the badness of our staff work. It’s no good picking out
scapegoats. It’s a question of national habit. It’s because the
sort of man we turn out from our public schools has never learnt
how to catch trains, get to an office on the minute, pack a
knapsack properly, or do anything smartly and
quickly—anything whatever that he can possibly get done for
him. You can’t expect men who are habitually easy-going to keep
bucked up to a high pitch of efficiency for any length of time. All
their training is against it. All their tradition. They hate being
prigs. An Englishman will be any sort of stupid failure rather than
appear a prig. That’s why we’ve lost three good fights that we
ought to have won—and thousands and thousands of
men—and material and time, precious beyond reckoning. We’ve
lost a year. We’ve dashed the spirit of our people.”

“My boy in Flanders,” said Mr. Britling, “says about the same
thing. He says our officers have never learnt to count beyond ten,
and that they are scared at the sight of a map….”

“And the war goes on,” said the little woman.

“How long, oh Lord! how long?” cried Mr. Britling.

“I’d give them another year,” said the staff officer. “Just
going as we are going. Then something must give way. There
will be no money anywhere. There’ll be no more men…. I suppose
they’ll feel that shortage first anyhow. Russia alone has over
twenty millions.”

“That’s about the size of it,” said Raeburn….

“Do you think, sir, there’ll be civil war?” asked the young
staff officer abruptly after a pause.

There was a little interval before any one answered this
surprising question.

“After the peace, I mean,” said the young officer.

“There’ll be just the devil to pay,” said Raeburn.

“One thing after another in the country is being pulled up by
its roots,” reflected Mr. Britling.

“We’ve never produced a plan for the war, and it isn’t likely we
shall have one for the peace,” said Raeburn, and added: “and Lady
Frensham’s little lot will be doing their level best to sit on the
safety-valve…. They’ll rake up Ireland and Ulster from the very
start. But I doubt if Ulster will save ’em.”

“We shall squabble. What else do we ever do?”

No one seemed able to see more than that. A silence fell on the
little party.

“Well, thank heaven for these dahlias,” said Raeburn, affecting
the philosopher.

The young staff officer regarded the dahlias without
enthusiasm….

§ 16

Mr. Britling sat one September afternoon with Captain Lawrence
Carmine in the sunshine of the barn court, and smoked with him and
sometimes talked and sometimes sat still.

“When it began I did not believe that this war could be like
other wars,” he said. “I did not dream it. I thought that we had
grown wiser at last. It seemed to me like the dawn of a great
clearing up. I thought the common sense of mankind would break out
like a flame, an indignant flame, and consume all this obsolete
foolery of empires and banners and militarism directly it made its
attack upon human happiness. A score of things that I see now were
preposterous, I thought must happen—naturally. I thought
America would declare herself against the Belgian outrage; that she
would not tolerate the smashing of the great sister
republic—if only for the memory of Lafayette. Well—I
gather America is chiefly concerned about
our making cotton contraband. I thought the Balkan States were
capable of a reasonable give and take; of a common care for their
common freedom. I see now three German royalties trading in
peasants, and no men in their lands to gainsay them. I saw this
war, as so many Frenchmen have seen it, as something that might
legitimately command a splendid enthusiasm of indignation…. It
was all a dream, the dream of a prosperous comfortable man who had
never come to the cutting edge of life. Everywhere cunning,
everywhere small feuds and hatreds, distrusts, dishonesties,
timidities, feebleness of purpose, dwarfish imaginations, swarm
over the great and simple issues…. It is a war now like any other
of the mobbing, many-aimed cataclysms that have shattered empires
and devastated the world; it is a war without point, a war that has
lost its soul, it has become mere incoherent fighting and
destruction, a demonstration in vast and tragic forms of the
stupidity and ineffectiveness of our species….”

He stopped, and there was a little interval of silence.

Captain Carmine tossed the fag end of his cigar very neatly into
a tub of hydrangeas. “Three thousand years ago in China,” he said,
“there were men as sad as we are, for the same cause.”

“Three thousand years ahead perhaps,” said Mr. Britling, “there
will still be men with the same sadness…. And yet—and
yet…. No. Just now I have no elasticity. It is not in my nature
to despair, but things are pressing me down. I don’t recover as I
used to recover. I tell myself still that though the way is long
and hard the spirit of hope, the spirit of creation, the
generosities and gallantries in the heart of man, must end in
victory. But I say that over as one repeats a worn-out prayer. The
light is out of the sky for me. Sometimes I doubt if it will ever
come back. Let younger men take heart and go on with the world. If
I could die for the right thing
now—instead of just having to live on in this world of
ineffective struggle—I would be glad to die now,
Carmine….”

§ 17

In these days also Mr. Direck was very unhappy.

For Cissie, at any rate, had not lost touch with the essential
issues of the war. She was as clear as ever that German militarism
and the German attack on Belgium and France was the primary subject
of the war. And she dismissed all secondary issues. She continued
to demand why America did not fight. “We fight for Belgium. Won’t
you fight for the Dutch and Norwegian ships? Won’t you even fight
for your own ships that the Germans are sinking?”

Mr. Direck attempted explanations that were ill received.

“You were ready enough to fight the Spaniards when they blew up
the Maine. But the Germans can sink the Lusitania!
That’s—as you say—a different proposition.”

His mind was shot by an extraordinary suspicion that she thought
the Lusitania an American vessel. But Mr. Direck was
learning his Cissie, and he did not dare to challenge her on this
score.

“You haven’t got hold of the American proposition,” he said.
“We’re thinking beyond wars.”

“That’s what we have been trying to do,” said Cissie. “Do you
think we came into it for the fun of the thing?”

“Haven’t I shown in a hundred ways that I sympathise?”

“Oh—sympathy!…”

He fared little better at Mr. Britling’s hands. Mr. Britling
talked darkly, but pointed all the time only too plainly at
America. “There’s two sorts of liberalism,”
said Mr. Britling, “that pretend to be the same thing; there’s the
liberalism of great aims and the liberalism of defective moral
energy….”

§ 18

It was not until Teddy had been missing for three weeks that
Hugh wrote about him. The two Essex battalions on the Flanders
front were apparently wide apart, and it was only from home that
Hugh learnt what had happened.

“You can’t imagine how things narrow down when one is close up
against them. One does not know what is happening even within a few
miles of us, until we get the newspapers. Then, with a little
reading between the lines and some bold guessing, we fit our little
bit of experience with a general shape. Of course I’ve wondered at
times about Teddy. But oddly enough I’ve never thought of him very
much as being out here. It’s queer, I know, but I haven’t. I can’t
imagine why….

“I don’t know about ‘missing.’ We’ve had nothing going on here
that has led to any missing. All our men have been accounted for.
But every few miles along the front conditions alter. His lot may
have been closer up to the enemy, and there may have been a rush
and a fight for a bit of trench either way. In some parts the
German trenches are not thirty yards away, and there is mining,
bomb throwing, and perpetual creeping up and give and take. Here
we’ve been getting a bit forward. But I’ll tell you about that
presently. And, anyhow, I don’t understand about ‘missing.’ There’s
very few prisoners taken now. But don’t tell Letty that. I try to
imagine old Teddy in it….

“Missing’s a queer thing. It isn’t tragic—or pitiful. Or
partly reassuring like ‘prisoner.’ It just sends one speculating
and speculating. I can’t find any one who knows where the 14th
Essex are. Things move about here so
mysteriously that for all I know we may find them in the next
trench next time we go up. But there is a chance for Teddy.
It’s worth while bucking Letty all you can. And at the same time
there’s odds against him. There plainly and unfeelingly is how
things stand in my mind. I think chiefly of Letty. I’m glad Cissie
is with her, and I’m glad she’s got the boy. Keep her busy. She was
frightfully fond of him. I’ve seen all sorts of things between
them, and I know that…. I’ll try and write to her soon, and I’ll
find something hopeful to tell her.

“Meanwhile I’ve got something to tell you. I’ve been through a
fight, a big fight, and I haven’t got a scratch. I’ve taken two
prisoners with my lily hand. Men were shot close to me. I didn’t
mind that a bit. It was as exciting as one of those bitter fights
we used to have round the hockey goal. I didn’t mind anything till
afterwards. Then when I was in the trench in the evening I trod on
something slippery—pah! And after it was all over one of my
chums got it—sort of unfairly. And I keep on thinking of
those two things so much that all the early part is just dreamlike.
It’s more like something I’ve read in a book, or seen in the
Illustrated London News than actually been through. One had
been thinking so often, how will it feel? how shall I behave? that
when it came it had an effect of being flat and ordinary.

“They say we hadn’t got enough guns in the spring or enough
ammunition. That’s all right now—anyhow. They started in
plastering the Germans overnight, and right on until it was just
daylight. I never heard such a row, and their trenches—we
could stand up and look at them without getting a single shot at
us—were flying about like the crater of a volcano. We were
not in our firing trench. We had gone back into some new trenches,
at the rear—I think to get out of the way of the counter
fire. But this morning they weren’t doing very much. For once our
guns were on top. There was a feeling of
anticipation—very like waiting for an examination paper to be
given out; then we were at it. Getting out of a trench to attack
gives you an odd feeling of being just hatched. Suddenly the world
is big. I don’t remember our gun fire stopping. And then you rush.
‘Come on! Come on!’ say the officers. Everybody gives a sort of
howl and rushes. When you see men dropping, you rush the faster.
The only thing that checks you at all is the wire twisted about
everywhere. You don’t want to trip over that. The frightening thing
is the exposure. After being in the trenches so long you feel
naked. You run like a scared child for the German trench ahead. I
can’t understand the iron nerve of a man who can expose his back by
turning to run away. And there’s a thirsty feeling with one’s
bayonet. But they didn’t wait. They dropped rifles and ran. But we
ran so fast after them that we caught one or two in the second
trench. I got down into that, heard a voice behind me, and found my
two prisoners lying artful in a dug-out. They held up their hands
as I turned. If they hadn’t I doubt if I should have done anything
to them. I didn’t feel like it. I felt friendly.

“Not all the Germans ran. Three or four stuck to their
machine-guns until they got bayoneted. Both the trenches were
frightfully smashed about, and in the first one there were little
knots and groups of dead. We got to work at once shying the
sandbags over from the old front of the trench to the parados. Our
guns had never stopped all the time; they were now plastering the
third line trenches. And almost at once the German shells began
dropping into us. Of course they had the range to an inch. One
didn’t have any time to feel and think; one just set oneself with
all one’s energy to turn the trench over….

“I don’t remember that I helped or cared for a wounded man all
the time, or felt anything about the dead except to step over them
and not on them. I was just possessed by the
idea that we had to get the trench into a sheltering state before
they tried to come back. And then stick there. I just wanted to
win, and there was nothing else in my mind….

“They did try to come back, but not very much….

“Then when I began to feel sure of having got hold of the trench
for good, I began to realise just how tired I was and how high the
sun had got. I began to look about me, and found most of the other
men working just as hard as I had been doing. ‘We’ve done it!’ I
said, and that was the first word I’d spoken since I told my two
Germans to come out of it, and stuck a man with a wounded leg to
watch them. ‘It’s a bit of All Right,’ said Ortheris, knocking off
also, and lighting a half-consumed cigarette. He had been wearing
it behind his ear, I believe, ever since the charge. Against this
occasion. He’d kept close up to me all the time, I realised. And
then old Park turned up very cheerful with a weak bayonet jab in
his forearm that he wanted me to rebandage. It was good to see him
practically all right too.

“‘I took two prisoners,’ I said, and everybody I spoke to I told
that. I was fearfully proud of it.

“I thought that if I could take two prisoners in my first charge
I was going to be some soldier.

“I had stood it all admirably. I didn’t feel a bit shaken. I was
as tough as anything. I’d seen death and killing, and it was all
just hockey.

“And then that confounded Ortheris must needs go and get
killed.

“The shell knocked me over, and didn’t hurt me a bit. I was a
little stunned, and some dirt was thrown over me, and when I got up
on my knees I saw Jewell lying about six yards off—and his
legs were all smashed about. Ugh! Pulped!

“He looked amazed. ‘Bloody,’ he said, ‘bloody.’ He fixed his
eyes on me, and suddenly grinned. You know we’d once had two fights
about his saying ‘bloody,’ I think I told
you at the time, a fight and a return match, he couldn’t box for
nuts, but he stood up like a Briton, and it appealed now to his
sense of humour that I should be standing there too dazed to
protest at the old offence. ‘I thought you was done in,’ he
said. ‘I’m in a mess—a bloody mess, ain’t I? Like a stuck
pig. Bloody—right enough. Bloody! I didn’t know I ‘ad it
in me.’

“He looked at me and grinned with a sort of pale satisfaction in
keeping up to the last—dying good Ortheris to the finish. I
just stood up helpless in front of him, still rather dazed.

“He said something about having a thundering thirst on him.

“I really don’t believe he felt any pain. He would have done if
he had lived.

“And then while I was fumbling with my water-bottle, he
collapsed. He forgot all about Ortheris. Suddenly he said something
that cut me all to ribbons. His face puckered up just like the face
of a fretful child which refuses to go to bed. ‘I didn’t want to be
aut of it,’ he said petulantly. ‘And I’m done!’ And then—then
he just looked discontented and miserable and died—right off.
Turned his head a little way over. As if he was impatient at
everything. Fainted—and fluttered out.

“For a time I kept trying to get him to drink….

“I couldn’t believe he was dead….

“And suddenly it was all different. I began to cry. Like a baby.
I kept on with the water-bottle at his teeth long after I was
convinced he was dead. I didn’t want him to be aut of it! God knows
how I didn’t. I wanted my dear little Cockney cad back. Oh! most
frightfully I wanted him back.

“I shook him. I was like a scared child. I blubbered and howled
things…. It’s all different since he died.

“My dear, dear Father, I am grieving and grieving—and it’s
altogether nonsense. And it’s all mixed up in my mind with the mess I trod on. And it gets worse
and worse. So that I don’t seem to feel anything really, even for
Teddy.

“It’s been just the last straw of all this hellish
foolery….

“If ever there was a bigger lie, my dear Daddy, than any other,
it is that man is a reasonable creature….

“War is just foolery—lunatic foolery—hell’s
foolery….

“But, anyhow, your son is sound and well—if sorrowful and
angry. We were relieved that night. And there are rumours that very
soon we are to have a holiday and a refit. We lost rather heavily.
We have been praised. But all along, Essex has done well. I can’t
reckon to get back yet, but there are such things as leave for
eight-and-forty hours or so in England….

“I shall be glad of that sort of turning round….

“I’m tired. Oh! I’m tired….

“I wanted to write all about Jewell to his mother or his
sweetheart or some one; I wanted to wallow in his praises, to say
all the things I really find now that I thought about him, but I
haven’t even had that satisfaction. He was a Poor Law child; he was
raised in one of those awful places between Sutton and Banstead in
Surrey. I’ve told you of all the sweethearting he had. ‘Soldiers
Three’ was his Bible; he was always singing ‘Tipperary,’ and he
never got the tune right nor learnt more than three lines of it. He
laced all his talk with ‘b——y’; it was his jewel, his
ruby. But he had the pluck of a robin or a squirrel; I never knew
him scared or anything but cheerful. Misfortunes, humiliations,
only made him chatty. And he’d starve to have something to give
away.

“Well, well, this is the way of war, Daddy. This is what war is.
Damn the Kaiser! Damn all fools…. Give my love to the Mother and
the bruddykins and every one….”

§ 19

It was just a day or so over three weeks after this last letter
from Hugh that Mr. Direck reappeared at Matching’s Easy. He had had
a trip to Holland—a trip that was as much a flight from
Cissie’s reproaches as a mission of inquiry. He had intended to go
on into Belgium, where he had already been doing useful relief work
under Mr. Hoover, but the confusion of his own feelings had checked
him and brought him back.

Mr. Direck’s mind was in a perplexity only too common during the
stresses of that tragic year. He was entangled in a paradox; like a
large majority of Americans at that time his feelings were quite
definitely pro-Ally, and like so many in that majority he had a
very clear conviction that it would be wrong and impossible for the
United States to take part in the war. His sympathies were
intensely with the Dower House and its dependent cottage; he would
have wept with generous emotion to see the Stars and Stripes
interwoven with the three other great banners of red, white and
blue that led the world against German imperialism and militarism,
but for all that his mind would not march to that tune. Against all
these impulses fought something very fundamental in Mr. Direck’s
composition, a preconception of America that had grown almost
insensibly in his mind, the idea of America as a polity aloof from
the Old World system, as a fresh start for humanity, as something
altogether too fine and precious to be dragged into even the
noblest of European conflicts. America was to be the beginning of
the fusion of mankind, neither German nor British nor French nor in
any way national. She was to be the great experiment in peace and
reasonableness. She had to hold civilisation and social order out
of this fray, to be a refuge for all those finer things that die
under stress and turmoil; it was her task to maintain the standards
of life and the claims of humanitarianism in the conquered province and the prisoners’ compound, she
had to be the healer and arbitrator, the remonstrance and not the
smiting hand. Surely there were enough smiting hands.

But this idea of an America judicial, remonstrating, and aloof,
led him to a conclusion that scandalised him. If America will not,
and should not use force in the ends of justice, he argued, then
America has no right to make and export munitions of war. She must
not trade in what she disavows. He had a quite exaggerated idea of
the amount of munitions that America was sending to the Allies, he
was inclined to believe that they were entirely dependent upon
their transatlantic supplies, and so he found himself persuaded
that the victory of the Allies and the honour of America were
incompatible things. And—in spite of his ethical
aloofness—he loved the Allies. He wanted them to win, and he
wanted America to abandon a course that he believed was vitally
necessary to their victory. It was an intellectual dilemma. He hid
this self-contradiction from Matching’s Easy with much the same
feelings that a curate might hide a poisoned dagger at a
tea-party….

It was entirely against his habits of mind to hide
anything—more particularly an entanglement with a difficult
proposition—but he perceived quite clearly that neither
Cecily nor Mr. Britling were really to be trusted to listen calmly
to what, under happier circumstances, might be a profoundly
interesting moral complication. Yet it was not in his nature to
conceal; it was in his nature to state.

And Cecily made things much more difficult. She was pitiless
with him. She kept him aloof. “How can I let you make love to me,”
she said, “when our English men are all going to the war, when
Teddy is a prisoner and Hugh is in the trenches. If I were a
man—!”

She couldn’t be induced to see any case for America. England was
fighting for freedom, and America ought to
be beside her. “All the world ought to unite against this German
wickedness,” she said.

“I’m doing all I can to help in Belgium,” he protested. “Aren’t
I working? We’ve fed four million people.”

He had backbone, and he would not let her, he was resolved,
bully him into a falsehood about his country. America was aloof.
She was right to be aloof…. At the same time, Cecily’s reproaches
were unendurable. And he could feel he was drifting apart from
her….

He couldn’t make America go to war.

In the quiet of his London hotel he thought it all out. He sat
at a writing-table making notes of a perfectly lucid statement of
the reasonable, balanced liberal American opinion. An instinct of
caution determined him to test it first on Mr. Britling.

But Mr. Britling realised his worst expectations. He was beyond
listening.

“I’ve not heard from my boy for more than three weeks,” said Mr.
Britling in the place of any salutation. “This morning makes
three-and-twenty days without a letter.”

It seemed to Mr. Direck that Mr. Britling had suddenly grown ten
years older. His face was more deeply lined; the colour and texture
of his complexion had gone grey. He moved restlessly and badly; his
nerves were manifestly unstrung.

“It’s intolerable that one should be subjected to this ghastly
suspense. The boy isn’t three hundred miles away.”

Mr. Direck made obvious inquiries.

“Always before he’s written—generally once a
fortnight.”

They talked of Hugh for a time, but Mr. Britling was fitful and
irritable and quite prepared to hold Mr. Direck accountable for the
laxity of the War Office, the treachery of Bulgaria, the ambiguity
of Roumania or any other barb that chanced to be sticking into his
sensibilities. They lunched precariously.
Then they went into the study to smoke.

There Mr. Direck was unfortunate enough to notice a copy of that
innocent American publication The New Republic, lying close
to two or three numbers of The Fatherland, a pro-German
periodical which at that time inflicted itself upon English writers
with the utmost determination. Mr. Direck remarked that The New
Republic
was an interesting effort on the part of “la
Jeunesse Américaine
.” Mr. Britling regarded the
interesting effort with a jaded, unloving eye.

“You Americans,” he said, “are the most extraordinary people in
the world.”

“Our conditions are exceptional,” said Mr. Direck.

“You think they are,” said Mr. Britling, and paused, and then
began to deliver his soul about America in a discourse of
accumulating bitterness. At first he reasoned and explained, but as
he went on he lost self-control; he became dogmatic, he became
denunciatory, he became abusive. He identified Mr. Direck more and
more with his subject; he thrust the uncivil “You” more and more
directly at him. He let his cigar go out, and flung it impatiently
into the fire. As though America was responsible for its going
out….

Like many Britons Mr. Britling had that touch of patriotic
feeling towards America which takes the form of impatient
criticism. No one in Britain ever calls an American a foreigner. To
see faults in Germany or Spain is to tap boundless fountains of
charity; but the faults of America rankle in an English mind almost
as much as the faults of England. Mr. Britling could explain away
the faults of England readily enough; our Hanoverian monarchy, our
Established Church and its deadening effect on education, our
imperial obligations and the strain they made upon our supplies of
administrative talent were all very serviceable for that purpose.
But there in America was the old race, without Crown or Church or international embarrassment, and it
was still falling short of splendid. His speech to Mr. Direck had
the rancour of a family quarrel. Let me only give a few sentences
that were to stick in Mr. Direck’s memory.

“You think you are out of it for good and all. So did we think.
We were as smug as you are when France went down in ’71…. Yours
is only one further degree of insularity. You think this vacuous
aloofness of yours is some sort of moral superiority. So did we, so
did we….

“It won’t last you ten years if we go down….

“Do you think that our disaster will leave the Atlantic for you?
Do you fancy there is any Freedom of the Seas possible beyond such
freedom as we maintain, except the freedom to attack you? For forty
years the British fleet has guarded all America from European
attack. Your Monroe doctrine skulks behind it now….

“I’m sick of this high thin talk of yours about the war…. You
are a nation of ungenerous onlookers—watching us throttle or
be throttled. You gamble on our winning. And we shall win; we shall
win. And you will profit. And when we have won a victory only one
shade less terrible than defeat, then you think you will come in
and tinker with our peace. Bleed us a little more to please your
hyphenated patriots….”

He came to his last shaft. “You talk of your New Ideals of
Peace. You say that you are too proud to fight. But your business
men in New York give the show away. There’s a little printed card
now in half the offices in New York that tells of the real
pacificism of America. They’re busy, you know. Trade’s real good.
And so as not to interrupt it they stick up this card: ‘Nix on the
war!’ Think of it!—’Nix on the war!’ Here is the whole fate
of mankind at stake, and America’s contribution is a little
grumbling when the Germans sank the Lusitania, and no end of
grumbling when we hold up a ship or two and some fool of a harbour-master makes an overcharge.
Otherwise—’Nix on the war!’…

“Well, let it be Nix on the war! Don’t come here and talk to me!
You who were searching registers a year ago to find your Essex kin.
Let it be Nix! Explanations! What do I want with explanations?
And”—he mocked his guest’s accent and his guest’s mode of
thought—”dif’cult prap’sitions.”

He got up and stood irresolute. He knew he was being
preposterously unfair to America, and outrageously uncivil to a
trusting guest; he knew he had no business now to end the talk in
this violent fashion. But it was an enormous relief. And to mend
matters—No! He was glad he’d said these things….

He swung a shoulder to Mr. Direck, and walked out of the
room….

Mr. Direck heard him cross the hall and slam the door of the
little parlour….

Mr. Direck had been stirred deeply by the tragic indignation of
this explosion, and the ring of torment in Mr. Britling’s voice. He
had stood up also, but he did not follow his host.

“It’s his boy,” said Mr. Direck at last, confidentially to the
writing-desk. “How can one argue with him? It’s just hell for
him….”

§ 20

Mr. Direck took his leave of Mrs. Britling, and went very slowly
towards the little cottage. But he did not go to the cottage. He
felt he would only find another soul in torment there.

“What’s the good of hanging round talking?” said Mr. Direck.

He stopped at the stile in the lane, and sat thinking deeply.
“Only one thing will convince her,” he said.

He held out his fingers. “First this,” he whispered, “and then
that. Yes.”

He went on as far as the bend from which one sees the cottage,
and stood for a little time regarding it.

He returned still more sorrowfully to the junction, and with
every step he took it seemed to him that he would rather see Cecily
angry and insulting than not see her at all.

At the post office he stopped and wrote a letter-card.

“Dear Cissie,” he wrote. “I came down to-day to see
you—and thought better of it. I’m going right off to find out
about Teddy. Somehow I’ll get that settled. I’ll fly around and do
that somehow if I have to go up to the German front to do it. And
when I’ve got that settled I’ve got something else in my
mind—well, it will wipe out all this little trouble that’s
got so big between us about neutrality. And I love you dearly,
Cissie.”

That was all the card would hold.

§ 21

And then as if it were something that every one in the Dower
House had been waiting for, came the message that Hugh had been
killed.

The telegram was brought up by a girl in a pinafore instead of
the boy of the old dispensation, for boys now were doing the work
of youths and youths the work of the men who had gone to the
war.

Mr. Britling was standing at the front door; he had been
surveying the late October foliage, touched by the warm light of
the afternoon, when the messenger appeared. He opened the telegram,
hoping as he had hoped when he opened any telegram since Hugh had
gone to the front that it would not contain the exact words he
read; that it would say wounded, that at the worst it would say
“missing,” that perhaps it might even tell of some pleasant
surprise, a brief return to home such as the last letter had
foreshadowed. He read the final, unqualified statement, the terse
regrets. He stood quite still for a moment or so, staring at the
words….

It was a mile and a quarter from the post office to the Dower
House, and it was always his custom to give telegraph messengers
who came to his house twopence, and he wanted very much to get rid
of the telegraph girl, who stood expectantly before him holding her
red bicycle. He felt now very sick and strained; he had a
conviction that if he did not by an effort maintain his bearing
cool and dry he would howl aloud. He felt in his pocket for money;
there were some coppers and a shilling. He pulled it all out
together and stared at it.

He had an absurd conviction that this ought to be a sixpenny
telegram. The thing worried him. He wanted to give the brat
sixpence, and he had only threepence and a shilling, and he didn’t
know what to do and his brain couldn’t think. It would be a
shocking thing to give her a shilling, and he couldn’t somehow give
just coppers for so important a thing as Hugh’s death. Then all
this problem vanished and he handed the child the shilling. She
stared at him, inquiring, incredulous. “Is there a reply, Sir,
please?”

“No,” he said, “that’s for you. All of it…. This is a peculiar
sort of telegram…. It’s news of importance….”

As he said this he met her eyes, and had a sudden persuasion
that she knew exactly what it was the telegram had told him, and
that she was shocked at this gala-like treatment of such terrible
news. He hesitated, feeling that he had to say something else, that
he was socially inadequate, and then he decided that at any cost he
must get his face away from her staring eyes. She made no movement
to turn away. She seemed to be taking him in, recording him, for
repetition, greedily, with every fibre of her being.

He stepped past her into the garden, and instantly forgot about
her existence….

§ 22

He had been thinking of this possibility for the last few weeks
almost continuously, and yet now that it had come to him he felt
that he had never thought about it before, that he must go off
alone by himself to envisage this monstrous and terrible fact,
without distraction or interruption.

He saw his wife coming down the alley between the roses.

He was wrenched by emotions as odd and unaccountable as the
emotions of adolescence. He had exactly the same feeling now that
he had had when in his boyhood some unpleasant admission had to be
made to his parents. He felt he could not go through a scene with
her yet, that he could not endure the task of telling her, of being
observed. He turned abruptly to his left. He walked away as if he
had not seen her, across his lawn towards the little summer-house
upon a knoll that commanded the high road. She called to him, but
he did not answer….

He would not look towards her, but for a time all his senses
were alert to hear whether she followed him. Safe in the
summer-house he could glance back.

It was all right. She was going into the house.

He drew the telegram from his pocket again furtively, almost
guiltily, and re-read it. He turned it over and read it
again….

Killed.

Then his own voice, hoarse and strange to his ears, spoke his
thought.

“My God! how unutterably silly…. Why did I let him go? Why did
I let him go?”

§ 23

Mrs. Britling did not learn of the blow that had struck them
until after dinner that night. She was so accustomed to ignore his
incomprehensible moods that she did not
perceive that there was anything tragic about him until they sat at
table together. He seemed heavy and sulky and disposed to avoid
her, but that sort of moodiness was nothing very strange to her.
She knew that things that seemed to her utterly trivial, the
reading of political speeches in The Times, little comments
on life made in the most casual way, mere movements, could so avert
him. She had cultivated a certain disregard of such fitful
darknesses. But at the dinner-table she looked up, and was stabbed
to the heart to see a haggard white face and eyes of deep despair
regarding her ambiguously.

“Hugh!” she said, and then with a chill intimation, “What is
it?

They looked at each other. His face softened and winced.

“My Hugh,” he whispered, and neither spoke for some seconds.

Killed,” he said, and suddenly stood up whimpering, and
fumbled with his pocket.

It seemed he would never find what he sought. It came at last, a
crumpled telegram. He threw it down before her, and then thrust his
chair back clumsily and went hastily out of the room. She heard him
sob. She had not dared to look at his face again.

“Oh!” she cried, realising that an impossible task had been
thrust upon her.

“But what can I say to him?” she said, with the telegram
in her hand.

The parlourmaid came into the room.

“Clear the dinner away!” said Mrs. Britling, standing at her
place. “Master Hugh is killed….” And then wailing: “Oh! what can
I say? What can I say?”

§ 24

That night Mrs. Britling made the supreme effort of her life to
burst the prison of self-consciousness and inhibition in which she
was confined. Never before in all her life
had she so desired to be spontaneous and unrestrained; never before
had she so felt herself hampered by her timidity, her
self-criticism, her deeply ingrained habit of never letting herself
go. She was rent by reflected distress. It seemed to her that she
would be ready to give her life and the whole world to be able to
comfort her husband now. And she could conceive no gesture of
comfort. She went out of the dining-room into the hall and
listened. She went very softly upstairs until she came to the door
of her husband’s room. There she stood still. She could hear no
sound from within. She put out her hand and turned the handle of
the door a little way, and then she was startled by the loudness of
the sound it made and at her own boldness. She withdrew her hand,
and then with a gesture of despair, with a face of white agony, she
flitted along the corridor to her own room.

Her mind was beaten to the ground by this catastrophe, of which
to this moment she had never allowed herself to think. She had
never allowed herself to think of it. The figure of her husband,
like some pitiful beast, wounded and bleeding, filled her mind. She
gave scarcely a thought to Hugh. “Oh, what can I do for
him?” she asked herself, sitting down before her unlit bedroom
fire…. “What can I say or do?”

She brooded until she shivered, and then she lit her
fire….

It was late that night and after an eternity of resolutions and
doubts and indecisions that Mrs. Britling went to her husband. He
was sitting close up to the fire with his chin upon his hands,
waiting for her; he felt that she would come to him, and he was
thinking meanwhile of Hugh with a slow unprogressive movement of
the mind. He showed by a movement that he heard her enter the room,
but he did not turn to look at her. He shrank a little from her
approach.

She came and stood beside him. She ventured to touch him very softly, and to stroke his head. “My dear,”
she said. “My poor dear!

“It is so dreadful for you,” she said, “it is so dreadful for
you. I know how you loved him….”

He spread his hands over his face and became very still.

“My poor dear!” she said, still stroking his hair, “my poor
dear!”

And then she went on saying “poor dear,” saying it presently
because there was nothing more had come into her mind. She desired
supremely to be his comfort, and in a little while she was acting
comfort so poorly that she perceived her own failure. And that
increased her failure, and that increased her paralysing sense of
failure….

And suddenly her stroking hand ceased. Suddenly the real woman
cried out from her.

“I can’t reach you!” she cried aloud. “I can’t reach you.
I would do anything…. You! You with your heart half
broken….”

She turned towards the door. She moved clumsily, she was blinded
by her tears.

Mr. Britling uncovered his face. He stood up astonished, and
then pity and pitiful understanding came storming across his grief.
He made a step and took her in his arms. “My dear,” he said, “don’t
go from me….”

She turned to him weeping, and put her arms about his neck, and
he too was weeping.

“My poor wife!” he said, “my dear wife. If it were not for
you—I think I could kill myself to-night. Don’t cry, my dear.
Don’t, don’t cry. You do not know how you comfort me. You do not
know how you help me.”

He drew her to him; he put her cheek against his own….

His heart was so sore and wounded that he could not endure that
another human being should go wretched. He sat down in his chair
and drew her upon his knees, and said
everything he could think of to console her and reassure her and
make her feel that she was of value to him. He spoke of every
pleasant aspect of their lives, of every aspect, except that he
never named that dear pale youth who waited now…. He could wait a
little longer….

At last she went from him.

“Good night,” said Mr. Britling, and took her to the door. “It
was very dear of you to come and comfort me,” he said….

§ 25

He closed the door softly behind her.

The door had hardly shut upon her before he forgot her.
Instantly he was alone again, utterly alone. He was alone in an
empty world….

Loneliness struck him like a blow. He had dependents, he had
cares. He had never a soul to whom he might weep….

For a time he stood beside his open window. He looked at the
bed—but no sleep he knew would come that night—until
the sleep of exhaustion came. He looked at the bureau at which he
had so often written. But the writing there was a shrivelled
thing….

This room was unendurable. He must go out. He turned to the
window, and outside was a troublesome noise of night-jars and a
distant roaring of stags, black trees, blacknesses, the sky clear
and remote with a great company of stars…. The stars seemed
attentive. They stirred and yet were still. It was as if they were
the eyes of watchers. He would go out to them….

Very softly he went towards the passage door, and still more
softly felt his way across the landing and down the staircase. Once
or twice he paused to listen.

He let himself out with elaborate precautions….

Across the dark he went, and suddenly his boy was all about him,
playing, climbing the cedars, twisting
miraculously about the lawn on a bicycle, discoursing gravely upon
his future, lying on the grass, breathing very hard and drawing
preposterous caricatures. Once again they walked side by side up
and down—it was athwart this very spot—talking gravely
but rather shyly….

And here they had stood a little awkwardly, before the boy went
in to say good-bye to his stepmother and go off with his father to
the station….

“I will work to-morrow again,” whispered Mr. Britling, “but
to-night—to-night…. To-night is yours…. Can you hear me,
can you hear? Your father … who had counted on you….”

§ 26

He went into the far corner of the hockey paddock, and there he
moved about for a while and then stood for a long time holding the
fence with both hands and staring blankly into the darkness. At
last he turned away, and went stumbling and blundering towards the
rose garden. A spray of creeper tore his face and distressed him.
He thrust it aside fretfully, and it scratched his hand. He made
his way to the seat in the arbour, and sat down and whispered a
little to himself, and then became very still with his arm upon the
back of the seat and his head upon his arm.


BOOK III

THE TESTAMENT OF MATCHING’S EASY


CHAPTER THE FIRST

MRS. TEDDY GOES FOR A WALK

§ 1

All over England now, where the livery of mourning had been a
rare thing to see, women and children went about in the October
sunshine in new black clothes. Everywhere one met these fresh
griefs, mothers who had lost their sons, women who had lost their
men, lives shattered and hopes destroyed. The dyers had a great
time turning coloured garments to black. And there was also a
growing multitude of crippled and disabled men. It was so in
England, much more was it so in France and Russia, in all the
countries of the Allies, and in Germany and Austria; away into Asia
Minor and Egypt, in India and Japan and Italy there was mourning,
the world was filled with loss and mourning and impoverishment and
distress.

And still the mysterious powers that required these things of
mankind were unappeased, and each day added its quota of
heart-stabbing messages and called for new mourning, and sent home
fresh consignments of broken and tormented men.

Some clung to hopes that became at last almost more terrible
than black certainties….

Mrs. Teddy went about the village in a coloured dress bearing
herself confidently. Teddy had been listed now as “missing, since
reported killed,” and she had had two letters from his comrades.
They said Teddy had been left behind in the ruins of a farm with
one or two other wounded, and that when the Canadians retook the
place these wounded had all been found butchered. None had been found alive. Afterwards the Canadians had had
to fall back. Mr. Direck had been at great pains to hunt up wounded
men from Teddy’s company, and also any likely Canadians both at the
base hospital in France and in London, and to get what he could
from them. He had made it a service to Cissie. Only one of his
witnesses was quite clear about Teddy, but he, alas! was dreadfully
clear. There had been only one lieutenant among the men left
behind, he said, and obviously that must have been Teddy. “He had
been prodded in half-a-dozen places. His head was nearly severed
from his body.”

Direck came down and told the story to Cissie. “Shall I tell it
to her?” he asked.

Cissie thought. “Not yet,” she said….

Letty’s face changed in those pitiful weeks when she was denying
death. She lost her pretty colour, she became white; her mouth grew
hard and her eyes had a hard brightness. She never wept, she never
gave a sign of sorrow, and she insisted upon talking about Teddy,
in a dry offhand voice. Constantly she referred to his final
return. “Teddy,” she said, “will be surprised at this,” or “Teddy
will feel sold when he sees how I have altered that.”

“Presently we shall see his name in a list of prisoners,” she
said. “He is a wounded prisoner in Germany.”

She adopted that story. She had no justification for it, but she
would hear no doubts upon it. She presently began to prepare
parcels to send him. “They want almost everything,” she told
people. “They are treated abominably. He has not been able to write
to me yet, but I do not think I ought to wait until he asks
me.”

Cissie was afraid to interfere with this.

After a time Letty grew impatient at the delay in getting any
address and took her first parcel to the post office.

“Unless you know what prison he is at,” said the
postmistress.

“Pity!” said Letty. “I don’t know that. Must it wait for that? I thought the Germans were so
systematic that it didn’t matter.”

The postmistress made tedious explanations that Letty did not
seem to hear. She stared straight in front of her at nothing. Then
in a pause in the conversation she picked up her parcel.

“It’s tiresome for him to have to wait,” she said. “But it can’t
be long before I know.”

She took the parcel back to the cottage.

“After all,” she said, “it gives us time to get the better sort
of throat lozenges for him—the sort the syndicate shop
doesn’t keep.”

She put the parcel conspicuously upon the dresser in the kitchen
where it was most in the way, and set herself to make a jersey for
Teddy against the coming of the cold weather.

But one night the white mask fell for a moment from her
face.

Cissie and she had been sitting in silence before the fire. She
had been knitting—she knitted very badly—and Cissie had
been pretending to read, and had been watching her furtively.
Cissie eyed the slow, toilsome growth of the slack woolwork for a
time, and the touch of angry effort in every stroke of the knitting
needles. Then she was stirred to remonstrance.

“Poor Letty!” she said very softly. “Suppose after all, he is
dead?”

Letty met her with a pitiless stare.

“He is a prisoner,” she said. “Isn’t that enough? Why do you jab
at me by saying that? A wounded prisoner. Isn’t that enough
despicable trickery for God even to play on Teddy—our Teddy?
To the very last moment he shall not be dead. Until the war is
over. Until six months after the war….

“I will tell you why, Cissie….”

She leant across the table and pointed her remarks with her
knitting needles, speaking in a tone of reasonable remonstrance. “You see,” she said, “if people like
Teddy are to be killed, then all our ideas that life is meant for,
honesty and sweetness and happiness, are wrong, and this world is
just a place of devils; just a dirty cruel hell. Getting born would
be getting damned. And so one must not give way to that idea,
however much it may seem likely that he is dead….

“You see, if he is dead, then Cruelty is the Law, and
some one must pay me for his death…. Some one must pay me…. I
shall wait for six months after the war, dear, and then I shall go
off to Germany and learn my way about there. And I will murder some
German. Not just a common German, but a German who belongs to the
guilty kind. A sacrifice. It ought, for instance, to be
comparatively easy to kill some of the children of the Crown Prince
or some of the Bavarian princes. I shall prefer German children. I
shall sacrifice them to Teddy. It ought not to be difficult to find
people who can be made directly responsible, the people who
invented the poison gas, for instance, and kill them, or to kill
people who are dear to them. Or necessary to them…. Women can do
that so much more easily than men….

“That perhaps is the only way in which wars of this kind will
ever be brought to an end. By women insisting on killing the kind
of people who make them. Rooting them out. By a campaign of pursuit
and assassination that will go on for years and years after the war
itself is over…. Murder is such a little gentle punishment for
the crime of war…. It would be hardly more than a reproach for
what has happened. Falling like snow. Death after death. Flake by
flake. This prince. That statesman. The count who writes so
fiercely for war…. That is what I am going to do. If Teddy is
really dead…. We women were ready enough a year or so ago to
starve and die for the Vote, and that was quite a little thing in
comparison with this business…. Don’t you see what I mean? It’s
so plain and sensible, Cissie. Whenever a
man sits and thinks whether he will make a war or not, then he will
think too of women, women with daggers, bombs; of a vengeance that
will never tire nor rest; of consecrated patient women ready to
start out upon a pilgrimage that will only end with his death…. I
wouldn’t hurt these war makers. No. In spite of the poison gas. In
spite of trench feet and the men who have been made blind and the
wounded who have lain for days, dying slowly in the wet. Women
ought not to hurt. But I would kill. Like killing dangerous vermin.
It would go on year by year. Balkan kings, German princes,
chancellors, they would have schemed for so much—and come to
just a rattle in the throat…. And if presently other kings and
emperors began to prance about and review armies, they too would
go….

“Until all the world understood that women would not stand war
any more forever….

“Of course I shall do something of the sort. What else is there
to do now for me?”

Letty’s eyes were bright and intense, but her voice was soft and
subdued. She went on after a pause in the same casual voice. “You
see now, Cissie, why I cling to the idea that Teddy is alive. If
Teddy is alive, then even if he is wounded, he will get some
happiness out of it—and all this won’t be—just rot. If
he is dead then everything is so desperately silly and cruel from
top to bottom—”

She smiled wanly to finish her sentence.

“But, Letty!” said Cissie, “there is the boy!”

“I shall leave the boy to you. Compared with Teddy I don’t care
that for the boy. I never did. What is the good of
pretending? Some women are made like that.”

She surveyed her knitting. “Poor stitches,” she said….

“I’m hard stuff, Cissie. I take after mother more than father.
Teddy is my darling. All the tenderness of my life is Teddy. If it
goes, it goes…. I won’t crawl about the
world like all these other snivelling widows. If they’ve killed my
man I shall kill. Blood for blood and loss for loss. I shall get
just as close to the particular Germans who made this war as I can,
and I shall kill them and theirs….

“The Women’s Association for the Extirpation of the whole breed
of War Lords,” she threw out. “If I do happen to
hurt—does it matter?”

She looked at her sister’s shocked face and smiled again.

“You think I go about staring at nothing,” she remarked…. “Not
a bit of it! I have been planning all sorts of things…. I have
been thinking how I could get to Germany…. Or one might catch
them in Switzerland…. I’ve had all sorts of plans. They can’t go
guarded for ever….

“Oh, it makes me despise humanity to see how many soldiers and
how few assassins there are in the world…. After the things we
have seen. If people did their duty by the dagger there wouldn’t be
such a thing as a War Lord in the world. Not one…. The Kaiser and
his sons and his sons’ sons would know nothing but fear now for all
their lives. Fear would only cease to pursue as the coffin went
down into the grave. Fear by sea, fear by land, for the vessel he
sailed in, the train he travelled in, fear when he slept for the
death in his dreams, fear when he waked for the death in every
shadow; fear in every crowd, fear whenever he was alone. Fear would
stalk him through the trees, hide in the corner of the staircase;
make all his food taste perplexingly, so that he would want to spit
it out….”

She sat very still brooding on that idea for a time, and then
stood up.

“What nonsense one talks!” she cried, and yawned. “I wonder why
poor Teddy doesn’t send me a post card or something to tell me his
address. I tell you what I am afraid of sometimes about him,
Cissie.”

“Yes?” said Cissie.

“Loss of memory. Suppose a beastly lump of shell or something
whacked him on the head…. I had a dream of him looking strange
about the eyes and not knowing me. That, you know, really
may have happened…. It would be beastly, of
course….”

Cissie’s eyes were critical, but she had nothing ready to
say.

There were some moments of silence.

“Oh! bed,” said Letty. “Though I shall just lie scheming.”

§ 2

Cissie lay awake that night thinking about her sister as if she
had never thought about her before.

She began to weigh the concentrated impressions of a thousand
memories. She and her sister were near in age; they knew each other
with an extreme intimacy, and yet it seemed to Cissie that night as
though she did not know Letty at all. A year ago she would have
been certain she knew everything about her. But the old familiar
Letty, with the bright complexion, and the wicked eye, with her
rebellious schoolgirl insistence upon the beautifulness of “Boof’l
young men,” and her frank and glowing passion for Teddy, with her
delight in humorous mystifications and open-air exercise and all
the sunshine and laughter of life, this sister Letty, who had been
so satisfactory and complete and final, had been thrust aside like
a mask. Cissie no longer knew her sister’s eyes. Letty’s hand had
become thin and unfamiliar and a little wrinkled; she was
sharp-featured and thin-lipped; her acts, which had once been
predictable, were incomprehensible, and Cissie was thrown back upon
speculations. In their schooldays Letty had had a streak of intense
sensibility; she had been easily moved to tears. But never once had
she wept or given any sign of weeping since Teddy’s name had
appeared in the casualty list…. What was the strength of this
tragic tension? How far would it carry her?
Was Letty really capable of becoming a Charlotte Corday? Of
carrying out a scheme of far-seeing vengeance, of making her way
through long months and years nearer and nearer to revenge?

Were such revenges possible?

Would people presently begin to murder the makers of the Great
War? What a strange thing it would be in history if so there came a
punishment and end to the folly of kings!

Only a little while ago Cissie’s imagination might have been
captured by so romantic a dream. She was still but a year or so out
of the stage of melodrama. But she was out of it. She was growing
up now to a subtler wisdom. People, she was beginning to realise,
do not do these simple things. They make vows of devotion and they
are not real vows of devotion; they love—quite
honestly—and qualify. There are no great revenges but only
little mean ones; no life-long vindications except the unrelenting
vengeance of the law. There is no real concentration of people’s
lives anywhere such as romance demands. There is change, there is
forgetfulness. Everywhere there is dispersal. Even to the tragic
story of Teddy would come the modifications of time. Even to the
wickedness of the German princes would presently be added some
conflicting aspects. Could Letty keep things for years in her mind,
hard and terrible, as they were now? Surely they would soften;
other things would overlay them….

There came a rush of memories of Letty in a dozen schoolgirl
adventures, times when she had ventured, and times when she had
failed; Letty frightened, Letty vexed, Letty launching out to great
enterprises, going high and hard and well for a time, and then
failing. She had seen Letty snivelling and dirty; Letty shamed and
humiliated. She knew her Letty to the soul. Poor Letty! Poor dear
Letty! With a sudden clearness of vision Cissie realised what was
happening in her sister’s mind. All this tense scheming of revenges was the imaginative play with
which Letty warded off the black alternative to her hope; it was
not strength, it was weakness. It was a form of giving way. She
could not face starkly the simple fact of Teddy’s death. That was
too much for her. So she was building up this dream of a mission of
judgment against the day when she could resist the facts no longer.
She was already persuaded, only she would not be persuaded until
her dream was ready. If this state of suspense went on she might
establish her dream so firmly that it would at last take complete
possession of her mind. And by that time also she would have
squared her existence at Matching’s Easy with the elaboration of
her reverie.

She would go about the place then, fancying herself preparing
for this tremendous task she would never really do; she would study
German maps; she would read the papers about German statesmen and
rulers; perhaps she would even make weak attempts to obtain a
situation in Switzerland or in Germany. Perhaps she would buy a
knife or a revolver. Perhaps presently she would begin to hover
about Windsor or Sandringham when peace was made, and the German
cousins came visiting again….

Into Cissie’s mind came the image of the thing that might be;
Letty, shabby, draggled, with her sharp bright prettiness become
haggard, an assassin dreamer, still dependent on Mr. Britling,
doing his work rather badly, in a distraught unpunctual
fashion.

She must be told, she must be convinced soon, or assuredly she
would become an eccentric, a strange character, a Matching’s Easy
Miss Flite….

§ 3

Cissie could think more clearly of Letty’s mind than of her
own.

She herself was in a tangle. She had grown to be very fond of Mr. Direck, and to have a profound trust
and confidence in him, and her fondness seemed able to find no
expression at all except a constant girding at his and America’s
avoidance of war. She had fallen in love with him when he was
wearing fancy dress; she was a young woman with a stronger taste
for body and colour than she supposed; what indeed she resented
about him, though she did not know it, was that he seemed never
disposed to carry the spirit of fancy dress into everyday life. To
begin with he had touched both her imagination and senses, and she
wanted him to go on doing that. Instead of which he seemed lapsing
more and more into reiterated assurances of devotion and the flat
competent discharge of humanitarian duties. Always nowadays he was
trying to persuade her that what he was doing was the right and
honourable thing for him to do; what he did not realise, what
indeed she did not realise, was the exasperation his rightness and
reasonableness produced in her. When he saw he exasperated her he
sought very earnestly to be righter and reasonabler and more
plainly and demonstrably right and reasonable than ever.

Withal, as she felt and perceived, he was such a good thing,
such a very good thing; so kind, so trustworthy, with a sort of
slow strength, with a careful honesty, a big good childishness, a
passion for fairness. And so helpless in her hands. She could lash
him and distress him. Yet she could not shake his slowly formed
convictions.

When Cissie had dreamt of the lover that fate had in store for
her in her old romantic days, he was to be perfect always,
he and she were always to be absolutely in the right (and, if the
story needed it, the world in the wrong). She had never expected to
find herself tied by her affections to a man with whom she
disagreed, and who went contrary to her standards, very much as if
she was lashed on the back of a very nice elephant that would wince
to but not obey the goad….

So she nagged him and taunted him, and would hear no word of his
case. And he wanted dreadfully to discuss his case. He felt that
the point of conscience about the munitions was particularly fine
and difficult. He wished she would listen and enter into it more.
But she thought with that more rapid English flash which is not so
much thinking as feeling. He loved that flash in her in spite of
his persuasion of its injustice.

Her thought that he ought to go to the war made him feel like a
renegade; but her claim that he was somehow still English held him
in spite of his reason. In the midst of such perplexities he was
glad to find one neutral task wherein he could find himself
whole-heartedly with and for Cissie.

He hunted up the evidence of Teddy’s fate with a devoted
pertinacity.

And in the meanwhile the other riddle resolved itself. He had
had a certain idea in his mind for some time. He discovered one day
that it was an inspiration. He could keep his conscientious
objection about America, and still take a line that would satisfy
Cissie. He took it.

When he came down to Matching’s Easy at her summons to bear his
convincing witness of Teddy’s fate, he came in an unwonted costume.
It was a costume so wonderful in his imagination that it seemed to
cry aloud, to sound like a trumpet as he went through London to
Liverpool Street station; it was a costume like an international
event; it was a costume that he felt would blare right away to
Berlin. And yet it was a costume so commonplace, so much the usual
wear now, that Cissie, meeting him at the station and full of the
thought of Letty’s trouble, did not remark it, felt indeed rather
than observed that he was looking more strong and handsome than he
had ever done since he struck upon her imagination in the fantastic
wrap that Teddy had found for him in the merry days when there was
no death in the world. And Letty too,
resistant, incalculable, found no wonder in the wonderful suit.

He bore his testimony. It was the queer halting telling of a
patched-together tale….

“I suppose,” said Letty, “if I tell you now that I don’t believe
that that officer was Teddy you will think I am cracked…. But I
don’t.”

She sat staring straight before her for a time after saying
this. Then suddenly she got up and began taking down her hat and
coat from the peg behind the kitchen door. The hanging strap of the
coat was twisted and she struggled with it petulantly until she
tore it.

“Where are you going?” cried Cissie.

Letty’s voice over her shoulder was the harsh voice of a
scolding woman.

“I’m going out—anywhere.” She turned, coat in hand. “Can’t
I go out if I like?” she asked. “It’s a beautiful day…. Mustn’t I
go out?… I suppose you think I ought to take in what you have
told me in a moment. Just smile and say ‘Indeed!‘ …
Abandoned!—while his men retreated! How jolly! And then not
think of it any more…. Besides, I must go out. You two want to be
left together. You want to canoodle. Do it while you can!”

Then she put on coat and hat, jamming her hat down on her head,
and said something that Cissie did not immediately understand.

He’ll have his turn in the trenches soon enough. Now
that he’s made up his mind…. He might have done it
sooner….”

She turned her back as though she had forgotten them. She stood
for a moment as though her feet were wooden, not putting her feet
as she usually put her feet. She took slow, wide, unsure steps. She
went out—like something that is mortally injured and still
walks—into the autumnal sunshine. She left the door wide open
behind her.

§ 4

And Cissie, with eyes full of distress for her sister, had still
to grasp the fact that Direck was wearing a Canadian
uniform….

He stood behind her, ashamed that in such a moment this fact and
its neglect by every one could be so vivid in his mind.

§ 5

Cissie’s estimate of her sister’s psychology had been just. The
reverie of revenge had not yet taken a grip upon Letty’s mind
sufficiently strong to meet the challenge of this conclusive
evidence of Teddy’s death. She walked out into a world of sunshine
now almost completely convinced that Teddy was dead, and she knew
quite well that her dream of some dramatic and terrible vindication
had gone from her. She knew that in truth she could do nothing of
that sort….

She walked out with a set face and eyes that seemed unseeing,
and yet it was as if some heavy weight had been lifted from her
shoulders. It was over; there was no more to hope for and there was
nothing more to fear. She would have been shocked to realise that
her mind was relieved.

She wanted to be alone. She wanted to be away from every eye.
She was like some creature that after a long nightmare incubation
is at last born into a clear, bleak day. She had to feel herself;
she had to stretch her mind in this cheerless sunshine, this new
world, where there was to be no more Teddy and no real revenge nor
compensation for Teddy. Teddy was past….

Hitherto she had had an angry sense of being deprived of
Teddy—almost as though he were keeping away from her. Now,
there was no more Teddy to be deprived of….

She went through the straggling village, and across the fields
to the hillside that looks away towards Mertonsome and its steeple.
And where the hill begins to fall away she threw herself down under
the hedge by the path, near by the stile into the lane, and lay
still. She did not so much think as remain blank, waiting for the
beginning of impressions….

It was as it were a blank stare at the world….

She did not know if it was five minutes or half an hour later
that she became aware that some one was looking at her. She turned
with a start, and discovered the Reverend Dimple with one foot on
the stile, and an expression of perplexity and consternation upon
his chubby visage.

Instantly she understood. Already on four different occasions
since Teddy’s disappearance she had seen the good man coming
towards her, always with a manifest decision, always with the same
faltering doubt as now. Often in their happy days had she and Teddy
discussed him and derided him and rejoiced over him. They had
agreed he was as good as Jane Austen’s Mr. Collins. He really was
very like Mr. Collins, except that he was plumper. And now, it was
as if he was transparent to her hard defensive scrutiny. She knew
he was impelled by his tradition, by his sense of fitness, by his
respect for his calling, to offer her his ministrations and
consolations, to say his large flat amiabilities over her and pat
her kindly with his hands. And she knew too that he dreaded her.
She knew that the dear old humbug knew at the bottom of his heart
quite certainly that he was a poor old humbug, and that she was in
his secret. And at the bottom of his heart he found himself too
honest to force his poor platitudes upon any who would not be glad
of them. If she could have been glad of them he would have had no
compunction. He was a man divided against himself; failing to carry
through his rich pretences, dismayed.

He had been taking his afternoon “constitutional.” He had
discovered her beyond the stile just in time to pull up. Then had
come a fatal, a preposterous hesitation. She stared at him now,
with hard, expressionless eyes.

He stared back at her, until his plump pink face was all
consternation. He was extraordinarily distressed. It was as if a
thousand unspoken things had been said between them.

“No wish,” he said, “intrude.”

If he had had the certain balm, how gladly would he have given
it!

He broke the spell by stepping back into the lane. He made a
gesture with his hands, as if he would have wrung them. And then he
had fled down the lane—almost at a run.

“Po’ girl,” he shouted. “Po’ girl,” and left her staring.

Staring—and then she laughed.

This was good. This was the sort of thing one could tell Teddy,
when at last he came back and she could tell him anything. And then
she realised again; there was no more Teddy, there would be no
telling. And suddenly she fell weeping.

“Oh, Teddy, Teddy,” she cried through her streaming tears. “How
could you leave me? How can I bear it?”

Never a tear had she shed since the news first came, and now she
could weep, she could weep her grief out. She abandoned herself
unreservedly to this blessed relief….

§ 6

There comes an end to weeping at last, and Letty lay still, in
the red light of the sinking sun.

She lay so still that presently a little foraging robin came dirting down to the grass not ten yards away
and stopped and looked at her. And then it came a hop or so
nearer.

She had been lying in a state of passive abandonment, her
swollen wet eyes open, regardless of everything. But those quick
movements caught her back to attention. She began to watch the
robin, and to note how it glanced sidelong at her and appeared to
meditate further approaches. She made an almost imperceptible
movement, and straightway the little creature was in a projecting
spray of berried hawthorn overhead.

Her tear-washed mind became vaguely friendly. With an
unconscious comfort it focussed down to the robin. She rolled over,
sat up, and imitated his friendly “cheep.”

§ 7

Presently she became aware of footsteps rustling through the
grass towards her.

She looked over her shoulder and discovered Mr. Britling
approaching by the field path. He looked white and tired and
listless, even his bristling hair and moustache conveyed his
depression; he was dressed in an old tweed knickerbocker suit and
carrying a big atlas and some papers. He had an effect of
hesitation in his approach. It was as if he wanted to talk to her
and doubted her reception for him.

He spoke without any preface. “Direck has told you?” he said,
standing over her.

She answered with a sob.

“I was afraid it was so, and yet I did not believe it,” said Mr.
Britling. “Until now.”

He hesitated as if he would go on, and then he knelt down on the
grass a little way from her and seated himself. There was an
interval of silence.

“At first it hurts like the devil,” he said at last, looking
away at Mertonsome spire and speaking as if he spoke to no one in particular. “And then it hurts. It
goes on hurting…. And one can’t say much to any one….”

He said no more for a time. But the two of them comforted one
another, and knew that they comforted each other. They had a common
feeling of fellowship and ease. They had been stricken by the same
thing; they understood how it was with each other. It was not like
the attempted comfort they got from those who had not loved and
dreaded….

She took up a little broken twig and dug small holes in the
ground with it.

“It’s strange,” she said, “but I’m glad I know for sure.”

“I can understand that,” said Mr. Britling.

“It stops the nightmares…. It isn’t hopes I’ve had so much as
fears…. I wouldn’t admit he was dead or hurt. Because—I
couldn’t think it without thinking it—horrible.
Now—”

“It’s final,” said Mr. Britling.

“It’s definite,” she said after a pause. “It’s like thinking
he’s asleep—for good.”

But that did not satisfy her. There was more than this in her
mind. “It does away with the half and half,” she said. “He’s dead
or he is alive….”

She looked up at Mr. Britling as if she measured his
understanding.

“You don’t still doubt?” he said.

“I’m content now in my mind—in a way. He wasn’t anyhow
there—unless he was dead. But if I saw Teddy coming over the
hedge there to me—It would be just natural…. No, don’t
stare at me. I know really he is dead. And it is a comfort. It is
peace…. All the thoughts of him being crushed dreadfully or being
mutilated or lying and screaming—or things like
that—they’ve gone. He’s out of his spoilt body. He’s my
unbroken Teddy again…. Out of sight somewhere…. Unbroken….
Sleeping.”

She resumed her excavation with the little stick, with the tears
running down her face.

Mr. Britling presently went on with the talk. “For me it came
all at once, without a doubt or a hope. I hoped until the last that
nothing would touch Hugh. And then it was like a black shutter
falling—in an instant….”

He considered. “Hugh, too, seems just round the corner at times.
But at times, it’s a blank place….

“At times,” said Mr. Britling, “I feel nothing but astonishment.
The whole thing becomes incredible. Just as for weeks after the war
began I couldn’t believe that a big modern nation could really go
to war—seriously—with its whole heart…. And they have
killed Teddy and Hugh….

“They have killed millions. Millions—who had fathers and
mothers and wives and sweethearts….”

§ 8

“Somehow I can’t talk about this to Edith. It is ridiculous, I
know. But in some way I can’t…. It isn’t fair to her. If I could,
I would…. Quite soon after we were married I ceased to talk to
her. I mean talking really and simply—as I do to you. And
it’s never come back. I don’t know why…. And particularly I can’t
talk to her of Hugh…. Little things, little shadows of criticism,
but enough to make it impossible…. And I go about thinking about
Hugh, and what has happened to him sometimes… as though I was
stifling.”

Letty compared her case.

“I don’t want to talk about Teddy—not a word.”

“That’s queer…. But perhaps—a son is different. Now I
come to think of it—I’ve never talked of Mary…. Not to any
one ever. I’ve never thought of that before. But I haven’t. I
couldn’t. No. Losing a lover, that’s a thing for oneself. I’ve been
through that, you see. But a son’s more
outside you. Altogether. And more your own making. It’s not losing
a thing in you; it’s losing a hope and a pride…. Once when
I was a little boy I did a drawing very carefully. It took me a
long time…. And a big boy tore it up. For no particular reason.
Just out of cruelty…. That—that was exactly like losing
Hugh….”

Letty reflected.

“No,” she confessed, “I’m more selfish than that.”

“It isn’t selfish,” said Mr. Britling. “But it’s a different
thing. It’s less intimate, and more personally important.”

“I have just thought, ‘He’s gone. He’s gone.’ Sometimes, do you
know, I have felt quite angry with him. Why need he have
gone—so soon?”

Mr. Britling nodded understandingly.

“I’m not angry. I’m not depressed. I’m just bitterly hurt by the
ending of something I had hoped to watch—always—all my
life,” he said. “I don’t know how it is between most fathers and
sons, but I admired Hugh. I found exquisite things in him. I doubt
if other people saw them. He was quiet. He seemed clumsy. But he
had an extraordinary fineness. He was a creature of the most
delicate and rapid responses…. These aren’t my fond delusions. It
was so…. You know, when he was only a few days old, he would
start suddenly at any strange sound. He was alive like an
Æolian harp from the very beginning…. And his hair when he
was born—he had a lot of hair—was like the down on the
breast of a bird. I remember that now very vividly—and how I
used to like to pass my hand over it. It was silk, spun silk.
Before he was two he could talk—whole sentences. He had the
subtlest ear. He loved long words…. And then,” he said with tears
in his voice, “all this beautiful fine structure, this brain, this
fresh life as nimble as water—as elastic as a steel spring,
it is destroyed….

“I don’t make out he wasn’t human. Often and often I have been angry with him, and disappointed in
him. There were all sorts of weaknesses in him. We all knew them.
And we didn’t mind them. We loved him the better. And his odd queer
cleverness!…. And his profound wisdom. And then all this
beautiful and delicate fabric, all those clear memories in his dear
brain, all his whims, his sudden inventions….

“You know, I have had a letter from his chum Park. He was shot
through a loophole. The bullet went through his eye and brow….
Think of it!

“An amazement … a blow … a splattering of blood. Rags of
tormented skin and brain stuff…. In a moment. What had taken
eighteen years—love and care….”

He sat thinking for an interval, and then went on, “The reading
and writing alone! I taught him to read myself—because his
first governess, you see, wasn’t very clever. She was a very good
methodical sort, but she had no inspiration. So I got up all sorts
of methods for teaching him to read. But it wasn’t necessary. He
seemed to leap all sorts of difficulties. He leapt to what one was
trying to teach him. It was as quick as the movement of some wild
animal….

“He came into life as bright and quick as this robin looking for
food….

“And he’s broken up and thrown away…. Like a cartridge case by
the side of a covert….”

He choked and stopped speaking. His elbows were on his knees,
and he put his face between his hands and shuddered and became
still. His hair was troubled. The end of his stumpy moustache and a
little roll of flesh stood out at the side of his hand, and made
him somehow twice as pitiful. His big atlas, from which papers
projected, seemed forgotten by his side. So he sat for a long time,
and neither he nor Letty moved or spoke. But they were in the same
shadow. They found great comfort in one
another. They had not been so comforted before since their losses
came upon them.

§ 9

It was Mr. Britling who broke silence. And when he drew his
hands down from his face and spoke, he said one of the most amazing
and unexpected things she had ever heard in her life.

“The only possible government in Albania,” he said, looking
steadfastly before him down the hill-side, “is a group of
republican cantons after the Swiss pattern. I can see no other
solution that is not offensive to God. It does not matter in the
least what we owe to Serbia or what we owe to Italy. We have got to
set this world on a different footing. We have got to set up the
world at last—on justice and reason.”

Then, after a pause, “The Treaty of Bucharest was an evil
treaty. It must be undone. Whatever this German King of Bulgaria
does, that treaty must be undone and the Bulgarians united again
into one people. They must have themselves, whatever punishment
they deserve, they must have nothing more, whatever reward they
win.”

She could not believe her ears.

“After this precious blood, after this precious blood, if we
leave one plot of wickedness or cruelty in the world—”

And therewith he began to lecture Letty on the importance of
international politics—to every one. How he and she and every
one must understand, however hard it was to understand.

“No life is safe, no happiness is safe, there is no chance of
bettering life until we have made an end to all that causes
war….

“We have to put an end to the folly and vanity of kings, and to
any people ruling any people but themselves.
There is no convenience, there is no justice in any people ruling
any people but themselves; the ruling of men by others, who have
not their creeds and their languages and their ignorances and
prejudices, that is the fundamental folly that has killed Teddy and
Hugh—and these millions. To end that folly is as much our
duty and business as telling the truth or earning a living….”

“But how can you alter it?”

He held out a finger at her. “Men may alter anything if they
have motive enough and faith enough.”

He indicated the atlas beside him.

“Here I am planning the real map of the world,” he said. “Every
sort of district that has a character of its own must have its own
rule; and the great republic of the united states of the world must
keep the federal peace between them all. That’s the plain sense of
life; the federal world-republic. Why do we bother ourselves with
loyalties to any other government but that? It needs only that
sufficient men should say it, and that republic would be here now.
Why have we loitered so long—until these tragic punishments
come? We have to map the world out into its states, and plan its
government and the way of its tolerations.”

“And you think it will come?”

“It will come.”

“And you believe that men will listen to such schemes?” said
Letty.

Mr. Britling, with his eyes far away over the hills, seemed to
think. “Yes,” he said. “Not perhaps to-day—not steadily. But
kings and empires die; great ideas, once they are born, can never
die again. In the end this world-republic, this sane government of
the world, is as certain as the sunset. Only….”

He sighed, and turned over a page of his atlas blindly.

“Only we want it soon. The world is weary of this bloodshed,
weary of all this weeping, of this wasting of substance and this
killing of sons and lovers. We want it soon,
and to have it soon we must work to bring it about. We must give
our lives. What is left of our lives….

“That is what you and I must do, Letty. What else is there left
for us to do?… I will write of nothing else, I will think of
nothing else now but of safety and order. So that all these dear
dead—not one of them but will have brought the great days of
peace and man’s real beginning nearer, and these cruel things that
make men whimper like children, that break down bright lives into
despair and kill youth at the very moment when it puts out its
clean hands to take hold of life—these cruelties, these
abominations of confusion, shall cease from the earth forever.”

§ 10

Letty regarded him, frowning, and with her chin between her
fists….

“But do you really believe,” said Letty, “that things can be
better than they are?”

“But—Yes!” said Mr. Britling.

“I don’t,” said Letty. “The world is cruel. It is just cruel. So
it will always be.”

“It need not be cruel,” said Mr. Britling.

“It is just a place of cruel things. It is all set with knives.
It is full of diseases and accidents. As for God—either there
is no God or he is an idiot. He is a slobbering idiot. He is like
some idiot who pulls off the wings of flies.”

“No,” said Mr. Britling.

“There is no progress. Nothing gets better. How can you
believe in God after Hugh? Do you believe in God?”

“Yes,” said Mr. Britling after a long pause; “I do believe in
God.”

“Who lets these things happen!” She raised herself on her arm
and thrust her argument at him with her hand. “Who kills my Teddy
and your Hugh—and millions.”

“No,” said Mr. Britling.

“But he must let these things happen. Or why do they
happen?”

“No,” said Mr. Britling. “It is the theologians who must answer
that. They have been extravagant about God. They have had silly
absolute ideas—that He is all powerful. That He’s
omni-everything. But the common sense of men knows better. Every
real religious thought denies it. After all, the real God of the
Christians is Christ, not God Almighty; a poor mocked and wounded
God nailed on a cross of matter…. Some day He will triumph….
But it is not fair to say that He causes all things now. It is not
fair to make out a case against him. You have been misled. It is a
theologian’s folly. God is not absolute; God is finite…. A finite
God who struggles in his great and comprehensive way as we struggle
in our weak and silly way—who is with us—that is
the essence of all real religion…. I agree with you so—Why!
if I thought there was an omnipotent God who looked down on battles
and deaths and all the waste and horror of this war—able to
prevent these things—doing them to amuse Himself—I
would spit in his empty face….”

“Any one would….”

“But it’s your teachers and catechisms have set you against
God…. They want to make out He owns all Nature. And all sorts of
silly claims. Like the heralds in the Middle Ages who insisted that
Christ was certainly a great gentleman entitled to bear arms. But
God is within Nature and necessity. Necessity is a thing beyond
God—beyond good and ill, beyond space and time, a mystery
everlastingly impenetrable. God is nearer than that. Necessity is
the uttermost thing, but God is the innermost thing. Closer He is
than breathing and nearer than hands and feet. He is the Other
Thing than this world. Greater than Nature or Necessity, for he is
a spirit and they are blind, but not controlling them…. Not
yet….”

“They always told me He was the maker of Heaven and Earth.”

“That’s the Jew God the Christians took over. It’s a Quack God,
a Panacea. It’s not my God.”

Letty considered these strange ideas.

“I never thought of Him like that,” she said at last. “It makes
it all seem different.”

“Nor did I. But I do now…. I have suddenly found it and seen
it plain. I see it so plain that I am amazed that I have not always
seen it…. It is, you see, so easy to understand that there is a
God, and how complex and wonderful and brotherly He is, when one
thinks of those dear boys who by the thousand, by the hundred
thousand, have laid down their lives…. Ay, and there were German
boys too who did the same…. The cruelties, the injustice, the
brute aggression—they saw it differently. They laid down
their lives—they laid down their lives…. Those dear lives,
those lives of hope and sunshine….

“Don’t you see that it must be like that, Letty? Don’t you see
that it must be like that?”

“No,” she said, “I’ve seen things differently from that.”

“But it’s so plain to me,” said Mr. Britling. “If there was
nothing else in all the world but our kindness for each other, or
the love that made you weep in this kind October sunshine, or the
love I bear Hugh—if there was nothing else at all—if
everything else was cruelty and mockery and filthiness and
bitterness, it would still be certain that there was a God of love
and righteousness. If there were no signs of God in all the world
but the godliness we have seen in those two boys of ours; if we had
no other light but the love we have between us….

“You don’t mind if I talk like this?” said Mr. Britling. “It’s
all I can think of now—this God, this God who struggles, who
was in Hugh and Teddy, clear and plain, and
how He must become the ruler of the world….”

“This God who struggles,” she repeated. “I have never thought of
Him like that.”

“Of course He must be like that,” said Mr. Britling. “How can
God be a Person; how can He be anything that matters to man, unless
He is limited and defined and—human like ourselves…. With
things outside Him and beyond Him.”

§ 11

Letty walked back slowly through the fields of stubble to her
cottage.

She had been talking to Mr. Britling for an hour, and her mind
was full of the thought of this changed and simplified man, who
talked of God as he might have done of a bird he had seen or of a
tree he had sheltered under. And all mixed up with this thought of
Mr. Britling was this strange idea of God who was also a limited
person, who could come as close as Teddy, whispering love in the
darkness. She had a ridiculous feeling that God really struggled
like Mr. Britling, and that with only some indefinable inferiority
of outlook Mr. Britling loved like God. She loved him for his maps
and his dreams and the bareness of his talk to her. It was strange
how the straining thought of the dead Teddy had passed now out of
her mind. She was possessed by a sense of ending and beginning, as
though a page had turned over in her life and everything was new.
She had never given religion any thought but contemptuous thought
for some years, since indeed her growing intelligence had dismissed
it as a scheme of inexcusable restraints and empty pretences, a
thing of discords where there were no discords except of its
making. She had been a happy Atheist. She had played in the
sunshine, a natural creature with the completest confidence in the
essential goodness of the world in which she
found herself. She had refused all thought of painful and
disagreeable things. Until the bloody paw of war had wiped out all
her assurance. Teddy, the playmate, was over, the love game was
ended for ever; the fresh happy acceptance of life as life; and in
the place of Teddy was the sorrow of life, the pity of life, and
this coming of God out of utter remoteness into a conceivable
relation to her own existence.

She had left Mr. Britling to his atlas. He lay prone under the
hedge with it spread before him. His occupation would have seemed
to her only a little while ago the absurdest imaginable. He was
drawing boundaries on his maps very carefully in red ink, with a
fountain pen. But now she understood.

She knew that those red ink lines of Mr. Britling’s might in the
end prove wiser and stronger than the bargains of the
diplomats….

In the last hour he had come very near to her. She found herself
full of an unwonted affection for him. She had never troubled her
head about her relations with any one except Teddy before. Now
suddenly she seemed to be opening out to all the world for
kindness. This new idea of a friendly God, who had a struggle of
his own, who could be thought of as kindred to Mr. Britling, as
kindred to Teddy—had gripped her imagination. He was behind
the autumnal sunshine; he was in the little bird that had seemed so
confident and friendly. Whatever was kind, whatever was tender;
there was God. And a thousand old phrases she had read and heard
and given little heed to, that had lain like dry bones in her
memory, suddenly were clothed in flesh and became alive. This
God—if this was God—then indeed it was not nonsense to
say that God was love, that he was a friend and companion…. With
him it might be possible to face a world in which Teddy and she
would never walk side by side again nor plan any more happiness for
ever. After all she had been very happy; she had had
wonderful happiness. She had had far more
happiness, far more love, in her short years or so than most people
had in their whole lives. And so in the reaction of her emotions,
Letty, who had gone out with her head full of murder and revenge,
came back through the sunset thinking of pity, of the thousand
kindnesses and tendernesses of Teddy that were, after all, perhaps
only an intimation of the limitless kindnesses and tendernesses of
God…. What right had she to a white and bitter grief,
self-centred and vindictive, while old Britling could still plan an
age of mercy in the earth and a red-gold sunlight that was warm as
a smile from Teddy lay on all the world….

She must go into the cottage and kiss Cissie, and put away that
parcel out of sight until she could find some poor soldier to whom
she could send it. She had been pitiless towards Cissie in her
grief. She had, in the egotism of her sorrow, treated Cissie as she
might have treated a chair or a table, with no thought that Cissie
might be weary, might dream of happiness still to come. Cissie had
still to play the lover, and her man was already in khaki. There
would be no such year as Letty had had in the days before the war
darkened the world. Before Cissie’s marrying the peace must come,
and the peace was still far away. And Direck too would have to take
his chances….

Letty came through the little wood and over the stile that
brought her into sight of the cottage. The windows of the cottage
as she saw it under the bough of the big walnut tree, were afire
from the sun. The crimson rambler over the porch that she and Teddy
had planted was still bearing roses. The door was open and people
were moving in the porch.

Some one was coming out of the cottage, a stranger, in an
unfamiliar costume, and behind him was a man in khaki—but
that was Mr. Direck! And behind him again was Cissie.

But the stranger!

He came out of the frame of the porch towards the garden
gate….

Who—who was this stranger?

It was a man in queer-looking foreign clothes, baggy trousers of
some soft-looking blue stuff and a blouse, and he had a
white-bandaged left arm. He had a hat stuck at the back of his
head, and a beard….

He was entirely a stranger, a foreigner. Was she going insane?
Of course he was a stranger!

And then he moved a step, he made a queer sideways pace, a
caper, on the path, and instantly he ceased to be strange and
foreign. He became amazingly, incredibly, familiar by virtue of
that step….

No!

Her breath stopped. All Letty’s being seemed to stop. And this
stranger who was also incredibly familiar, after he had stared at
her motionless form for a moment, waved his hat with a
gesture—a gesture that crowned and scaled the effect of
familiarity. She gave no sign in reply.

No, that familiarity was just a mad freakishness in things.

This strange man came from Belgium perhaps, to tell something
about Teddy….

And then she surprised herself by making a groaning noise, an
absurd silly noise, just like the noise when one imitates a cow to
a child. She said “Mooo-oo.”

And she began to run forward, with legs that seemed misfits,
waving her hands about, and as she ran she saw more and more
certainly that this wounded man in strange clothing was Teddy. She
ran faster and still faster, stumbling and nearly falling. If she
did not get to him speedily the world would burst.

To hold him, to hold close to him!…

“Letty! Letty! Just one arm….”

She was clinging to him and he was holding her….

It was all right. She had always known it was all right. (Hold
close to him.) Except just for a little while. But that had been foolishness. Hadn’t she always known
he was alive? And here he was alive! (Hold close to him.) Only it
was so good to be sure—after all her torment; to hold him, to
hang about him, to feel the solid man, kissing her, weeping too,
weeping together with her. “Teddy my love!”

§ 12

Letty was in the cottage struggling to hear and understand
things too complicated for her emotion-crowded mind. There was
something that Mr. Direck was trying to explain about a delayed
telegram that had come soon after she had gone out. There was much
indeed that Mr. Direck was trying to explain. What did any
explanation really matter when you had Teddy, with nothing but a
strange beard and a bandaged arm between him and yourself? She had
an absurd persuasion at first that those two strangenesses would
also presently be set aside, so that Teddy would become just
exactly what Teddy had always been.

Teddy had been shot through the upper arm….

“My hand has gone, dear little Letty. It’s my left hand,
luckily. I shall have to wear a hook like some old pirate….”

There was something about his being taken prisoner. “That other
officer”—that was Mr. Direck’s officer—”had been lying
there for days.” Teddy had been shot through the upper arm, and
stunned by a falling beam. When he came to he was disarmed, with a
German standing over him….

Then afterwards he had escaped. In quite a little time he had
escaped. He had been in a railway station somewhere in Belgium;
locked in a waiting-room with three or four French prisoners, and
the junction had been bombed by French and British aeroplanes.
Their guard and two of the prisoners had been killed. In the
confusion the others had got away into the town. There were
trucks of hay on fire, and a store of petrol
was in danger. “After that one was bound to escape. One would have
been shot if one had been found wandering about.”

The bomb had driven some splinters of glass and corrugated iron
into Teddy’s wrist; it seemed a small place at first; it didn’t
trouble him for weeks. But then some dirt got into it.

In the narrow cobbled street beyond the station he had happened
upon a woman who knew no English, but who took him to a priest, and
the priest had hidden him.

Letty did not piece together the whole story at first. She did
not want the story very much; she wanted to know about this hand
and arm.

There would be queer things in the story when it came to be
told. There was an old peasant who had made Teddy work in his
fields in spite of his smashed and aching arm, and who had pointed
to a passing German when Teddy demurred; there were the people
called “they” who had at that time organised the escape of
stragglers into Holland. There was the night watch, those long
nights in succession before the dash for liberty. But Letty’s
concern was all with the hand. Inside the sling there was something
that hurt the imagination, something bandaged, a stump. She could
not think of it. She could not get away from the thought of it.

“But why did you lose your hand?”

It was only a little place at first, and then it got
painful….

“But I didn’t go into a hospital because I was afraid they would
intern me, and so I wouldn’t be able to come home. And I was dying
to come home. I was—homesick. No one was ever so homesick.
I’ve thought of this place and the garden, and how one looked out
of the window at the passers-by, a thousand times. I seemed always
to be seeing them. Old Dimple with his benevolent smile, and Mrs.
Wolker at the end cottage, and how she used to fetch her beer and
wink when she caught us looking at her, and
little Charlie Slobberface sniffing on his way to the pigs and all
the rest of them. And you, Letty. Particularly you. And how we used
to lean on the window-sill with our shoulders touching, and your
cheek just in front of my eyes…. And nothing aching at all in
one….

“How I thought of that and longed for that!…

“And so, you see, I didn’t go to the hospital. I kept hoping to
get to England first. And I left it too long….”

“Life’s come back to me with you!” said Letty. “Until just
to-day I’ve believed you’d come back. And to-day—I
doubted…. I thought it was all over—all the real life, love
and the dear fun of things, and that there was nothing before me,
nothing before me but just holding out—and keeping your
memory…. Poor arm. Poor arm. And being kind to people. And
pretending you were alive somewhere…. I’ll not care about the
arm. In a little while…. I’m glad you’ve gone, but I’m gladder
you’re back and can never go again…. And I will be your right
hand, dear, and your left hand and all your hands. Both my hands
for your dear lost left one. You shall have three hands instead of
two….”

§ 13

Letty stood by the window as close as she could to Teddy in a
world that seemed wholly made up of unexpected things. She could
not heed the others, it was only when Teddy spoke to the others, or
when they spoke to Teddy, that they existed for her.

For instance, Teddy was presently talking to Mr. Direck.

They had spoken about the Canadians who had come up and relieved
the Essex men after the fight in which Teddy had been captured. And
then it was manifest that Mr. Direck was talking of his regiment.
“I’m not the only American who has gone
Canadian—for the duration of the war.”

He had got to his explanation at last.

“I’ve told a lie,” he said triumphantly. “I’ve shifted my
birthplace six hundred miles.

“Mind you, I don’t admit a thing that Cissie has ever said about
America—not one thing. You don’t understand the sort of
proposition America is up against. America is the New World, where
there are no races and nations any more; she is the Melting Pot,
from which we will cast the better state. I’ve believed that
always—in spite of a thousand little things I believe it now.
I go back on nothing. I’m not fighting as an American either. I’m
fighting simply as myself…. I’m not going fighting for England,
mind you. Don’t you fancy that. I don’t know I’m so particularly in
love with a lot of English ways as to do that. I don’t see how any
one can be very much in love with your Empire, with its dead-alive
Court, its artful politicians, its lords and ladies and snobs, its
way with the Irish and its way with India, and everybody shifting
responsibility and telling lies about your common people. I’m not
going fighting for England. I’m going fighting for Cissie—and
justice and Belgium and all that—but more particularly for
Cissie. And anyhow I can’t look Pa Britling in the face any
more…. And I want to see those trenches—close. I reckon
they’re a thing it will be interesting to talk about some day….
So I’m going,” said Mr. Direck. “But chiefly—it’s Cissie.
See?”

Cissie had come and stood by the side of him.

She looked from poor broken Teddy to him and back again.

“Up to now,” she said, “I’ve wanted you to go….”

Tears came into her eyes.

“I suppose I must let you go,” she said. “Oh! I’d hate you not
to go….”

§ 14

“Good God! how old the Master looks!” cried Teddy suddenly.

He was standing at the window, and as Mr. Direck came forward
inquiringly he pointed to the figure of Mr. Britling passing along
the road towards the Dower House.

“He does look old. I hadn’t noticed,” said Mr. Direck.

“Why, he’s gone grey!” cried Teddy, peering. “He wasn’t grey
when I left.”

They watched the knickerbockered figure of Mr. Britling receding
up the hill, atlas and papers in his hands behind his back.

“I must go out to him,” said Teddy, disengaging himself from
Letty.

“No,” she said, arresting him with her hand.

“But he will be glad—”

She stood in her husband’s way. She had a vision of Mr. Britling
suddenly called out of his dreams of God ruling the united states
of the world, to rejoice at Teddy’s restoration….

“No,” she said; “it will only make him think again of
Hugh—and how he died. Don’t go out, Teddy. Not now. What does
he care for you?… Let him rest from such things…. Leave
him to dream over his atlas…. He isn’t so desolate—if you
knew…. I will tell you, Teddy—when I can….

“But just now—No, he will think of Hugh again…. Let him
go…. He has God and his atlas there…. They’re more than you
think.”


CHAPTER THE SECOND

MR. BRITLING WRITES UNTIL SUNRISE

§ 1

It was some weeks later. It was now the middle of November, and
Mr. Britling, very warmly wrapped in his thick dressing-gown and
his thick llama wool pyjamas, was sitting at his night desk, and
working ever and again at an essay, an essay of preposterous
ambitions, for the title of it was “The Better Government of the
World.”

Latterly he had had much sleepless misery. In the day life was
tolerable, but in the night—unless he defended himself by
working, the losses and cruelties of the war came and grimaced at
him, insufferably. Now he would be haunted by long processions of
refugees, now he would think of the dead lying stiff and twisted in
a thousand dreadful attitudes. Then again he would be overwhelmed
with anticipations of the frightful economic and social dissolution
that might lie ahead…. At other times he thought of wounds and
the deformities of body and spirit produced by injuries. And
sometimes he would think of the triumph of evil. Stupid and
triumphant persons went about a world that stupidity had desolated,
with swaggering gestures, with a smiling consciousness of enhanced
importance, with their scornful hatred of all measured and
temperate and kindly things turned now to scornful contempt. And
mingling with the soil they walked on lay the dead body of Hugh,
face downward. At the back of the boy’s head, rimmed by
blood-stiffened hair—the hair that had once been “as soft as
the down of a bird”—was a big red hole. That hole was always
pitilessly distinct. They stepped on
him—heedlessly. They heeled the scattered stuff of his
exquisite brain into the clay….

From all such moods of horror Mr. Britling’s circle of lamplight
was his sole refuge. His work could conjure up visions, like opium
visions, of a world of order and justice. Amidst the gloom of world
bankruptcy he stuck to the prospectus of a braver
enterprise—reckless of his chances of subscribers….

§ 2

But this night even this circle of lamplight would not hold his
mind. Doubt had crept into this last fastness. He pulled the papers
towards him, and turned over the portion he had planned.

His purpose in the book he was beginning to write was to reason
out the possible methods of government that would give a stabler,
saner control to the world. He believed still in democracy, but he
was realising more and more that democracy had yet to discover its
method. It had to take hold of the consciences of men, it had to
equip itself with still unformed organisations. Endless years of
patient thinking, of experimenting, of discussion lay before
mankind ere this great idea could become reality, and right, the
proven right thing, could rule the earth.

Meanwhile the world must still remain a scene of blood-stained
melodrama, of deafening noise, contagious follies, vast irrational
destructions. One fine life after another went down from study and
university and laboratory to be slain and silenced….

Was it conceivable that this mad monster of mankind would ever
be caught and held in the thin-spun webs of thought?

Was it, after all, anything but pretension and folly for a man
to work out plans for the better government of the world?—was
it any better than the ambitious scheming of some fly upon the
wheel of the romantic gods?

Man has come, floundering and wounding and suffering, out of the breeding darknesses of Time, that will
presently crush and consume him again. Why not flounder with the
rest, why not eat, drink, fight, scream, weep and pray, forget
Hugh, stop brooding upon Hugh, banish all these priggish dreams of
“The Better Government of the World,” and turn to the brighter
aspects, the funny and adventurous aspects of the war, the
Chestertonian jolliness, Punch side of things? Think you
because your sons are dead that there will be no more cakes and
ale? Let mankind blunder out of the mud and blood as mankind has
blundered in….

Let us at any rate keep our precious Sense of Humour….

He pulled his manuscript towards him. For a time he sat
decorating the lettering of his title, “The Better Government of
the World,” with little grinning gnomes’ heads and waggish
tails….

§ 3

On the top of Mr. Britling’s desk, beside the clock, lay a
letter, written in clumsy English and with its envelope resealed by
a label which testified that it had been “OPENED BY CENSOR.”

The friendly go-between in Norway had written to tell Mr.
Britling that Herr Heinrich also was dead; he had died a wounded
prisoner in Russia some months ago. He had been wounded and
captured, after undergoing great hardships, during the great
Russian attack upon the passes of the Carpathians in the early
spring, and his wound had mortified. He had recovered partially for
a time, and then he had been beaten and injured again in some
struggle between German and Croatian prisoners, and he had sickened
and died. Before he died he had written to his parents, and once
again he had asked that the fiddle he had left in Mr. Britling’s
care should if possible be returned to them. It was manifest that
both for him and them now it had become a symbol with many
associations.

The substance of this letter invaded the orange circle of the
lamp; it would have to be answered, and the potentialities of the
answer were running through Mr. Britling’s brain to the exclusion
of any impersonal composition. He thought of the old parents away
there in Pomerania—he believed but he was not quite sure,
that Heinrich had been an only son—and of the pleasant
spectacled figure that had now become a broken and decaying thing
in a prisoner’s shallow grave….

Another son had gone—all the world was losing its
sons….

He found himself thinking of young Heinrich in the very manner,
if with a lesser intensity, in which he thought about his own son,
as of hopes senselessly destroyed. His mind took no note of the
fact that Heinrich was an enemy, that by the reckoning of a “war of
attrition” his death was balance and compensation for the death of
Hugh. He went straight to the root fact that they had been gallant
and kindly beings, and that the same thing had killed them
both….

By no conceivable mental gymnastics could he think of the two as
antagonists. Between them there was no imaginable issue. They had
both very much the same scientific disposition; with perhaps more
dash and inspiration in the quality of Hugh; more docility and
method in the case of Karl. Until war had smashed them one against
the other….

He recalled his first sight of Heinrich at the junction, and how
he had laughed at the sight of his excessive Teutonism. The
close-cropped shining fair head surmounted by a yellowish-white
corps cap had appeared dodging about among the people upon the
platform, and manifestly asking questions. The face had been very
pink with the effort of an unaccustomed tongue. The young man had
been clad in a suit of white flannel refined by a purple line; his
boots were of that greenish yellow leather that only a German
student could esteem “chic”; his rucksack
was upon his back, and the precious fiddle in its case was carried
very carefully in one hand; this same dead fiddle. The other hand
held a stick with a carved knob and a pointed end. He had been too
German for belief. “Herr Heinrich!” Mr. Britling had said, and
straightway the heels had clashed together for a bow, a bow from
the waist, a bow that a heedless old lady much burthened with
garden produce had greatly disarranged. From first to last amidst
our off-hand English ways Herr Heinrich had kept his bow—and
always it had been getting disarranged.

That had been his constant effect; a little stiff, a little
absurd, and always clean and pink and methodical. The boys had
liked him without reserve, Mrs. Britling had liked him; everybody
had found him a likeable creature. He never complained of anything
except picnics. But he did object to picnics; to the sudden
departure of the family to wild surroundings for the consumption of
cold, knifeless and forkless meals in the serious middle hours of
the day. He protested to Mr. Britling, respectfully but very
firmly. It was, he held, implicit in their understanding that he
should have a cooked meal in the middle of the day. Otherwise his
Magen was perplexed and disordered. In the evening he could not eat
with any gravity or profit….

Their disposition towards under-feeding and a certain lack of
fine sentiment were the only flaws in the English scheme that Herr
Heinrich admitted. He certainly found the English unfeeling. His
heart went even less satisfied than his Magen. He was a being of
expressive affections; he wanted great friendships, mysterious
relationships, love. He tried very bravely to revere and to
understand and be occultly understood by Mr. Britling; he sought
long walks and deep talks with Hugh and the small boys; he tried to
fill his heart with Cissie; he found at last marvels of innocence
and sweetness in the Hickson girl. She wore her hair in a pigtail
when first he met her, and it made her
almost Marguerite. This young man had cried aloud for love, warm
and filling, like the Mittagsessen that was implicit in their
understanding. And all these Essex people failed to satisfy him;
they were silent, they were subtle, they slipped through the fat
yet eager fingers of his heart, so that he fell back at last upon
himself and his German correspondents and the idealisation of Maud
Hickson and the moral education of Billy. Billy. Mr. Britling’s
memories came back at last to the figure of young Heinrich with the
squirrel on his shoulder, that had so often stood in the way of the
utter condemnation of Germany. That, seen closely, was the stuff of
one brutal Prussian. What quarrel had we with him?…

Other memories of Heinrich flitted across Mr. Britling’s
reverie. Heinrich at hockey, running with extreme swiftness and
little skill, tricked and baffled by Letty, dodged by Hugh, going
headlong forward and headlong back, and then with a cry flinging
himself flat on the ground exhausted…. Or again Heinrich very
grave and very pink, peering through his glasses at his cards at
Skat…. Or Heinrich in the boats upon the great pond, or Heinrich
swimming, or Heinrich hiding very, very artfully from the boys
about the garden on a theory of his own, or Heinrich in strange
postures, stalking the deer in Claverings Park. For a time he had
had a great ambition to creep quite close to a deer and
touch it…. Or Heinrich indexing. He had a passion for
listing and indexing books, music, any loose classifiable thing.
His favourite amusement was devising schemes for the indentation of
dictionary leaves, so that one could turn instantly to the needed
word. He had bought and cut the edges of three dictionaries; each
in succession improved upon the other; he had had great hopes of
patents and wealth arising therefrom…. And his room had been a
source of strange sounds; his search for music upon the violin. He
had hoped when he came to Matching’s Easy to join “some string quartette.” But Matching’s Easy
produced no string quartette. He had to fall back upon the pianola,
and try to play duets with that. Only the pianola did all the duet
itself, and in the hands of a small Britling was apt to betray a
facetious moodiness; sudden alternations between extreme haste and
extreme lassitude….

Then there came a memory of Heinrich talking very seriously; his
glasses magnifying his round blue eyes, talking of his ideas about
life, of his beliefs and disbeliefs, of his ambitions and prospects
in life.

He confessed two principal ambitions. They varied perhaps in
their absolute dimensions, but they were of equal importance in his
mind. The first of these was, so soon as he had taken his doctorate
in philology, to give himself to the perfecting of an International
Language; it was to combine all the virtues of Esperanto and Ido.
“And then,” said Herr Heinrich, “I do not think there will be any
more wars—ever.” The second ambition, which was important
first because Herr Heinrich found much delight in working at it,
and secondly because he thought it would give him great wealth and
opportunity for propagating the perfect speech, was the elaboration
of his system of marginal indentations for dictionaries and
alphabetical books of reference of all sorts. It was to be so
complete that one would just stand over the book to be consulted,
run hand and eye over its edges and open the book—”at the
very exact spot.” He proposed to follow this business up with a
quite Germanic thoroughness. “Presently,” he said, “I must study
the machinery by which the edges of books are cut. It is possible I
may have to invent these also.” This was the double-barrelled
scheme of Herr Heinrich’s career. And along it he was to go, and
incidentally develop his large vague heart that was at present so
manifestly unsatisfied….

Such was the brief story of Herr Heinrich.

That story was over—just as Hugh’s story was over. That
first volume would never now have a second and a third. It ended in some hasty grave in Russia.
The great scheme for marginal indices would never be patented, the
duets with the pianola would never be played again.

Imagination glimpsed a little figure toiling manfully through
the slush and snow of the Carpathians; saw it staggering under its
first experience of shell fire; set it amidst attacks and flights
and fatigue and hunger and a rush perhaps in the darkness; guessed
at the wounding blow. Then came the pitiful pilgrimage of the
prisoners into captivity, captivity in a land desolated,
impoverished and embittered. Came wounds wrapped in filthy rags,
pain and want of occupation, and a poor little bent and broken
Heinrich sitting aloof in a crowded compound nursing a mortifying
wound….

He used always to sit in a peculiar attitude with his arms
crossed on his crossed legs, looking slantingly through his
glasses….

So he must have sat, and presently he lay on some rough bedding
and suffered, untended, in infinite discomfort; lay motionless and
thought at times, it may be, of Matching’s Easy and wondered what
Hugh and Teddy were doing. Then he became fevered, and the world
grew bright-coloured and fantastic and ugly for him. Until one day
an infinite weakness laid hold of him, and his pain grew faint and
all his thoughts and memories grew faint—and still
fainter….

The violin had been brought into Mr. Britling’s study that
afternoon, and lay upon the further window-seat. Poor little broken
sherd, poor little fragment of a shattered life! It looked in its
case like a baby in a coffin.

“I must write a letter to the old father and mother,” Mr.
Britling thought. “I can’t just send the poor little
fiddle—without a word. In all this pitiful storm of witless
hate—surely there may be one greeting—not hateful.

“From my blackness to yours,” said Mr. Britling aloud. He would
have to write it in English. But even if
they knew no English some one would be found to translate it to
them. He would have to write very plainly.

§ 4

He pushed aside the manuscript of “The Better Government of the
World,” and began to write rather slowly, shaping his letters
roundly and distinctly:

Dear Sir,

I am writing this letter to you to tell you I am sending back
the few little things I had kept for your son at his request when
the war broke out. I am sending them—

Mr. Britling left that blank for the time until he could arrange
the method of sending to the Norwegian intermediary.

Especially I am sending his violin, which he had asked me
thrice to convey to you. Either it is a gift from you or it
symbolised many things for him that he connected with home and you.
I will have it packed with particular care, and I will do all in my
power to ensure its safe arrival.

I want to tell you that all the stress and passion of this
war has not made us here in Matching’s Easy forget our friend your
son. He was one of us, he had our affection, he had friends here
who are still his friends. We found him honourable and
companionable, and we share something of your loss. I have got
together for you a few snapshots I chance to possess in which you
will see him in the sunshine, and which will enable you perhaps to
picture a little more definitely than you would otherwise do the
life he led here. There is one particularly that I have marked. Our
family is lunching out-of-doors, and you will see that next to your
son is a youngster, a year or so his junior, who is touching
glasses with him. I have put a cross over his head. He is my eldest
son, he was very dear to me, and he too has
been, killed in this war. They are, you see, smiling very
pleasantly at each other.

While writing this Mr. Britling had been struck by the thought
of the photographs, and he had taken them out of the little drawer
into which he was accustomed to thrust them. He picked out the ones
that showed the young German, but there were others, bright with
sunshine, that were now charged with acquired significances; there
were two showing the children and Teddy and Hugh and Cissie and
Letty doing the goose step, and there was one of Mr. Van der Pant,
smiling at the front door, in Heinrich’s abandoned slippers. There
were endless pictures of Teddy also. It is the happy instinct of
the Kodak to refuse those days that are overcast, and the
photographic record of a life is a chain of all its kindlier
aspects. In the drawer above these snapshots there were Hugh’s
letters and a miscellany of trivial documents touching on his
life.

Mr. Britling discontinued writing and turned these papers over
and mused. Heinrich’s letters and postcards had got in among them,
and so had a letter of Teddy’s….

The letters reinforced the photographs in their reminder how
kind and pleasant a race mankind can be. Until the wild asses of
nationalism came kicking and slaying amidst them, until suspicion
and jostling greed and malignity poison their minds, until the
fools with the high explosives blow that elemental goodness into
shrieks of hate and splashes of blood. How kindly men are—up
to the very instant of their cruelties! His mind teemed suddenly
with little anecdotes and histories of the goodwill of men breaking
through the ill-will of war, of the mutual help of sorely wounded
Germans and English lying together in the mud and darkness between
the trenches, of the fellowship of captors and prisoners,
of the Saxons at Christmas fraternising with
the English…. Of that he had seen photographs in one of the daily
papers….

His mind came back presently from these wanderings to the task
before him.

He tried to picture these Heinrich parents. He supposed they
were kindly, civilised people. It was manifest the youngster had
come to him from a well-ordered and gentle-spirited home. But he
imagined them—he could not tell why—as people much
older than himself. Perhaps young Heinrich had on some occasion
said they were old people—he could not remember. And he had a
curious impulse too to write to them in phrases of consolation; as
if their loss was more pitiable than his own. He doubted whether
they had the consolation of his sanguine temperament, whether they
could resort as readily as he could to his faith, whether in
Pomerania there was the same consoling possibility of an essay on
the Better Government of the World. He did not think this very
clearly, but that was what was at the back of his mind. He went on
writing.

If you think that these two boys have both perished, not in
some noble common cause but one against the other in a struggle of
dynasties and boundaries and trade routes and tyrannous
ascendancies, then it seems to me that you must feel as I feel that
this war is the most tragic and dreadful thing that has ever
happened to mankind.

He sat thinking for some minutes after he had written that, and
when presently he resumed his writing, a fresh strain of thought
was traceable even in his opening sentence.

If you count dead and wounds this is the most dreadful war in
history; for you as for me, it has been almost the extremity of
personal tragedy…. Black sorrow…. But is
it the most dreadful war?

I do not think it is. I can write to you and tell you that I
do indeed believe that our two sons have died not altogether in
vain. Our pain and anguish may not be wasted—may be
necessary. Indeed they may be necessary. Here am I bereaved and
wretched—and I hope. Never was the fabric of war so black;
that I admit. But never was the black fabric of war so threadbare.
At a thousand points the light is shining through.

Mr. Britling’s pen stopped.

There was perfect stillness in the study bedroom.

“The tinpot style,” said Mr. Britling at last in a voice of
extreme bitterness.

He fell into an extraordinary quarrel with his style. He forgot
about those Pomeranian parents altogether in his exasperation at
his own inexpressiveness, at his incomplete control of these rebel
words and phrases that came trailing each its own associations and
suggestions to hamper his purpose with it. He read over the
offending sentence.

“The point is that it is true,” he whispered. “It is exactly
what I want to say.”…

Exactly?…

His mind stuck on that “exactly.”… When one has much to say
style is troublesome. It is as if one fussed with one’s uniform
before a battle…. But that is just what one ought to do before a
battle…. One ought to have everything in order….

He took a fresh sheet and made three trial beginnings.

“War is like a black fabric.”

“War is a curtain of black fabric across the
pathway.”

“War is a curtain of dense black fabric across all the hopes
and kindliness of mankind. Yet always it has let through some gleams of light, and now—I am not
dreaming—it grows threadbare, and here and there and at a
thousand points the light is breaking through. We owe it to all
these dear youths—”

His pen stopped again.

“I must work on a rough draft,” said Mr. Britling.

§ 5

Three hours later Mr. Britling was working by daylight, though
his study lamp was still burning, and his letter to old Heinrich
was still no better than a collection of material for a letter. But
the material was falling roughly into shape, and Mr. Britling’s
intentions were finding themselves. It was clear to him now that he
was no longer writing as his limited personal self to those two
personal selves grieving, in the old, large, high-walled,
steep-roofed household amidst pine woods, of which Heinrich had
once shown him a picture. He knew them too little for any such
personal address. He was writing, he perceived, not as Mr. Britling
but as an Englishman—that was all he could be to
them—and he was writing to them as Germans; he could
apprehend them as nothing more. He was just England bereaved to
Germany bereaved….

He was no longer writing to the particular parents of one
particular boy, but to all that mass of suffering, regret,
bitterness and fatigue that lay behind the veil of the “front.”
Slowly, steadily, the manhood of Germany was being wiped out. As he
sat there in the stillness he could think that at least two million
men of the Central Powers were dead, and an equal number maimed and
disabled. Compared with that our British losses, immense and
universal as they were by the standard of any previous experience,
were still slight; our larger armies had still to suffer, and we
had lost irrevocably not very much more than a quarter of a
million. But the tragedy gathered against
us. We knew enough already to know what must be the reality of the
German homes to which those dead men would nevermore return….

If England had still the longer account to pay, the French had
paid already nearly to the limits of endurance. They must have lost
well over a million of their mankind, and still they bled and bled.
Russia too in the East had paid far more than man for man in this
vast swapping off of lives. In a little while no Censorship would
hold the voice of the peoples. There would be no more talk of
honour and annexations, hegemonies and trade routes, but only
Europe lamenting for her dead….

The Germany to which he wrote would be a nation of widows and
children, rather pinched boys and girls, crippled men, old men,
deprived men, men who had lost brothers and cousins and friends and
ambitions. No triumph now on land or sea could save Germany from
becoming that. France too would be that, Russia, and lastly
Britain, each in their degree. Before the war there had been no
Germany to which an Englishman could appeal; Germany had been a
threat, a menace, a terrible trampling of armed men. It was as
little possible then to think of talking to Germany as it would
have been to have stopped the Kaiser in mid career in his hooting
car down the Unter den Linden and demand a quiet talk with him. But
the Germany that had watched those rushes with a slightly doubting
pride had her eyes now full of tears and blood. She had believed,
she had obeyed, and no real victory had come. Still she fought on,
bleeding, agonising, wasting her substance and the substance of the
whole world, to no conceivable end but exhaustion, so capable she
was, so devoted, so proud and utterly foolish. And the mind of
Germany, whatever it was before the war, would now be something
residual, something left over and sitting beside a reading-lamp as
he was sitting beside a reading-lamp, thinking, sorrowing, counting
the cost, looking into the dark future….

And to that he wrote, to that dimly apprehended figure outside a
circle of the light like his own circle of light—which was
the father of Heinrich, which was great Germany, Germany which
lived before and which will yet outlive the flapping of the
eagles….

Our boys, he wrote, have died, fighting one against
the other. They have been fighting upon an issue so obscure that
your German press is still busy discussing what it was. For us it
was that Belgium was invaded and France in danger of destruction.
Nothing else could have brought the English into the field against
you. But why you invaded Belgium and France and whether that might
have been averted we do not know to this day. And still this war
goes on and still more boys die, and these men who do not fight,
these men in the newspaper offices and in the ministries plan
campaigns and strokes and counter-strokes that belong to no
conceivable plan at all. Except that now for them there is
something more terrible than war. And that is the day of reckoning
with their own people.

What have we been fighting for? What are we fighting for? Do
you know? Does any one know? Why am I spending what is left of my
substance and you what is left of yours to keep on this war against
each other? What have we to gain from hurting one another still
further? Why should we be puppets any longer in the hands of
crowned fools and witless diplomatists? Even if we were dumb and
acquiescent before, does not the blood of our sons now cry out to
us that this foolery should cease? We have let these people send
our sons to death.

It is you and I who must stop these wars, these massacres of
boys.

Massacres of boys! That indeed is the essence of modern war.
The killing off of the young. It is the destruction of the human
inheritance, it is the spending of all the
life and material of the future upon present-day hate and greed.
Fools and knaves, politicians, tricksters, and those who trade on
the suspicions and thoughtless, generous angers of men, make wars;
the indolence and modesty of the mass of men permit them. Are you
and I to suffer such things until the whole fabric of our
civilisation, that has been so slowly and so laboriously built up,
is altogether destroyed?

When I sat down to write to you I had meant only to write to
you of your son and mine. But I feel that what can be said in
particular of our loss, need not be said; it can be understood
without saying. What needs to be said and written about is this,
that war must be put an end to and that nobody else but you and me
and all of us can do it. We have to do that for the love of our
sons and our race and all that is human. War is no longer human;
the chemist and the metallurgist have changed all that. My boy was
shot through the eye; his brain was blown to pieces by some man who
never knew what he had done. Think what that means!… It is plain
to me, surely it is plain to you and all the world, that war is now
a mere putting of the torch to explosives that flare out to
universal ruin. There is nothing for one sane man to write to
another about in these days but the salvation of mankind from
war.

Now I want you to be patient with me and hear me out. There
was a time in the earlier part of this war when it was hard to be
patient because there hung over us the dread of losses and
disaster. Now we need dread no longer. The dreaded thing has
happened. Sitting together as we do in spirit beside the mangled
bodies of our dead, surely we can be as patient as the
hills.

I want to tell you quite plainly and simply that I think that
Germany which is chief and central in this war is most to blame for
this war. Writing to you as an Englishman to a German and with war
still being waged, there must be no mistake between us upon this
point. I am persuaded that in the decade
that ended with your overthrow of France in 1871, Germany turned
her face towards evil, and that her refusal to treat France
generously and to make friends with any other great power in the
world, is the essential cause of this war. Germany
triumphed—and she trampled on the loser. She inflicted
intolerable indignities. She set herself to prepare for further
aggressions; long before this killing began she was making war upon
land and sea, launching warships, building strategic railways,
setting up a vast establishment of war material, threatening,
straining all the world to keep pace with her threats…. At last
there was no choice before any European nation but submission to
the German will, or war. And it was no will to which righteous men
could possibly submit. It came as an illiberal and ungracious will.
It was the will of Zabern. It is not as if you had set yourselves
to be an imperial people and embrace and unify the world. You did
not want to unify the world. You wanted to set the foot of an
intensely national Germany, a sentimental and illiberal Germany, a
Germany that treasured the portraits of your ridiculous Kaiser and
his litter of sons, a Germany wearing uniform, reading black
letter, and despising every kultur but her own, upon the neck of a
divided and humiliated mankind. It was an intolerable prospect. I
had rather the whole world died.

Forgive me for writing “you.” You are as little responsible
for that Germany as I am for—Sir Edward Grey. But this
happened over you; you did not do your utmost to prevent
it—even as England has happened, and I have let it happen
over me….

“It is so dry; so general,” whispered Mr. Britling. “And
yet—it is this that has killed our sons.”

He sat still for a time, and then went on reading a fresh sheet
of his manuscript.

When I bring these charges against Germany I have little
disposition to claim any righteousness for Britain. There has been
small splendour in this war for either Germany or Britain or
Russia; we three have chanced to be the biggest of the combatants,
but the glory lies with invincible France. It is France and Belgium
and Serbia who shine as the heroic lands. They have fought
defensively and beyond all expectation, for dear land and freedom.
This war for them has been a war of simple, definite issues, to
which they have risen with an entire nobility. Englishman and
German alike may well envy them that simplicity. I look to you, as
an honest man schooled by the fierce lessons of this war, to meet
me in my passionate desire to see France, Belgium and Serbia emerge
restored from all this blood and struggle, enlarged to the limits
of their nationality, vindicated and secure. Russia I will not
write about here; let me go on at once to tell you about my own
country; remarking only that between England and Russia there are
endless parallelisms. We have similar complexities, kindred
difficulties. We have for instance an imported dynasty, we have a
soul-destroying State Church which cramps and poisons the education
of our ruling class, we have a people out of touch with a secretive
government, and the same traditional contempt for science. We have
our Irelands and Polands. Even our kings bear a curious
likeness….

At this point there was a break in the writing, and Mr. Britling
made, as it were, a fresh beginning.

Politically the British Empire is a clumsy collection of
strange accidents. It is a thing as little to be proud of as the
outline of a flint or the shape of a potato. For the mass of
English people India and Egypt and all that side of our system mean
less than nothing; our trade is something they do not understand,
our imperial wealth something they do not share. Britain has been a
group of four democracies caught in the net
of a vast yet casual imperialism; the common man here is in a state
of political perplexity from the cradle to the grave. None the less
there is a great people here even as there is a great people in
Russia, a people with a soul and character of its own, a people of
unconquerable kindliness and with a peculiar genius, which still
struggle towards will and expression. We have been beginning that
same great experiment that France and America and Switzerland and
China are making, the experiment of democracy. It is the newest
form of human association, and we are still but half awake to its
needs and necessary conditions. For it is idle to pretend that the
little city democracies of ancient times were comparable to the
great essays in practical republicanism that mankind is making
to-day. This age of the democratic republics that dawn is a new
age. It has not yet lasted for a century, not for a paltry hundred
years…. All new things are weak things; a rat can kill a
man-child with ease; the greater the destiny, the weaker the
immediate self-protection may be. And to me it seems that your
complete and perfect imperialism, ruled by Germans for Germans, is
in its scope and outlook a more antiquated and smaller and less
noble thing than these sprawling emergent giant democracies of the
West that struggle so confusedly against it….

But that we do struggle confusedly, with pitiful leaders and
infinite waste and endless delay; that it is to our indisciplines
and to the dishonesties and tricks our incompleteness provokes,
that the prolongation of this war is to be ascribed, I readily
admit. At the outbreak of this war I had hoped to see militarism
felled within a year….

§ 6

From this point onward Mr. Britling’s notes became more
fragmentary. They had a consecutiveness, but they were
discontinuous. His thought had leapt across gaps that his pen had had no time to fill. And he had
begun to realise that his letter to the old people in Pomerania was
becoming impossible. It had broken away into dissertation.

“Yet there must be dissertations,” he said. “Unless such men as
we are take these things in hand, always we shall be misgoverned,
always the sons will die….”

§ 7

I do not think you Germans realise how steadily you were
conquering the world before this war began. Had you given half the
energy and intelligence you have spent upon this war to the
peaceful conquest of men’s minds and spirits, I believe that you
would have taken the leadership of the world tranquilly—no
man disputing. Your science was five years, your social and
economic organisation was a quarter of a century in front of
ours…. Never has it so lain in the power of a great people to
lead and direct mankind towards the world republic and universal
peace. It needed but a certain generosity of the
imagination….

But your Junkers, your Imperial court, your foolish vicious
Princes; what were such dreams to them?… With an envious
satisfaction they hurled all the accomplishment of Germany into the
fires of war….

§ 8

Your boy, as no doubt you know, dreamt constantly of such a
world peace as this that I foreshadow; he was more generous than
his country. He could envisage war and hostility only as
misunderstanding. He thought that a world that could explain itself
clearly would surely be at peace. He was scheming always therefore
for the perfection and propagation of Esperanto or Ido, or some
such universal link. My youngster too was full of a kindred and yet larger dream, the dream of human
science, which knows neither king nor country nor race
….

These boys, these hopes, this war has killed….

That fragment ended so. Mr. Britling ceased to read for a time.
“But has it killed them?” he whispered….

“If you had lived, my dear, you and your England would have
talked with a younger Germany—better than I can ever
do….”

He turned the pages back, and read here and there with an
accumulating discontent.

§ 9

“Dissertations,” said Mr. Britling.

Never had it been so plain to Mr. Britling that he was a weak,
silly, ill-informed and hasty-minded writer, and never had he felt
so invincible a conviction that the Spirit of God was in him, and
that it fell to him to take some part in the establishment of a new
order of living upon the earth; it might be the most trivial part
by the scale of the task, but for him it was to be now his supreme
concern. And it was an almost intolerable grief to him that his
services should be, for all his desire, so poor in quality, so weak
in conception. Always he seemed to be on the verge of some
illuminating and beautiful statement of his cause; always he was
finding his writing inadequate, a thin treachery to the impulse of
his heart, always he was finding his effort weak and ineffective.
In this instance, at the outset he seemed to see with a golden
clearness the message of brotherhood, or forgiveness, of a common
call. To whom could such a message be better addressed than to
those sorrowing parents; from whom could it come with a better
effect than from himself? And now he read what he had made of this
message. It seemed to his jaded mind a pitifully jaded effort. It
had no light, it had no depth. It was like
the disquisition of a debating society.

He was distressed by a fancy of an old German couple, spectacled
and peering, puzzled by his letter. Perhaps they would be obscurely
hurt by his perplexing generalisations. Why, they would ask, should
this Englishman preach to them?

He sat back in his chair wearily, with his chin sunk upon his
chest. For a time he did not think, and then, he read again the
sentence in front of his eyes.

“These boys, these hopes, this war has killed.”

The words hung for a time in his mind.

“No!” said Mr. Britling stoutly. “They live!”

And suddenly it was borne in upon his mind that he was not
alone. There were thousands and tens of thousands of men and women
like himself, desiring with all their hearts to say, as he desired
to say, the reconciling word. It was not only his hand that thrust
against the obstacles…. Frenchmen and Russians sat in the same
stillness, facing the same perplexities; there were Germans seeking
a way through to him. Even as he sat and wrote. And for the first
time clearly he felt a Presence of which he had thought very many
times in the last few weeks, a Presence so close to him that it was
behind his eyes and in his brain and hands. It was no trick of his
vision; it was a feeling of immediate reality. And it was Hugh,
Hugh that he had thought was dead, it was young Heinrich living
also, it was himself, it was those others that sought, it was all
these and it was more, it was the Master, the Captain of Mankind,
it was God, there present with him, and he knew that it was God. It
was as if he had been groping all this time in the darkness,
thinking himself alone amidst rocks and pitfalls and pitiless
things, and suddenly a hand, a firm strong hand, had touched his
own. And a voice within him bade him be of good courage. There was
no magic trickery in that moment; he was
still weak and weary, a discouraged rhetorician, a good intention
ill-equipped; but he was no longer lonely and wretched, no longer
in the same world with despair. God was beside him and within him
and about him…. It was the crucial moment of Mr. Britling’s life.
It was a thing as light as the passing of a cloud on an April
morning; it was a thing as great as the first day of creation. For
some moments he still sat back with his chin upon his chest and his
hands dropping from the arms of his chair. Then he sat up and drew
a deep breath….

This had come almost as a matter of course.

For weeks his mind had been playing about this idea. He had
talked to Letty of this Finite God, who is the king of man’s
adventure in space and time. But hitherto God had been for him a
thing of the intelligence, a theory, a report, something told about
but not realised…. Mr. Britling’s thinking about God hitherto had
been like some one who has found an empty house, very beautiful and
pleasant, full of the promise of a fine personality. And then as
the discoverer makes his lonely, curious explorations, he hears
downstairs, dear and friendly, the voice of the Master coming
in….

There was no need to despair because he himself was one of the
feeble folk. God was with him indeed, and he was with God. The King
was coming to his own. Amidst the darknesses and confusions, the
nightmare cruelties and the hideous stupidities of the great war,
God, the Captain of the World Republic, fought his way to empire.
So long as one did one’s best and utmost in a cause so mighty, did
it matter though the thing one did was little and poor?

“I have thought too much of myself,” said Mr. Britling, “and of
what I would do by myself. I have forgotten that which was with
me
….”

§ 10

He turned over the rest of the night’s writing presently, and
read it now as though it was the work of another man.

These later notes were fragmentary, and written in a sprawling
hand.

“Let us make ourselves watchers and guardians of the order of
the world….

“If only for love of our dead….

“Let us pledge ourselves to service. Let us set ourselves
with all our minds and all our hearts to the perfecting and working
out of the methods of democracy and the ending for ever of the
kings and emperors and priestcrafts and the bands of adventurers,
the traders and owners and forestallers who have betrayed mankind
into this morass of hate and blood—in which our sons are
lost—in which we flounder still….”

How feeble was this squeak of exhortation! It broke into a
scolding note.

“Who have betrayed,” read Mr. Britling, and judged the
phrase.

“Who have fallen with us,” he amended….

“One gets so angry and bitter—because one feels alone, I
suppose. Because one feels that for them one’s reason is no reason.
One is enraged by the sense of their silent and regardless
contradiction, and one forgets the Power of which one is a
part….”

The sheet that bore the sentence he criticised was otherwise
blank except that written across it obliquely in a very careful
hand were the words “Hugh,” and “Hugh Philip Britling.”…

On the next sheet he had written: “Let us set up the peace of
the World Republic amidst these ruins. Let it be our religion, our
calling.”

There he had stopped.

The last sheet of Mr. Britling’s manuscript may be more
conveniently given in fac-simile than described.

[Handwritten: Hugh Hugh My dear Hugh Lawyers Princes Dealers in Contention Honesty 'Blood Blood ... [Transcriber's Note: illegible] an End to them

§ 11

He sighed.

He looked at the scattered papers, and thought of the letter
they were to have made.

His fatigue spoke first.

“Perhaps after all I’d better just send the fiddle….”

He rested his cheeks between his hands, and remained so for a
long time. His eyes stared unseeingly. His thoughts wandered and
spread and faded. At length he recalled his
mind to that last idea. “Just send the fiddle—without a
word.”

“No. I must write to them plainly.

“About God as I have found Him.

“As He has found me….”

He forgot the Pomeranians for a time. He murmured to himself. He
turned over the conviction that had suddenly become clear and
absolute in his mind.

“Religion is the first thing and the last thing, and until a man
has found God and been found by God, he begins at no beginning, he
works to no end. He may have his friendships, his partial
loyalties, his scraps of honour. But all these things fall into
place and life falls into place only with God. Only with God. God,
who fights through men against Blind Force and Night and
Non-Existence; who is the end, who is the meaning. He is the only
King…. Of course I must write about Him. I must tell all my world
of Him. And before the coming of the true King, the inevitable
King, the King who is present whenever just men foregather, this
blood-stained rubbish of the ancient world, these puny kings and
tawdry emperors, these wily politicians and artful lawyers, these
men who claim and grab and trick and compel, these war makers and
oppressors, will presently shrivel and pass—like paper thrust
into a flame….”

Then after a time he said:

“Our sons who have shown us God….”

§ 12

He rubbed his open hands over his eyes and forehead.

The night of effort had tired his brain, and he was no longer
thinking actively. He had a little interval of blankness, sitting
at his desk with his hands pressed over his eyes….

He got up presently, and stood quite motionless at the window,
looking out.

His lamp was still burning, but for some time he had not been
writing by the light of his lamp. Insensibly the day had come and
abolished his need for that individual circle of yellow light.
Colour had returned to the world, clean pearly colour, clear and
definite like the glance of a child or the voice of a girl, and a
golden wisp of cloud hung in the sky over the tower of the church.
There was a mist upon the pond, a soft grey mist not a yard high. A
covey of partridges ran and halted and ran again in the dewy grass
outside his garden railings. The partridges were very numerous this
year because there had been so little shooting. Beyond in the
meadow a hare sat up as still as a stone. A horse neighed…. Wave
after wave of warmth and light came sweeping before the sunrise
across the world of Matching’s Easy. It was as if there was nothing
but morning and sunrise in the world.

From away towards the church came the sound of some early worker
whetting a scythe.


THE END

Scroll to Top